#source call

Please be 21+. I already have a Sebastian :).

I consider myself to be very source connected, and it doesn't help the fact I am currently rewatching it with out partner. One memory I remembered today was when Aizawa left the taskforce, I set him up for life. I understood he was angry and he had every right to be. I wanted him to know I appreciated his efforts. To also add I looked different in source. I had a scar on my neck and ankles. I also used a cane because I had trouble walking at times due to my young idiotic behavior. Me and B were close before A killed himself. I was also very close to Near and Mello, I considered them like younger brother's and during the Kira investigation I kept them very updated, in the event of my death they at least had some stuff to go off, like old letters. Besides from that they were on their own. Matt didn't care for me much though, I did try to be friendly. Hm, I'm trying to think of what else. I do have memories from what I consider a different timeline of bringing B onto the case. The case was private and Kira had no way of knowing his existence or his past crimes, sigh. It was a hectic time. But I do not consider these to be my main memories.

18+ only on this blog please and thx, i reserve the right to not post calls for whatever reason but i will likely be fairly lax- i on the whole do not care about problematic sources and dynamics but there are things i personally dont want pulled into my own corner of the internet (ex: incest) that i will just delete from my inbox