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Shipping fictional characters isn’t representative of your moral values. It’s representative of your particular psychic damage and the themes and motifs that haunt you. Hope this helps.

one of my. absolute favorite things is just how good the foxes are at taking care of each other, and how natural it is for them

I'm pretty sure when i first drafted this i was thinking about Allison (in particular, the way she is with Neil) but then i realized it's all of them. it's her sticking Neil in her car without question because she recognized that he was too injured for Matt's truck. it's Neil giving Andrew his knives right after rehab. it's Dan and Matt sorting out Neil's schedule. it's Andrew bringing trash bags and duct tape for Neil's shower. it's Allison digging through Seth's pockets for drugs. it's Neil grabbing Aaron when he suspected something was up with drake and Aaron going with it. it's Matt sticking with Kevin at the banquet knowing that Kevin would be vulnerable. it's everyone dropping Neil of at his classes. it's Kevin taking Neil to Exites, and Nicky and Andrew buying Neil clothes. it's Andrew taking Renee's knives. it's Nicky breaking Neil into getting comfortable with a new phone. it's Kevin taking Andrew's pills. it's Allison buying makeup to cover Neil's scars. it's every time they back each other up on court. for people who can be as cruel and awful as they can be, the way they take care of each other so effortlessly and so instinctively (and often in ways that the other doesn't even know they needed to be taken care of) is kind of breathtaking.

I think it would be funny if Andrew set Kevin's ringtone to a clip from Home Alone 2 where Catherine O'Hara yells 'KEVIN' at the airport.

Worst part about this is I've only ever used that yellow square emoji once and it was just to see how it looked. This isn't who I am. However, in retrospect, I suppose it is

Reading through the notes is a surreal experience please keep adding more to fuel my effervescent consumption of non descriptive emojis

If you are silent about your pain they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it - Zora Neale Hurston

It's difficult when you've spent years being a "good person", a "exceptional one" and the first time you complain, people left you. Even some of the ones who say they loved you. But once the fake people leave you, the trustful ones will be able to enter.