From left to right: Rhachalle, Mir'lin and Xen'eth Lavellan
From 9:41 Dragon on Inquisitor Lavellan may play a major roll in the political and religious life of all Thedas.
But she had another life before the Divine Conclave, among her Clan, among her sisters.
It was a more innocent time, probably.
Usually Xenâeth looked forward when her older sister managed to take some time and accompany her on her hunting trips. Not that Mirâlin was an especially skilled hunter, or even a decent, reliable partner when it came to quietly follow prey. But Xenâeth did enjoy her company, and the herbs and mushrooms Mirâlin would bring along only added on her looking forward to their shared hunting trips.
Deeply obtained in these kind of thoughts, she sat on the floor at their tonightâs campâs exit and counted the arrows in her quiver for yet another time, more out of boredom than of the will to prepare for her trip. Her heart bounced in anticipation as she heard the silent footsteps heading towards her.
Xenâeth lifted her glance from her fingers slowly caressing the dark feathers on the end of her arrows and grinned towards her older sister, who was approaching her in a quick pace. The slender bow on her back and the leathern quiver on her side were still an unexpected sight, but Xenâeth couldnât restrain herself from a happy grin.
âFinally. Already thought you wouldnât show.â She lowered her voice on purpose, because despite her own habits, most people of their clan denied to rise in the early morning lights if they didnât go on a hunting trip. Xenâeth had no certain understanding of these kind of habits. She loved the dusky morning hours, while the peace of the night still lingered quietly above the glowing grey of the rising morning. But Mirâlinâs face clearly told another story.
âTell me again, why we have to start that early?â Mirâlin asked slowly while faking an extended yarn.
âMaybe you should have woken that lover of yours. Guess she could have⌠get you started pretty easily.â Xenâeth teased, devilishly enjoying the sight of Mirâlinâs right cheek coloring in a deeper shade of pink.
âRana was up already as I left. Can we go now? If you didnât intended to leave early in the morning, I could as well have slept in longer!â Mirâlin obviously tried to change the subject. Xenâeth only shrugged and led the way out of the camp and into the dense green woods. She briefly considered asking Mirâlin if something between her and Rana was ad odds, but then decided not to interfere with her sisterâs love life. At least not until they were out of earshot from the camp side.
As soon as they left the encampment behind them, Xenâeth turned around to her sister walking a few feet behind her. She was quite sure no one was around them to eavesdrop, but she still kept her voice lower again.
âYou are aware, I donât intent to hunt⌠ordinary prey today, right?â She shot Mirâlin a wicked grin as she noticed the smug, asymmetric smile on her sisterâs face. One should think sheâd gotten used to the fact that her sister could only move the unharmed side of her face, but Xenâeth still felt a small pang of compassion every time it came to her mind, even though the accident laid years behind by now.
âI assumed so. Which city are we heading for today?â Mirâlin did seem to wake up in the meantime, her looks cleared up and her smile became intense again. Xenâeth felt a slight rush of relief by her sisterâs words. She certainly made no secret about sneaking into cities and well, letâs call it trading, for the Creatorsâ sake, her goods there. But she also knew that some of the clanâs member werenât exactly fond of her doing. And as secretive as Mirâlin could behave sometimes, Xenâeth could never be sure, if her sister disapproved of her actions or if she simply didnât cared enough about them.
âKirkwall, I guess. We should be there shortly after noon.â She answered briefly, because her mind was already searching for ideas of why her sister had insisted to accompany her. Mirâlin usually never went along her trips to the shemâlen cities, only along her regular hunting trips, and even those only sometimes.
âSo⌠What exactly are you searching for in the big city?â Xenâeth continued, even though she was not precisely content with her blunt way of asking. She certainly could do better. But surprisingly Mirâlin seemed eager to answer her anyway.
âWell, to be honest: I was hoping we could find some small pieces of gold. For⌠ornaments.â Xenâeth rose her eyebrows in astonishment. She couldnât remember anyone from their clan had ever worn anything with golden ornaments on it. Unnecessary trinkets, as their mother would call them. She shot her sister a questioning glance. She could see how Mirâlin considered brushing her off like this, but then she gave in.
âRana told me, her clan handled things differently. They were allowed to wear jewelry that isnât plainly useful.â Xenâeth laughed under her breath, one finger brushing over her wooden earrings, which still drew agitated glances from her mother. Oh, Deshanna Lavellan obviously disliked anything that was only meant for pleasure and lacked a practical value. No one could sing this song better than herself!
âRana told you that, hm? What did you do to her that you have to organize something glittering as a redemption? Fucked her sister?â Xenâeth smirked at the simple thought of it. Her sister and her beloved were way too boring to even look at other women. Both of them, even though Rana at least was some fun. Unlike Mirâlin who usually buried herself in her alchemistic stuff. Except for the times her experiments blew up half of the camp again. Which was fun at least, Xenâeth added silently.
âI did no such thing!â Mirâlin outraged, the cheek which wasnât covered in burned scars, reddening once again. Xenâeth actually found it thrilling how easily it was to startle her sister up. Almost too easy.
âActually⌠I need it for something⌠special.â Mirâlin added, her shoulders slouching forward now, chewing nervously on her lower lip. There definitely was something different her sister held back. Mirâlin brushed her palm over forehead and cheek nervously, before she found the courage to speak up again. She reached out for one of her pockets and drew something out of it, hidden by her closed hand.
âWhatâs that?â Xenâeth pointed her chin towards Mirâlinâs still closed fist, now seriously curios.
âAs I said. Ranaâs clan uses to keep much closer contact to human settlements, so they trade on a regularly basis. Like that, they have easier access to gold and⌠well ornament special gifts with it.â Mirâlin opened her tightened fist as she spoke, and Xenâeth caught herself gasping as she recognized the small gift Mirâlin had obviously crafted for Rana.
The slender ring in the color of the redwood trees laid exposed on Mirâlinâs slightly shaking palm. Xenâeth shot her a quick look to ensure she was allowed to take a closer look before she reached out for it. She noticed the delicate carvings on it, even though she couldnât make out the meaning behind them.
âI asked Rhachalle to help me with the elven runes. It says Ma Bellanaris. My eternity.â Xenâeth frowned by her sisterâs words. So she truly meant it.
âYouâre going to ask her to bond with you!â She exclaimed, louder than she had intended to. Not that she would care. They were midst in the woods, not a soul around them to hear them. Her thoughts started racing at the newly realized information. But she surely couldnât wrap her mind around one thing.
âMother is going to kill you.â She objected briefly. Which was the truth, probably. Their mother would definitely not going to feel delighted for her second-born to choose a way that may never actually lead to her desired grandchildren with magical abilities. But Mirâlin only shot her a small, sad smile.
âLetâs hope not. She will object, for sure. But I hope sheâll understand. Not today, nor tomorrow. But one day. Maybe.â Xenâeth knew she should feel happy for her sister now. Her sister, who was about to bond with the love of her life. It must be selfish of her, but all she could think about was the pressure that their mother would now lay on Rhachalleâs and her shoulders.
âYou know all she ever wanted was to craft the perfect mage. Her glorified dream of a perfect Keeper. How do you think sheâll react if you tell her, you wonât give her those children either?â Xenâeth tried to hold her anger back, but she could tell it wouldnât work. Mirâlinâs face gloomed with displeasure. It was obvious she had thought their dialogue to take a different turn.
âI know I was her greatest hope for that, yes. With you obviously not interested in any kind of commitment, and Rhach not interested in any kind of social interaction at all⌠But I canât change it.â Mirâlin took a deep breath before she locked her greenbrown eyes on her own.
âNeither of us can change who we are. Us not being the kind of daughters she expected us to be, canât be our problems. At all.â
Xenâeth sighed. Of course she was right. Unlike Rhachalle she had never actually tried to live up to their motherâs impossible standards. Yet she was well aware of how uncomfortable their live would become if theyâd really piss their mother of.
âCome on. Letâs get you some gold for Ranaâs bonding ring. Congrats, sister. The two of you definitely deserve some luck!â
If someone is interested in how the story continues, you can read the rest on my AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/5639446/chapters/12987439
Thank you for sharing! I always enjoy learning about these three! <3