You know I say that my meth experience has been very different than others that I know and that I've seen on TV or read about. In 5 years of light to moderate usage ( at the most 4 or 5 a month spread out over the month. I've never craved the drug, it's not cost me anything monetarily other than what I spend could I don't sell my stuff or my soul. I've only had sex one time, one night so I haven't experienced all these women that supposedly come with the experience. It was a porn watching super horny experience the beginning but even that has fizzled out to the point where it's just become kind of boring actually. I see people that are out on the streets full of sores and skinny and thinking, w t h. I've never craved it like I've got to have it I got to go sell everything or quit my job and run around acting a fool. I can do that without having to throw everything away I don't have to live like that but still have fun. What is the different for me why don't I walk around jerking around and looking around and talk in a thousand miles an hour and picking at my face and got nowhere to go. I don't know actually have any thoughts?
