violet

every time I talk like I’m mentally ill or something on this app these old guys want to text me on some bs. They don’t even show their face like you have some nerve to ask me for nudes and you can’t even show me half of your face. What do they want to do mold the sad girl who hates their life into some sad girl who loves them only or get them to lose all respect for themselves and just listen to anything and everything they say like I may hate my life but I’m not a fucking idiot. Yeah I’m just going to listen to the guy who I know nothing about like literally your not even going to send a photo of yourself not even your name but you want to know what I’m wearing. Have some decency to at least act like you want to get to know me. Guys are only made of lust I just want someone who sees me for more than that. These men are damn near 50 and have to hide their face to ask for nudes like what do you have a wife? if you do she’s got boobs ask her. And maybe I’m just a lover girl who looks for more than lust or maybe I’m asexual idc I’m just done. I mean I am a sexual person but only if we’re going to have a one night stand (coming from a virgin 😭) I can’t text you and not want to know you more. Anyways for the oldies at least send a photo of yourself before asking for a photo of someone’s fucking body.

been feeling extra self destructive and detached from reality lately ⸝⸝