Emotions Make Us Human

at some point i’m going to end up hating you just as much as i loved you

She's gonna hurt so good when she walks away.

falling out of love is one of the weirdest things I’ve ever experienced. I don’t even think I feel sad about it. just. disoriented. it’s like in a matter of days a person I would do anything just to touch became nothing.

Falling out of love is so weird... one morning u wake up and realised you're not looking forward to talking to him anymore. You haven't opened his pictures or videos in weeks now. You don't wish to share every moment of your day. He isn't the first person you text in capslock when something interesting happens in your life. You don't miss him and your tear glands kept your promise to never cry for him again for the last few months. You don't want him to tell you about his day (though you suspect you might fall back in love if he does ever again). You do wonder what he's doing in that particular moment sometimes, but it doesn't gnaw your insides and scorch your throat with the NEED to know what he's doing. You stop wishing things, and even if you wish to continue a conversation, you find out that there's nothing more to talk about. You stop piling up the regrets, stop hoping and at night, you don't plead at the universe that he loves you back anymore. Yes, you worry about him, because its become a habit. You still sometimes crave his attention, but that no longer suffocates you. And when he talks about other girls, you don't feel the jealousy like knives setting your skin on fire. You might never stop caring about someone, but you slowly fall out of love. It takes time, and its a painful process, but it eventually happens, whether you want to or not.