i've been kind of careful, well not careful but aware of how it could come across, about what i post bc my partner has access to this account but turns out she just doesn't really want to look at it to see what i've been into sexually anymore so ig it doesn't really matter now

it really doesn't feel like she cares at all about what i want sexually anymore or what makes me feel comfortable

and like i can't help feeling like it's bc i'm just not doing things right and if i could just do things right and figure out how to ask for things in the right way it would all be fine but i don't know that that's it because she, again, has blanket permission to look at this blog where i have detailed every single one of my sexual fantasies in great detail for months and she just doesn't want to. like she just doesn't want to know. i don't know how much easier and lower pressure i can get.

like if another transmasc told me that their partner preferred them to bottom vaginally even tho they know it causes them dysphoria because their partner doesn't like the inconvenience of waiting 10-15 minutes for them to douche i would be outraged on their behalf but i just keep thinking maybe i'm blowing sexual preferences out of proportion

and i do have a high libido so maybe that's why they think they don't need to really worry about what specifically i want or what i feel the most comfortable with because i do just wind up enjoying whatever? i don't know

i've been kind of careful, well not careful but aware of how it could come across, about what i post bc my partner has access to this account but turns out she just doesn't really want to look at it to see what i've been into sexually anymore so ig it doesn't really matter now

it really doesn't feel like she cares at all about what i want sexually anymore or what makes me feel comfortable

and like i can't help feeling like it's bc i'm just not doing things right and if i could just do things right and figure out how to ask for things in the right way it would all be fine but i don't know that that's it because she, again, has blanket permission to look at this blog where i have detailed every single one of my sexual fantasies in great detail for months and she just doesn't want to. like she just doesn't want to know. i don't know how much easier and lower pressure i can get.

like if another transmasc told me that their partner preferred them to bottom vaginally even tho they know it causes them dysphoria because their partner doesn't like the inconvenience of waiting 10-15 minutes for them to douche i would be outraged on their behalf but i just keep thinking maybe i'm blowing sexual preferences out of proportion

i've been kind of careful, well not careful but aware of how it could come across, about what i post bc my partner has access to this account but turns out she just doesn't really want to look at it to see what i've been into sexually anymore so ig it doesn't really matter now

it really doesn't feel like she cares at all about what i want sexually anymore or what makes me feel comfortable

and like i can't help feeling like it's bc i'm just not doing things right and if i could just do things right and figure out how to ask for things in the right way it would all be fine but i don't know that that's it because she, again, has blanket permission to look at this blog where i have detailed every single one of my sexual fantasies in great detail for months and she just doesn't want to. like she just doesn't want to know. i don't know how much easier and lower pressure i can get.

i've been kind of careful, well not careful but aware of how it could come across, about what i post bc my partner has access to this account but turns out she just doesn't really want to look at it to see what i've been into sexually anymore so ig it doesn't really matter now

it really doesn't feel like she cares at all about what i want sexually anymore or what makes me feel comfortable

i support women's wrongs

the idea of going to the movies alone being like sad and pathetic is crazy to me like thats barely a social event to me. If you try to talk to me during a movie at the movies I will kill you.

*sensually whispering into your ear* sorry about who i am as a person

makes a weird little noise to indicate that i want you to touch me inappropriately

Love the genre of sadism that’s basically just extreme ‘cuteness agression’. “I love you so much that I get an overwhelming urge to violently manhandle and wound you, like some delicate prey thing that I need to rip open and savour the taste of.”

i think the most beautiful thing about being a human is the capacity to change

you know that sleepy tboy? yeah he probably wants you to fuck him while hes asleep. Why else would he sleep so much?

I've been running from autism and bisexuality accusations for years atp ngl

Domme and Dom fucking their sub together but instead of any type of coordination or structured scene they just take turns obliterating their sub's holes. Just forcing themselves inside with absolutely zero regard for the pleasure, dignity, comfort, or even the humanity of their pet. Just using them like a toy, an object, a set of tight, fuckable holes and a pretty face that looks better when it's wincing in pain.

gender essentialism is soooo funny bc it's like "this is what women are like" and you're like "I've met women and many of them, if not the majority, have not been like that" and it's like "well women SHOULD be like that" and you're like "why should women be like that" and its like "because that's what women are like"