fuck

trynna figure out how I’m losing my mind but also finding myself at the same time

when you have a hammer everything looks like a guy you could kill with a hammer

all the hardness was easier to handle as a teen because it was newer, I thought it would end one day, I thought it was my tragic backstory. I thought I was in a story. now its just... life.

it ' s me and my passive suicidal ideation against the world

“You look tired” lol i want to stop existing.

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

please make me dumb i wanna be dumb i dont wanna think ahhhhh

i cant believe im alive and im just sitting in silence most of the time

you get so much trauma clogging up your ability to take in the world and all of a sudden you notice you can’t see it clearly at all