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I'm tired of people treating narcissism as "abusive hellspawn disorder" so every overconfident/cocky-but-good character is a narcissist now. sonic is a narcissist. rainbow dash is a narcissist. papyrus is a narcissist. fuck it miku is a narcissist too. they're all narcs.
30 days of DID.. dayy.. uhmmm .umm How often do you switch? How often do you lose time? Talk a little about what dissociation is like for you.
I don't dissociate that frequently. I lose track of time a LOT, though? I don't know if that's an indicator of me actually dissociating a lot and I just don't notice it?
However, one thing that I've definitely noticed is that it always feels like my brain is edging me when I'm driving like "ok you're gonna black out and crash and die in 321. jk omg stop panicking"
Dissociation feels kind of like what I thought Sleeping Beauty felt in the movie when she was getting drawn to the spindle
I don't switch main front frequently, it's usually co-con
2 main hosts that cant agree on a label is gonna actually kill me (one of the hosts. hi)

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HELLOOOOO, I'm curious to know if you can make some graphics of papyrus, the Undertale one, and make one of the userboxes say "this user's lovely skele-boy" and one of the shiny buttons "cool skeleton"
Sorry if this is too much, I really love your work :D
Undertale Papyrus // Graphics // F2U
Of course! And it’s not too much, hope you enjoy and apologies for the low amount of stamps!
fellow systems please please please stop listing out all of your trauma and triggers for the entire internet to see!!! people can and will use it against you and try to purposefully trigger you! it is not safe! you do not have to prove your trauma to anybody!
Dude I'm trying to get into typology and I go looking up the community on Social Media?? why does everyone hate everyone I'm so FUCKING scared
typology community when you're a type 67sex420H2Ojustaddwater and not a 69pussyfart54
Dude I'm trying to get into typology and I go looking up the community on Social Media?? why does everyone hate everyone I'm so FUCKING scared
PLURAL ASK GAME!! ⋆˙⟡
⊹ ࣪ ˖͙͘͡★ get 2 know ur sys!!
!! this post is for everybody! u may use this regardless of origin/beliefs, just remember to follow ur own dni
🌸 - how many alters do u have? do u consider yourself to have a high headcount?
🧩 - do u have any subsystems? if so, how do they work?
🍧 - are there any alter(s) who u would consider the “core”? if so, are they the host?
💞 - do u have an innerworld? how complex is it?
💧 - how does fronting work for your system? do u have a “front room”?
🍀 - how do u communicate with ur headmates?
🍡 - do u use alter roles/labels? which ones do u use?
🌺 - who fronts the most? who fronts the least?
❄️ - how often do ur hosts/fronting patterns change?
🥝 - how often do u switch?
🪷 - do you co-front with other alters often? is co-fronting easy or difficult?
🌷 - how long does it take for u to switch?
🌨️ - do ur alters have specific voice claims for what they sound like in headspace?
🌱 - do u have any introjects? what are their sources?
💐 - do u have any hosts? co-hosts?
🍃 - if u have an innerworld, can u see into while you’re fronting?
💗 - do u use any origin/-genic terms? what are they?
🌿 - do u have any npcs in your headspace?
🍬 - has ur system created any rules ur alters are expected to abide by?

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30 Days of DID - Day 3!
Ok sorry I didn't do it consistently and im skipping day 2 bc thats an obvious answer ok tomato tomato omg. "Day Three: What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?" I mean, yeah! It'd be nice to not have amnesia, but it's something I plan as a long-term goal, because I'm ALSO not in a total rush to confront a lot of things my brain wants me to forget.
i see hosts talk abt interacting with their alters and i'm like. hah. are there any other hosts who don't really talk to their alters? i think at max im probably close with 4, one because he fronts so much and the other 3 because they've just been here for so long (as in i've been aware of them for around 4-5 years now)
but out of all my alters, i barely talk to them. i kinda just let them do their own thing, yk?
30 Days of DID Questions Thing !!!!!!
Day One: Describe your system. What kind of system, how big, anything you feel is a good introduction.
Hi!!! I’m a medically recognized OSDD system with an unsure number of parts. I usually only count the ones who front most often, since I personally don't/can't leave front. There are about ~10 parts who are consistently around.
The system is (obviously) trauma-based, and many of our parts are what people would call introjects or fictives.
I think that’s a good basic intro :]
youre so awesome... also 🎸 + 👓 from the ask game and also talk to me about anything you wanna talk about i wanna listen!!!!!
HEEEHEEE TY.... 👓 Are there any characters you feel really "seen" by (whether they're meant to be a representation of a CDD or not)?
Kris Dreemurr (Deltarune)
Chara Dreemurr (Undertale)
Pinkie Pie (MLP)
Doey + Catnap (Poppy Playtime)
Sam Winchester (Supernatural)
🎸 Are there any songs/albums/artists that you feel "seen" by (whether they're meant to be a representation of a CDD or not)?
Humm..... Not Particularily??? 🤔
IM YUMEING OUUTTT

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Ok a phenomenon I've seen in other systems on s*sc*rd for some reason is alters trying to act tuff by saying they get in physical fights with other alters in their inner world/headspace like hello😭😭😭 why are you GENUINELY saying all of your limbs are prothstetic in headspace bc another part TORE ALL OF THEM OFF????😭😭😭 Is this a phenomenon on this app too I'm sssoooo noob
WHAT SIDE OF SYSCORD ARE YOU ON😭😭😭😭
gentle reminder that if these things are happening in your headspace something is deeply fucking wrong 😭 from experience
also idk how itd be for them but since parts cant die we kind of just regenerate or respawn? its not something out of the ordinary but its definitely not a flex
not @ anyone in this thread in specific but like. internal violence is a thing that happens. esp in programmed systems but it can occur everywhere.
and like. idk. innerworlds aren't gonna be all sunshine and rainbows, it's a fucking trauma disorder. like i can promise mine sure as shit ain't fun.
^^^^
YES ABSOLUTELY :J SORRY IF OG POST SOUNDED ACCUSATORY! I just meant I found it weird people will go around acting like its a flex that they’re harming their parts and having their parts harm them or something
DID/OSDD/overall CDD ask game bc i love answering questions and am in a silly mood :))
This is like, half serious stuff, half silly goofy stuff so if ur using this ofc answer questions at ur own discretion. Also the use of the word "you" can be the collective or individual "you"! Answer how you want
👁 Was discovery a sudden or gradual thing for you? (eg. did it feel like everything came to light all at once, or did you slowly but surely notice and piece things together?)
🌕 Did you have any awareness of other alters before discovery? if so, how did you view them (e.g. "moods", ocs, imaginary friends, etc.)
🫧 Who fronts the most in day-to-day life? Do you have a host, a "main cast", everyone switching/fronting equally, etc.?
🍎 Does anyone have any very passionate/specific food/drink preferences (love or hate)?
☂️ Are you more overt or covert? Are there any alters who break this norm (are exceptionally good/bad at masking)?
🎭 What term(s) do you use for alters? (eg. alters, parts, identities, people, headmates, etc.) Feel free to share reasoning!
🎊 Is there a prominent gender among alters? How do you present your gender(s)?
🍃 How frequently do you switch? Is this frequency comfortable/manageable for you?
☁️ Do you have day-to-day amnesia? If yes, what does that feel/look like for you?
🌈 Any happy/"success" stories from opening up to people/reaching out for support you'd like to share?
🎲 Do you have any collective hobbies (activities everybody/almost everybody enjoys doing)?
💥 Do you have any physical symptoms related to dissociation/switching/etc.?
☄️ What symptom/aspect of the disorder is hardest to deal with in day-to-day life/something that's more irritating/difficult/complicated for you?
🌼 What symptom/aspect of this disorder actually doesn't bother you/is actually helpful/you're grateful for?
💡 What's one thing that you do to help ground yourself?
⭐️ Are you usually aware of who's fronting? How do you figure out who's fronting when you don't know/can't tell?
🦉 Is there anything you wish you could make everybody instantly know/understand about CDD's?
👓 Are there any characters you feel really "seen" by (whether they're meant to be a representation of a CDD or not)?
🎸 Are there any songs/albums/artists that you feel "seen" by (whether they're meant to be a representation of a CDD or not)?
note: this ask game is made and intended for those w DID/OSDD/p-DID/etc. please only use this if this applies to you :))