I can't stand being a woman I don't know how to live the rest of my life as one. I never wanted this. I want muscles I don't want to give birth, I want strength not whatever women have.
Every time I see a man I get envious that I am not him and will never have his body or strength. I hate how men only see women as sexual objects and only value youth a fertility.
Men never respect women men always want to keep women down and it is natural for men to rape women. How am I supposed to go the next 50 years with this knowledge? Men just want women to be their bangmaids.
I want to self harm, I want to cut my boobs off I am my sexual organs gone. I want to be unrapable.
I hate humanity I am a childfree antinatalist because if I were to have a male child I would be envious of him and if I were to have a female child I would pass on the pain of being female to her and rn that pain is unbearable. Also every male child will just be a future perpetrator and ever female a future potential victim.
It's not just society that's the problem it's nature even in tribes they restrict women to prevent them from being raped but no if we call men evil then we are told that's not nice men have oppressed wonen for thousands of years. If women did what men did to women men woukd gave already committed mass genocide of women.
