SPIT IT OUT

We are always running. Living in the future or the past. Everyday at the edge, ready to snap. Uncomfortable in our own skins. Desperate to close the gap between chaos and order we disregard the only moment we are actually alive in……now. We want things to be different from how they are. But we don’t see how they are. All we see is the distorted projection of ourselves. We busy ourselves with perpetual doing, planning, worrying, suffering and look outside ourselves for solutions. We expect science or religion to relieve the pain created by our own self-destructivity. Rumination, despair, fear…..all creations of the desire to release ourselves from an indescribable grip. The subterranean grumbling of the inevitability of our deaths. We try to think our way out. Stop asking questions you know you cannot answer. You are perfect as you are. You are a biological miracle. The being that knows and knows that it knows. You have the chance to experience a glimpse of this glorious universe in awe rather than greedy disappointment. Everything beneath your conscious surface is working benevolently to keep you alive. Don’t worry, your heart will continue to pump and your lungs to breathe without “you” doing anything. Shift your focus of attention from the festering tiny world of ‘me’ to the Universal. Stop living in the claustrophobic space behind your eyes.