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NEW INTERVIEW unpaywalled below â¤ď¸ Brian and Roger, and John Reid(??), mentions of possible Sphere residency, non-mentions of the bullsh*t book, and lovely memories (and dreams) that still continue today.
As Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" turns 50, Brian May and Roger Taylor open up about Freddie Mercury and the remarkable story behind the song
EXCLUSIVE: Bohemian Rhapsodyâ at 50! Brian May and Roger Taylor on Queenâs Masterpiece
Making the most-streamed song from the 20th century took ambition, hard work, and a dash of opera.
By: Brian Hiatt
Their real life was about to slip into fantasy, which was pretty much the plan. At the tail end of the 1960s, Roger Taylor and Freddie Bulsara would lie on the floor together, head to head, getting lost in Electric Ladyland, talking about their future. Maybe theyâd share a bottle of wine, nothing stronger. âFred and I were no good at smoking weed,â Taylor says, more than five decades later. âI used to think my head was on fire at the back. It never did agree.â
Even before Bulsara joined the band that became Queen and renamed himself Freddie Mercury, he and Taylor shared a velvet-heavy fashion sense, a passion for Jimi Hendrix, and some fat-bottomed ambitions. âWe wanted to be the best,â says Taylor. âWe both really wanted success.â Queenâs drummer is, at the moment, sitting in a vast living room on his 18th-century estate in the British countryside, amid 48 wooded acres. He might not have made it here without the song weâre here to discuss, the moment Queen reached as far as any band ever dared, then went a bit further, and then added a few more âGalileosâ for good measure: âBohemian Rhapsody,â which is about to celebrate its 50th anniversary.
The track, first played on U.K. radio in October 1975 and squeezed onto a seven-Âinch single at the end of that month, has become the most-streamed song from the 20th century, with more than 2.8 billion plays on Spotify alone. âIncredible,â Brian May says when I visit him the next day. ââBohemian Rhapsodyâ doesnât get old, does it? And I suppose thatâs the magic for us. Weâre lucky that we donât get old.â He pauses and makes a slight correction. âThe music doesnât seem to get old.â
The statistic leaves little doubt: Queenâs biggest song is on its way to becoming the rock eraâs most lasting artifact, Figaro, Beelzebub, and all. âBohemian Rhapsodyâ is a five-minute-and-54-second remnant of a brief slice of time when musicians could afford to spend weeks slathering overdubs onto a single track, when engineers made edits with a razor on magnetic tape, when bands raced to push the limits of song structure and recording technology, and maybe when, as Taylor caustically argues, âyou actually had to be good at your instrument â that doesnât seem to be a necessary requisite these days.â Even as Queen labored over âRhapsodyâ and the rest of their fourth album, A Night at the Opera, the clock was ticking. Two weeks before the albumâs release, the Sex Pistols played their first show in London.
The song is also, of course, an eternal encapsulation of the brilliance, wit, and pain of its lead voice and composer, Freddie Mercury, who died of complications from AIDS in 1991 when he was just 45. âIn certain areas, we feel that we want to go overboard,â he said. âItâs what keeps us going really, darling.⌠Weâre probably the fussiest band in the world.â
On a pleasant late-spring morning, Taylorâs side doors are flung open to his sprawling garden. Somewhere out there, not quite in sight, is a 20-foot-high fiberglass statue of Mercury that once advertised the We Will Rock You musical. Taylor is positive his late friend wouldâve found its new home hilarious. Elsewhere among the greenery is the very same 60-inch gong we hear Taylor strike in the final seconds of âRhapsody.â âI remember Led Zeppelin had a gong,â Taylor says with a smirk. âSo we had a much bigger gong. Pathetic one-upÂmanship, really.â
His formerly blond hair is silver now, cropped short, with a matching beard, and he dresses like a retired mogul these days, in slim khakis and a gray button-down. Nearby is a grand piano, with a piece of paper bearing a scribbled, in-progress chord progression; behind him are books on the Beatles and Bob Dylan.
In 1969, Taylor played drums in a band called Smile alongside May, a brilliant, meticulous, curly-headed fellow Hendrix disciple, while Bulsara sang in the short-lived Ibex. The members of the two groups crammed into a series of London flats together, and all the while, Bulsara was trying to make his way into Smile. He was by no means an obvious choice. âThe honest truth,â says Taylor, âis he was not a great singer at the time. He had this very powerful but uncontrolled sort of noise.â
Freddie kept a Hendrix photo on his bedroom mirror, drew pictures of him in his ruffled stage outfits, and saw him in concert at least 14 times. Hendrix was âliving out everything I wanted to be,â heâd say later, not mentioning that Jimi was also an exception to rock stardomâs usual whiteness, a barrier heâd break as well. Bulsara was desperate to transform himself in that mold, to erase his recent past as a gawky, shy, bucktoothed kidâ. He rarely spoke of his highly particular background, a childhood of relative privilege in the British colony of Zanzibar, with Parsi parents who subscribed to the ancient faith of Zoroastrianism. (Like most ancient faiths, itâs never been big on queerness.) He spent ages eight through 16 at an elite boarding school in India, and he and his family fled to the U.K. in 1964 after a revolution in Zanzibar threw off British rule.
As the Seventies began, Smile singer Tim Staffell quit, and Freddie officially joined the band, rechristening it Queen, to Taylor and Mayâs initial discomfort. The name was intended âin the regal sense,â Mercury would insist, not always convincingly. But what seems wildly obvious now about his sexuality was often less so in the early days, maybe even to the singer himself. Mercury met Mary Austin, who became his longtime girlfriend, in 1970, and she wasnât the first woman his bandmates saw him date. At most, May has said, they had a âslight suspicionâ about the truth.
By that summer, Freddie found his new last name, inspired by a line about âMother Mercuryâ in âMy Fairy King,â a song on Queenâs debut LP. âFreddie kind of made himself,â Taylor says. âHe just forged this person, Freddie Mercury, out of seeming nowhere.â
The uncanny vocal blend that hit its peak on âRhapsodyâ was born in echoey caverns on the coasts of England, during frequent visits to Taylorâs native Cornwall. Even before Staffellâs departure, May, Mercury, and Taylor started to sing in three-part harmony there. âWe used to go into the caves and just sing stuff,â May says. âWe kind of wallowed in the sound, this beautiful blend of harmonies. ÂParticularly Freddie and I, I suppose, shared that passion.â
Queenâs final lineup wouldnât cement itself until the following year, when bassist John Deacon joined, but they had already discovered the kind of music they wanted to make. âOur vision for Queen,â says May, âwas you had this heaviness, this sort of power and exciting structure in the backing track, but above it was all this beautiful melody and harmony. So you got it all. Thatâs what we were looking for.â When May caught an early concert by prog-rock giants Yes, with their fusion of twisty riffs and Crosby, Stills, and Nash-inspired harmonies, he thought, âWell, that comes close.â
In December 1969, May, Mercury, and Taylor all went to see the Who play their then-new album Tommy at the London Coliseum. It was another piece of the map to their future â maybe not operatic rock, but a surging, bombastic rock opera, to be sure. Taylor still thinks the studio Tommy was underproduced, smaller-sounding than the Whoâs onstage versions. That was one criticism no one would ever apply to his own band. (As May sees it, the Whoâs earlier work was more of an influence: âTommyâs a bit late in our development,â he says.)
May and Taylor were also struck by the unearthly conglomeration of voices on another new piece of music from that year, the Beatlesâ âBecause.â âWe were transfixed,â says May. âI can feel the shivers going up my spine. We thought, âOh, my God, that has to be the most daring piece of pure harmony weâve ever heard.ââ To create a choral effect, the Beatles stacked their voices in multiple layers, a technique May, Taylor, and Mercury would soon push much further. âBut Queen were just as influenced by tracks as early as 1964âs âThis Boy,â and before that, the Beatlesâ own heroes, from Buddy Holly to the Everly Brothers. âIt was everything the Beatles did,â May says. âWe were able to sort of take up where the Beatles left off.â
THEY'VE HAD 50 YEARS to ponder it, but May and Taylor still havenât nailed down what Mercury was singing about on âBohemian Rhapsody.â âSadly, we canât ask Freddie,â Taylor says. The members of Queen never discussed their lyrics with one another, and Mercury was hardly eager to offer explanations. âPeople still ask me what âBohemian Rhapsodyâ is all about,â he said years later, âand I say I donât know.â Any revelation, he suggested, âloses the myth and ruins a kind of mystique that people have built up.â His late friend Kenny Everett, the DJ who debuted the song, said Mercury privately went as far as to dismiss the whole thing as ârhyming nonsense.â
John Reid, who became Queenâs manager in mid-1975, just before they began work on A Night at the Opera, was openly gay, and happened to be dating another client, Elton John. After Reid mentioned his own sexuality over dinner, Mercury casually came out to him. Mercury was still living with Mary Austin, but spending his evenings at the gay club Rods, where he met a young man named David Minns and began an affair. Reid is convinced that a widespread theory about âBohemian Rhapsodyâ is correct, that the song is fundamentally about Mercury coming to terms with his sexual identity. A line like âGotta leave you all behind and face the truthâ all but begs for that reading. âI think thatâs the key to it,â Reid says, âand a little bit of self-doubt, and the fact that he could never be that open to his parents.â
As Minns once wrote, Mercury âwas tormented by some form of guilt that he had about his past life.â Those feelings seem to define âRhapsody,â so much of which is addressed to âMama.â Itâs tempting to see the man shot dead in the opening lines as a stand-in for the end of Mercuryâs pose as a straight man, even if he apparently began writing that lyric in the late Sixties. âHe was saying goodbye to that life,â Reid says. (Mercury sometimes described himself as bisexual rather than gay, a label that could be supported by a new bookâs claims he sired a âsecret daughterâ circa 1976. Reid simply doesnât believe the story, however, or even the idea that Mercury couldâve hidden it. ââThe whole thing is completely ridiculous,â he says. âThere were too many people that knew what Freddie was up to within his circle.â Taylor and May declined to comment on the book.)
For Taylor, almost all speculation about âBohemian Rhapsodyâ is âoverinterpretation.â âHe was writing a fairly intense, ruminative song,â he says. âAnd then we put all these amazingly daft bits in the middle. So many people have been wondering, âWhatâs the secret meaning?â Iâm not sure there is one. I think whatâs there is plain, and the rest of it is nonsensical in a sort of Lewis Carroll way. âBeelzebub has a devil put aside for me.â For me, itâs all nice imagery, really. I wouldnât go too much further.â (âIt doesnât necessarily mean I study demonology and things,â Mercury once said. âI just love the word Beelzebub! Great word, isnât it?â)
May, who has a habit of speaking of his long-gone friend in the present tense, is less certain about it all. âHeâs creating something beautiful in his mind,â he says. âAnd heâs using everything thatâs in his mind. Heâs using his pain, his frustration, his confusion. Itâs not very literal. Itâs not very conscious. If you listen to âMy Fairy King,â is that part of his inner fantasy in the same way?â (âSomeone ⌠[has] broken my fairy circle ring/And shamed the king in all his pride,â Mercury sang on that one. âI cannot run/I cannot hide.â) âItâs equally oblique. Freddie doesnât feel the need to explain himself, or be direct. âSometimes he loves the way his voice sounds doing those syllables. Itâs all jumbled up in a sort of joy of creation. Thatâs the way I see Freddie.â
In the middle section, some kind of battle is clearly underway, with our heroâs body and soul at stake, and a âmonstrosityâ in pursuit. But any lyrical intensity is undercut, to say the least, by the playfulness of Mercuryâs vocals and the gleefully absurd operatic bits. A recently auctioned handwritten draft of the song, scribbled in pencil on airline stationery, suggests that âscaramouche,â âFigaro,â âGalileo,â âmagnifico,â and âfandangoâ came from brainstorming Italianate or opera-associated words, with more concern for sound and rhyme than meaning. Mercury also wrote down âbelladonna,â âcastanetta,â and âbarcaraolaâ (he probably meant âbarcarolleâ) among other options. Without all of that whimsical counterpoint, he might not have allowed the glimpse of the abyss that precedes it, one that somehow still breezes by some listeners: âI sometimes wish Iâd never been born at all.â
Mercury was proud to acknowledge that he conducted some research into opera for the song, without ever going into specifics. âSomething like âBohemian Rhapsodyâ didnât just come out of thin air,â he said. Childhood piano lessons gave him some previous knowledge of classical music, and even the name he chose for the song winks at that world. The same auctioned lyric sheets show Mercury first considered, then crossed out, the tongue-in-cheek title âMongolian Rhapsody,â almost certainly a twist on Franz Lisztâs Hungarian Rhapsodies. (When a tuxedoed Bugs Bunny plops down at a piano to perform âHungarian Rhapsody No. 2â in the legendary 1946 short Rhapsody Rabbit, he throws in a reference to a character from one of Mozartâs operas: Figaro.)
Mercury was well aware of the uniqueness of his project. âIf you really listen to the operatic bit, there are no comparisons, which is what we want,â he said. âBut we donât set out to be outrageous â itâs in us.â At moments â magnifico! â the song veers all the way into comedy, with camp self-awareness that eludes, for instance, 1971âs âStairway to Heaven,â which is quite solemn about the bustles in its hedgerows. âI think itâs healthy to have that kind of sense of humor about what you do,â says May. âIt doesnât mean youâre not serious.â
âWe thought, âWell, this is kind of ridiculous, so letâs go,ââ adds Taylor. âWe really enjoyed the silliness of it.â
BRIAN MAY HAD A MASTERPIECE in his head, and he couldnât quite get it right. In mid-1975, he began writing a lengthy prog-rock journey with an intricate structure, freaky vocal effects, and explosive peaks. But it definitely wasnât âBohemian Rhapsody.â In the earliest stages of A Night at the Opera, Queen decamped to Ridge Farm, an hour outside of London, to get some writing done. They were fresh escapees from a management deal that left them impoverished and in debt, even after scoring a huge hit with 1974âs âKiller Queen.â
âWe were incredibly poor,â says May. âWe had nothing. Everybody thought we were rolling in it.â He recalls the bandâs old manager, the late Norman Sheffield, quibbling over new drumsticks for Taylor, and refusing to buy Mercury a new piano. But Reid, their new manager, persuaded EMI Records to advance enough money to allow the band to create without limits for the first time. He told them to go off and handle the music while he dealt with their old contracts. In his memoir, Sheffield claimed the band were about to get a big payday either way, but left because Mercury was impatient. The singer savaged Sheffield on A Night at the Operaâs âDeath on Two Legs,â howling, âYou suck my blood like a leech,â and the manager filed a quickly settled libel suit.
At the farm, May continued to struggle with his ambitions for his track âProphetâs Song,â a warning to âpeople of the earth,â based on an apocalyptic dream, that would turn out to be two minutes longer than âRhapsody.â He was feeling blocked as he recovered from an ulcer, and it didnât necessarily help that one of his bandmates was having a lot more luck. Queen is one of the only major rock bands where every single member wrote hit singles over the years, but they didnât get there without some friction. âWe were quite competitive, of course,â May says, softly. ââI could hear Freddie hammering away at âBohemian Rhapsody.â âWeâre all in separate rooms, doing our bits of writing. Heâs got a piano in the yard someplace outdoors, and I can hear him thrashing away, and itâs getting more and more complex and more and more frenetic. And Iâm thinking, ahhhhh. I have this vision for âProphetâs Song,â but I canât bring it to life. It was a difficult time for me.â
May is in a garage-like carriage house on his own country estate, not far from Taylorâs. Heâs sitting at a simple wooden table in a little room he swears is bigger than the apartment he shared with his girlfriend just before recording A Night at the Opera. Thereâs a few astronomy-themed photos on the walls, along with plaques celebrating sales milestones for Mayâs composition âWe Will Rock Youâ and Queenâs Greatest Hits. His hair, gray now but still the same curly mop, is wet from a morning swim. ââI had some physical problems,â he says, an understated allusion to a stroke he suffered last August that temporarily impaired his guitar playing. âAnd it seems to make a huge difference, working out.â
A badge on Mayâs jacket commemorates the NASA space probe New Horizonsâ 2015 flyby of Pluto, to which â rather incredibly â he contributed data analysis. In 2007, he completed his astrophysics Ph.D., decades after appalling his family by leaving it behind for Queen. âMy dad said, âYou are throwing your life away,ââ May says. His father still felt that way by 1975, which only added to the bandâs general sense about A Night at the Opera: âIt was make or break,â Taylor says.
May lights up when I mention my fondness for âProphetâs Song,â which, to be fair, has always had its fans, including Mercury, who once mentioned it as a possible single. Rolling Stone had a rocky relationship with Queen in those days â the otherwise brilliant critic Dave Marsh called them âthe first truly fascist rock bandâ in 1979, in what now feels like a baffling overreaction to âWe Will Rock Youâ â but our review of A Night at the Opera was positive. Somehow, though, it didnât mention âBohemian Rhapsodyâ at all, instead naming âProphetâs Songâ as the LPâs best track. ââItâs the shadowy other universe really, that song,â May says. âItâs never got that much attention, because of the behemoth on the other side.â
As May overheard the birth of âBohemian Rhapsody,â he couldnât help turning his attention from his own song to Mercuryâs. Guitar orchestrations and solos started brewing. âThe idea for all the instrumental stuff in âRhapsodyâ was growing while I was listening to him developing the song,â he says. âFreddie had some amazingly lateral thought processes. âIt was always easier for me to play on his songs than mine, âcause there was so much stimulation coming.â
The winding, heavy riff after the opera section, the one that would give the song one of its many second lives when Mike Myers and Dana Carvey headbanged to it in 1992âs Wayneâs World, was Mercuryâs own invention. It never felt quite right under Mayâs fingers. ââBohemian Rhapsodyâ is never that easy to play, even after all these years,â he says. âI still have to keep my wits about me or Iâll fall off the train.â
Queen next headed to Rockfield Studios, on another farm, this one in Wales, to begin recording. The basic tracks â drums, bass, piano â came quickly. Mercury embedded the melodies for the operatic bits in his piano parts, with his percussive performance driving the momentum. âForget about the ridiculous outfits, the showmanship,â says Taylor. âFirst and foremost, he was a brilliant musician. That becomes totally camouflaged by the outrageous-frontman thing.â
From there, the band bounced between multiple studios in London, a move that helped promote the myth that A Night at the Opera was âthe most expensive album ever made.â Reid, who would know, says thatâs nonsense. âThere was no waste,â Reid says. âThey werenât wasteful musicians.⌠Iâm sure the Stones spent more.â
Fortunately for Queen, studios didnât charge by the overdub. âI think between the three of us we re-created a sort of 160- to 200-piece-choir effect,â said Mercury, who somehow kept the entire arrangement in his head â at most, he scribbled down notation for some of the harmony parts. They worked on the operatic section alone for three weeks straight, including weekends, with the band collaborating with producer Roy Thomas Baker (who died earlier this year) and the late engineer Mike Stone.â ââThe fact that certain bits are only sung at certain times and that they would appear and disappear?â says Gary Langan, the sessionsâ assistant engineer. âThatâs unfathomable to me to have that all in your head.â
âIt seemed to go on forever,â says Taylor. ââThe way we would do it, all three of us would sing every part, which gave it a real thickness, a body.â The exceptions, as shown in the 2018 Bohemian Rhapsody biopic, were the highest âGalileos,â which only Taylor could manage. And the process did get to the drummer, who threw a tantrum that, if anything, is underplayed in the film, according to Langan. ââHe really did lose it,â the engineer says. âHe was furious. It was up a few notches from what you see in the movie.â
Besides that, the only real moments of tension had to do with the songâs extravagant length for a single.ââYou had Fred, who was staunchly holding out for six minutes, of course,â says Langan. âAnd a faction of the band going, âYou know what, Fred? I think youâve gone one step too far here.ââ Taylor even recalls Deacon attempting an edit, which didnât go over well with the others.
The band was concerned about their record labelâs reaction, but despite the movieâs scene with a Myers cameo as a contemptuous exec, Reid insists there was no confrontation. âThere were two or three promotion men subscribing to âIâd say itâs way too long,ââ he says. âIn the end, they went with what we told them.â Some of the strongest objections, in fact, came from Elton John. âHe said, âAre you fucking crazy?ââ Reid recalls. ââThat will never be a hit. Itâs too long!â He was adamant.â
The bandâs final innovation was to record a music video for the song, a rare move in 1975. (Years later, a Wayneâs World re-edit of the footage would relaunch the song in the United States.) They spent only four hours on it, at Elstree Studios, the same spot where much of Star Wars would shoot a year later. Taylor, again, didnât have much fun. âI had to be stripped to the waist and covered in baby oil,â he says. âAnd it was, like, 1:30 in the morning.â
May recorded all of the songâs many layered guitar parts with his Red Special, the guitar heâd built from scratch with his dad as a teenager, using wood from an antique fireplace. When he takes me by his home studio after we talk, I inquire about its whereabouts. âOh, you wanna see?â he asks, sending an employee off for it. When it arrives, moments later, May plays a few suspended chords, talking about the influence of the Whoâs Pete Townshend. âSheâs a good old friend,â he says. Then he puts it in my hands. Itâs heavy with dense wood and the weight of history, but I dare to play the first few notes of the âBohemian Rhapsodyâ solo, feeling my fingers on the buttery fretboard in the exact spots May put them. May raises his eyebrows, and laughs. âAh, good,â he says. âThat could work!â
SINCE 2011, QUEEN HAVE toured the world several times with Adam Lambert on vocals, and they have good news for their fans: ââI donât think weâre done,â says Taylor. âAnd I donât think weâre gonna say, you know, final farewell tour or whatever. âCause it never is, is it?â They still havenât released new Queen music with Lambert, but May says that idea is âalways in the mind. Not many people know, but Adam and we have been in the studio trying things. Nothing really materialized so far. Some things are meant to be and some things are not.â
May is weary of the road, but still wants to perform. ââIâve had 50 years of touring and thereâs a part of me that thinks itâs enough,â he says. âI donât like the idea that you wake up in your hotel room and youâre trapped. I had a few experiences recently where stuff happened at home with my family and I could not go home. It got under my skin and I just thought, âIâm not sure if I want this anymore.â I feel like Iâve given up my freedom too many times. So my feeling at the moment is I donât want to tour as such. I still want to play shows. I still want to innovate.â
To that end, May has his mind set on a Queen residency at the Sphere in Las Vegas, which awed him with its 360-degree screens and other tech innovations when he caught a gig there by some classic-rock peers. ââIâm very keen on the Sphere,â May says. âItâs got my mind working. I sat there watching the Eagles, thinking, âWe should do this. The stuff that we could bring to this would be stupendous.â So, yeah, I would like to do it. Weâre having conversations.â
Still absent from those conversations is John Deacon. Always the quietest member of Queen, he retreated into a private life after Mercuryâs death; he hasnât given an interview in decades, and he doesnât speak to his bandmates at all, even socially. âI âthink both Roger and I find it quite hard, but he doesnât want to and we have to respect that,â May says. âHe wants to be separate. Heâs still part of the destiny of the band, though. If weâre trying to make business decisions, heâs always consulted, but it happens through the management or through our accountant. We donât speak, which is a shame, but we do know that we have his blessing. Thatâs important.â
Even Mercury somehow feels more present in their lives.ââBrian and I often think heâs in the room in the corner,â says Taylor. ââCause we know exactly what heâd say and what heâd think. Even though it was all those years ago now that we lost him.â To this day, Mercury has a habit of popping up in Mayâs dreams. âItâs always very prosaic,â he says. âIt is never a surprise that heâs there. I donât think âYou shouldnât be here.â Itâs just like heâs part of my life, as he always was.â
Mercury would sometimes echo his ânothing really matters to meâ lyric by airily downplaying the importance of his music, Âclaiming none of it deserved to last, even âBohemian Rhapsody.â âHe used to say, âOh, my art is like fish-and-chip paper,ââ says May. âYou remember that quote? He says, âIt is disposable.â But no, he didnât think so. Not really.â He sighs aloud, thinking about his friend, and repeats his thought. âNot Freddie.â
The audio version is a delight, tbh, because it has all the interview clips of Brian and Roger, and the music, and you can hear all the warmth, snark, and enthusiasm. 11/10.