˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊Yaniiluv˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ

I think I’m so funny when I’m tired like once I was texting this guy while tired and we’re just having a normal conversation. Why did I send something that made sense when I sent it but then he sent back “???” And I re-read my message and it was like “asdneg” I still don’t know what I was trying to say but I just apologized and said I was really tired 😭😭😭

I spend so much time overthinking if I should do something or not literally until I don’t have the choice but not to.

omg I’m really going to college!! I know I’m going to get eaten alive but at least I’m going to do what I love for the rest of my life.

I hate the idea of being in a relationship I mean ig I have been in one but was it really I think it was mostly feelings. But I think I like being alone in a sense I just don’t like romantic things anymore except for with one person and even with that person a part of me knows it’s not what I really want partly because it’s draining and a whole bunch of other reasons. I don’t know I’m just rambling but my sister said why would I not want to be in a relationship and I told her because there is no one I would want to be in a relationship with I don’t see any options so maybe that guy or girl will come around but for now I think I am happy with not being with anyone ever.

I got a new phone guys so excited !!! I really need to make a blog but like I feel like I won’t make enough time for it and then I will ghost it one day like I do with most things. Also I started my cycle today at work today uhh I wanted to go home so badly but today was overall good.