DragonMaster sketches

Anyway have Mini Smaug terrorizing/Hoarding marshmallows.

And i had Covid last week... you know that pandemic disease that’s been going around everywhere... it sucked....  Due to circumstances I've also been away from my primary job for like 3 weeks. I think I've worked like 4 maybe 5 shifts in the last 4 weeks.  In another note, I just learned some profound stuff, and I'm still learning bit of new stuff from the training on the new job. Mostly how I’ve been hiding who I am in real life and maybe even a bit online. (even though it’s a training on how not to impose that sort of behavior on others I can see that I've been doing it to myself) Now I haven’t like hid anything life altering or anything, but my actions towards my spirituality, and my hobbies, among a few other things, have been a bit sheltered and repressed by myself. But I digress this is a sort of personal self improvement endeavor.

On another note, I’ve got a huge confidence boost because... 

I’m officially an Instructor! I’m going to be teaching! I’m kind of excited because it means a step into something a bit more like a real-career. I want to also maybe pre-emptively revive my both of my blogs. This one and my other fun one. 

Sorry for the sadness in the last update.

I’m doing alright. But I'm leaving my new job and going back to my old one for now. Phone center’s are not my thing. I have a plan to be able to do more artsy things. 3d models, 3d printing, some technical rigging and so on.

That’s the stuff I enjoy doing, so it’s the stuff I should be doing.

My cousin died. don't even know how long ago yet but it was sometime in the last few days. but it wasn't from covid surprisingly. it was a mess of mental illness that just spiraled out of control when meds weren't administered properly.

I can't believe how out of control it went.

it took less than 6 months...

I sketched/doodled a picture of him as a dragon because he'd probrably laugh at his whiskers, and laugh at me giving him whiskers, and all I can think about is how I'll miss that laugh of his.

i'm sad. I have to go in for more work training tomorrow. i'm gonna try to go home early...

hope you get reincarnated as a dragon so you can kick the butt outta those that wronged you. or you know just enjoy twiddling your whiskers.

It’s still customer service, but I make more an hour, it’s full time, and like the environment is pretty chill in terms of professionalism.

I still plan on posting stuff. but December is busy. Probably won’t have much time till after X-mas.

I’ve had some free-time this week and I've been working on a game project.

I’ve also had something of a cold and that’s sucked.

But yeah. here’s a slime enemy that’s in the early concept stage.

I don't remember where it's probrably been done before but I thought it was cute so I doodled again.

I’ve got a busy schedule the next few days. I’ll try and sketch during my breaks but no promises. 

so I take a blot paper thing. it's carbon paper and hand sanitizer. it used to do a nice blue color before we switched sanitizers. or maybe the paper changed. I dunno.

but then I doodle on my phone a bit.

I was feeling pretty crummy yesterday.

but i feel happy i get to post something. I feel at least somewhat accomplished.

I did stuff earlier today. well sorta. I had an interview and it went well. Didn't get the job but the interview was like 90% solid.

did some doodling for erm I just realized posterity didn't mean what I though it meant.

I did some doodling for the sake of improving my doodling and because I said I was going to try and blog/draw more because I missed doing it.

i'll try to post images tomorrow. I sometimes do some silly hand sanitizer blobs on carbon receipt paper for inspiration. then doodle over those.

it's kinda like the ink blot test but I test myself. I dunno.

i'm just avoiding sleep at this point.

probrably should go to bed.

So I was drawing(read doodling) on a break at my current job... just wanting to sketch or doodle a dragon or something cause I said i was gonna do that.

I get home and was chatting with one of my buds and what like “I doodled a dragon at work today... but it’s like way silly and I paid zero attention to any sort of artistic composition, or Anatomy or whatever.” 

Him: I WANT TO SEE IT! SHOW ME NOW!!!! So I did, he laughs a bit. He said it looked like Salvador Dali if Salvador Dali was a dragon. I not remembering what Salvador Dali looked like looked him up.  Then we laughed some more and I literally Lol’d for like 15 minutes straight.

so I haven't been active on here in like years.

but it's been a helluva last 2 years....

I'd like to pretend 2020 never happened...

anyway now I can focus on what's important to me now.

i'm gonna shoot for being a VR-Tech artist.

or a C# Unity engineer.

i've got a few projects on my backburner but i've been trying out unreal and it's crashed no less than 50 times on a project that would have taken me maybe 2 weeks in Unity.

took me 2 months in Unreal. i've never had unity crash 50+ times. in under 2 months. it's just insane.

I might try drawing some stuff again but my anatomy memory has degraded and my sketches are generally gonna look worse than before.

but I kinda miss drawing and blogging so i'll try it again. why not.