The Nightlight Enthalpy

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We prefer systems between 15-18

Dude I’m dissociating so fucking bad, my hearing is cutting in and out and I can’t focus on anything and all I want it to stop and me to stop dissociating and I have no clue what triggered it and this is what is keeping my mind off it, lovely. I’m trying super hard to find other things to focus on so I don’t cut out to the bodies dad, that I’m closeted to. - Mistletoe

I genuinely ad9re this s9ng s9 if s9me9ne wants t9 listen t9 it here - Kankri

(Triggers include 6ut are n9t limited t9: ranting, sexualizing characters, h9mestuck, the Vantas family, anger, sexualizing Kankri Vantas, menti9ns 9f sex/sexual relati9nships, etc c9ntinue at y9ur risk.) T9 6e h9nest I d9n’t really understand the situati9n with sexualizing characters like me. I’m 9penly n9t int9 the th9ught 9f having a matesprit, even if currently I am in a human, sexual relati9nship. I am a tr9ll wh9 is against 6eing in relati9nships such as kismesis and m9irails and I am n9t c9mf9rta6le 6eing t9uched, unless I explicitly give c9nsent, I’m s9 luck t9 have a 69yfriend wh9 listens t9 me and actually wants t9 96ey my rules and listen t9 my guidelines and he’s the 6est human 69yfriend ever. I l9ve y9u Cr9nus. I can’t stand the fact there are s9 many sexual images sexualizing the fact I am n9t interested in quadrants and s9 many tr9lls d9n’t understand it either and tell me I just haven’t f9und the right tr9lls. N9 its n9t that I haven’t f9und the right tr9lls I just d9n’t want it. Even Latula and Mituna ign9re my situati9n and talk a69ut pe9ple like that in fr9nt 9f me and try t9 ask me a69ut it when I explicitly tell them I d9 n9t want it and am n9t interested in things like this. The fact that even my 6est friends push this 9n me is unc9mf9rta6le and unwanted and makes me feel invalid even th9ugh all I want is t9 feel c9mf9rta6le and 6e aware. Cr9nus even is aware a69ut the fact I’m vegan and refuse t9 eat meats and pr9ducts c9ming fr9m 6easts and even a l9t 9f my friends d9n’t seem t9 understand that. I’m s9rry my first p9st was s9 l9ng and a rant, 6ut many 9f my p9sts are 6ecause I talk a69ut when I’m unc9mf9rta6le. I’ll p9st later pr96a6ly s9 until then? - Kankri Vantas

You ever just listen to this talking to your boyfriend cause me toooooo - Dave