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well for starters she's left with this feeling, hidden deep within her soul, some type of dread. Just counting the days she has left with him before he makes it big in the k-pop industry, slipping away from her fingers like sand from the narrow of an hourglass and into the rigid hands of busy schedules and eyes watching him, his image, his life everywhere and at all times. even with the fear of losing him plaguing her thoughts and her mere existence she vowed to make the most of the time she spent with him. So they did everything together. From breakfast to dinner the two would become one, inseparable. Hands locked with the other's, his warmth cooling her freezing shaky hands, she was in the clouds with every fleeting touch of his, his presence was addictive, his smile like rays of sunshine stabbing her right through her soul. warmth.

The higher you are, the harder you fall.

When he had to stop talking to her because it was getting in the way of his training, she finally looked up from heaven, and looked at him. At her sun one last time. The warmth was making her greedy for more of that airy feeling of not having dread inside you, to be loved without feeling like a liability. She thought about the light, in her veins, under her skin, lacing the palms of his which were entangled with hers. Icarus was a fool. She knew better than to go forth towards the light. but the warmth was tempting, and she was starved from the cold. so she jumped down, pushed him away, told him to fly higher, that he deserved more, that he needed to focus on his dreams. and with that she was falling too hard. falling into this decrepit, endless void, falling and falling into complete nothingness falling.

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but i can't help falling in love with you

ღ jung yuna or anaya k. jung was just a student at an international school studying whatever her parents wanted to. maybe it was her people pleasing tendencies making her want to prove to her adoptive parents that she was grateful, that she was worth it but they didnt care about that, they just loved her regardless but she didnt believe it you needed to earn love right? right? everyone knew who choi san was. obviously. the 4th gen performance king, known for his insane visuals and for being good at everything. vocals? beautiful. dance? intense and mesmerizing. everything? everything. he has had the whole kpop world in a chokehold ever since ateez debuted in 2018. but they didnt know him like she used to. key word used to. fame changed people, allegedly, she didn't even know if he would even think of her even once in the time he was away from her, maybe she wasn't worth it anymore. so ever since the day they stopped talking, and she moved away for uni, she ignored every single thing about a certain lead vocalist and main dancer of one of the biggest fourth gen kpop group. but when yuna thought that she was over the three and a half more than just a friendship situation, there it was, the job offer at KQ entertainment staring down at her in her mail.

ღ i gave up mid way cause im running on 3 hours of asleep and alot of frustration because my protein bar tasted like dogshit. i miss my man help meeee

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