CW: Vent, weed, mental health, meds, addiction, mentions of tummy issues/vomit, there will be a tl;dr in the end, I'll make it bold so y'all know where to read easier <3 :3 Hey gang sorry I haven't been posting, my mental health has gone down hill cuz I ran out of my meds and my problem with weed has come back which has made it a bit harder to enjoy as a silly lil kink now that I lowkey have to smoke every few hours or I'm the angriest lil guy ever and I wake up feeling like ass every morning. Like- I have 10 minutes before I fully wake up and can feel my body and if I don't get it in before then I'm panting and holding down spew. Nothing bad is happening in my life- actually good things are happening rn. I just struggle a lot. I'll be okay <3 more posts soon I hope!













