i want to chew his eyebrows off

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

I ate WAY too much today and then I had two glasses of red wine with my mom and now I feel sad and fat and pathetic and gross and I really wanted to look good for tomorrow but now I'm going to have to change my outfit to accommodate my muffin top which would most certainly pop out of the jean shorts I had planned to wear. I'm just so UGh right now and it doesn't help that I got stood up by a friend and not even my own boyfriend wants to hang out with me tonight