i'm a scoundrel

due to an extended hiatus that i do not see ending , han will now be written at @dietbast until sometime in the far future . if you would like to write with him , please follow there instead .

            ❛ ben ⸻    [ his son , his darling child . terrified , violent , scared . INNOCENT . ] ⸻ don’t , don’t run . let me ⸻ help ❜

       ❛   [ . . . ] you’re not ? ⸻⸻ ❜          han peers at his son . looking him over  .  trying to remember his old son , beneath the trauma and the mask . he’s the same height , the same voice , even with the disembodied electronic voice that floats throughout sounds familiar and yet ⸻ han sees him , his son . beneath the costume .  ❛ you have two arms , two legs , and a heart beat . that’s about as human as it gets to me . ❜

        ❛ ⸻ do you think anyone KNOWS what they’re supposed to do ? do you think i knew i wouldn’t die in the kessel run ⸻ or luke thought he’d survive falling down that damn air vent or i’d live through being carbonite ? no ⸻ you just DO IT and hope you come out alive and at best only little burnt up . ❜

         ❛ you’re starting to sound like a real jedi now ⸻ like that yoda guy . ❜

        ❛ BECAUSE I’M ALWAYS RUNNING AROUND trying to SAVE you PRINCESS! ❜

❛ i just don’t want you staying ‘round cause you’re worried about me or something big guy . i can handle it . ❜

❛ who says i’m angry ⸻            WHO SAYS I NEEDED SAVING ! ❜

       ❛ you gotta stop acting like you’re gonna die out there ⸻ you got plenty of times for dreams . nothing’s stopping you from living . ❜

        ❛ hey , watch it ⸻ don’t talk like that . ❜            hand resting over the hilt of his blaster , he runs his finger against the cool durasteel there .  ❛ nothing’s wrong yet ⸻ just a little creepy in here is all . ❜

he offers his hand , for a dance . he’ll lead if they accept . the cantina music drifts in the background , his shot left on the bar table .

❪ impossible manifesting be kriffed ⟋ han solo never played by the rules . the world between worlds was reserved for things that he never understood ⸻ never wanted to understand . ❫ he stared at his son , with ancient eyes and a dark past . his own weathered face wrinkling as he gave a proud smile .

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