˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊Yaniiluv˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ

I don’t know if he will ever see this because we probably never will speak again. I don’t know what’s worst me leaving and him not caring or me leaving and hurting him. I wish we got to talk just for a short moment before things ended and I really hope he knows I didn’t really want to leave him but I knew the differences between us were too great and we were simply passing time with each other until one of us had the courage to call quits. I hope he doesn’t feel like I don’t care because I really do. I always want to text him whenever anything happens because I know no matter how busy our schedules got he would listen to everything I had to say. I love you and I don’t think I will ever find anyone else I’m so sorry for wasting your time when you could’ve spent that time finding someone you could actually be with. I truly hope you find everything you want and more and thank you for showing me someone could actually love me.

this app is so traumatizing to me now I only ever came here when my life was falling apart and I didn’t know what to do and now that’s all it is to me.

one of my biggest fears other than being a complete failure is to be married and that being all I have. If my life was a horror movie I would just be a wife and a mom with no friends and barely have anytime to talk to my siblings. Id honestly rather die.

why do I feel like im never enough for anyone

I only miss him when my life is fucked up again

I may fail just because I dont show up to school... my grades are good and all but my attendance is so bad I miss 1-2 days like every week.

why am I always sick omggggggggg

I wish I wasn’t afraid of death