HighSchoolReality

Kambria 

I was tired of holding in the secret that could not only ruin my life but HIS. He has ignored me for a month and a few weeks. I’m tired of this! He was actually getting into me and SHE just had to ruin the chance for us to see what we’ve could of been. Call me delusional maybe but what Chris and I had was growing into potential. I feel so alone in this mess that I created. I just wanted him to notice and like me for myself. I don’t have anyone to talk to. Keisha turned her back on me. I can’t even talk to my mom. I’m literally alone. Lately, I feel so sick and can’t keep anything down. I gotta figure out what I’m going to do.

As I’m combing through my thoughts on what to do. Nothing seems to be the right thing to do. I told him the news and it’s like he could care less. I want him to care!

“Kam! Are you heading to school baby girl?” My dad yelled out to me. I was not in a mood to go to face everyone especially Chris. We needed to come up with a solution to this problem he helped create. “Kam!” Dad yelled out to me. “I’m coming! I’m heading out now!” I yelled back. I couldn’t stop looking at my reflection in the mirror as my former flat stomach was growing a small little bump. I am no where near ready to tell my dad so I’m going to hold my own secret until I can’t. 

I pulled a hoodie over myself and slid on my crocs. I wanted to be comfortable but also not play into looking pregnant. 

~~~

The bell rang as I walked up to the quad. I could see them on my right. Just laughing it up and having a good time. I am not going to lie. I’m heated. I needed to have a conversation with Chris. I’m going to make that happen no matter what. He has to speak to me. It’s important for the future.

Chris

“Just make sure you don’t die this time!” Mike yelled as he laughed. We had let the girls smoke with us and Mallory’s baby ass lung couldn’t hang. It was funny how slummed she was last night. As everyone in the group laughed. I couldn’t help but think about my short conversation with Kambria. There couldn’t be anyway I got her pregnant. I would of remembered having sex. Let alone with Kambria. I kept thinking about it. Even if it was a possibility. I’d never be like my dead beat father. I snapped out of my thoughts and saw Kambria heading towards me angrily. “Fuck man” I mumbled to myself. I had to dead this situation before it blew up to everyone. I caught her attention by pointing over to the empty tables that were out of sight. “Hey man. I’ll be right back” I said said to Mike. He nodded and went back to talking to the group. 

~~~

“We need to talk again Chris” Kambria said as she tightly crossed her arms around her chest. “Yeah we really do. I’m confused” I said. “Well like I told you the other night. I’m pregnant” She said as her eyes tried to search mine for a reaction. I had nothing to give her. I wasn’t going to believe her because I know for sure I didn’t fuck her. “Respectfully Kambria. I mean this with the upmost respect. I did not have sex with you” I simply said as her face dropped and tears filled inside her eyes. “I can’t fucking believe you!” She yelled loudly. 

“Cut that shit out!” I snapped at her. I didn’t need this kind of attention flooding around me. “All you have to do is be there for your soon child. I’m not asking for much” She cried as she held onto herself. “I am telling you the truth! It’s not my baby” I flatly said. This conversation wasn’t going anywhere. I can’t even remember going to her house. Kambria stormed away as tears fell from her eyes. I felt bad but that truth I can’t accept. Especially because it’s not true. 

Kadence

I can’t even fantom what was going on between Chris and Kambria. Whatever that conversation was about. It had ole girl pressed. I wasn’t going to address what was going on because Chris and I barely got back on good terms. I don’t want to jeopardize what we’re currently building towards. “Hey ya’ll I’m about to head to class. I’ll link up with ya’ll at lunch” I said as I walked away with so many questions. As I was walking to first period, my phone was already buzzing. I ignored my phone and opened the door to the classroom. “Good Morning Kadence” My teacher brightly greeted. “Good Morning Ms. Henderson” I replied as I sat down in the desk I normally sat in daily. My thoughts were crashing all at once. 

“Earth to Kade” Keisha waved in front of my face as she laughed. I shook myself out of the haze I was in. “What’s up girl?” I asked as I pulled my binder and pencil case out. “I was trying to get your attention. I’m good” She said as she sat at the desk on my left. “Girl I’m just all in my head about Chris” I honestly admitted. “What’s going on now with his light skinned ass” She laughed as she started scrolling on her phone. “Nothing really. I saw him chatting with Kambria’s sneaky ass” I said as I checked my phone as well. “I thought he ended that situation girl” Keisha said as she raised her eyebrow. “Look that’s his problem” I said shrugging and brushing it out. “Good morning class. Let’s get started on this week’s lesson” Ms. Henderson loudly said as we turned to pay attention. 

“Today we will be learning about attachment theory and it components” Ms. Henderson announced. I wasn’t in the mood for Psychology class. Although it was one of my favorite classes. Today was not it. I need to check in with Chris. 

Kade 

Everything couldn’t be more perfect than it actually was. Chris and I’s little situationship was getting more solid than before. There was nothing that could ruin what we have going on. I was truly ready to see where this could go and hopefully for the future. As I was getting ready for bed. I couldn’t help but think about that day where shit was all fucked up. Keisha really was willing to protect herself from Keeis. I pray and hope that I’m never in that situation. 

I slowly scrolled through my Twitter TL and just liked and retweeted some post. As I kept scrolling something caught my eye. It looked like someone I followed from school liked something Kambria posted. 

@Bossbxtchkam : I can’t stand females who have to fuck it up for the rest of us. He doesn’t even like you Sis. 

I really didn’t have the energy to entertain her childish antics. She’s the one who wants to have such a problem with me over Chris. I don’t want him that badly but I’m not going to give up on our potential. I set my phone down on my nightstand and got comfy under my comforter blanket. For right now I’m going to ignore this sad cry for help. 

As my eyes were getting heavy. Sleep was approaching me faster than I could think. 

~~~

My alarm was blaring loud disturbing my peaceful slumber. I was dreaming that everything with Chris and I was perfect. No distractions just vibes. My phone began vibrating violently on my nightstand. Grabbing my phone violently to stop the disturbance it was giving to my peaceful state of sleep. “Hello?” I answered and tapped the speaker. “T1. Have you checked your TL yet?” Mal asked as I yawned and rolled my eyes. “Girl no” I said as I exited the phone screen and tapped the Twitter app. “Well Kambria is coming for you motherfucking head Kade” Mal said as I was growing annoyed by the retweets and just the fact this girl had a problem with me. I haven’t done anything to her personally. What Chris and I have is between us. How was I suppose to know the girl was obsessed with the boy. I don’t blame her but damn girl step your game up. 

Mallory

My day was already starting off on the dramatic tip all because a thirsty ass bitch wants to try my best friend. She clearly didn’t want to come for her because I was always ready to research and discover receipts if needed. “Mally! Mally!” My twin brothers yelled in unison as they busted through my door. I couldn’t help but smile even though I didn’t like when they would do that. “Hi Boys” I said cheerfully as they both ran and hugged my legs. Those two practically almost knocked me down. “Alright! Alright!” I said laughing as they released me of their tight grip. “Mami says breakfast is ready!” They said in unison as it always creeped me out. “Ok I’ll be down in a minute” I said as I ruffled both of their curly heads. They turned in sync and ran out my door. 

~~~

I could feel the tension as soon as I walked up to the Quad. I definitely don’t understand where Kambria’s animosity was coming from. We literally as a friend group welcomed her in and she wants to come for my best friend’s head? I walked up to the chaos that was going to ensue shortly. 

“I just want to talk Chris” Kambria said as she stood firm with her arms tightly crossed over her chest. Kade just sat quietly as she watched the interaction that was going on. “I already told you. There’s nothing to talk about dude” Chris said too nonchalantly. I wasn’t sure what was going on but I sure was going to find out. “Kade!” I whispered loudly to her. She looked at me and rolled her eyes. I motioned her to get up so we could talk. She slowly got up and walked towards me. “What the hell is going on?” I asked confused to all that was going on. 

“I was hanging out with Chris before first period starts and this bitch bombards her way over to us all upset” She said rolling her eyes and placing her hands on her hips. “I thought their little whatever the hell it was ended” I replied. “Well it is according to Chris but this bitch is hung up on some bullshit” Kade said then quickly looked over to Chris and Kambria arguing. 

“Look! I alright told you before it didn’t happen. Let the shit go man!” Chris yelled as he was growing upset as well. “Why can’t you just admit it to me!? If you did then I wouldn’t have to keep asking you to talk to me” Kambria yelled back. “Man get the fuck on. There’s nothing left to say man” Chris said as he turned his back to her and started walking towards us. 

Mallory 

Even though I’m in my feelings about what’s going on with Mikey and I. I didn’t want to easily let him off the hook. He was dead wrong for the way he reacted. I would never purposely try to trap him with a baby. I have my own future to think about as well. College is so close that I can nearly taste it. My phone began to buzz onto of my bed. I quickly reached for it so I could see who was interrupting my thoughts. 

 Babe Calling. . .

I immediately rolled my eyes and tapped answer. “Hello?”. “Hey Mal can we please talk and get through this?” He asked sounding like he was sincere. “Sure what else do you have to say to me?” I asked him with a hint of attitude. “Mal baby I’m sorry for coming at you like that. I was scared that you could of been pregnant! We’re both not ready for that. I’m actually trying to go to College and I know I want to build with you from there” He said as I sighed and slightly calmed down. “I know babe. I was scared too shit ! I’m only 17. I don’t know how to be somebody’s mama” I said as I slightly left out a chuckle. “Shit I agree. You’d be one sexy ass milf though” He said as my smile grew. It was for this very reason I knew I loved this boy. He could be impulsive with his thinking and reactions but I knew he actually cared about me and loved me. 

“If you’re not busy this Friday. I want to take you on a date. I got to make my actions up to you somehow” Ty said as I blushed. “Sure you can pick me up at 8pm” I said. “Sounds good baby. I’m gonna hit the hay but I’ll see your pretty face tomorrow. Night baby”. “Goodnight babe” I replied then ended the call. 

I hope whatever we have going on lasts forever. 

Keisha 

Even though I was beyond done with Keeis trifling ass. I had to know what Kambria was talking about. It doesn’t sit right with me he’d be all up in Kambria’s face especially how mean she’s always been to him when we dated. Something wasn’t right at all. Even though my tolerance for Kambria has lessen. I needed to know what the hell was up with him. I have to prepare myself for the worst. Knowing Keeis, he probably did some foul shit. I pulled my phone out and typed his number in the messages app. 

Meet me at the park at 8pm. Don’t respond, you know who it is. 

I sighed and tapped send. I had to face my demons one way or the other. 

~~~ 

It was already 8:00pm on the dot and that nigga was running late per his usual. I didn’t have all fucking night to be waiting on him. I’m already annoyed with myself because just a few weeks ago Keeis was threating my life. As I kept sitting on the hood of my car. I spotted his car from a mile away as he was pulling into the park’s parking lot. 

His car pulled up a few spaces away from my car. I couldn’t help but get a little nervous because a small piece of me cared about his raggedy ass. As soon as Keeis opened his door and stepped out. My teenaged heart skipped a beat. 

“Hey Keish” He said in his deep sultry voice. I quickly shook my thoughts and rolled my eyes at him. “Sup” I replied dryly. “Well I’m here what’s up?” He asked as he closed his car door and leaned against it. “How about you tell me. Why do I have to hear from Kambria you’ve been moving weird?” I asked looking dead into his eyes. His composure didn’t change when I just asked him about Kambria. “Earth to Marquis! I know you heard me !” I said growing more impatient with him. “Nothing happened Keisha. I don’t know what she’s talking about” He said then shrugged. 

“Don’t lie to me. I know Kambria is a bitch but she would not lie about you being all nice to her especially when she can’t stand your ass” I said then hopping off the hood of my car to get back inside of my car. He said what he had to without saying anything at all. That’s all I needed to know. 

“Keisha wait” He said as I ignored him and started my car. 

Kambria

“Hey Chris. Can we please talk it’s important” I said as he quickly turned around. “What the fuck are you doing here ? “ He asked as he looked caught off guard. “You weren’t answering my texts and I need to talk to you” I said hoping deep down he’d just let me say what I needed to. He sighed and nodded. 

“Go ahead but I have to go inside soon” He calmly said as I swallowed my saliva a couple of times. “Well I want to talk about what happened at my house a few weeks ago” I said. “What about it?” He asked confused. 

“You don’t remember !?” I asked getting upset. “Chris WE HAD SEX! How could you just forget?!” I exclaimed getting pissed off that he’s really trying to brush me off like having sex with me is nothing. He stood there and scratched his head as he looked at me with a crazy look. “No we didn’t. I would of remembered” He said as the anger inside of me was growing. “Yes we did ! You came through and we had sex in my living room” I said trying to get him respond. “Look Kambria. You’re cool and everything BUT we didn’t and I don’t appreciate you trying to create a situation that didn’t happen” He said seriously as my eyes started to fill up. 

“I thought you liked me!” I yelled at him as my tears were blinding my sight. 

“I do like you but I went about it all wrong. I want to try things with Kadence. I would never deny us having sex but we didn’t Kambria” He said then turning away to walk back into the backyard. 

As he walked away I felt my chest get tight. Not only was he lying about what happened. He didn’t even want anything to do with me. I was really hurt and I was going to make Kadence pay for really fucking shit up. 

The day she decided to get in the way of Chris actually liking me was her first mistake. 

Chris 

Something didn’t sit right with me when Kambria came to mind. That night I was suppose to pull up to her crib she was off. I knew shorty was drunk but I don’t know why I haven’t gotten over the feeling she gave me. It was clear to me that something happened but I don’t know what. My mama raised me well enough to NEVER take advantage of a woman in any way. 

“Hey Yellow Crayon” Kade’s voice said breaking my thoughts. I looked at her and smiled at her instantly. Her little comments always made me laugh because she could never allow a light skinned nigga to exist. “What’s up baby” I said then smirking at her blushing her lowkey. “Nothing much. Mal is going through it with Ty so I’m letting them figure that shit out” She said as she fidgeted with her pants. “So if you weren’t busy this weekend would you like to go on a date?” I asked as her smile grew bigger by the moment. “So you mean like a date date?” She asked with excitement. “Yeah lil nigga an official date. You tryna date the kid right?” I asked her being goofy. 

I knew Kade loved my goofy side. “Yes fool. Unfortunately I guess I am available” She said play rolling her eyes. I instantly grabbed her in my arms and kissed her. She allowed me to just shut her up and that made me feel like we were moving in the right direction to us being more than best friends. “Ok ok ! You’re gonna suck my lips off boy” She whined as she lightly pushed me away and smiled. 

“You liked it” I smirked and winked at her. 

I grabbed her hand and started walking us to the gym building. There was nothing that was gonna stop this good vibe we are on. Not even Kambria.  

My phone instantly buzzed in my pocket. I slid my phone out to see a message. 

Kambria

Hey Chris. I really want to talk to you about the other night..

I quickly ignored her text. Why was she still texting me? I hadn’t talk to her since that night and before that. That was like almost a month and a half ago. I just know if I continued to hide this from Kade she’d be more than pissed. I don’t know what I should do. 

~~~

“WAIT! So you’re telling me you pulled up on shorty and she was laid the fuck out !?” Ty exclaimed then busting out in laughter. I shook my head and snatched the blunt out of his hand. I exhaled. “Nigga that’s not the point” I said ashing the blunt in the tray. “I know but when do you plan on telling Kade?” He asked as I passed him back the blunt. “Soon but I need to see what Kambria wants before I do that” I said getting frustrated all over again. 

“Well until then let’s make some music cause this situation is fucking up the vibe man” He said as I agreed. The timing was all fucked up. Things with Kade were just getting better between us. 

Kambria 

I quickly sent Chris a text. I had a weird feeling about the other night. I’m embarrassed that I can’t remember what happened. I tried playing that night over in my head but shit was all too blurry. Was Chris really there? He had to be there right !? No one else knew about our little sneaky link but him. But then again I kinda remember Keeis was suppose to stop by but her never showed up. 

“Earth to Kambria!” Keisha yelled while waving in my face. “What!” I said snapping back at her. “You’re the one who said you need to talk to me so what’s up!?” She said in this cold tone. It was like the only friend I had really hated me. “Look I don’t know what’s going on but Keeis has been a little too friendly lately” I said tryna read her face. “Ok well that’s no longer my problem” She said as she kept her face straight and shrugged off what I said. 

Growing annoyed with her I couldn’t help but to try to see where her head is at. “Nah Kee. It’s your problem because you’re suppose to be my best fucking friend!” I said serving her back the same attitude. “Nah you’ve been moving weird so I can’t say we’ll be friends any longer” She said the turning her back to me and walking away. 

I can’t fucking believe her!

~~~

I needed answers! It’s all bad that because of that night I didn’t even get to talk to Chris. I mean I think I did but I had a weird feeling that Chris wasn’t there but I was so drunk and high that night I don’t know what to think. I was so confused to why my plan to seduce him didn’t work. It makes me so mad! All of a sudden he didn’t want to reply to my text messages !? He was literally trying to kick it not too long ago.

I’m so confused

I had to try to reach out no matter what! Chris is going to answer to me!

~~~

I couldn’t believe I was outside of this boy’s house. It was crazy of me but I needed clarity on the situation because it was driving me crazy deep down inside. I thought Chris really genuinely liked me. How could he just have sex with me and just ghost me like it was nothing. 

As I waited, I started to hear some commotion by the backyard gate. I slowly rolled down my window to get a clearer look. As I waited, Tyga walked out with Chris looking high as fuck. The scent from the marijuana was so strong as they both walked out to the driveway. I slightly ducked so they wouldn’t see me. My tinted windows covered my ass for real. I watched them do their handshake and Tyga get in his car. Chris watched Tyga pull off and turned to walk towards his house. This is my chance to confront him !

I took a deep breathe and open the car door to step out. 

Keisha 

The problem is I still care about that nigga BUT I will not be disrespected. I am not my mama. I refuse to let any man run over me like they have done to my mama. I may only be 16 but that’s not stopping a damn thing. Keeis better pray to the Lord himself that our paths don’t cross outside of school. It’s on sight and I mean that. 

“Hey Kee”. I slowly turned around to be met by Chris. “What’s up light bright” I teased and smiled at him. “Shut up nigga” He retorted and mushed me. Besides this nigga being in love with Kade. He was pretty cool and a loyal customer. “Are you good though? Just say the word” He said looking dead serious. “I appreciate the concern but I’m good” I responded looking away. “Ok well I’m here for ya. I know I’m just your customer but I care about your well being Kee” He said in a sincere tone. I smiled and nodded, “I appreciate that Chris”. 

We both parted ways and I continued in the opposite direction. 

Something wasn’t right. I haven’t heard from Kambria in a while. She probably was having another mental meltdown. I try to be supportive but she’s always pushing someone who cares about her away. I really wasn’t feeling the way she went about the whole situation with Kadence. 

Speaking of the devil. I spotted Kambria walking in my direction. Do I even try to give this lunatic the time of day? She was getting closer to me. 

“Hey Keisha” She said as I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. “Oh so you do know who I am? I could of swore I was a stranger” I replied back with a nasty tone. “I’m sorry Keish” She said trying to sound remorseful. “Save that weak ass apology for someone who cares cause it for sure isn’t me” I said turning on my heels and walking away. “Keisha please! We need to talk about Keeis” She said as I stopped in my tracks. 

What could she possibly talk to me about Keeis?

Mallory

Lately I’ve been stuck in my thoughts about the last conversation I had with Mikey. I’m not sure why it’s still bothering me. I know the only thing I need to worry about is being a seventeen year old and graduating soon. The what ifs wouldn’t stop taunting me. Was this relationship just something to do until he was bored? 

“Hey Mal are you good?” Kade asked me as I snapped out my thoughts. I instantly looked at her and nodded. “Kade what I’m gonna tell you. Please keep this between us” I said as I prepared to tell my best friend my hidden secret. “Your secret is safe with me Mal” She said grabbing my right free hand looking into my eyes. 

“Ok so a few weeks ago I had a pregnancy scare. I was so worried it would happen again because Mikey and I have been intimate like rabbits. Like I never make him wear a rubber” I said cracking a little smile. Kade just laughed and shook her head. “Anyways girl I told him what happened and that I got on birth control” I said sighing. “Mal even if you were pregnant you’d be supported by my family and I” She said confidentially. “I know but I’m not built to be a single mother let alone a baby mama” I said getting upset again. “You won’t be!” Kade responded matter o factly. 

“I’m just stuck on the what ifs Kade” I said as my eyes began to fill with tears. “It’s just fucked up to know if it did happen I’d be alone in it. Mikey dismissed the idea. I am fully aware we both don’t need to be teenage parents but he could of at least gave me proper reassurance” I cried as I could feel Kade wrap me in a hug. 

“Hey what’s going on ?” I heard Mikey’s voice ask out loud. 

Mikey 

Lately Mal has been moody as hell. I don’t know what her problem is but I’m not a damn mind reader. She needs to speak the hell up. Lunch break was about to start so I made my way towards our designated spot. I spotted Kade and Mal talking and it looked all dramatic. I should stay away but I know my nosey ass wasn’t going to resist the opportunity. 

As I got closer to the girls I saw Mal burst into tears as Kade consoled her with a hug. 

“Hey what’s going on?” I asked as I placed my things on the bench and stood by them. Mal quickly broke the embrace and wiped her tears. I didn’t like that because it was like she was hiding the fact she’s sad about something. 

“Nothing. It’s nothing” She said getting up and walking past me in a hurry. Kade sighed heavily. “You better go after her Mike”. I shook my head and followed behind Mal quickly as she dashed behind a building. “Hey wait up Mal !” I called out to her. I finally caught up to her lil ass. That girl could move. “Wait babe” I said lightly grabbing her arm. “Talk to me Mallory!” I said raising my voice looking deeply into her eyes. 

“Oh now you want to talk!?” Her eyed grew big and she exclaimed turning to me with a face full of tears and pain. “It’s funny because you didn’t want to talk to me when I literally told you I had a damn pregnancy scare!” She said raising her voice too. “Mal babe calm down” I said trying to search her face for why she was so pissed with me. “No ! You really hurt my damn feelings Michael” She said as the tears began to pour down her face. It hurt my pride that she was really hurt and that I didn’t try to see was really bothering her. How did I miss it ? 

“Mal I apologize if I hurt your feelings. I didn’t take your feelings into consideration like I should have. I should of reassured you. We’d be okay no matter what happens” I said grabbing her close to me. 

Chris 

I was beyond in my head. I really didn’t asset the issue at hand. Don’t get me wrong I was relieved that Kade knew how I finally felt about her. I just didn’t know if all this new information was going to change the dynamics of our relationship we already had. I would be down to experiment but something is holding me back. I sighed out loud and opened my notebook that held all my personal thoughts and rhymes. Since this situation transpired I was writing more and singing more. I didn’t want to be the typical statistic of just doing music and settling for that alone. I wanted more. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone going off.

I scanned my screen to see Tyga’s caller ID on it. 

“Wassup nigga?” I answered and held it to my ear. “Nigga what the hell happened today!?” He exclaimed. I sighed and shook my head. “Man Keisha snapped dude. I don’t know what was going on but Kade called me to come through” I explained. “I heard she had a strap on her” He said as I was trying not to replay the situation in my head. “Ty that shit was crazy. She could of fucked up big time” I said as I laid on top of my bed. “Yeah I know. So wassup with you and Kade?” He asked being nosy. I sucked my teeth. “We’re talking alright”. “It’s about damn time!” He said laughing. “We’re taking it slow though. I’m not tryna ruin what we already have and I gotta get back in her good graces” I said matter-o-factually. “Alright nigga I hear you” He said then yawned. “Take your ass to bed but let’s meet up tomorrow to lay some music down” I said as I ended up yawning too. “For sure” He said then we ended the call. 

I don’t know what I’m worried about. Everything is gonna be fine. It has to be okay. 

- The Next Morning -

“Hey what’s up Chris” I heard one of the guys say. “What’s up man” I said dapping him up. “Did you hear about what happened to Keeis” He said as I soon regretted even knowing what he was talking about. I sighed and shook my head head no. “What happened man?” I asked. “Some nigga fucked up his face. Dude has a busted lip” He said getting hyped. “Damn man that’s all bad” I said dryly. “Who do you think did that?” I asked knowing who was the real victim of violence. “I heard it was one of his enemies from south side” He said too sure of himself. “Well you already know I’m not into that gang shit. I know Keeis will be ight” I said walking away. This wasn’t even my trouble to deal with and it was bothering me. As I continued to walk into the courtyard. I spotted her from a distance. She actually looked real good in her outfit. Ever since we had a sit down. My mind has changed about her and I was willing to do whatever I needed to do to get in her good graces. 

Kadence 

I couldn’t help but feel like a burden was lifted off my shoulders due to Chris and I finally talking about our issues. Everything was out in the open and ready to be addressed. Before I could finish my final thought I was being pulled into a big bear hug by Chris. Inhaling his scent. I felt my lips curve into a big smile. I know deep down inside I couldn’t be mad at him too long. “Don’t act like you’re not happy to see me girl” He whispered in my ear as I smirked. “Don’t flatter yourself big bird” I said as he set me down. “Oh that’s how you feel?” He said smirking back at me. “Yup that’s what I said” I replied then turned on my heel. “Where you think you going?” He asked then pulled me into him. “No where” I whined as I turned to face him again. 

“Don’t turn your back on me again” He said as he wrapped his long arms around my waist. “How you feeling about yesterday though?” He asked as a concerned look swept his face. “I’m okay Chris. I’m just happy you came in time. I didn’t even know Keisha was about that life” I said as I shyly looked at my shoes. “What you all shy about?” He asked as I rolled my eyes playfully and wrapped my arms around his neck. “Nothing” I replied. “Well I’m happy y’all are talking again” Mally’s loud voice interrupted our bubble. “It seems like that doesn’t it Mal” I replied then faced her. “I’m personally happy too. We all can go back to normal” Ty said chiming in. “This nigga” Chris snickered. “Hey! I’m just saying what we’re all thinking” He said laughing and shrugging. “You’re right babe. Anyways did y’all hear about that kick back this Friday?” Mal asked as I just shrugged. “Well it’s suppose to crack so y’all in or what?” She asked looking at me directly. “Ugh parties and me don’t mix Mal” I said shaking my head. “Well  that’s cause you like getting drunk and shaking that ass” She said sticking her tongue out at me. “I’m okay with all the drunk ass shaking” Chris chimed in quickly. I quickly elbowed him and rolled my eyes. 

“I’m just saying” He said. “Well my first period is going to start so I’ll see y’all at lunch” I said grabbing my stuff and grabbing Mal’s arm too. “Bye y’all” She said as we walked towards our first period class. “So heffa what is the tea!?” She exclaimed as we got farther from the guys. I laughed and shook my head at her antics. “Nothing fool. We’re good now” I said smiling. “Nah something ain’t right” she said stopping our pace. “What now Mallory” I sighed loudly. “He had to be all in them guts!” She howled as I felt my face get hot. “No!” I said covering my face and laughing. “Girl you know that large boy was all up in ya” She teased. “If he was you’d be the first to know. I’m not on this drought voluntarily” I said as we both erupted into laughter. “You right girl!” She said. 

Kambria

I didn’t know what to think anymore. He said and acted like he wanted me. All he did was just fuck me and dip. I knew deep down I shouldn’t have drank that bottle to myself and popped one of my medication pills. It wasn’t enough that after that ordeal I felt sick all over again. I’ve been sick for a week. I wasn’t going to assume the worst but it was a strong possibility that it was an option. I couldn’t help that he played me like the others had in the past. I shook my head and placed my headphones into my ear. I wasn’t in the mood to be seen or communicate with anyone around this dumb ass of a school. 

“Kambria ! Kambria ! KAMBRIA !” I kept hearing my name being said. I instantly rolled my eyes and kept walking to class. “Hey wait up”. I stopped strolling and took my headphones out my ear. “What’s up?” I said as I turned around. “Damn that’s how you gonna treat me?” Keeis said. I rolled my eyes and laughed. “What the hell happened to your lip?” I asked him. He sucked his teeth and shrug. “ I don’t want to talk about it” He said. “Cool with me. I have somewhere to be” I said turning on my heel. “Can we talk later or something?” He asked. I was still confused to why he was bugging me anyways. He was Keisha’s dude and that’s all he was to me. “I’m busy alright. I got to go” I said walking away. 

Kadence

I didn’t know what the hell was going on but I knew I had to do something. I didn’t know what to do or who to call. Of course there was one person I could call. CHRIS. I didn’t want to but this situation wasn’t about me it was about Keisha not ruining her life over a dumb ass nigga. I quickly unlocked my phone and scrolled to find his contact. With a deep sigh I tapped his name and hoped for the best.

“Hello?” He answered. At this moment I swallowed all my pride. “Hey I can’t go into detail but I need you to pull up” I said. “Are you okay?” He said with a little panic in his voice. “Yes I’m fine but I’m gonna drop a pin for my location” I said. “Okay I’m on my way Kade” He said. “Thank you” I mumbled. Call ended. I quickly sent the location and slid my phone in my back pocket to turn my attention to a pissed off Keisha. 

“So please explain to me why I shouldn’t end your shit” She steamed as she pointed a gun at Keeis. Immediately I was praying Chris was on his way quickly. I had no idea what to do in this situation. I was never exposed to guns and that type of life. “Keish you know you’re not about that life. You may scare these little niggas out here but you don’t scare me”  Keeis cockily said walking closer to Keisha. I walked closer to the their conversation to hear more of what this shit was about. “I am that bitch that will blow your life away if tested. I told you to leave me alone and you seem not to understand that concept” Keisha gritted out as she squeezed the gun harder. 

Of course I didn’t know those two fucked with each other but what the actual fuck! Chris needs to hurry up. I don’t know what Keisha is capable of. 

“C’mon Keisha I’ve been trying to talk to you and apologize” Keeis said trying to tone his tone. “Keeis you need to leave! Obviously Keisha don’t want you here” I said speaking up. “This has nothing to do with you Kadence stay out of it” He snapped at me. I was seconds from ripping his ass but Keisha handled that shit. “Don’t talk to her like that. Please give me a reason to pull the trigger” She said walking closer. 

A car pulled up quickly and Chris hopped out. Without a thought I ran to him. “C-C-Chris I don’t know what to do” I stuttered as I hugged him. “It’s okay Kade. I’m here now” He said as he hugged me back. In this moment I wish we weren’t going through this stupid bullshit. I don’t know why I just can’t talk to him. My true feelings kept crippling any chance we’d have of re kindling our friendship. “Kade we really need to talk but I’m going to handle this first okay?” He said pushing up my chin so our eyes could meet” He said looking deep into my eyes. “I know but we gotta make sure Keisha doesn’t do anything stupid” I said looking away. “Alright. You stay here. I got this” He said as I nodded and released our embrace.  

Chris walked over to Keisha and Keeis arguing. The shit wasn’t getting better. It was only growing worse. 

Chris

I didn’t know how to feel about Kade calling me but this was my only of hope of reconciling whatever happened to us. I missed our friendship and I had no business fucking that shit up. I set my thoughts aside to calm down this shit in front of me. “Pull the trigger than if you’re so bad” Keeis taunted Keisha. She was so focused and kept her look. 

“Aye man. Don’t listen to that fool!” I yelled at Keisha. “Keisha you don’t have to do anything. I got you” I said looking at her. “Nah it’s ok Chris. This punk ass nigga wants me to show him I mean what I say. I’ll do it” She gritted. I sighed and turned to Keeis. “Whatever the fuck y’all have going on. You need to leave now” I yelled at Keeis. He scoffed and shook his head. “I’m not going anywhere until she hears me out” He said cockily. “I don’t give a fuck. We ain’t got no beef here but you need to leave Keisha alone man” I said not backing up.

Within seconds the sound of sirens sounded and panic came over. We all didn’t need to be caught up. I looked around and all four of us had panic on our faces. “This ain’t over Keeis” Keisha yelled putting her gun in her trunk and getting in the car. “Get in the car Kade!” I yelled as I jogged to my car. She immediately jumped in and I followed suit. As I slammed the door and strapped in. I pealed off quickly zooming off towards my house. I glanced over and saw Kade hyperventilating. “It’s okay Kade. We’re good. I’m not going to let anything happen to you” I said reassuring her. I cared too much about this girl to not try to work our differences out. 

~~~

It was already two hours since that incident. Kade ended up knocking out on the way to my house. Her phone was blowing up from her parents. So I ended up answering her mom’s phone call. I semi explained everything and let her know she was safe at my house. Everything was going to be okay. 

“W-Where am I?” She yawned waking up. “You’re at my house. I couldn’t drop you off like how you were” I said as I set down a glass of water. “Thanks” She said quietly. She grabbed the water and drank it quickly. “Look don’t say nothing just listen. Alright?” I said looking at her. “I don’t even know where to start but I’m sorry Kade. I was wrong about how I choose to move and further than that you deserve better but I gotta be honest and let you know that I really care about you more than you think” I said then sighing. “The shit scares me at how much I care about you. I definitely overreacted when I found out that you liked me how I liked you. I didn’t know how to take it. We’re both still young trying to figure our shit out” I continued as she listened and nodded. “So what are you saying Chris?” She asked trying to get the words out. “When you called me earlier and you had that fear in your voice. It made me realize that I needed you and didn’t want you ever to sound scared again. I wanted to be the only one to love and protect you” I answered her. “Kadence...I love you” I said grabbing her hand. 

She didn’t say anything for a few seconds. “What does this mean for us?” She asked never letting my hand go. “It means we’ll always be friends and nothing is gonna change that shit. I love you and that is what it is” I said looking deep into her eyes. 

“I love you too Chris”.

Mallory

I pulled up to Mikey’s house and turned off my car off. With the couple of sighs and deep breathes. I opened the car door and hopped out. I don’t know why I was so nervous. I just couldn’t help what he would say or feel about it. I definitely didn’t want to put us in that situation that would change our lives. I sighed deeply to myself and knocked on the door. As I waited I couldn’t help but let my thoughts flood my mind all at once until the door opened. 

“Hey Mal” He said as my demeanor changed instantly. “Hey Babe” I said as I walked into his chest and wrapped my arms around him tightly. “Ma-Mal. Babe I can’t breathe” He said chuckling as I let go of him and looking up at him. “Everything good?” He asked as our eyes looked into each other. I cleared my throat and nodded my head yes. I walked into the house and quickly sighed. I needed to get this off my chest like SOON. I hate keeping secrets in general from people I care about. 

“So what did you want to talk about?” Mikey asked as he plopped down on the couch and waited for me to follow him. I followed him the couch and sat next to him but keeping a little bit space between us. “Ok look I went to the Planned Parenthood 3 weeks ago because I thought I might of been pregnant so I wanted to make sure. I wanted to tell you sooner but didn’t know how” I said looking at him. Mikey looked all types of tense as he listened to me. “But It was a scare so I’m on birth control because if we’re gonna be serious I don’t want to ruin our lives before we even get to experience life” I said looking at him and grabbing his hand. He took a deep sigh and looked at me. “I love you Mallory but I’m not ready for a baby. I just don’t think I could do it” He said. “But I’m happy that you trust me enough to be honest with me”. I’m still trying to figure what I want in life and I’m kind of feeling relief deep down. What if I was pregnant ? Would Mikey even support me or want to stay with me ? All these questions in my head were becoming too much for me to handle. I silently smiled at him but knowing deep down I needed to do some more soul searching. Was this little high school fling going to even make it to graduation ?

Keisha 

I was BEYOND LIVID ! This nigga really thought he was going to play me and get away with it. I just hated the way he kept taunting me over and over. If it wasn’t for Kadence and Chris. I would of sent him to see his maker. 

But let’s be real. I wasn’t going to use the gun on him. I wanted him to know who the fuck I was. I was no bitch to mess with. I blame my upbringing on how I decided to deal with issues when it came to men. All I ever did was watch my step daddy beat on my mama growing up. Times like that. I wished my daddy was alive. That’s the type of shit that will scar a girl growing up. I promised myself I wasn’t going to be like my mama or any woman who just  let men beat on them. 

Kadence

My mind was every where. I didn’t know what to think or what should I think all. All I knew was I’m an emotional seventeen year old. Lord knows I wasn’t tryna be like that but the fact he would consider someone else over me killed me inside. At this point it didn’t matter what anyone said to me. I needed to hear from him and hear him tell me I wasn’t good enough to my face. I let out a sigh as my phone started buzzing under my right thigh. I grabbed it and looked at the screen but soon regretting it. Everything in me was screaming to go the fuck off but what was that truly going to solve. Maybe my sanity was going be finally at peace with the truth.

I deeply sighed and exhaled.

“Hello”. “Uh.. Hey can we please talk?” He asked as my eyes rolled in my head and I shook my head knowing damn well he should of asked me this a month ago. “Well aren’t we past this point Chris?” I asked as every word dripped with bitterness. “Kade don’t be like that” He said as his tone changed to a somber tone. “Me? You have a lot of nerve Chris” I scoffed and sucked my teeth. He left out a big sigh. “I was wrong and I just want to make things right between us”. I smirked and blinked as my eyes grew watery. “You were more than wrong Chris. You literally wrote me off for someone you practically don’t even fucking know!” I said raising my voice. “And on top of that! I gave you one of the most valued things I care about and you disrespect me for some new pussy. I’m beyond hurt but does that even matter to you!?” I cried as the tears poured down my face. He remained silent for a few seconds before I shook my head and ended the call.

How was I suppose to act when my best friend did me so dirty? I was still very much so in love with him. 

A knock sounded on my door. I looked at the door and already knew it was probably my mom to check in on me. To be fair Chris was never mine but what we shared was more than titles could give. He was my best friend and I trusted him more than I would any other guy.

“Kay you okay baby?” My daddy’s voice asked. I immediately rushed to the door and opened it. “I’m fine daddy. Just tryna get through this all” I said as he nodded and expanded his arms for a hug. Without hesitation I walked right into his big arms. “You know you might disagree with me saying this but the only way you’ll feel a little bit good is if you forgive him” He said as my tears stained his t-shirt. Daddy was more than right. I had to do it and honestly I didn’t think I was ready for that. “Just think on it and pray on it baby” He said kissing the top of my head. “I will daddy” I mumbled. “That’s my baby girl” He said unwrapping his arms around me. “I love you daddy”. “I love you too baby”.

Mallory

While Kade was dealing with her personal drama. I was tryna figure how to get this appointment with Planned Parenthood without my mom knowing. It’s just stupid the fact I’ll be turning 18 after graduation and she still treats me like a child. I just wanna be safe. It’s not like her tax dollars are going to the shit like this so why not be careful. I sighed and finally clicked the button to make an appointment for Thursday afternoon. This shit is scary but after last week’s scare I know I’m doing the right thing. I’m too damn young to get pregnant. I’ve gone through too many lectures of my cousin Toya getting pregnant and how her life was soon to be over. First and for most that isn’t me. I have goals, aspirations, and shit I’m trying to do. Pregnancy is at the way bottom of the list. 

My phone began buzzing on my bed as I screened the name. 

Thing 1*

I quickly picked it up and sighed. “How’s everything going?” “He wants to meet up and talk” She said. “Well what are you gonna do?” I asked her. Knowing damn well she should go and talk to Chris. “I don’t want to talk to him. I know I should but I’m not up to the task. I’m scared honestly” She said sighing heavily into the phone. “Well Kade if you want answers you should do it. Suck it up and do what you have to do” I said matter-o-factly. She sighed and sucked her teeth heavily. “Why do you have to be right most of the time!” She laughed a little. “Because I’m your best friend and I’m tired of seeing you miserable. Stop self sabotaging your own happiness” I said. “Ugh you’re right Mal. Well I’ll talk to you later. Keisha asked me to hangout” Kade said as I scrunched my nose up. “Alright bye” I sighed and ended the call. 

I don’t know why she would hang out with Kambria’s so called friend. That’s just weird. 

I didn’t have time to try to dwell on stupid shit. I had bigger things to think on for example like deciding on whether to tell Mikey I was going on birth control. It wasn’t a big deal but I didn’t want him to think he could just bust inside of me. I wanted to be more careful and just the fact I wanted to have sex with Mikey as a normal thing. 

Mikey Calling...

I looked at the screen and smiled a little. “Hello” I answered. “Hey babe. What are up too?” He said as I sat on my bed. “I’m just at home doing nothing” I said biting my lip. “Well wanna come over? I kinda miss you” He smoothly said as I grinned. “I could make that happen” I coyly said as I heard him bust up with laughter. “Shut up Mal and bring your ass over here” He said as I immediately rolled my eyes as if he could see me. “Alright. I’ll be on my way” I said then ended the call. 

Something about that boy gives me butterflies. 

Keisha

“She did what!?” I snapped. “Yes girl” She responded shaking her head and rolling her eyes. I just couldn’t believe Kambria would do some fowl shit like that. I swear I don’t even know who that crazy bitch is anymore. “Honestly I’m over it and over Chris” Kadence said shrugging. “Damn well I don’t know the full story and it’s not my business but I would never do that to another female. I have too much loyalty” I said trying to cheer up Kadence. “Thanks for asking me to hang out. I really appreciate it” She said smiling. “Girl it’s nothing. I’m dealing with kinda similar boy problems so I get it. Immediately Kadence’s eyebrows rose with astonishment. 

“And who are you talking to?” She said wriggling her eyebrows and smiling. I belted out laughing at her facial expressions. “Girl bye. He’s nothing I rather not waste energy talking about his fuck boy ass” I scoffed trying to change the subject. “Alright Alright. I was kidding but I get you” She said. “Well what do you think I should do?” She asked as I thought of what I would do in her situation. “I definitely think you should move on to yourself. If a guy can’t realize what he has in his midst than there’s nothing else to say” I proudly responded smiling. She returned the smile and nodded. “Ugh you’re right but the only thing is he asked to meet up and talk” She said sighing and letting her head fall into her hands. “It’s not as bad as it could be. You might as well go and get some closure” I matter-o-factly said. 

A sudden pull of my arm took place as I felt myself falling out my seat. A puzzled look appeared on my face then I looked at Kadence as she stood up. “What the fuck is wrong with you Keeis!” She screamed as the terror showered over me. “Get your fucking hands off of her!” Kadence screamed as she pushed him. I quickly snapped out of my trance and pushed him off of me. “What the fuck Marquis!” I yelled as he angrily tried to grab my arm again. “Don’t fucking touch me! Just leave!” I said as I was grabbing my things and trying to go to my car where my strap was. Before my dad died he gave me his favorite gun to keep in memory of his past life. I swear on my dad’s life I would use it on Marquis if he didn’t leave me alone. I wasn’t giving out threats but solid ass promises. I was tired of bring scared of him and laying low due to him trying to talk to me about how sorry he was. He literally put his hands on me and bruised my body. There’s no coming back from that. 

“I need to talk to you Keisha!” He gritted through his teeth but I’m not trying to hear that “I’m sorry and I won’t put my hands on you ever again” bullshit. I heard that song too many times and I won’t fall victim to it like my mama did. “We have nothing to talk about. Leave me the fuck alone and keep it pushing” I said as I kept walking to my car. “I’m not leaving till you talk to me!” He yelled as I got to the trunk of my car. I popped my trunk open and reached in it reaching for my strap. I silently pulled it out and took the safety off. I turned around and pointed it at him.

Kambria 

- 10:05 pm -

As I lit the last row of candles. I couldn’t help but smile to myself. Yeah honestly I didn’t know the first thing about thing about being romantic or sexy. I’m sure this looked corny as hell but it didn’t matter because Chris was gonna get the point. All the weeks we’ve been getting to know each other and the kiss we shared. I was determined to make tonight special. The whole living room looked like something out a movie and I was proud. My phone rang out as a iMessage notification popped up. A huge ass grin appeared on my face. A couple of notifications continued to pop up. I unlocked my screen and scrunched my face a little.

Keeis

Hey Kambria. Have you heard from Keisha ?

I rolled my eyes and quickly typed backed to him. I didn’t really know how he got my number. Let alone the balls to actually text me. I couldn’t stand his ass. 

Nah, I haven’t. You okay ?

Yeah. I’m just messed up on some shit and I just need to know how I can make shit right with her.

Well I hope everything goes well with that.

This is mad random but do you think I can stop by? I know you don’t live that far from her. I need some female advice.

Honestly I have plans and you should be fine though. I’m sure she’ll text you back.

I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t know your Keish’s best friend. I really like her Kambria. I need help getting back into her good graces. 

I rolled my eyes a couple of times before giving in to this crazy request. Even though Keisha and I aren’t on the best terms. I know she really cares about Keeis. I eventually sent the address so I could help him out. As I waited in the process. I opened the hidden bottle of Henny that I was saving for Chris and I. I took a couple of swigs before scrunching my face. That Hennessy was no damn joke. I could already feel the liquor filling my veins from the big swig I swallowed. I swallowed a few more swigs before re-hiding the bottle. 

~~~

- 10:45 pm -

I was beyond turnt. I almost finished the Henny bottle. My nerves were getting the best of me. Keeis was taking too damn long to stop by and I didn’t need him stopping by while Chris showed up. The doorbell sounded and I was trying to get my ass up but failing miserably. The doorbell sounded again, “I’m coming Dammit!”. I finally stood up and slipped on my Nike Slides on and slouched to the door. My eyes stayed squinted and my balance was all fucked up. I unlocked the door as I reached it. Opening it but it looked like Chris instead of Keeis. “What you doing here?” I slurred barely keeping my balance. “You told me to come through remember” He said as I nodded. “My bad Chris. I’m just stressed about Keisha and I’s argument” I whined as I threw myself on him. “Uh..what happen with y’all?” He asked as I looked up at him but not quiet seeing Chris’ face. My vision was getting so blurry. I couldn’t fully make out his facial features. 

“I’ll tell you when you come in” I said as my head was spinning and my vision was becoming blurry as hell. The door closed and we walked back into the living room. “Damn ma you went all out” He said as I blushed as he looked around the room. “Well I just wanted to-to do something nice for you” I said as we both plopped down on the couch. “So anyways what should I do about Keisha?” He asked and just the mention of her name had me feeling salty as hell. “Why are you bringing her name up when you came to see me?” I pouted crossing my arms over my chest. “My bad ma but that’s the reason why I’m here. Remember?” He asked as I scrunched my face. “Really Chris? Why the fuck have we been talking if you’re just trying to get at my friend?” I asked slurring even more. “Alright Chill Kambria my bad” He said as I scooted closer to him. “That sounds better” I said as I laid my head on his chest. 

“Well since I’m here. What’s good?” “Well I’ve been thinking about you a lot and I had the opportunity to have the house to myself so here you are” I said getting up and climbing into his lap. “Mmm you’re right” He said biting his lip and griping my ass tight. “You know I like you a lot and I’m kinda ready to take this to the next level” I said reaching for my sports bra and pulling it over my head. As my breasts were exposed to him. He didn’t hesitate to grab both of them kissing and licking them. I softly moaned as he continued to swirl his tongue around my hard nipples. I never would have figured that I would get this far with Chris. Just dancing up on him at the party turned me on and created scenarios in my head of what it would be like to be underneath his beautiful sculpted body. 

I could feel him growing underneath me and his bulge was hard and strong. As he was sucking on my nipples. I moaned out and grind against him. “Damn your tits are big as hell ma” He whispered in my ear which made my face turn hella red. “Come here” I said while I could barely open my damn eyes to see what the hell I was doing. “Damn” He mumbled as I stood up but soon met the floor falling on the pillows. “You okay Kambria?” He asked. “I’m o-o-kay” I stuttered. Just closing my eyes for a while, I could feel him hovering over me, kissing all over me.

”Mmm, don’t stop” I moaned out closing my eyes tight. “Hey Kam. Don’t tell Keisha about this okay?” He said which confused me to who really was on top of me.

Chris

It was going on 11:30 pm. I kinda told Kambria that I would stop by and kick it with her. I hope she wouldn’t be too mad that I was taking my time to head over there. Something inside of me was telling me not to go over there. Lately I was feeling more convicted of playing Kade. I cared about her more than I cared about most things. I rubbed my eyes and stood up slowly, grabbing my car keys and wallet. A light knock sounded on my door, “Come in”. Mama’s face appear. “Hey baby you heading out?”. “Yeah ma. I was gonna meet up with Ty to record something” I said not telling the truth all the way. “Okay baby. I hope all of your assignments are done and you’ll be ready for practice tomorrow” She said smiling and motioning me to come in for a hug. 

I smirked and walked to her to pull her into a big bear hug. “Thanks mama. Everything is taken care of and I won’t be gone long” I said as she hugged tighter. “Okay baby just be safe” Mama said releasing me and smiling up at me. I nodded and followed her out my room while closing the door in the process.  I know Mama worries about me but I’m good. Everything was starting to make sense about a lot. Maybe it was too late to go after Kade but I had to repair our friendship or whatever was left of it. 

~~~

As I was pulling up to Kambria’s house. It looked like no one was home or she already went to bed. All the lights off in the house was looking black as hell. No lights were on and I mean not one. I parked the car and turned it off. “Man this chick better be here” I mumbled to myself. I pulled out my phone to shoot her a text. If this was a bust mission I’m gonna be hot man. Her phone just rang until it reached the voicemail. “Shit!” I spat re-dialing her again. I waited but the same thing happened. I don’t have time for this bullshit. I opened the door and got out. I know she’s home because her car is out in the driveway. I closed the door and walked up the driveway. Something just felt off about this shit. Finally reaching the door. I lightly knocked on the door and stepped back. Something inside was telling me not to trust her but she can’t be that bad right ? Do I just listen to my gut instincts?  

A few minutes passed and no response. I reached out to grab the door but it swung open. “Chris when did you leave?” She asked me as my face scrunched up in confusion. “Huh?” She grabbed my shirt as she wobbled to stay balanced. “Aye you good Kambria?” I asked she held onto me. “I-I-I’m good” She slurred pulling me into the house. I closed the door behind me. “What’s going on Kambria?” I asked still trying to piece two and two together. “I’m just happy you’re still here Chris. I really like you” She said turning around to face me. I nodded then walked around her into the living room. I scanned the room and noticed candles everywhere. “What the hell was she tryna do?” I mumbled to myself. “Wanna watch a movie?” She asked as she walked in and plopped on the couch. “Nah I’m good. I think I’ll chill for a bit” I said as she scooted closer to me. I don’t know what type of shit she was on but shit was weird. As she was gonna say something my phone started buzzing.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and saw Ty’s name flash across my screen. I silently thanked God for the distraction and answered it. “Wassup nigga?” I answered getting up and walking away from Kambria. “Where you at?” He asked. “Man nigga you don’t even wanna know. You in the studio?” I asked as I looked back in the direction of the living room. “Yeah come through” He said as I nodded and licked my lips. “For sure I’ll be there in a min bro” I said then hanging up. How was I gonna get out of this one? I sighed and walked back into her living room. Small snores were escaping her mouth as she laid passed out on the couch. I grabbed the nearest blanket and covered her.

Mallory

I just knew the whole Chris rolling through was gonna end up being a big problem. But like I told Ty that’s his friend and if shit goes down that’s his ass. As Mikey scooted to his computer to play another track. I could see Kade in her head just letting her thoughts run wild. This whole bullshit could of been resolved if Chris would of manned the fuck up. “Can you not look like you ready to fight the nigga” Mikey said as I rolled my eyes even harder. “Mally I’m fine okay” Kade said as I tried not to let the shit bother me. A knock sounded on the door. “It’s open man”. The door opened as Chris opened the door and walked through looking already faded. “Hey Y’all”. “What’s up my nigga” Mikey said greeting Chris all extra friendly. “Hey Mal” Chris said as I nodded and let out a dry ass hello. All I know is he better not even say not a damn thing to Kade.

“So bro I’ve been working on this track and you have to do a hook” Mikey said as I watched Chris get a little antsy. “Oh just let me hear it first” He said as I rolled my eyes knowing Chris wasn’t gonna wanna do not a damn thing since Kade was the one person who motivated him to do music again. I looked over to Kade and she had her face buried in her phone. Usually that’s all I do. “Killa K you all quiet and shit” Ty said making her look up from her phone briefly. “Oh my bad but I think I’m gonna head out. My mom needs me to do an errand and shit” She said looking back down to her phone. “Alright but just listen to this song first” He said as he pressed play and the music started to bump. 

Regular Girl started filling the room and I was immediately calm. I really liked this joint as I looked around the room all of our heads were bumping to the beat. I noticed something pop on Chris’s screen. He tapped into the Snapchat app and he opened a notification up and of course that broad was sending him a bikini picture. I sucked my teeth and looked away with disgust. “Mal walk me out?” “Yeah come on. I’ll be right back babe” I said getting up from my chair and following Kade outside. As we reached outside. I could see Kade’s emotions written all over her face. “I can’t keep torturing myself Mal. I just can’t!” She said as she hugged me and walked back to the house.

What could I do? Chris has his mind set and Kade wasn’t going to change her mind one bit. They were both stubborn as hell. 

Kambria

This whole Kadence shit was more fucked up than I thought but I had to admit that I liked it. Chris was paying me more attention than I thought he would ever. I had to admit that I was liking every moment of it. He was all I thought him to be like. As I smirked to myself as I opened the fridge and pulled out some yogurt and some fruit. I had two days until my dad was expected back home from his business trip so I had a lot to do before that.

I really couldn’t believe that this whole plan of mine was going so well and I had to make sure that I kept up with the happy front until I fully convinced my dad I was okay. It’s not like I’m all the way good and there’s definitely nights I wake up in cold sweats dreaming of my mom dying a painful death. I’ve just learned to keep my mouth shut and keep my dad happy. My phone started to ring with Keisha’s assigned ringtone. Damn I haven’t heard that tone in a min.

“Hello” I answered while tapping the speaker icon. “What’s up stranger” She said as I grabbed my food and phone to head into the living room. “Nothing same ole shit” I responded plopping on the couch. “Funny cause it looks like you been on Chris’ tip” She said as I smirked to myself. Not yet but I was working on literally being on Chris’ tip. “Girl I’ve been doing me. I don’t have time to be worried about that boy” I lied scooping some yogurt into my mouth. “Cut the bullshit Kam. I heard what happened at the kick back. You’re fucked up for that” She snapped. I nastily chuckled to myself, “Are you mad that Chris is showing me attention. You should be worried about Keeis?”. Keisha laughed loudly, “Not at all but I’m glad I’m seeing your true colors though. How the fuck are you gonna disrespect Kadence like that after she’s let us hang with her and she’s been nothing but nice to us? You’re mad fucked up Kambria. I’m now questioning our friendship”. “Don’t worry about what the fuck I’m doing. It’s really not your business at the end of the day. If you don’t want to be friends that’s a win for me” I replied rolling my eyes as if she could see me do it. “Alright bet. Karma is a bitch and don’t worry about me being all in your business” She said ending the call.

I had to laugh at Keisha’s attitude. It’s the fact she didn’t know not a damn thing about what I’m doing with Chris. It’s all innocent on my part still. I just wanted to be the reason he smiled. 

Keisha 

That bitch Kambria has lost her mind all the way. Who the fuck does she think she thinks she is !? I was beyond done with her ass. It’s sad because we’ve been close since freshman year but it’s like I don’t know who the fuck she is anymore. This whole Chris issue that Kambria was creating was gonna become a issue at school and I refuse to have any part in this bullshit. I tossed my phone and walked in my bathroom glancing at my wrist where my forming bruise was lightly showing. All I can do was shake my head. Lately shit with Keeis and I was becoming too physical. I tried not to be that female who fought back but he was getting too hands on and I ain’t with that bullshit. I noticed he wasn’t just doing weed but he always had a little baggie of white powder. So since our little argument that happened the night of the kick back. I’ve been laying low from his crazy ass. I have too much going on at school and with my business. I softly touched my wrist and winched a little. I knew I was gonna have to cover it up so my moms won’t see it and fire on my ass with the questions. I didn’t need her judging me. 

My phone began to ring loudly with the standard ringtone. I hope it wasn’t him. He was the last person who I wanted to talk to. I sluggishly walked back into my bedroom and glanced at my phone. MARQUIS flashed across the screen. What didn’t he understand!? I didn’t want to fuck with him anymore. The call stopped and I sighed, “I need to get out this damn house”. 

Shit I wonder how Kadence is feeling? I’m sure she’s pissed the fuck off. I immediately grabbed my phone unlocking it to find Kadence’s number. As the line started ringing she picked up on the third ring. “Hello” She answered dryly. “Hey Kadence. I was just calling to check on you” I said hoping she wasn’t mad at me too. “Honestly I don’t want to assume you knew anything about it but I don’t know what to think” She said. “To be honest. I haven’t been talking to Kambria and I didn’t even know she like Chris enough to try to talk to him” I said hearing Kadence sighing deeply. “Thank You. I’m kinda happy you’re not involved because besides Mal you’ve been pretty chill and a real friend” She said as her tone lightened up. 

“Girl I know how you feel and the shit’s that’s going on I wouldn’t wish that shit on anyone” I said as I grabbed my laptop turning it on. “Yeah it is what it is” She said sounding down. “I know. I don’t know you enough to be giving advice but I think if you focus on you that he’ll come back to his senses. Kambria is no one to worry about. She’s a little messed up in the head bitch” I said not regretting any of the words I just said. “Thank you Keisha. I feel like doing something you wanna hang out?” She asked as I grinned and nodded. “I’m down. I’ll come to you?” I asked as I hopped up from the bed and walked to my drawer. “Yeah that’s fine” She said more cheerfully. We spoke a little longer before ending the call. 

Kadence

I don’t know if I was enraged or just plain hurt. It’s just funny how I wanted to just be good enough to date him but no that’s doing too much for him. So to make things worst. He decides to disrespect me and talk to someone I am newly cool with. He has fucked up on me for the last time. I really wasn’t gonna blow up on him but I just feel so disrespected after all that I’ve done for him and pushed him to do the music thing even though he was hesitant about it. He has me all the way fucked up if he thinks I’m gonna let this shit slid. As I ignored Mal’s call to calm me down. Nothing was gonna get in my way. As I approached Chris and Kambria. I really could see how they were acting like a little couple and it was annoying me by the second. How could they just vibe better than we did. 

I stood in front of Chris mugging the shit out of im till our eyes met up. “Oh shit. Hi Kadence” Kambria said as she stopped dancing on Chris. “So this is new” I stated as sarcasm dripped with every word. “Man its not what you think Kade” Chris said as I cockily scoffed and crossed my arms over my chest. “Because to me it looks like your booed up but do your thang” I nastily responded. “Look Kadence. I know we barely met and we’ve been trying to get to know each other but I didn’t mean for you to find out this way” Kambria said as I shook my head. “Honestly I could care less what you have to say. It’s really between Chris and I” I stated blowing her somewhat half ass apology off. “Man let’s go talk Kade” Chris said as I rolled my eyes and walked away from them. 

As I was weaving my way back to the front door. I saw Ty standing there looking at with a look I couldn’t pick out. I’m not in the mood to discuss what I just witnessed. The whole thing is fucked up and I’m not with that shit. “Kade you okay man?” Ty asked as I kept my composure. “I’m fine. I’m going home” I said pulling my phone out and trying to text Mal. “Kadence hold up man” I heard Chris said but I just kept ignoring him and walked past Ty. “Man just hold on Kade. Damn man” He called after me but I continued to ignore him. As I walked through the front door and down the steps to the driveway. “Kadence c’mon man slow down” Chris called behind me. I really am not interested in hearing what sorry excuse he has to say to me. Whatever it is. As I reached the street where all the cars were parked. I felt my arm being grabbed. “Get off of me!” I yelled snatching my arm out of his grip. “What the fuck is wrong with you!?” He spat as I shook my head as my eyes began to water up. He just didn’t get it and I’m tired of that.

“You happened ! Did you really think it was okay to just start parading some bitch in front of me when you told me you weren't ready to date!?” I yelled as my tears slowly began to spill over. “I’m so over this bullshit Chris. I swear I am yo. I don’t deserve this shit man especially since you call me one of your best friends. You’re not worth my fucking tears! I’m done with you!” I cried as I walked towards the direction to my car. I really pray that he doesn’t even try to come after me. I no longer give a fuck what he does with his life no longer.

~~~

Last night was like a blur but it wasn’t. I remember crying and telling him I was done with entirely. Yeah it might seem like I’m over reacting but I lost my virginity to him, shared deep secrets, and started a friendship that I thought would never end. As I rolled over to check my phone it began to ring. I glanced at the screen to see Mal’s name & picture of us showing. “Hello” I said knowing Mal was gonna want to know everything that happened last night. “You okay Best?” She asked as I could hear the somber tone in her voice. “I’m fine. I can’t deal with him and I won’t. I’m done” I said as I unplugged my charger from my phone. “I feel you and I’m here for you girl” She said as I nodded. “Yeah but I’m tripping that Kambria would do some shit like that to me. It’s not like she didn’t know we had a complicated situation. It’s fowl as hell” I said rolling my eyes at the sight of them dancing popping up in my head. In a way it was taunting me to just see them both enjoying their selves together. 

“Girl I know! I feel stupid for even trying to be nice and including her into our hang out space” Mal said as I dismissed the thought too. “Well that’s bitches for you. You give them an inch and they take the whole damn mile. She can deal with Chris’ inconsistency” I said just irritated about the whole situation. “Anyways what are you doing later?” She asked knowing I needed a damn distraction from this drama that seemed to surface in my life. 

“I’m not doing anything. What’s up?” I asked as I heard her side of the line shuffle. “You wanna come over and head over Mikey’s?” She asked knowing I’d probably say yes. “Yeah I’ll meet you there” I said as my phone dinged notifying me a text came in. 

Kambria 

Hey Kadence. I am so sorry. I’m pretty sure you’re not trying to talk to me but can we meet up and talk?

I rolled my eyes without hesitation. She does not need to explain anything to me about what the fuck they do. “KADE!” Mal yelled popping my inner thoughts. “My bad Mal. Kambria just text me” I said salty as hell. “What the hell she want?” Mal asked with attitude in her voice as well. “She supposedly wants to talk about the Chris incident” I said scoffing and rolling my eyes. “She’s wasting my time to be honest” I said. “Well maybe you should see what the hell she’s tryna talk about” Mal insisted but I really don’t have the need to hear her. She doesn’t owe me an explanation. 

Chris

I didn’t even know how to feel about everything. All I could hear what Kadence said. “I’m so over this bullshit Chris! I swear I am yo. I don’t deserve this shit man especially if I’m your so called friend. You’re not worth my fucking tears!” That shit was haunting me all night long. I’ve never thought I’d be the one who hurt Kade. I really care about her but I’m scared of being that guy who fucks her over. I guess I’m on my way to doing that. Everything is fucked up cause I like Kambria and she’s cool as hell but when it comes to Kadence. I hate myself that I’ve messed up our friendship that we’ve built. The fact I made her cry is what’s eating me the most inside. I was still in the bed just analyzing all that’s been happening and honestly I’ve missed my best friend. “Chris!” Mama’s voice yelled from outside my door. 

I hopped up from my bed to open my door and see what this woman wanted. “Ma’am?” I called back to her. “Chris there is a little fast ass girl outside my door asking to see you” She said as I quickly racked my brain to see who the mysterious girl is. “What? That’s weird” I said knowing my Mama wasn’t no fool. “I’m going back to my room and please get rid of her” She said as I nodded and jogged down the stairs.  As I reached downstairs and looked out the window of the door. Kambria was outside waiting. It wasn’t weird that she was here but it was kind of random of her. I opened the door and she looked up.

 “My bad for showing up unannounced but you left your wallet in my car last night” She said handing my wallet over. “Oh shit thanks” I said grabbing it. “So....” She said as the space between us grew awkward. “My bad about last night. Kadence and I go way back and we have a complicated situation” I said shuffling my foot. “It’s okay. I’m the one that should be apologizing” She said as I looked at her funny. “Why is that?” I asked. “Well we were becoming cool and I somewhat knew she had a thing for you” She said as I shook my head. “She’s not my girl though. Yeah we got into it that night at the club but we aren’t anything” I said as the word hit me harder coming out. “Well I guess. Look I like you Chris and I’m not trying to be apart of any drama. So hit me up when you get shit together” She said turning away. And just like that I couldn’t let her walk away completely. It was something about her. “Man wait” I said grabbing her arm softly. “What” She said turning around to face me. I pulled her into me and kissed her on the lips. She pulled away but gave in as our kisses got more relaxed and sloppy. She pulled away and shyly wiped her mouth with a grin. “I like you too Kambria. So what’s up” I said looking deep into her eyes. It was weird though. I could only see Kadence in my mind.

“Well if you’re not doing anything tonight. You should come over and hang out” She said as I nodded. “Alright we’ll I’ll let you know” I said as she smiled and nodded too. “Alright we’ll I’ll see you later Chris” She said with a smirk. I watched as she walked back to her car. She wasn’t no Kadence but I was gonna enjoy getting to know her. Somewhere in my twisted head. I still wanted Kadence even though I wasn’t ready to commit to her. 

It’s fucked up I know. 

Tyga 

The last thing I needed to hear was the drama my best friend has created for our whole group. I loved the kid but he never had it right when it came to the ladies. I’m not an angel either but I know better than to shit where I eat. “Mikey! The girls are here” My mom yelled to me as I paused my thoughts and grabbed the two rolled up blunts I rolled earlier. I knew Kade needed a distraction from the whole Chris situation. “Alright I’m coming!” I yelled back as I slid the two blunts in my basketball shorts pocket. As I reached the stairs I heard my mom and the girls talking. “Aww I hope you feel better baby” Mom said. “Thank You Ms. P” Kadence said softly as she gave my mom a small smile. My nigga really fucked up. Kade usually ain’t this somber and shit. 

I walked into the kitchen to see my mom cooked all this food. “Before your eyes get you in trouble. This food is for a customer and not for you to eat it all up” Mom said as Mal laughed. I looked at Mal and sucked my teeth. After these blunts I was gonna want to fuck some food up. “Alright girls I’ll see you later and make sure this one doesn’t take anything from the kitchen” Mom said as the girls laughed and nodded. “Alright I’m out Mikey” She said as I walked to her and kissed her cheek. “Bye Ma” I said as she walked out the kitchen to the garage door. 

“Alright let’s get to the real business” I said as I reached in my pocket and pulled out the perfectly rolled blunts. “Babe!” Mal said as her eyes grew big. “What?” “How do you even know if Kade wants to smoke” She said rolling her eyes. “Well just because you don’t do it doesn’t mean Kade doesn’t. She’s grown babe” I said as Kade let out a chuckle. “You niggas act like I’m not standing here and Ty I’m down” She said as a grin spread across my lips. “My nigga Killa K” I said walking to her scooping her in a big ass hug. “Eww get off me” She laughed as I started to tickle her. “Awww. I’m happy we’re hanging out and shit” Mal said getting all happy. “Well Kade and I are besties” I said in a feminine tone. “Babe no” Mal said with a straight face that made me lose my shit. “Honestly thank you guys for this” Kade said as I calmed down from my laughing. “You know I got you lil nigga” I said as she smiled. “I’m glad someone does cause your nigga has lost his damn mind” Mal said rolling her eyes. “Bring that shit down” I said to Mal as she rolled her eyes again. 

“We gonna smoke or not?” Kade said as I nodded. “Yeah let’s go to the studio” I said as I walked to the back yard sliding glass door. The girls followed behind me. “Babe you gotta play Kade the new song you just recorded”. I smirked and nodded. “Alright let’s get this shit lit first” I said closing the glass door. 

~~~ 

As the music flowed from the speakers. We were all vibing to me rapping on this track I was working on. “Guys” Kade said quiet. “Wassup Killa K?” I responded turning the music down low. “Am I wrong for not wanting to be cool with Chris?” She asked as I tried to figure the question myself. I wasn’t just gonna out my brother like that. Chris was fucked up for what he did but he’s still my boy. “Honestly it might be for the best to do your own thing” I spoke up as both Mal and Kade nodded. “You right Ty. I need to focus on me. Good lookin” Kade said sparking the other blunt. “Ayyy my nigga!” I said laughing as Kade cracked a smile then hit the blunt. The room easily filled up with smoke. “Pass it here!” Mal said getting more goofy than she was already acting. 

As I watched the two goof balls laugh and chock from hitting the blunt. My phone began to buzz in my pocket. I pulled it out and check the caller ID. 

Breezy Calling

“Wassup my nigga” I said as I took the blunt from Mal. “What you doin?” Chris asked as I hit the blunt then letting the smoke out slowly. “Smoking with the girls” I replied then took another hit. “Who?” He asked. “Kadence and Mal” I said as they both looked at me. I could see Mal’s high ass mouthing “Who is it?”. “Oh word? Let me slide through bro” He said as I began shaking my head. “I don’t know if that’s a good idea bro” I said as Kade became tense. “I got some bud. I won’t bother her. I’m just tryna smoke with my friends” He said as I sighed. “Man okay but don’t say I didn’t try to warn you” I said shaking my head. With that I ended the call, “Who was that?”. “It was Chris and he’s stopping by and shit” I said as I rolled my chair to the sound board. “Wait what do you mean?” Mal said as I heard the attitude in her voice. “Wow that’s fucked up Ty” Kade said shaking her head too. “Aye that has nothing to do with me. Y’all clearly heard me tell this nigga it wasn’t a good idea” I said as I felt the back of my head sting. 

Keisha

It was a Thursday and I had already had various people blowing me up for business. Making money is always an priority for myself. I never turn down potential business. As I was getting the product together. I heard a light tap on my window. 

The only possible person that would do some shit like that was Keeis. I hadn't seen his fine ass in a minute. I proceeded to my window and opened the blinds to see his goofy ass standing there with two blunts behind his ear. “Only his ass” I mumbled. I unlocked my window and pulled it up. “So you can’t use your phone to text me?” I smartly asked with a big smirk on my lips. “Nah cause some big headed light skin girl can’t reply back” He said as I rolled my eyes and smiled. “Whatever. I was getting my shit together so I can hit that kick back up” I said as I walked back to my dresser. “Damn you ain't got time for a nigga no more huh?” He said as he stood up and dusted himself off. 

“Keeis you sound dumb as hell. You know I've been grinding and actually busy with school” I replied back as I zip locked all the products. “And you know where I stay obviously” I said as I felt him behind me. I couldn't help but get chills up and down my spine. “Well it’s been a minute since we've-” He tried to finish but I quickly cut him off with a kiss. He grabbed my waist and snaked his hands straight to my ass. I moaned against his lips and sucked on his bottom lip as his hands squeezed harder. Keeis always had my body begging for more when we would get started. 

“Babe” I whined as he started in on my neck, licking and sucking on my spot. “Shut that shit up. I ain't seen you in a week” He said ignoring my pleas of pleasure. Little did he know. I was grinding hard so we could have a nice place to go to for spring break. I wanted to go to Miami or Orlando. Do the real spring break experience. I could already feel my bra coming off my body. “Marquis I have to really go” I whined as I shot him the puppy dog eyes. “Man fine! Fine!” He mumbled moving away from me. “Keeis don’t be like that” I pouted as he returned a blank stare back to me. “Well either you coming to make this money with me or you can be in ya feelings” I said slipping into my shoes. “I was going regardless lil nigga. I was just tryna see you first” He said grabbing me towards him. “Mhm, you ready?” I asked bending down to tie my boots up. I felt a stinging sensation on my ass. “Really nigga” I whined rubbing my ass cheek. “It was right there though” He replied with no type of remorse in his tone. I swear he urks my nerves with his asshole mannerisms. 

He lift the window back open and slowly climbed out. I flicked my light off and climbed out the window, closing it behind me. “Hurry yo slow ass up” Keeis said opening his car. “Don’t try my patience Marquis” I said rolling my eyes. He proceeded in the car as I followed to that direction. As I reached the door a text came in quickly. 

Sissy

Make sure your back home before 12:30am. Mama is getting off work at 1am tonight.

I smiled and opened the door sliding in the passenger seat. “It’s about time” Keeis said with a salty tone. I ignored his remark. The only reason he was being petty was we haven’t fooled around in a while. If he really thought I was avoiding his ass he must really be stupid. He started the car and I kept my mouth close. I really wasn’t gonna say anything that would start an argument. As we pulled away from my house. Some PartyNextDoor was playing on the radio. “Keish” I continued to look out the window silently. “Keish” He said again. I turned to look at him expecting him to say something. “I’m sorry” He mumbled lowly. I sucked my teeth and looked away from him. That’s all I get? An half ass apology? Hmm.. I see how we’re gonna do it. As soon as he pulled up to the location of the party. I didn’t hesitate to get out the car. I knew Keeis was gonna be pissed  but fuck his half ass apology. 

Mallory

Of course Mikey just had to drag me out my comfortable bed to go to this kick back but I’m not gonna lie it was active as hell. While Mikey was outside smoking with some guys from school. I was glued to my phone and bobbing my head to the music. Scrolling through my Insta timeline. I received an iMessage from Kade. 

Thing o1

Hey are you at the kick back ? I’m tryna convince myself to go but idk

I instantly smiled reading her text and replying quickly. I suspected that girl who was talking to Chris was gonna be here. I just needed to know exactly what she looked like and who the hell was she. As the room grew more heavy with smoke I could see the guys come back inside from outside. The kick back was turning into a party by the second. The chill smoke music was turning to the ratchet ass clapping jams. Kade better hurry and bring her ass on so I can really turn up. Still focused on my phone. I felt a pair of hands on my waist. Looking up to meet the face was a faded Mikey. “Hey Babe” I said sliding my phone into my pocket. “Why do you stay on your phone Mal?” He asked as I rolled my eyes and pulled him to me. “Shut your faded ass up” I said poking my lips out to him as he placed his on me hard. “Don’t try to shut me up” He said grabbing me closer to him as his hands gripped both of my ass cheeks. I blushed hard and turned around. I slipped my phone out to see another message from Kade.

Thing o1

Is Chris there? I’m not tripping but I rather not see him. Just tryna do me tonight.

I smirked and replied but stopped as Freak No More started to blast through the speakers. I immediately slid my phone in my pocket and began to throw my ass back on Mikey. With no hesitation he gripped my waist and grinded into me. Something about Migos brought the ratchet out of me. I couldn’t help myself. As Ty and I danced on each other. I spotted Chris out the corner of my eye. I squinted hard to make out who the girl he was grinding on but she didn’t look familiar. As the music was changing to another song. I looked to my right to notice Kade standing by the front door with a stone face. “Babe I’ll be right back” I yelled as I headed to Kade’s direction. By the expression on her face she must of discovered who Chris was dancing with. As I became closer to Kade I could see anger all over her face. 

“Bestie!” I said trying to scoop her into a tight hug. “Who the fuck does he think he is” She snickered as I was more lost to what the fuck is going on. “Oh so it’s okay for him to be parading her around but not even try to work on us being something” She gritted. “What?” I asked still lost. “Mal turn the fuck around!” She spat as I quickly let her go and turned to see what she was talking about. Damn this is gonna be a long ass night. “I’m lost as hell” I said as Kade began to walk into the party. “Kade! Wait up man!” I yelled after her as she was quickly weaving her way to Chris. “Fuck man” I mumbled to myself while I was trying to catch up to her before she put her foot up somebody’s ass. As I weaved through the people Keisha stopped Kade. “Thank you Lord” I said finally catching up to them. “Hey Kadence . Hey Mallory” She said hugging Kade then me. “Hey” I said then looking at Kade trying to read her face. “Look I can’t talk right now Keisha. I need to handle something” Kade said looking more than pissed off. 

“Wait what the fuck is going on?” Keisha asked as she was scrunching her face up. “Why don’t you ask your home girl Kambria” Kade said shaking her head with pure disgust on her face. As soon as Kade said that Keisha was scanning the room until she stopped on their location. “Aw shit man” Keisha said with a disappointed look on her face. “Yeah so I need to handle some shit. So if you don’t mind” Kade said excusing herself so she could get to Chris and Kambria.

Mallory

"Kade" I said waiting on her response for the last 10 minutes. "Yeah?" She asked still not looking to me. "Are you fine?" I asked patting her leg. "I'm really not tripping Mal. We're not an item" She said knowing past the pride she felt some type of way. "Like how am I suppose to feel? I'm not gonna keep putting my feelings on the line when he's just gonna keep fucking with my head. I’m good girl" She said as a small tear slowly fell from her eye. "I just wish I never told you" I mumbled as I scooted closer to her. "Me too man" She mumbled back. As we sat in silence. My phone interrupted the foreign silence. 

"Hello?" I answered knowing it was possibly Mikey. "Babe did you tell Kade?" He asked as a cursed myself and biting my lip. "Can we talk about this later?" I asked knowing he was gonna be hot that I slipped up and told Kade. "You told her didn't you!?" He asked as his voice raised. "Don't be getting mad at me and plus this whole thing is hear say" I snapped as I rolled my eyes. "Can I talk to Tyga?" Kade asked. I nodded and handed her my phone. "Hey Ty can you just keep it real with me and let me know what's going on?" She asked as I know Mikey was cursing his self out too for telling me anything. I motioned her to put it on speaker and she did. "Well basically I called Chris yesterday and he said he was chilling with this chick he met recently from the club drama that night" Ty said as Kade nodded her head. "So who is she?" Kade asked as Mikey hesitated. "You’re my best friend too Ty. Just keep it real with me" Kade asked as Mikey sighed. "She goes to school with us but that's all I know. I haven't even seen her" He said. 

"Thanks Ty, I appreciate it" She said then hung up. 

"So what do you wanna do?" I asked because I'm tired of this drama. It's so petty. "I just wanna be over him Mal. That's all I want. I don’t want to keep either or y’all involved" She said as I scooped her into a hug. "I'm just tired of pretending to not be hurt when I see him at school and on top of that I feel for him" She admitted. "Like how?" I asked as she wiped her face and sighed. "Well last summer before we came back for Senior year. He took my virginity. It wasn't a big deal because I knew despite whatever happened between us we'd still be friends. So we continued to have occasional sex in the beginning of first semester" She admitted as I sat there shocked as fuck. I'm not tripping that she didn't tell me. The whole immature situation made sense why she feels how she feels. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you Mal. Everything was happening so fast and it was so unexpected. I thought I could handle him as a sneaky link" She said as sighed and wiped her eyes again. "It's really okay Kade. I just want to figure this shit out" I said as she nodded in agreement. 

"I do too" She said. 

Kambria

Maybe I was stirring the drama pot but Chris is all worth the trouble. He's everything and more what girls around school talked about. He was funny, a smart ass, athletic, and thoughtful. I know I shouldn't be exactly talking to him since Kadence has a thing with him. I'm not exactly doing anything wrong with him but getting to know him. 

As I hopped out the shower. I grabbed a towel for my body and hair. One of the Varsity Basketball players invited me to a kick back tonight. I would be a fool to decline the offer and Chris was possibly gonna be there. The attraction was slowly becoming an obsession. The more I got to know him. I ultimately wanted him to myself. To top it off Dad was out of town and I had the house to myself. I was going to take advantage of the situation. I honestly didn't know what to wear. This new personality I was forming into was unleashing this bitch like character. I bought a few things with my dad's card while he's been away. So this was a good excuse to enjoy my weekend.

As my phone rang. I briefly ignored it as I was looking for my lotion. The ringer stopped but briefly started back up. "Ugh!" I moaned as I walked to my nightstand and grabbed my annoying ass phone. "Hello?" I answered. "Hey baby. How's everything going?" Dad asked as I sighed. "Everything is going good Papi. I bought a few clothes because I didn't have anything new for school" I said as he laughed. "What?" I smiled as I chuckled a little. "I'm just happy that you’re happy baby. It's been awhile and I'm proud of your progress" He said as I was in a sense happy too. "Well thanks. I'm trying" I said as I grabbed some of the shopping bags from the foot of my bed. "Alright I'll let you go baby girl. I'll be back in town on Wednesday night" He said as a devious smirk played on my lips. Stay Scheming was my theme song. That's what I felt was my life in a nutshell. "Okay bye Daddy" I said then hanging up. 

~~~

For a kickback this shit was active. I carefully pulled my crop top down a little as I was pleased with my simple but pleasant outfit . There was thick weed smoke filling the room up from several corners. I wasn't into the smoking shit like Keisha was. I was probably considered a light weight alcoholic. I was known in my own head to finish a Ciroq bottle in 2 hours by myself. Those were the times when Mama was on mind heavy. 

“Damn ma. You need a drink?” One of the players on Varsity asked as I shrugged and pulled my phone out. “For sure then. I’ll be back” He said walking off. Just as his thirsty ass walked off. Chris’ fine ass walked in from the backyard looking chink as hell. I couldn't help but giggle to myself. He looked even cuter with his faded ass. I waved to him as a smile spread across his lips. “I see you made it shorty”. “Yeah, I told you I’d make an appearance” I said involuntarily twirling my hair around my finger as we shared small talk.  I hate to admit it but I was catching feelings for this nigga and to be honest I wasn't against the whole idea. Our interactions were just natural. 

The guy before came back to us and handed my drink then dapped Chris, “I hope you like it and no I didn't put something foreign in it” He said as Chris laughed shaking his head. “That’s not funny Chris and thanks” I said rolling my eyes playfully at Chris. “No worries ma. Mi Casa is Su Casa” He said proudly smiling. “Gracias” I said smiling half way as the guy walked away. “Anyways did you come by yourself?” He asked as I nodded and stuffing my phone into my pocket. “Really. I thought you would of came with your girls or some shit” He said looking directly at me. “Is that your polite way of saying I’m a loser?” I asked as I smirked back at him. “Not at all shorty” He smartly replied as I was thanking God I was talking to him. 

As the kick back was getting packed the music switched to Migos- Freak No More. “C’mon” Chris said grabbing my hand and pulling me to the dance area.