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Chapter 25
KambriaÂ
I was tired of holding in the secret that could not only ruin my life but HIS. He has ignored me for a month and a few weeks. Iâm tired of this! He was actually getting into me and SHE just had to ruin the chance for us to see what weâve could of been. Call me delusional maybe but what Chris and I had was growing into potential. I feel so alone in this mess that I created. I just wanted him to notice and like me for myself. I donât have anyone to talk to. Keisha turned her back on me. I canât even talk to my mom. Iâm literally alone. Lately, I feel so sick and canât keep anything down. I gotta figure out what Iâm going to do.
As Iâm combing through my thoughts on what to do. Nothing seems to be the right thing to do. I told him the news and itâs like he could care less. I want him to care!
âKam! Are you heading to school baby girl?â My dad yelled out to me. I was not in a mood to go to face everyone especially Chris. We needed to come up with a solution to this problem he helped create. âKam!â Dad yelled out to me. âIâm coming! Iâm heading out now!â I yelled back. I couldnât stop looking at my reflection in the mirror as my former flat stomach was growing a small little bump. I am no where near ready to tell my dad so Iâm going to hold my own secret until I canât.Â
I pulled a hoodie over myself and slid on my crocs. I wanted to be comfortable but also not play into looking pregnant.Â
~~~
The bell rang as I walked up to the quad. I could see them on my right. Just laughing it up and having a good time. I am not going to lie. Iâm heated. I needed to have a conversation with Chris. Iâm going to make that happen no matter what. He has to speak to me. Itâs important for the future.
Chris
âJust make sure you donât die this time!â Mike yelled as he laughed. We had let the girls smoke with us and Malloryâs baby ass lung couldnât hang. It was funny how slummed she was last night. As everyone in the group laughed. I couldnât help but think about my short conversation with Kambria. There couldnât be anyway I got her pregnant. I would of remembered having sex. Let alone with Kambria. I kept thinking about it. Even if it was a possibility. Iâd never be like my dead beat father. I snapped out of my thoughts and saw Kambria heading towards me angrily. âFuck manâ I mumbled to myself. I had to dead this situation before it blew up to everyone. I caught her attention by pointing over to the empty tables that were out of sight. âHey man. Iâll be right backâ I said said to Mike. He nodded and went back to talking to the group.Â
~~~
âWe need to talk again Chrisâ Kambria said as she tightly crossed her arms around her chest. âYeah we really do. Iâm confusedâ I said. âWell like I told you the other night. Iâm pregnantâ She said as her eyes tried to search mine for a reaction. I had nothing to give her. I wasnât going to believe her because I know for sure I didnât fuck her. âRespectfully Kambria. I mean this with the upmost respect. I did not have sex with youâ I simply said as her face dropped and tears filled inside her eyes. âI canât fucking believe you!â She yelled loudly.Â
âCut that shit out!â I snapped at her. I didnât need this kind of attention flooding around me. âAll you have to do is be there for your soon child. Iâm not asking for muchâ She cried as she held onto herself. âI am telling you the truth! Itâs not my babyâ I flatly said. This conversation wasnât going anywhere. I canât even remember going to her house. Kambria stormed away as tears fell from her eyes. I felt bad but that truth I canât accept. Especially because itâs not true.Â
Kadence
I canât even fantom what was going on between Chris and Kambria. Whatever that conversation was about. It had ole girl pressed. I wasnât going to address what was going on because Chris and I barely got back on good terms. I donât want to jeopardize what weâre currently building towards. âHey yaâll Iâm about to head to class. Iâll link up with yaâll at lunchâ I said as I walked away with so many questions. As I was walking to first period, my phone was already buzzing. I ignored my phone and opened the door to the classroom. âGood Morning Kadenceâ My teacher brightly greeted. âGood Morning Ms. Hendersonâ I replied as I sat down in the desk I normally sat in daily. My thoughts were crashing all at once.Â
âEarth to Kadeâ Keisha waved in front of my face as she laughed. I shook myself out of the haze I was in. âWhatâs up girl?â I asked as I pulled my binder and pencil case out. âI was trying to get your attention. Iâm goodâ She said as she sat at the desk on my left. âGirl Iâm just all in my head about Chrisâ I honestly admitted. âWhatâs going on now with his light skinned assâ She laughed as she started scrolling on her phone. âNothing really. I saw him chatting with Kambriaâs sneaky assâ I said as I checked my phone as well. âI thought he ended that situation girlâ Keisha said as she raised her eyebrow. âLook thatâs his problemâ I said shrugging and brushing it out. âGood morning class. Letâs get started on this weekâs lessonâ Ms. Henderson loudly said as we turned to pay attention.Â
âToday we will be learning about attachment theory and it componentsâ Ms. Henderson announced. I wasnât in the mood for Psychology class. Although it was one of my favorite classes. Today was not it. I need to check in with Chris.Â
I just hate how much I care. Â
Chapter 24
KadeÂ
Everything couldnât be more perfect than it actually was. Chris and Iâs little situationship was getting more solid than before. There was nothing that could ruin what we have going on. I was truly ready to see where this could go and hopefully for the future. As I was getting ready for bed. I couldnât help but think about that day where shit was all fucked up. Keisha really was willing to protect herself from Keeis. I pray and hope that Iâm never in that situation.Â
I slowly scrolled through my Twitter TL and just liked and retweeted some post. As I kept scrolling something caught my eye. It looked like someone I followed from school liked something Kambria posted.Â
@Bossbxtchkam : I canât stand females who have to fuck it up for the rest of us. He doesnât even like you Sis.Â
I really didnât have the energy to entertain her childish antics. Sheâs the one who wants to have such a problem with me over Chris. I donât want him that badly but Iâm not going to give up on our potential. I set my phone down on my nightstand and got comfy under my comforter blanket. For right now Iâm going to ignore this sad cry for help.Â
As my eyes were getting heavy. Sleep was approaching me faster than I could think.Â
~~~
My alarm was blaring loud disturbing my peaceful slumber. I was dreaming that everything with Chris and I was perfect. No distractions just vibes. My phone began vibrating violently on my nightstand. Grabbing my phone violently to stop the disturbance it was giving to my peaceful state of sleep. âHello?â I answered and tapped the speaker. âT1. Have you checked your TL yet?â Mal asked as I yawned and rolled my eyes. âGirl noâ I said as I exited the phone screen and tapped the Twitter app. âWell Kambria is coming for you motherfucking head Kadeâ Mal said as I was growing annoyed by the retweets and just the fact this girl had a problem with me. I havenât done anything to her personally. What Chris and I have is between us. How was I suppose to know the girl was obsessed with the boy. I donât blame her but damn girl step your game up.Â
Mallory
My day was already starting off on the dramatic tip all because a thirsty ass bitch wants to try my best friend. She clearly didnât want to come for her because I was always ready to research and discover receipts if needed. âMally! Mally!â My twin brothers yelled in unison as they busted through my door. I couldnât help but smile even though I didnât like when they would do that. âHi Boysâ I said cheerfully as they both ran and hugged my legs. Those two practically almost knocked me down. âAlright! Alright!â I said laughing as they released me of their tight grip. âMami says breakfast is ready!â They said in unison as it always creeped me out. âOk Iâll be down in a minuteâ I said as I ruffled both of their curly heads. They turned in sync and ran out my door.Â
~~~
I could feel the tension as soon as I walked up to the Quad. I definitely donât understand where Kambriaâs animosity was coming from. We literally as a friend group welcomed her in and she wants to come for my best friendâs head? I walked up to the chaos that was going to ensue shortly.Â
âI just want to talk Chrisâ Kambria said as she stood firm with her arms tightly crossed over her chest. Kade just sat quietly as she watched the interaction that was going on. âI already told you. Thereâs nothing to talk about dudeâ Chris said too nonchalantly. I wasnât sure what was going on but I sure was going to find out. âKade!â I whispered loudly to her. She looked at me and rolled her eyes. I motioned her to get up so we could talk. She slowly got up and walked towards me. âWhat the hell is going on?â I asked confused to all that was going on.Â
âI was hanging out with Chris before first period starts and this bitch bombards her way over to us all upsetâ She said rolling her eyes and placing her hands on her hips. âI thought their little whatever the hell it was endedâ I replied. âWell it is according to Chris but this bitch is hung up on some bullshitâ Kade said then quickly looked over to Chris and Kambria arguing.Â
âLook! I alright told you before it didnât happen. Let the shit go man!â Chris yelled as he was growing upset as well. âWhy canât you just admit it to me!? If you did then I wouldnât have to keep asking you to talk to meâ Kambria yelled back. âMan get the fuck on. Thereâs nothing left to say manâ Chris said as he turned his back to her and started walking towards us.Â
âChris, Iâm pregnant!â Kambria said as I felt everything go black around me.Â
Chapter 23
MalloryÂ
Even though Iâm in my feelings about whatâs going on with Mikey and I. I didnât want to easily let him off the hook. He was dead wrong for the way he reacted. I would never purposely try to trap him with a baby. I have my own future to think about as well. College is so close that I can nearly taste it. My phone began to buzz onto of my bed. I quickly reached for it so I could see who was interrupting my thoughts.Â
 Babe Calling. . .
I immediately rolled my eyes and tapped answer. âHello?â. âHey Mal can we please talk and get through this?â He asked sounding like he was sincere. âSure what else do you have to say to me?â I asked him with a hint of attitude. âMal baby Iâm sorry for coming at you like that. I was scared that you could of been pregnant! Weâre both not ready for that. Iâm actually trying to go to College and I know I want to build with you from thereâ He said as I sighed and slightly calmed down. âI know babe. I was scared too shit ! Iâm only 17. I donât know how to be somebodyâs mamaâ I said as I slightly left out a chuckle. âShit I agree. Youâd be one sexy ass milf thoughâ He said as my smile grew. It was for this very reason I knew I loved this boy. He could be impulsive with his thinking and reactions but I knew he actually cared about me and loved me.Â
âIf youâre not busy this Friday. I want to take you on a date. I got to make my actions up to you somehowâ Ty said as I blushed. âSure you can pick me up at 8pmâ I said. âSounds good baby. Iâm gonna hit the hay but Iâll see your pretty face tomorrow. Night babyâ. âGoodnight babeâ I replied then ended the call.Â
I hope whatever we have going on lasts forever.Â
KeishaÂ
Even though I was beyond done with Keeis trifling ass. I had to know what Kambria was talking about. It doesnât sit right with me heâd be all up in Kambriaâs face especially how mean sheâs always been to him when we dated. Something wasnât right at all. Even though my tolerance for Kambria has lessen. I needed to know what the hell was up with him. I have to prepare myself for the worst. Knowing Keeis, he probably did some foul shit. I pulled my phone out and typed his number in the messages app.Â
Meet me at the park at 8pm. Donât respond, you know who it is.Â
I sighed and tapped send. I had to face my demons one way or the other.Â
~~~Â
It was already 8:00pm on the dot and that nigga was running late per his usual. I didnât have all fucking night to be waiting on him. Iâm already annoyed with myself because just a few weeks ago Keeis was threating my life. As I kept sitting on the hood of my car. I spotted his car from a mile away as he was pulling into the parkâs parking lot.Â
His car pulled up a few spaces away from my car. I couldnât help but get a little nervous because a small piece of me cared about his raggedy ass. As soon as Keeis opened his door and stepped out. My teenaged heart skipped a beat.Â
âHey Keishâ He said in his deep sultry voice. I quickly shook my thoughts and rolled my eyes at him. âSupâ I replied dryly. âWell Iâm here whatâs up?â He asked as he closed his car door and leaned against it. âHow about you tell me. Why do I have to hear from Kambria youâve been moving weird?â I asked looking dead into his eyes. His composure didnât change when I just asked him about Kambria. âEarth to Marquis! I know you heard me !â I said growing more impatient with him. âNothing happened Keisha. I donât know what sheâs talking aboutâ He said then shrugged.Â
âDonât lie to me. I know Kambria is a bitch but she would not lie about you being all nice to her especially when she canât stand your assâ I said then hopping off the hood of my car to get back inside of my car. He said what he had to without saying anything at all. Thatâs all I needed to know.Â
âKeisha waitâ He said as I ignored him and started my car.Â
Kambria
âHey Chris. Can we please talk itâs importantâ I said as he quickly turned around. âWhat the fuck are you doing here ? â He asked as he looked caught off guard. âYou werenât answering my texts and I need to talk to youâ I said hoping deep down heâd just let me say what I needed to. He sighed and nodded.Â
âGo ahead but I have to go inside soonâ He calmly said as I swallowed my saliva a couple of times. âWell I want to talk about what happened at my house a few weeks agoâ I said. âWhat about it?â He asked confused.Â
âYou donât remember !?â I asked getting upset. âChris WE HAD SEX! How could you just forget?!â I exclaimed getting pissed off that heâs really trying to brush me off like having sex with me is nothing. He stood there and scratched his head as he looked at me with a crazy look. âNo we didnât. I would of rememberedâ He said as the anger inside of me was growing. âYes we did ! You came through and we had sex in my living roomâ I said trying to get him respond. âLook Kambria. Youâre cool and everything BUT we didnât and I donât appreciate you trying to create a situation that didnât happenâ He said seriously as my eyes started to fill up.Â
âI thought you liked me!â I yelled at him as my tears were blinding my sight.Â
âI do like you but I went about it all wrong. I want to try things with Kadence. I would never deny us having sex but we didnât Kambriaâ He said then turning away to walk back into the backyard.Â
As he walked away I felt my chest get tight. Not only was he lying about what happened. He didnât even want anything to do with me. I was really hurt and I was going to make Kadence pay for really fucking shit up.Â
The day she decided to get in the way of Chris actually liking me was her first mistake.Â
Payback was on the way. Believe that.Â

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Chapter 22
ChrisÂ
Something didnât sit right with me when Kambria came to mind. That night I was suppose to pull up to her crib she was off. I knew shorty was drunk but I donât know why I havenât gotten over the feeling she gave me. It was clear to me that something happened but I donât know what. My mama raised me well enough to NEVER take advantage of a woman in any way.Â
âHey Yellow Crayonâ Kadeâs voice said breaking my thoughts. I looked at her and smiled at her instantly. Her little comments always made me laugh because she could never allow a light skinned nigga to exist. âWhatâs up babyâ I said then smirking at her blushing her lowkey. âNothing much. Mal is going through it with Ty so Iâm letting them figure that shit outâ She said as she fidgeted with her pants. âSo if you werenât busy this weekend would you like to go on a date?â I asked as her smile grew bigger by the moment. âSo you mean like a date date?â She asked with excitement. âYeah lil nigga an official date. You tryna date the kid right?â I asked her being goofy.Â
I knew Kade loved my goofy side. âYes fool. Unfortunately I guess I am availableâ She said play rolling her eyes. I instantly grabbed her in my arms and kissed her. She allowed me to just shut her up and that made me feel like we were moving in the right direction to us being more than best friends. âOk ok ! Youâre gonna suck my lips off boyâ She whined as she lightly pushed me away and smiled.Â
âYou liked itâ I smirked and winked at her.Â
I grabbed her hand and started walking us to the gym building. There was nothing that was gonna stop this good vibe we are on. Not even Kambria. Â
My phone instantly buzzed in my pocket. I slid my phone out to see a message.Â
Kambria
Hey Chris. I really want to talk to you about the other night..
I quickly ignored her text. Why was she still texting me? I hadnât talk to her since that night and before that. That was like almost a month and a half ago. I just know if I continued to hide this from Kade sheâd be more than pissed. I donât know what I should do.Â
~~~
âWAIT! So youâre telling me you pulled up on shorty and she was laid the fuck out !?â Ty exclaimed then busting out in laughter. I shook my head and snatched the blunt out of his hand. I exhaled. âNigga thatâs not the pointâ I said ashing the blunt in the tray. âI know but when do you plan on telling Kade?â He asked as I passed him back the blunt. âSoon but I need to see what Kambria wants before I do thatâ I said getting frustrated all over again.Â
âWell until then letâs make some music cause this situation is fucking up the vibe manâ He said as I agreed. The timing was all fucked up. Things with Kade were just getting better between us.Â
KambriaÂ
I quickly sent Chris a text. I had a weird feeling about the other night. Iâm embarrassed that I canât remember what happened. I tried playing that night over in my head but shit was all too blurry. Was Chris really there? He had to be there right !? No one else knew about our little sneaky link but him. But then again I kinda remember Keeis was suppose to stop by but her never showed up.Â
âEarth to Kambria!â Keisha yelled while waving in my face. âWhat!â I said snapping back at her. âYouâre the one who said you need to talk to me so whatâs up!?â She said in this cold tone. It was like the only friend I had really hated me. âLook I donât know whatâs going on but Keeis has been a little too friendly latelyâ I said tryna read her face. âOk well thatâs no longer my problemâ She said as she kept her face straight and shrugged off what I said.Â
Growing annoyed with her I couldnât help but to try to see where her head is at. âNah Kee. Itâs your problem because youâre suppose to be my best fucking friend!â I said serving her back the same attitude. âNah youâve been moving weird so I canât say weâll be friends any longerâ She said the turning her back to me and walking away.Â
I canât fucking believe her!
~~~
I needed answers! Itâs all bad that because of that night I didnât even get to talk to Chris. I mean I think I did but I had a weird feeling that Chris wasnât there but I was so drunk and high that night I donât know what to think. I was so confused to why my plan to seduce him didnât work. It makes me so mad! All of a sudden he didnât want to reply to my text messages !? He was literally trying to kick it not too long ago.
Iâm so confused
I had to try to reach out no matter what! Chris is going to answer to me!
~~~
I couldnât believe I was outside of this boyâs house. It was crazy of me but I needed clarity on the situation because it was driving me crazy deep down inside. I thought Chris really genuinely liked me. How could he just have sex with me and just ghost me like it was nothing.Â
As I waited, I started to hear some commotion by the backyard gate. I slowly rolled down my window to get a clearer look. As I waited, Tyga walked out with Chris looking high as fuck. The scent from the marijuana was so strong as they both walked out to the driveway. I slightly ducked so they wouldnât see me. My tinted windows covered my ass for real. I watched them do their handshake and Tyga get in his car. Chris watched Tyga pull off and turned to walk towards his house. This is my chance to confront him !
I took a deep breathe and open the car door to step out.Â
âHey Chris. Can we please talk itâs importantâ I said a little shaky.Â
Chapter 21 Part 2
KeishaÂ
The problem is I still care about that nigga BUT I will not be disrespected. I am not my mama. I refuse to let any man run over me like they have done to my mama. I may only be 16 but thatâs not stopping a damn thing. Keeis better pray to the Lord himself that our paths donât cross outside of school. Itâs on sight and I mean that.Â
âHey Keeâ. I slowly turned around to be met by Chris. âWhatâs up light brightâ I teased and smiled at him. âShut up niggaâ He retorted and mushed me. Besides this nigga being in love with Kade. He was pretty cool and a loyal customer. âAre you good though? Just say the wordâ He said looking dead serious. âI appreciate the concern but Iâm goodâ I responded looking away. âOk well Iâm here for ya. I know Iâm just your customer but I care about your well being Keeâ He said in a sincere tone. I smiled and nodded, âI appreciate that Chrisâ.Â
We both parted ways and I continued in the opposite direction.Â
Something wasnât right. I havenât heard from Kambria in a while. She probably was having another mental meltdown. I try to be supportive but sheâs always pushing someone who cares about her away. I really wasnât feeling the way she went about the whole situation with Kadence.Â
Speaking of the devil. I spotted Kambria walking in my direction. Do I even try to give this lunatic the time of day? She was getting closer to me.Â
âHey Keishaâ She said as I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. âOh so you do know who I am? I could of swore I was a strangerâ I replied back with a nasty tone. âIâm sorry Keishâ She said trying to sound remorseful. âSave that weak ass apology for someone who cares cause it for sure isnât meâ I said turning on my heels and walking away. âKeisha please! We need to talk about Keeisâ She said as I stopped in my tracks.Â
What could she possibly talk to me about Keeis?
Mallory
Lately Iâve been stuck in my thoughts about the last conversation I had with Mikey. Iâm not sure why itâs still bothering me. I know the only thing I need to worry about is being a seventeen year old and graduating soon. The what ifs wouldnât stop taunting me. Was this relationship just something to do until he was bored?Â
âHey Mal are you good?â Kade asked me as I snapped out my thoughts. I instantly looked at her and nodded. âKade what Iâm gonna tell you. Please keep this between usâ I said as I prepared to tell my best friend my hidden secret. âYour secret is safe with me Malâ She said grabbing my right free hand looking into my eyes.Â
âOk so a few weeks ago I had a pregnancy scare. I was so worried it would happen again because Mikey and I have been intimate like rabbits. Like I never make him wear a rubberâ I said cracking a little smile. Kade just laughed and shook her head. âAnyways girl I told him what happened and that I got on birth controlâ I said sighing. âMal even if you were pregnant youâd be supported by my family and Iâ She said confidentially. âI know but Iâm not built to be a single mother let alone a baby mamaâ I said getting upset again. âYou wonât be!â Kade responded matter o factly.Â
âIâm just stuck on the what ifs Kadeâ I said as my eyes began to fill with tears. âItâs just fucked up to know if it did happen Iâd be alone in it. Mikey dismissed the idea. I am fully aware we both donât need to be teenage parents but he could of at least gave me proper reassuranceâ I cried as I could feel Kade wrap me in a hug.Â
âHey whatâs going on ?â I heard Mikeyâs voice ask out loud.Â
MikeyÂ
Lately Mal has been moody as hell. I donât know what her problem is but Iâm not a damn mind reader. She needs to speak the hell up. Lunch break was about to start so I made my way towards our designated spot. I spotted Kade and Mal talking and it looked all dramatic. I should stay away but I know my nosey ass wasnât going to resist the opportunity.Â
As I got closer to the girls I saw Mal burst into tears as Kade consoled her with a hug.Â
âHey whatâs going on?â I asked as I placed my things on the bench and stood by them. Mal quickly broke the embrace and wiped her tears. I didnât like that because it was like she was hiding the fact sheâs sad about something.Â
âNothing. Itâs nothingâ She said getting up and walking past me in a hurry. Kade sighed heavily. âYou better go after her Mikeâ. I shook my head and followed behind Mal quickly as she dashed behind a building. âHey wait up Mal !â I called out to her. I finally caught up to her lil ass. That girl could move. âWait babeâ I said lightly grabbing her arm. âTalk to me Mallory!â I said raising my voice looking deeply into her eyes.Â
âOh now you want to talk!?â Her eyed grew big and she exclaimed turning to me with a face full of tears and pain. âItâs funny because you didnât want to talk to me when I literally told you I had a damn pregnancy scare!â She said raising her voice too. âMal babe calm downâ I said trying to search her face for why she was so pissed with me. âNo ! You really hurt my damn feelings Michaelâ She said as the tears began to pour down her face. It hurt my pride that she was really hurt and that I didnât try to see was really bothering her. How did I miss it ?Â
âMal I apologize if I hurt your feelings. I didnât take your feelings into consideration like I should have. I should of reassured you. Weâd be okay no matter what happensâ I said grabbing her close to me.Â
 âI love you Malloryâ
Chapter 21
ChrisÂ
I was beyond in my head. I really didnât asset the issue at hand. Donât get me wrong I was relieved that Kade knew how I finally felt about her. I just didnât know if all this new information was going to change the dynamics of our relationship we already had. I would be down to experiment but something is holding me back. I sighed out loud and opened my notebook that held all my personal thoughts and rhymes. Since this situation transpired I was writing more and singing more. I didnât want to be the typical statistic of just doing music and settling for that alone. I wanted more. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone going off.
I scanned my screen to see Tygaâs caller ID on it.Â
âWassup nigga?â I answered and held it to my ear. âNigga what the hell happened today!?â He exclaimed. I sighed and shook my head. âMan Keisha snapped dude. I donât know what was going on but Kade called me to come throughâ I explained. âI heard she had a strap on herâ He said as I was trying not to replay the situation in my head. âTy that shit was crazy. She could of fucked up big timeâ I said as I laid on top of my bed. âYeah I know. So wassup with you and Kade?â He asked being nosy. I sucked my teeth. âWeâre talking alrightâ. âItâs about damn time!â He said laughing. âWeâre taking it slow though. Iâm not tryna ruin what we already have and I gotta get back in her good gracesâ I said matter-o-factually. âAlright nigga I hear youâ He said then yawned. âTake your ass to bed but letâs meet up tomorrow to lay some music downâ I said as I ended up yawning too. âFor sureâ He said then we ended the call.Â
I donât know what Iâm worried about. Everything is gonna be fine. It has to be okay.Â
- The Next Morning -
âHey whatâs up Chrisâ I heard one of the guys say. âWhatâs up manâ I said dapping him up. âDid you hear about what happened to Keeisâ He said as I soon regretted even knowing what he was talking about. I sighed and shook my head head no. âWhat happened man?â I asked. âSome nigga fucked up his face. Dude has a busted lipâ He said getting hyped. âDamn man thatâs all badâ I said dryly. âWho do you think did that?â I asked knowing who was the real victim of violence. âI heard it was one of his enemies from south sideâ He said too sure of himself. âWell you already know Iâm not into that gang shit. I know Keeis will be ightâ I said walking away. This wasnât even my trouble to deal with and it was bothering me. As I continued to walk into the courtyard. I spotted her from a distance. She actually looked real good in her outfit. Ever since we had a sit down. My mind has changed about her and I was willing to do whatever I needed to do to get in her good graces.Â
KadenceÂ
I couldnât help but feel like a burden was lifted off my shoulders due to Chris and I finally talking about our issues. Everything was out in the open and ready to be addressed. Before I could finish my final thought I was being pulled into a big bear hug by Chris. Inhaling his scent. I felt my lips curve into a big smile. I know deep down inside I couldnât be mad at him too long. âDonât act like youâre not happy to see me girlâ He whispered in my ear as I smirked. âDonât flatter yourself big birdâ I said as he set me down. âOh thatâs how you feel?â He said smirking back at me. âYup thatâs what I saidâ I replied then turned on my heel. âWhere you think you going?â He asked then pulled me into him. âNo whereâ I whined as I turned to face him again.Â
âDonât turn your back on me againâ He said as he wrapped his long arms around my waist. âHow you feeling about yesterday though?â He asked as a concerned look swept his face. âIâm okay Chris. Iâm just happy you came in time. I didnât even know Keisha was about that lifeâ I said as I shyly looked at my shoes. âWhat you all shy about?â He asked as I rolled my eyes playfully and wrapped my arms around his neck. âNothingâ I replied. âWell Iâm happy yâall are talking againâ Mallyâs loud voice interrupted our bubble. âIt seems like that doesnât it Malâ I replied then faced her. âIâm personally happy too. We all can go back to normalâ Ty said chiming in. âThis niggaâ Chris snickered. âHey! Iâm just saying what weâre all thinkingâ He said laughing and shrugging. âYouâre right babe. Anyways did yâall hear about that kick back this Friday?â Mal asked as I just shrugged. âWell itâs suppose to crack so yâall in or what?â She asked looking at me directly. âUgh parties and me donât mix Malâ I said shaking my head. âWell thatâs cause you like getting drunk and shaking that assâ She said sticking her tongue out at me. âIâm okay with all the drunk ass shakingâ Chris chimed in quickly. I quickly elbowed him and rolled my eyes.Â
âIâm just sayingâ He said. âWell my first period is going to start so Iâll see yâall at lunchâ I said grabbing my stuff and grabbing Malâs arm too. âBye yâallâ She said as we walked towards our first period class. âSo heffa what is the tea!?â She exclaimed as we got farther from the guys. I laughed and shook my head at her antics. âNothing fool. Weâre good nowâ I said smiling. âNah something ainât rightâ she said stopping our pace. âWhat now Malloryâ I sighed loudly. âHe had to be all in them guts!â She howled as I felt my face get hot. âNo!â I said covering my face and laughing. âGirl you know that large boy was all up in yaâ She teased. âIf he was youâd be the first to know. Iâm not on this drought voluntarilyâ I said as we both erupted into laughter. âYou right girl!â She said.Â
Kambria
I didnât know what to think anymore. He said and acted like he wanted me. All he did was just fuck me and dip. I knew deep down I shouldnât have drank that bottle to myself and popped one of my medication pills. It wasnât enough that after that ordeal I felt sick all over again. Iâve been sick for a week. I wasnât going to assume the worst but it was a strong possibility that it was an option. I couldnât help that he played me like the others had in the past. I shook my head and placed my headphones into my ear. I wasnât in the mood to be seen or communicate with anyone around this dumb ass of a school.Â
âKambria ! Kambria ! KAMBRIA !â I kept hearing my name being said. I instantly rolled my eyes and kept walking to class. âHey wait upâ. I stopped strolling and took my headphones out my ear. âWhatâs up?â I said as I turned around. âDamn thatâs how you gonna treat me?â Keeis said. I rolled my eyes and laughed. âWhat the hell happened to your lip?â I asked him. He sucked his teeth and shrug. â I donât want to talk about itâ He said. âCool with me. I have somewhere to beâ I said turning on my heel. âCan we talk later or something?â He asked. I was still confused to why he was bugging me anyways. He was Keishaâs dude and thatâs all he was to me. âIâm busy alright. I got to goâ I said walking away.Â
Why was Keeis out of no where try talking to me if it didnât concern Keisha? I needed to find that girl so I can see whatâs up with her. I know I havenât been the best friend but Iâm going through major shit myself. I had no one to turn to.Â
Chapter 20
Kadence
I didnât know what the hell was going on but I knew I had to do something. I didnât know what to do or who to call. Of course there was one person I could call. CHRIS. I didnât want to but this situation wasnât about me it was about Keisha not ruining her life over a dumb ass nigga. I quickly unlocked my phone and scrolled to find his contact. With a deep sigh I tapped his name and hoped for the best.
âHello?â He answered. At this moment I swallowed all my pride. âHey I canât go into detail but I need you to pull upâ I said. âAre you okay?â He said with a little panic in his voice. âYes Iâm fine but Iâm gonna drop a pin for my locationâ I said. âOkay Iâm on my way Kadeâ He said. âThank youâ I mumbled. Call ended. I quickly sent the location and slid my phone in my back pocket to turn my attention to a pissed off Keisha.Â
âSo please explain to me why I shouldnât end your shitâ She steamed as she pointed a gun at Keeis. Immediately I was praying Chris was on his way quickly. I had no idea what to do in this situation. I was never exposed to guns and that type of life. âKeish you know youâre not about that life. You may scare these little niggas out here but you donât scare meâ Keeis cockily said walking closer to Keisha. I walked closer to the their conversation to hear more of what this shit was about. âI am that bitch that will blow your life away if tested. I told you to leave me alone and you seem not to understand that conceptâ Keisha gritted out as she squeezed the gun harder.Â
Of course I didnât know those two fucked with each other but what the actual fuck! Chris needs to hurry up. I donât know what Keisha is capable of.Â
âCâmon Keisha Iâve been trying to talk to you and apologizeâ Keeis said trying to tone his tone. âKeeis you need to leave! Obviously Keisha donât want you hereâ I said speaking up. âThis has nothing to do with you Kadence stay out of itâ He snapped at me. I was seconds from ripping his ass but Keisha handled that shit. âDonât talk to her like that. Please give me a reason to pull the triggerâ She said walking closer.Â
A car pulled up quickly and Chris hopped out. Without a thought I ran to him. âC-C-Chris I donât know what to doâ I stuttered as I hugged him. âItâs okay Kade. Iâm here nowâ He said as he hugged me back. In this moment I wish we werenât going through this stupid bullshit. I donât know why I just canât talk to him. My true feelings kept crippling any chance weâd have of re kindling our friendship. âKade we really need to talk but Iâm going to handle this first okay?â He said pushing up my chin so our eyes could meetâ He said looking deep into my eyes. âI know but we gotta make sure Keisha doesnât do anything stupidâ I said looking away. âAlright. You stay here. I got thisâ He said as I nodded and released our embrace. Â
Chris walked over to Keisha and Keeis arguing. The shit wasnât getting better. It was only growing worse.Â
Chris
I didnât know how to feel about Kade calling me but this was my only of hope of reconciling whatever happened to us. I missed our friendship and I had no business fucking that shit up. I set my thoughts aside to calm down this shit in front of me. âPull the trigger than if youâre so badâ Keeis taunted Keisha. She was so focused and kept her look.Â
âAye man. Donât listen to that fool!â I yelled at Keisha. âKeisha you donât have to do anything. I got youâ I said looking at her. âNah itâs ok Chris. This punk ass nigga wants me to show him I mean what I say. Iâll do itâ She gritted. I sighed and turned to Keeis. âWhatever the fuck yâall have going on. You need to leave nowâ I yelled at Keeis. He scoffed and shook his head. âIâm not going anywhere until she hears me outâ He said cockily. âI donât give a fuck. We ainât got no beef here but you need to leave Keisha alone manâ I said not backing up.
Within seconds the sound of sirens sounded and panic came over. We all didnât need to be caught up. I looked around and all four of us had panic on our faces. âThis ainât over Keeisâ Keisha yelled putting her gun in her trunk and getting in the car. âGet in the car Kade!â I yelled as I jogged to my car. She immediately jumped in and I followed suit. As I slammed the door and strapped in. I pealed off quickly zooming off towards my house. I glanced over and saw Kade hyperventilating. âItâs okay Kade. Weâre good. Iâm not going to let anything happen to youâ I said reassuring her. I cared too much about this girl to not try to work our differences out.Â
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It was already two hours since that incident. Kade ended up knocking out on the way to my house. Her phone was blowing up from her parents. So I ended up answering her momâs phone call. I semi explained everything and let her know she was safe at my house. Everything was going to be okay.Â
âW-Where am I?â She yawned waking up. âYouâre at my house. I couldnât drop you off like how you wereâ I said as I set down a glass of water. âThanksâ She said quietly. She grabbed the water and drank it quickly. âLook donât say nothing just listen. Alright?â I said looking at her. âI donât even know where to start but Iâm sorry Kade. I was wrong about how I choose to move and further than that you deserve better but I gotta be honest and let you know that I really care about you more than you thinkâ I said then sighing. âThe shit scares me at how much I care about you. I definitely overreacted when I found out that you liked me how I liked you. I didnât know how to take it. Weâre both still young trying to figure our shit outâ I continued as she listened and nodded. âSo what are you saying Chris?â She asked trying to get the words out. âWhen you called me earlier and you had that fear in your voice. It made me realize that I needed you and didnât want you ever to sound scared again. I wanted to be the only one to love and protect youâ I answered her. âKadence...I love youâ I said grabbing her hand.Â
She didnât say anything for a few seconds. âWhat does this mean for us?â She asked never letting my hand go. âIt means weâll always be friends and nothing is gonna change that shit. I love you and that is what it isâ I said looking deep into her eyes.Â
âI love you too Chrisâ.
Mallory
I pulled up to Mikeyâs house and turned off my car off. With the couple of sighs and deep breathes. I opened the car door and hopped out. I donât know why I was so nervous. I just couldnât help what he would say or feel about it. I definitely didnât want to put us in that situation that would change our lives. I sighed deeply to myself and knocked on the door. As I waited I couldnât help but let my thoughts flood my mind all at once until the door opened.Â
âHey Malâ He said as my demeanor changed instantly. âHey Babeâ I said as I walked into his chest and wrapped my arms around him tightly. âMa-Mal. Babe I canât breatheâ He said chuckling as I let go of him and looking up at him. âEverything good?â He asked as our eyes looked into each other. I cleared my throat and nodded my head yes. I walked into the house and quickly sighed. I needed to get this off my chest like SOON. I hate keeping secrets in general from people I care about.Â
âSo what did you want to talk about?â Mikey asked as he plopped down on the couch and waited for me to follow him. I followed him the couch and sat next to him but keeping a little bit space between us. âOk look I went to the Planned Parenthood 3 weeks ago because I thought I might of been pregnant so I wanted to make sure. I wanted to tell you sooner but didnât know howâ I said looking at him. Mikey looked all types of tense as he listened to me. âBut It was a scare so Iâm on birth control because if weâre gonna be serious I donât want to ruin our lives before we even get to experience lifeâ I said looking at him and grabbing his hand. He took a deep sigh and looked at me. âI love you Mallory but Iâm not ready for a baby. I just donât think I could do itâ He said. âBut Iâm happy that you trust me enough to be honest with meâ. Iâm still trying to figure what I want in life and Iâm kind of feeling relief deep down. What if I was pregnant ? Would Mikey even support me or want to stay with me ? All these questions in my head were becoming too much for me to handle. I silently smiled at him but knowing deep down I needed to do some more soul searching. Was this little high school fling going to even make it to graduation ?
KeishaÂ
I was BEYOND LIVID ! This nigga really thought he was going to play me and get away with it. I just hated the way he kept taunting me over and over. If it wasnât for Kadence and Chris. I would of sent him to see his maker.Â
But letâs be real. I wasnât going to use the gun on him. I wanted him to know who the fuck I was. I was no bitch to mess with. I blame my upbringing on how I decided to deal with issues when it came to men. All I ever did was watch my step daddy beat on my mama growing up. Times like that. I wished my daddy was alive. Thatâs the type of shit that will scar a girl growing up. I promised myself I wasnât going to be like my mama or any woman who just let men beat on them.Â
âKeKe !â I heard my mama yell through my bedroom door. I got up from my bed and opened the door. âMaâamâ I responded back stepping in the hallway. âBaby have you seen your daddyâs old gun? Iâve been looking for that thing and canât find itâ She asked. How am I suppose to explain to my mom that her sixteen year old drug dealing daughter is having domestic abuse issues. She just wouldnât understand what Iâm going through. I sighed and thought of a realistic lie to feed her. âNo mama. I havenât seen it. I donât remember where you last hid itâ I said making eye contact. âDammit! I need to find it before it ends in the wrong handsâ She stated then turned around to head towards her room. A big sigh of relief came over me. Thereâs a lot of things my mama didnât need to know.
Chapter 19
Kadence
My mind was every where. I didnât know what to think or what should I think all. All I knew was Iâm an emotional seventeen year old. Lord knows I wasnât tryna be like that but the fact he would consider someone else over me killed me inside. At this point it didnât matter what anyone said to me. I needed to hear from him and hear him tell me I wasnât good enough to my face. I let out a sigh as my phone started buzzing under my right thigh. I grabbed it and looked at the screen but soon regretting it. Everything in me was screaming to go the fuck off but what was that truly going to solve. Maybe my sanity was going be finally at peace with the truth.
I deeply sighed and exhaled.
âHelloâ. âUh.. Hey can we please talk?â He asked as my eyes rolled in my head and I shook my head knowing damn well he should of asked me this a month ago. âWell arenât we past this point Chris?â I asked as every word dripped with bitterness. âKade donât be like thatâ He said as his tone changed to a somber tone. âMe? You have a lot of nerve Chrisâ I scoffed and sucked my teeth. He left out a big sigh. âI was wrong and I just want to make things right between usâ. I smirked and blinked as my eyes grew watery. âYou were more than wrong Chris. You literally wrote me off for someone you practically donât even fucking know!â I said raising my voice. âAnd on top of that! I gave you one of the most valued things I care about and you disrespect me for some new pussy. Iâm beyond hurt but does that even matter to you!?â I cried as the tears poured down my face. He remained silent for a few seconds before I shook my head and ended the call.
How was I suppose to act when my best friend did me so dirty? I was still very much so in love with him.Â
A knock sounded on my door. I looked at the door and already knew it was probably my mom to check in on me. To be fair Chris was never mine but what we shared was more than titles could give. He was my best friend and I trusted him more than I would any other guy.
âKay you okay baby?â My daddyâs voice asked. I immediately rushed to the door and opened it. âIâm fine daddy. Just tryna get through this allâ I said as he nodded and expanded his arms for a hug. Without hesitation I walked right into his big arms. âYou know you might disagree with me saying this but the only way youâll feel a little bit good is if you forgive himâ He said as my tears stained his t-shirt. Daddy was more than right. I had to do it and honestly I didnât think I was ready for that. âJust think on it and pray on it babyâ He said kissing the top of my head. âI will daddyâ I mumbled. âThatâs my baby girlâ He said unwrapping his arms around me. âI love you daddyâ. âI love you too babyâ.
Mallory
While Kade was dealing with her personal drama. I was tryna figure how to get this appointment with Planned Parenthood without my mom knowing. Itâs just stupid the fact Iâll be turning 18 after graduation and she still treats me like a child. I just wanna be safe. Itâs not like her tax dollars are going to the shit like this so why not be careful. I sighed and finally clicked the button to make an appointment for Thursday afternoon. This shit is scary but after last weekâs scare I know Iâm doing the right thing. Iâm too damn young to get pregnant. Iâve gone through too many lectures of my cousin Toya getting pregnant and how her life was soon to be over. First and for most that isnât me. I have goals, aspirations, and shit Iâm trying to do. Pregnancy is at the way bottom of the list.Â
My phone began buzzing on my bed as I screened the name.Â
Thing 1*
I quickly picked it up and sighed. âHowâs everything going?â âHe wants to meet up and talkâ She said. âWell what are you gonna do?â I asked her. Knowing damn well she should go and talk to Chris. âI donât want to talk to him. I know I should but Iâm not up to the task. Iâm scared honestlyâ She said sighing heavily into the phone. âWell Kade if you want answers you should do it. Suck it up and do what you have to doâ I said matter-o-factly. She sighed and sucked her teeth heavily. âWhy do you have to be right most of the time!â She laughed a little. âBecause Iâm your best friend and Iâm tired of seeing you miserable. Stop self sabotaging your own happinessâ I said. âUgh youâre right Mal. Well Iâll talk to you later. Keisha asked me to hangoutâ Kade said as I scrunched my nose up. âAlright byeâ I sighed and ended the call.Â
I donât know why she would hang out with Kambriaâs so called friend. Thatâs just weird.Â
I didnât have time to try to dwell on stupid shit. I had bigger things to think on for example like deciding on whether to tell Mikey I was going on birth control. It wasnât a big deal but I didnât want him to think he could just bust inside of me. I wanted to be more careful and just the fact I wanted to have sex with Mikey as a normal thing.Â
Mikey Calling...
I looked at the screen and smiled a little. âHelloâ I answered. âHey babe. What are up too?â He said as I sat on my bed. âIâm just at home doing nothingâ I said biting my lip. âWell wanna come over? I kinda miss youâ He smoothly said as I grinned. âI could make that happenâ I coyly said as I heard him bust up with laughter. âShut up Mal and bring your ass over hereâ He said as I immediately rolled my eyes as if he could see me. âAlright. Iâll be on my wayâ I said then ended the call.Â
Something about that boy gives me butterflies.Â
Keisha
âShe did what!?â I snapped. âYes girlâ She responded shaking her head and rolling her eyes. I just couldnât believe Kambria would do some fowl shit like that. I swear I donât even know who that crazy bitch is anymore. âHonestly Iâm over it and over Chrisâ Kadence said shrugging. âDamn well I donât know the full story and itâs not my business but I would never do that to another female. I have too much loyaltyâ I said trying to cheer up Kadence. âThanks for asking me to hang out. I really appreciate itâ She said smiling. âGirl itâs nothing. Iâm dealing with kinda similar boy problems so I get it. Immediately Kadenceâs eyebrows rose with astonishment.Â
âAnd who are you talking to?â She said wriggling her eyebrows and smiling. I belted out laughing at her facial expressions. âGirl bye. Heâs nothing I rather not waste energy talking about his fuck boy assâ I scoffed trying to change the subject. âAlright Alright. I was kidding but I get youâ She said. âWell what do you think I should do?â She asked as I thought of what I would do in her situation. âI definitely think you should move on to yourself. If a guy canât realize what he has in his midst than thereâs nothing else to sayâ I proudly responded smiling. She returned the smile and nodded. âUgh youâre right but the only thing is he asked to meet up and talkâ She said sighing and letting her head fall into her hands. âItâs not as bad as it could be. You might as well go and get some closureâ I matter-o-factly said.Â
A sudden pull of my arm took place as I felt myself falling out my seat. A puzzled look appeared on my face then I looked at Kadence as she stood up. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you Keeis!â She screamed as the terror showered over me. âGet your fucking hands off of her!â Kadence screamed as she pushed him. I quickly snapped out of my trance and pushed him off of me. âWhat the fuck Marquis!â I yelled as he angrily tried to grab my arm again. âDonât fucking touch me! Just leave!â I said as I was grabbing my things and trying to go to my car where my strap was. Before my dad died he gave me his favorite gun to keep in memory of his past life. I swear on my dadâs life I would use it on Marquis if he didnât leave me alone. I wasnât giving out threats but solid ass promises. I was tired of bring scared of him and laying low due to him trying to talk to me about how sorry he was. He literally put his hands on me and bruised my body. Thereâs no coming back from that.Â
âI need to talk to you Keisha!â He gritted through his teeth but Iâm not trying to hear that âIâm sorry and I wonât put my hands on you ever againâ bullshit. I heard that song too many times and I wonât fall victim to it like my mama did. âWe have nothing to talk about. Leave me the fuck alone and keep it pushingâ I said as I kept walking to my car. âIâm not leaving till you talk to me!â He yelled as I got to the trunk of my car. I popped my trunk open and reached in it reaching for my strap. I silently pulled it out and took the safety off. I turned around and pointed it at him.
âLike I said we have nothing to talk aboutâ I gritted through my teeth.Â

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Chapter 18
KambriaÂ
- 10:05 pm -
As I lit the last row of candles. I couldnât help but smile to myself. Yeah honestly I didnât know the first thing about thing about being romantic or sexy. Iâm sure this looked corny as hell but it didnât matter because Chris was gonna get the point. All the weeks weâve been getting to know each other and the kiss we shared. I was determined to make tonight special. The whole living room looked like something out a movie and I was proud. My phone rang out as a iMessage notification popped up. A huge ass grin appeared on my face. A couple of notifications continued to pop up. I unlocked my screen and scrunched my face a little.
Keeis
Hey Kambria. Have you heard from Keisha ?
I rolled my eyes and quickly typed backed to him. I didnât really know how he got my number. Let alone the balls to actually text me. I couldnât stand his ass.Â
Nah, I havenât. You okay ?
Yeah. Iâm just messed up on some shit and I just need to know how I can make shit right with her.
Well I hope everything goes well with that.
This is mad random but do you think I can stop by? I know you donât live that far from her. I need some female advice.
Honestly I have plans and you should be fine though. Iâm sure sheâll text you back.
I wouldnât ask if I didnât know your Keishâs best friend. I really like her Kambria. I need help getting back into her good graces.Â
I rolled my eyes a couple of times before giving in to this crazy request. Even though Keisha and I arenât on the best terms. I know she really cares about Keeis. I eventually sent the address so I could help him out. As I waited in the process. I opened the hidden bottle of Henny that I was saving for Chris and I. I took a couple of swigs before scrunching my face. That Hennessy was no damn joke. I could already feel the liquor filling my veins from the big swig I swallowed. I swallowed a few more swigs before re-hiding the bottle.Â
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- 10:45 pm -
I was beyond turnt. I almost finished the Henny bottle. My nerves were getting the best of me. Keeis was taking too damn long to stop by and I didnât need him stopping by while Chris showed up. The doorbell sounded and I was trying to get my ass up but failing miserably. The doorbell sounded again, âIâm coming Dammit!â. I finally stood up and slipped on my Nike Slides on and slouched to the door. My eyes stayed squinted and my balance was all fucked up. I unlocked the door as I reached it. Opening it but it looked like Chris instead of Keeis. âWhat you doing here?â I slurred barely keeping my balance. âYou told me to come through rememberâ He said as I nodded. âMy bad Chris. Iâm just stressed about Keisha and Iâs argumentâ I whined as I threw myself on him. âUh..what happen with yâall?â He asked as I looked up at him but not quiet seeing Chrisâ face. My vision was getting so blurry. I couldnât fully make out his facial features.Â
âIâll tell you when you come inâ I said as my head was spinning and my vision was becoming blurry as hell. The door closed and we walked back into the living room. âDamn ma you went all outâ He said as I blushed as he looked around the room. âWell I just wanted to-to do something nice for youâ I said as we both plopped down on the couch. âSo anyways what should I do about Keisha?â He asked and just the mention of her name had me feeling salty as hell. âWhy are you bringing her name up when you came to see me?â I pouted crossing my arms over my chest. âMy bad ma but thatâs the reason why Iâm here. Remember?â He asked as I scrunched my face. âReally Chris? Why the fuck have we been talking if youâre just trying to get at my friend?â I asked slurring even more. âAlright Chill Kambria my badâ He said as I scooted closer to him. âThat sounds betterâ I said as I laid my head on his chest.Â
âWell since Iâm here. Whatâs good?â âWell Iâve been thinking about you a lot and I had the opportunity to have the house to myself so here you areâ I said getting up and climbing into his lap. âMmm youâre rightâ He said biting his lip and griping my ass tight. âYou know I like you a lot and Iâm kinda ready to take this to the next levelâ I said reaching for my sports bra and pulling it over my head. As my breasts were exposed to him. He didnât hesitate to grab both of them kissing and licking them. I softly moaned as he continued to swirl his tongue around my hard nipples. I never would have figured that I would get this far with Chris. Just dancing up on him at the party turned me on and created scenarios in my head of what it would be like to be underneath his beautiful sculpted body.Â
I could feel him growing underneath me and his bulge was hard and strong. As he was sucking on my nipples. I moaned out and grind against him. âDamn your tits are big as hell maâ He whispered in my ear which made my face turn hella red. âCome hereâ I said while I could barely open my damn eyes to see what the hell I was doing. âDamnâ He mumbled as I stood up but soon met the floor falling on the pillows. âYou okay Kambria?â He asked. âIâm o-o-kayâ I stuttered. Just closing my eyes for a while, I could feel him hovering over me, kissing all over me.
âMmm, donât stopâ I moaned out closing my eyes tight. âHey Kam. Donât tell Keisha about this okay?â He said which confused me to who really was on top of me.
Chris
It was going on 11:30 pm. I kinda told Kambria that I would stop by and kick it with her. I hope she wouldnât be too mad that I was taking my time to head over there. Something inside of me was telling me not to go over there. Lately I was feeling more convicted of playing Kade. I cared about her more than I cared about most things. I rubbed my eyes and stood up slowly, grabbing my car keys and wallet. A light knock sounded on my door, âCome inâ. Mamaâs face appear. âHey baby you heading out?â. âYeah ma. I was gonna meet up with Ty to record somethingâ I said not telling the truth all the way. âOkay baby. I hope all of your assignments are done and youâll be ready for practice tomorrowâ She said smiling and motioning me to come in for a hug.Â
I smirked and walked to her to pull her into a big bear hug. âThanks mama. Everything is taken care of and I wonât be gone longâ I said as she hugged tighter. âOkay baby just be safeâ Mama said releasing me and smiling up at me. I nodded and followed her out my room while closing the door in the process.  I know Mama worries about me but Iâm good. Everything was starting to make sense about a lot. Maybe it was too late to go after Kade but I had to repair our friendship or whatever was left of it.Â
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As I was pulling up to Kambriaâs house. It looked like no one was home or she already went to bed. All the lights off in the house was looking black as hell. No lights were on and I mean not one. I parked the car and turned it off. âMan this chick better be hereâ I mumbled to myself. I pulled out my phone to shoot her a text. If this was a bust mission Iâm gonna be hot man. Her phone just rang until it reached the voicemail. âShit!â I spat re-dialing her again. I waited but the same thing happened. I donât have time for this bullshit. I opened the door and got out. I know sheâs home because her car is out in the driveway. I closed the door and walked up the driveway. Something just felt off about this shit. Finally reaching the door. I lightly knocked on the door and stepped back. Something inside was telling me not to trust her but she canât be that bad right ? Do I just listen to my gut instincts? Â
A few minutes passed and no response. I reached out to grab the door but it swung open. âChris when did you leave?â She asked me as my face scrunched up in confusion. âHuh?â She grabbed my shirt as she wobbled to stay balanced. âAye you good Kambria?â I asked she held onto me. âI-I-Iâm goodâ She slurred pulling me into the house. I closed the door behind me. âWhatâs going on Kambria?â I asked still trying to piece two and two together. âIâm just happy youâre still here Chris. I really like youâ She said turning around to face me. I nodded then walked around her into the living room. I scanned the room and noticed candles everywhere. âWhat the hell was she tryna do?â I mumbled to myself. âWanna watch a movie?â She asked as she walked in and plopped on the couch. âNah Iâm good. I think Iâll chill for a bitâ I said as she scooted closer to me. I donât know what type of shit she was on but shit was weird. As she was gonna say something my phone started buzzing.
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and saw Tyâs name flash across my screen. I silently thanked God for the distraction and answered it. âWassup nigga?â I answered getting up and walking away from Kambria. âWhere you at?â He asked. âMan nigga you donât even wanna know. You in the studio?â I asked as I looked back in the direction of the living room. âYeah come throughâ He said as I nodded and licked my lips. âFor sure Iâll be there in a min broâ I said then hanging up. How was I gonna get out of this one? I sighed and walked back into her living room. Small snores were escaping her mouth as she laid passed out on the couch. I grabbed the nearest blanket and covered her.
Me being here was not a good look. It just feels like Iâm in too deep to go back to what felt right which was working on something with Kade. I missed her in every way but pride is a hell of a thing. I couldnât just admit that shit to her, shit made me feel vulnerable.
Kambria was wrong and shouldn't hace caused friction but shit go for it ifcu want it don't let no one stop you from doing what you want. Chris is a dog. & I think those are some great updates can't wait till the next one!! Long time no hear
Hey so sorry for the majorly late responds but your right , Kambria is low af. Well I sort of agree , Chris isnât that bad though heâs just confused on what he wantsÂ
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Chapter 17
Mallory
I just knew the whole Chris rolling through was gonna end up being a big problem. But like I told Ty thatâs his friend and if shit goes down thatâs his ass. As Mikey scooted to his computer to play another track. I could see Kade in her head just letting her thoughts run wild. This whole bullshit could of been resolved if Chris would of manned the fuck up. âCan you not look like you ready to fight the niggaâ Mikey said as I rolled my eyes even harder. âMally Iâm fine okayâ Kade said as I tried not to let the shit bother me. A knock sounded on the door. âItâs open manâ. The door opened as Chris opened the door and walked through looking already faded. âHey Yâallâ. âWhatâs up my niggaâ Mikey said greeting Chris all extra friendly. âHey Malâ Chris said as I nodded and let out a dry ass hello. All I know is he better not even say not a damn thing to Kade.
âSo bro Iâve been working on this track and you have to do a hookâ Mikey said as I watched Chris get a little antsy. âOh just let me hear it firstâ He said as I rolled my eyes knowing Chris wasnât gonna wanna do not a damn thing since Kade was the one person who motivated him to do music again. I looked over to Kade and she had her face buried in her phone. Usually thatâs all I do. âKilla K you all quiet and shitâ Ty said making her look up from her phone briefly. âOh my bad but I think Iâm gonna head out. My mom needs me to do an errand and shitâ She said looking back down to her phone. âAlright but just listen to this song firstâ He said as he pressed play and the music started to bump.Â
Regular Girl started filling the room and I was immediately calm. I really liked this joint as I looked around the room all of our heads were bumping to the beat. I noticed something pop on Chrisâs screen. He tapped into the Snapchat app and he opened a notification up and of course that broad was sending him a bikini picture. I sucked my teeth and looked away with disgust. âMal walk me out?â âYeah come on. Iâll be right back babeâ I said getting up from my chair and following Kade outside. As we reached outside. I could see Kadeâs emotions written all over her face. âI canât keep torturing myself Mal. I just canât!â She said as she hugged me and walked back to the house.
What could I do? Chris has his mind set and Kade wasnât going to change her mind one bit. They were both stubborn as hell.Â
Kambria
This whole Kadence shit was more fucked up than I thought but I had to admit that I liked it. Chris was paying me more attention than I thought he would ever. I had to admit that I was liking every moment of it. He was all I thought him to be like. As I smirked to myself as I opened the fridge and pulled out some yogurt and some fruit. I had two days until my dad was expected back home from his business trip so I had a lot to do before that.
I really couldnât believe that this whole plan of mine was going so well and I had to make sure that I kept up with the happy front until I fully convinced my dad I was okay. Itâs not like Iâm all the way good and thereâs definitely nights I wake up in cold sweats dreaming of my mom dying a painful death. Iâve just learned to keep my mouth shut and keep my dad happy. My phone started to ring with Keishaâs assigned ringtone. Damn I havenât heard that tone in a min.
âHelloâ I answered while tapping the speaker icon. âWhatâs up strangerâ She said as I grabbed my food and phone to head into the living room. âNothing same ole shitâ I responded plopping on the couch. âFunny cause it looks like you been on Chrisâ tipâ She said as I smirked to myself. Not yet but I was working on literally being on Chrisâ tip. âGirl Iâve been doing me. I donât have time to be worried about that boyâ I lied scooping some yogurt into my mouth. âCut the bullshit Kam. I heard what happened at the kick back. Youâre fucked up for thatâ She snapped. I nastily chuckled to myself, âAre you mad that Chris is showing me attention. You should be worried about Keeis?â. Keisha laughed loudly, âNot at all but Iâm glad Iâm seeing your true colors though. How the fuck are you gonna disrespect Kadence like that after sheâs let us hang with her and sheâs been nothing but nice to us? Youâre mad fucked up Kambria. Iâm now questioning our friendshipâ. âDonât worry about what the fuck Iâm doing. Itâs really not your business at the end of the day. If you donât want to be friends thatâs a win for meâ I replied rolling my eyes as if she could see me do it. âAlright bet. Karma is a bitch and donât worry about me being all in your businessâ She said ending the call.
I had to laugh at Keishaâs attitude. Itâs the fact she didnât know not a damn thing about what Iâm doing with Chris. Itâs all innocent on my part still. I just wanted to be the reason he smiled.Â
KeishaÂ
That bitch Kambria has lost her mind all the way. Who the fuck does she think she thinks she is !? I was beyond done with her ass. Itâs sad because weâve been close since freshman year but itâs like I donât know who the fuck she is anymore. This whole Chris issue that Kambria was creating was gonna become a issue at school and I refuse to have any part in this bullshit. I tossed my phone and walked in my bathroom glancing at my wrist where my forming bruise was lightly showing. All I can do was shake my head. Lately shit with Keeis and I was becoming too physical. I tried not to be that female who fought back but he was getting too hands on and I ainât with that bullshit. I noticed he wasnât just doing weed but he always had a little baggie of white powder. So since our little argument that happened the night of the kick back. Iâve been laying low from his crazy ass. I have too much going on at school and with my business. I softly touched my wrist and winched a little. I knew I was gonna have to cover it up so my moms wonât see it and fire on my ass with the questions. I didnât need her judging me.Â
My phone began to ring loudly with the standard ringtone. I hope it wasnât him. He was the last person who I wanted to talk to. I sluggishly walked back into my bedroom and glanced at my phone. MARQUIS flashed across the screen. What didnât he understand!? I didnât want to fuck with him anymore. The call stopped and I sighed, âI need to get out this damn houseâ.Â
Shit I wonder how Kadence is feeling? Iâm sure sheâs pissed the fuck off. I immediately grabbed my phone unlocking it to find Kadenceâs number. As the line started ringing she picked up on the third ring. âHelloâ She answered dryly. âHey Kadence. I was just calling to check on youâ I said hoping she wasnât mad at me too. âHonestly I donât want to assume you knew anything about it but I donât know what to thinkâ She said. âTo be honest. I havenât been talking to Kambria and I didnât even know she like Chris enough to try to talk to himâ I said hearing Kadence sighing deeply. âThank You. Iâm kinda happy youâre not involved because besides Mal youâve been pretty chill and a real friendâ She said as her tone lightened up.Â
âGirl I know how you feel and the shitâs thatâs going on I wouldnât wish that shit on anyoneâ I said as I grabbed my laptop turning it on. âYeah it is what it isâ She said sounding down. âI know. I donât know you enough to be giving advice but I think if you focus on you that heâll come back to his senses. Kambria is no one to worry about. Sheâs a little messed up in the head bitchâ I said not regretting any of the words I just said. âThank you Keisha. I feel like doing something you wanna hang out?â She asked as I grinned and nodded. âIâm down. Iâll come to you?â I asked as I hopped up from the bed and walked to my drawer. âYeah thatâs fineâ She said more cheerfully. We spoke a little longer before ending the call.Â
This night definitely calls for some weed and some real friendship.Â
Chapter 16
Kadence
I donât know if I was enraged or just plain hurt. Itâs just funny how I wanted to just be good enough to date him but no thatâs doing too much for him. So to make things worst. He decides to disrespect me and talk to someone I am newly cool with. He has fucked up on me for the last time. I really wasnât gonna blow up on him but I just feel so disrespected after all that Iâve done for him and pushed him to do the music thing even though he was hesitant about it. He has me all the way fucked up if he thinks Iâm gonna let this shit slid. As I ignored Malâs call to calm me down. Nothing was gonna get in my way. As I approached Chris and Kambria. I really could see how they were acting like a little couple and it was annoying me by the second. How could they just vibe better than we did.Â
I stood in front of Chris mugging the shit out of im till our eyes met up. âOh shit. Hi Kadenceâ Kambria said as she stopped dancing on Chris. âSo this is newâ I stated as sarcasm dripped with every word. âMan its not what you think Kadeâ Chris said as I cockily scoffed and crossed my arms over my chest. âBecause to me it looks like your booed up but do your thangâ I nastily responded. âLook Kadence. I know we barely met and weâve been trying to get to know each other but I didnât mean for you to find out this wayâ Kambria said as I shook my head. âHonestly I could care less what you have to say. Itâs really between Chris and Iâ I stated blowing her somewhat half ass apology off. âMan letâs go talk Kadeâ Chris said as I rolled my eyes and walked away from them.Â
As I was weaving my way back to the front door. I saw Ty standing there looking at with a look I couldnât pick out. Iâm not in the mood to discuss what I just witnessed. The whole thing is fucked up and Iâm not with that shit. âKade you okay man?â Ty asked as I kept my composure. âIâm fine. Iâm going homeâ I said pulling my phone out and trying to text Mal. âKadence hold up manâ I heard Chris said but I just kept ignoring him and walked past Ty. âMan just hold on Kade. Damn manâ He called after me but I continued to ignore him. As I walked through the front door and down the steps to the driveway. âKadence câmon man slow downâ Chris called behind me. I really am not interested in hearing what sorry excuse he has to say to me. Whatever it is. As I reached the street where all the cars were parked. I felt my arm being grabbed. âGet off of me!â I yelled snatching my arm out of his grip. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you!?â He spat as I shook my head as my eyes began to water up. He just didnât get it and Iâm tired of that.
âYou happened ! Did you really think it was okay to just start parading some bitch in front of me when you told me you weren't ready to date!?â I yelled as my tears slowly began to spill over. âIâm so over this bullshit Chris. I swear I am yo. I donât deserve this shit man especially since you call me one of your best friends. Youâre not worth my fucking tears! Iâm done with you!â I cried as I walked towards the direction to my car. I really pray that he doesnât even try to come after me. I no longer give a fuck what he does with his life no longer.
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Last night was like a blur but it wasnât. I remember crying and telling him I was done with entirely. Yeah it might seem like Iâm over reacting but I lost my virginity to him, shared deep secrets, and started a friendship that I thought would never end. As I rolled over to check my phone it began to ring. I glanced at the screen to see Malâs name & picture of us showing. âHelloâ I said knowing Mal was gonna want to know everything that happened last night. âYou okay Best?â She asked as I could hear the somber tone in her voice. âIâm fine. I canât deal with him and I wonât. Iâm doneâ I said as I unplugged my charger from my phone. âI feel you and Iâm here for you girlâ She said as I nodded. âYeah but Iâm tripping that Kambria would do some shit like that to me. Itâs not like she didnât know we had a complicated situation. Itâs fowl as hellâ I said rolling my eyes at the sight of them dancing popping up in my head. In a way it was taunting me to just see them both enjoying their selves together.Â
âGirl I know! I feel stupid for even trying to be nice and including her into our hang out spaceâ Mal said as I dismissed the thought too. âWell thatâs bitches for you. You give them an inch and they take the whole damn mile. She can deal with Chrisâ inconsistencyâ I said just irritated about the whole situation. âAnyways what are you doing later?â She asked knowing I needed a damn distraction from this drama that seemed to surface in my life.Â
âIâm not doing anything. Whatâs up?â I asked as I heard her side of the line shuffle. âYou wanna come over and head over Mikeyâs?â She asked knowing Iâd probably say yes. âYeah Iâll meet you thereâ I said as my phone dinged notifying me a text came in.Â
KambriaÂ
Hey Kadence. I am so sorry. Iâm pretty sure youâre not trying to talk to me but can we meet up and talk?
I rolled my eyes without hesitation. She does not need to explain anything to me about what the fuck they do. âKADE!â Mal yelled popping my inner thoughts. âMy bad Mal. Kambria just text meâ I said salty as hell. âWhat the hell she want?â Mal asked with attitude in her voice as well. âShe supposedly wants to talk about the Chris incidentâ I said scoffing and rolling my eyes. âSheâs wasting my time to be honestâ I said. âWell maybe you should see what the hell sheâs tryna talk aboutâ Mal insisted but I really donât have the need to hear her. She doesnât owe me an explanation.Â
Chris
I didnât even know how to feel about everything. All I could hear what Kadence said. âIâm so over this bullshit Chris! I swear I am yo. I donât deserve this shit man especially if Iâm your so called friend. Youâre not worth my fucking tears!â That shit was haunting me all night long. Iâve never thought Iâd be the one who hurt Kade. I really care about her but Iâm scared of being that guy who fucks her over. I guess Iâm on my way to doing that. Everything is fucked up cause I like Kambria and sheâs cool as hell but when it comes to Kadence. I hate myself that Iâve messed up our friendship that weâve built. The fact I made her cry is whatâs eating me the most inside. I was still in the bed just analyzing all thatâs been happening and honestly Iâve missed my best friend. âChris!â Mamaâs voice yelled from outside my door.Â
I hopped up from my bed to open my door and see what this woman wanted. âMaâam?â I called back to her. âChris there is a little fast ass girl outside my door asking to see youâ She said as I quickly racked my brain to see who the mysterious girl is. âWhat? Thatâs weirdâ I said knowing my Mama wasnât no fool. âIâm going back to my room and please get rid of herâ She said as I nodded and jogged down the stairs. As I reached downstairs and looked out the window of the door. Kambria was outside waiting. It wasnât weird that she was here but it was kind of random of her. I opened the door and she looked up.
 âMy bad for showing up unannounced but you left your wallet in my car last nightâ She said handing my wallet over. âOh shit thanksâ I said grabbing it. âSo....â She said as the space between us grew awkward. âMy bad about last night. Kadence and I go way back and we have a complicated situationâ I said shuffling my foot. âItâs okay. Iâm the one that should be apologizingâ She said as I looked at her funny. âWhy is that?â I asked. âWell we were becoming cool and I somewhat knew she had a thing for youâ She said as I shook my head. âSheâs not my girl though. Yeah we got into it that night at the club but we arenât anythingâ I said as the word hit me harder coming out. âWell I guess. Look I like you Chris and Iâm not trying to be apart of any drama. So hit me up when you get shit togetherâ She said turning away. And just like that I couldnât let her walk away completely. It was something about her. âMan waitâ I said grabbing her arm softly. âWhatâ She said turning around to face me. I pulled her into me and kissed her on the lips. She pulled away but gave in as our kisses got more relaxed and sloppy. She pulled away and shyly wiped her mouth with a grin. âI like you too Kambria. So whatâs upâ I said looking deep into her eyes. It was weird though. I could only see Kadence in my mind.
âWell if youâre not doing anything tonight. You should come over and hang outâ She said as I nodded. âAlright weâll Iâll let you knowâ I said as she smiled and nodded too. âAlright weâll Iâll see you later Chrisâ She said with a smirk. I watched as she walked back to her car. She wasnât no Kadence but I was gonna enjoy getting to know her. Somewhere in my twisted head. I still wanted Kadence even though I wasnât ready to commit to her.Â
Itâs fucked up I know.Â
TygaÂ
The last thing I needed to hear was the drama my best friend has created for our whole group. I loved the kid but he never had it right when it came to the ladies. Iâm not an angel either but I know better than to shit where I eat. âMikey! The girls are hereâ My mom yelled to me as I paused my thoughts and grabbed the two rolled up blunts I rolled earlier. I knew Kade needed a distraction from the whole Chris situation. âAlright Iâm coming!â I yelled back as I slid the two blunts in my basketball shorts pocket. As I reached the stairs I heard my mom and the girls talking. âAww I hope you feel better babyâ Mom said. âThank You Ms. Pâ Kadence said softly as she gave my mom a small smile. My nigga really fucked up. Kade usually ainât this somber and shit.Â
I walked into the kitchen to see my mom cooked all this food. âBefore your eyes get you in trouble. This food is for a customer and not for you to eat it all upâ Mom said as Mal laughed. I looked at Mal and sucked my teeth. After these blunts I was gonna want to fuck some food up. âAlright girls Iâll see you later and make sure this one doesnât take anything from the kitchenâ Mom said as the girls laughed and nodded. âAlright Iâm out Mikeyâ She said as I walked to her and kissed her cheek. âBye Maâ I said as she walked out the kitchen to the garage door.Â
âAlright letâs get to the real businessâ I said as I reached in my pocket and pulled out the perfectly rolled blunts. âBabe!â Mal said as her eyes grew big. âWhat?â âHow do you even know if Kade wants to smokeâ She said rolling her eyes. âWell just because you donât do it doesnât mean Kade doesnât. Sheâs grown babeâ I said as Kade let out a chuckle. âYou niggas act like Iâm not standing here and Ty Iâm downâ She said as a grin spread across my lips. âMy nigga Killa Kâ I said walking to her scooping her in a big ass hug. âEww get off meâ She laughed as I started to tickle her. âAwww. Iâm happy weâre hanging out and shitâ Mal said getting all happy. âWell Kade and I are bestiesâ I said in a feminine tone. âBabe noâ Mal said with a straight face that made me lose my shit. âHonestly thank you guys for thisâ Kade said as I calmed down from my laughing. âYou know I got you lil niggaâ I said as she smiled. âIâm glad someone does cause your nigga has lost his damn mindâ Mal said rolling her eyes. âBring that shit downâ I said to Mal as she rolled her eyes again.Â
âWe gonna smoke or not?â Kade said as I nodded. âYeah letâs go to the studioâ I said as I walked to the back yard sliding glass door. The girls followed behind me. âBabe you gotta play Kade the new song you just recordedâ. I smirked and nodded. âAlright letâs get this shit lit firstâ I said closing the glass door.Â
~~~Â
As the music flowed from the speakers. We were all vibing to me rapping on this track I was working on. âGuysâ Kade said quiet. âWassup Killa K?â I responded turning the music down low. âAm I wrong for not wanting to be cool with Chris?â She asked as I tried to figure the question myself. I wasnât just gonna out my brother like that. Chris was fucked up for what he did but heâs still my boy. âHonestly it might be for the best to do your own thingâ I spoke up as both Mal and Kade nodded. âYou right Ty. I need to focus on me. Good lookinâ Kade said sparking the other blunt. âAyyy my nigga!â I said laughing as Kade cracked a smile then hit the blunt. The room easily filled up with smoke. âPass it here!â Mal said getting more goofy than she was already acting.Â
As I watched the two goof balls laugh and chock from hitting the blunt. My phone began to buzz in my pocket. I pulled it out and check the caller ID.Â
Breezy Calling
âWassup my niggaâ I said as I took the blunt from Mal. âWhat you doin?â Chris asked as I hit the blunt then letting the smoke out slowly. âSmoking with the girlsâ I replied then took another hit. âWho?â He asked. âKadence and Malâ I said as they both looked at me. I could see Malâs high ass mouthing âWho is it?â. âOh word? Let me slide through broâ He said as I began shaking my head. âI donât know if thatâs a good idea broâ I said as Kade became tense. âI got some bud. I wonât bother her. Iâm just tryna smoke with my friendsâ He said as I sighed. âMan okay but donât say I didnât try to warn youâ I said shaking my head. With that I ended the call, âWho was that?â. âIt was Chris and heâs stopping by and shitâ I said as I rolled my chair to the sound board. âWait what do you mean?â Mal said as I heard the attitude in her voice. âWow thatâs fucked up Tyâ Kade said shaking her head too. âAye that has nothing to do with me. Yâall clearly heard me tell this nigga it wasnât a good ideaâ I said as I felt the back of my head sting.Â
âAlright if he starts anymore drama with my best friend itâs YOUR ass Michaelâ Mal said crossing her arms across her chest tight.Â

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Chapter 15
Keisha
It was a Thursday and I had already had various people blowing me up for business. Making money is always an priority for myself. I never turn down potential business. As I was getting the product together. I heard a light tap on my window.Â
The only possible person that would do some shit like that was Keeis. I hadn't seen his fine ass in a minute. I proceeded to my window and opened the blinds to see his goofy ass standing there with two blunts behind his ear. âOnly his assâ I mumbled. I unlocked my window and pulled it up. âSo you canât use your phone to text me?â I smartly asked with a big smirk on my lips. âNah cause some big headed light skin girl canât reply backâ He said as I rolled my eyes and smiled. âWhatever. I was getting my shit together so I can hit that kick back upâ I said as I walked back to my dresser. âDamn you ain't got time for a nigga no more huh?â He said as he stood up and dusted himself off.Â
âKeeis you sound dumb as hell. You know I've been grinding and actually busy with schoolâ I replied back as I zip locked all the products. âAnd you know where I stay obviouslyâ I said as I felt him behind me. I couldn't help but get chills up and down my spine. âWell itâs been a minute since we've-â He tried to finish but I quickly cut him off with a kiss. He grabbed my waist and snaked his hands straight to my ass. I moaned against his lips and sucked on his bottom lip as his hands squeezed harder. Keeis always had my body begging for more when we would get started.Â
âBabeâ I whined as he started in on my neck, licking and sucking on my spot. âShut that shit up. I ain't seen you in a weekâ He said ignoring my pleas of pleasure. Little did he know. I was grinding hard so we could have a nice place to go to for spring break. I wanted to go to Miami or Orlando. Do the real spring break experience. I could already feel my bra coming off my body. âMarquis I have to really goâ I whined as I shot him the puppy dog eyes. âMan fine! Fine!â He mumbled moving away from me. âKeeis donât be like thatâ I pouted as he returned a blank stare back to me. âWell either you coming to make this money with me or you can be in ya feelingsâ I said slipping into my shoes. âI was going regardless lil nigga. I was just tryna see you firstâ He said grabbing me towards him. âMhm, you ready?â I asked bending down to tie my boots up. I felt a stinging sensation on my ass. âReally niggaâ I whined rubbing my ass cheek. âIt was right there thoughâ He replied with no type of remorse in his tone. I swear he urks my nerves with his asshole mannerisms.Â
He lift the window back open and slowly climbed out. I flicked my light off and climbed out the window, closing it behind me. âHurry yo slow ass upâ Keeis said opening his car. âDonât try my patience Marquisâ I said rolling my eyes. He proceeded in the car as I followed to that direction. As I reached the door a text came in quickly.Â
Sissy
Make sure your back home before 12:30am. Mama is getting off work at 1am tonight.
I smiled and opened the door sliding in the passenger seat. âItâs about timeâ Keeis said with a salty tone. I ignored his remark. The only reason he was being petty was we havenât fooled around in a while. If he really thought I was avoiding his ass he must really be stupid. He started the car and I kept my mouth close. I really wasnât gonna say anything that would start an argument. As we pulled away from my house. Some PartyNextDoor was playing on the radio. âKeishâ I continued to look out the window silently. âKeishâ He said again. I turned to look at him expecting him to say something. âIâm sorryâ He mumbled lowly. I sucked my teeth and looked away from him. Thatâs all I get? An half ass apology? Hmm.. I see how weâre gonna do it. As soon as he pulled up to the location of the party. I didnât hesitate to get out the car. I knew Keeis was gonna be pissed but fuck his half ass apology.Â
Mallory
Of course Mikey just had to drag me out my comfortable bed to go to this kick back but Iâm not gonna lie it was active as hell. While Mikey was outside smoking with some guys from school. I was glued to my phone and bobbing my head to the music. Scrolling through my Insta timeline. I received an iMessage from Kade.Â
Thing o1
Hey are you at the kick back ? Iâm tryna convince myself to go but idk
I instantly smiled reading her text and replying quickly. I suspected that girl who was talking to Chris was gonna be here. I just needed to know exactly what she looked like and who the hell was she. As the room grew more heavy with smoke I could see the guys come back inside from outside. The kick back was turning into a party by the second. The chill smoke music was turning to the ratchet ass clapping jams. Kade better hurry and bring her ass on so I can really turn up. Still focused on my phone. I felt a pair of hands on my waist. Looking up to meet the face was a faded Mikey. âHey Babeâ I said sliding my phone into my pocket. âWhy do you stay on your phone Mal?â He asked as I rolled my eyes and pulled him to me. âShut your faded ass upâ I said poking my lips out to him as he placed his on me hard. âDonât try to shut me upâ He said grabbing me closer to him as his hands gripped both of my ass cheeks. I blushed hard and turned around. I slipped my phone out to see another message from Kade.
Thing o1
Is Chris there? Iâm not tripping but I rather not see him. Just tryna do me tonight.
I smirked and replied but stopped as Freak No More started to blast through the speakers. I immediately slid my phone in my pocket and began to throw my ass back on Mikey. With no hesitation he gripped my waist and grinded into me. Something about Migos brought the ratchet out of me. I couldnât help myself. As Ty and I danced on each other. I spotted Chris out the corner of my eye. I squinted hard to make out who the girl he was grinding on but she didnât look familiar. As the music was changing to another song. I looked to my right to notice Kade standing by the front door with a stone face. âBabe Iâll be right backâ I yelled as I headed to Kadeâs direction. By the expression on her face she must of discovered who Chris was dancing with. As I became closer to Kade I could see anger all over her face.Â
âBestie!â I said trying to scoop her into a tight hug. âWho the fuck does he think he isâ She snickered as I was more lost to what the fuck is going on. âOh so itâs okay for him to be parading her around but not even try to work on us being somethingâ She gritted. âWhat?â I asked still lost. âMal turn the fuck around!â She spat as I quickly let her go and turned to see what she was talking about. Damn this is gonna be a long ass night. âIâm lost as hellâ I said as Kade began to walk into the party. âKade! Wait up man!â I yelled after her as she was quickly weaving her way to Chris. âFuck manâ I mumbled to myself while I was trying to catch up to her before she put her foot up somebodyâs ass. As I weaved through the people Keisha stopped Kade. âThank you Lordâ I said finally catching up to them. âHey Kadence . Hey Malloryâ She said hugging Kade then me. âHeyâ I said then looking at Kade trying to read her face. âLook I canât talk right now Keisha. I need to handle somethingâ Kade said looking more than pissed off.Â
âWait what the fuck is going on?â Keisha asked as she was scrunching her face up. âWhy donât you ask your home girl Kambriaâ Kade said shaking her head with pure disgust on her face. As soon as Kade said that Keisha was scanning the room until she stopped on their location. âAw shit manâ Keisha said with a disappointed look on her face. âYeah so I need to handle some shit. So if you donât mindâ Kade said excusing herself so she could get to Chris and Kambria.
 âDammit!â I spat and followed after Kade.Â
Chapter 14
Mallory
"Kade" I said waiting on her response for the last 10 minutes. "Yeah?" She asked still not looking to me. "Are you fine?" I asked patting her leg. "I'm really not tripping Mal. We're not an item" She said knowing past the pride she felt some type of way. "Like how am I suppose to feel? I'm not gonna keep putting my feelings on the line when he's just gonna keep fucking with my head. Iâm good girl" She said as a small tear slowly fell from her eye. "I just wish I never told you" I mumbled as I scooted closer to her. "Me too man" She mumbled back. As we sat in silence. My phone interrupted the foreign silence.Â
"Hello?" I answered knowing it was possibly Mikey. "Babe did you tell Kade?" He asked as a cursed myself and biting my lip. "Can we talk about this later?" I asked knowing he was gonna be hot that I slipped up and told Kade. "You told her didn't you!?" He asked as his voice raised. "Don't be getting mad at me and plus this whole thing is hear say" I snapped as I rolled my eyes. "Can I talk to Tyga?" Kade asked. I nodded and handed her my phone. "Hey Ty can you just keep it real with me and let me know what's going on?" She asked as I know Mikey was cursing his self out too for telling me anything. I motioned her to put it on speaker and she did. "Well basically I called Chris yesterday and he said he was chilling with this chick he met recently from the club drama that night" Ty said as Kade nodded her head. "So who is she?" Kade asked as Mikey hesitated. "Youâre my best friend too Ty. Just keep it real with me" Kade asked as Mikey sighed. "She goes to school with us but that's all I know. I haven't even seen her" He said.Â
"Thanks Ty, I appreciate it" She said then hung up.Â
"So what do you wanna do?" I asked because I'm tired of this drama. It's so petty. "I just wanna be over him Mal. That's all I want. I donât want to keep either or yâall involved" She said as I scooped her into a hug. "I'm just tired of pretending to not be hurt when I see him at school and on top of that I feel for him" She admitted. "Like how?" I asked as she wiped her face and sighed. "Well last summer before we came back for Senior year. He took my virginity. It wasn't a big deal because I knew despite whatever happened between us we'd still be friends. So we continued to have occasional sex in the beginning of first semester" She admitted as I sat there shocked as fuck. I'm not tripping that she didn't tell me. The whole immature situation made sense why she feels how she feels. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you Mal. Everything was happening so fast and it was so unexpected. I thought I could handle him as a sneaky link" She said as sighed and wiped her eyes again. "It's really okay Kade. I just want to figure this shit out" I said as she nodded in agreement.Â
"I do too" She said.Â
Kambria
Maybe I was stirring the drama pot but Chris is all worth the trouble. He's everything and more what girls around school talked about. He was funny, a smart ass, athletic, and thoughtful. I know I shouldn't be exactly talking to him since Kadence has a thing with him. I'm not exactly doing anything wrong with him but getting to know him.Â
As I hopped out the shower. I grabbed a towel for my body and hair. One of the Varsity Basketball players invited me to a kick back tonight. I would be a fool to decline the offer and Chris was possibly gonna be there. The attraction was slowly becoming an obsession. The more I got to know him. I ultimately wanted him to myself. To top it off Dad was out of town and I had the house to myself. I was going to take advantage of the situation. I honestly didn't know what to wear. This new personality I was forming into was unleashing this bitch like character. I bought a few things with my dad's card while he's been away. So this was a good excuse to enjoy my weekend.
As my phone rang. I briefly ignored it as I was looking for my lotion. The ringer stopped but briefly started back up. "Ugh!" I moaned as I walked to my nightstand and grabbed my annoying ass phone. "Hello?" I answered. "Hey baby. How's everything going?" Dad asked as I sighed. "Everything is going good Papi. I bought a few clothes because I didn't have anything new for school" I said as he laughed. "What?" I smiled as I chuckled a little. "I'm just happy that youâre happy baby. It's been awhile and I'm proud of your progress" He said as I was in a sense happy too. "Well thanks. I'm trying" I said as I grabbed some of the shopping bags from the foot of my bed. "Alright I'll let you go baby girl. I'll be back in town on Wednesday night" He said as a devious smirk played on my lips. Stay Scheming was my theme song. That's what I felt was my life in a nutshell. "Okay bye Daddy" I said then hanging up.Â
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For a kickback this shit was active. I carefully pulled my crop top down a little as I was pleased with my simple but pleasant outfit . There was thick weed smoke filling the room up from several corners. I wasn't into the smoking shit like Keisha was. I was probably considered a light weight alcoholic. I was known in my own head to finish a Ciroq bottle in 2 hours by myself. Those were the times when Mama was on mind heavy.Â
âDamn ma. You need a drink?â One of the players on Varsity asked as I shrugged and pulled my phone out. âFor sure then. Iâll be backâ He said walking off. Just as his thirsty ass walked off. Chrisâ fine ass walked in from the backyard looking chink as hell. I couldn't help but giggle to myself. He looked even cuter with his faded ass. I waved to him as a smile spread across his lips. âI see you made it shortyâ. âYeah, I told you Iâd make an appearanceâ I said involuntarily twirling my hair around my finger as we shared small talk.  I hate to admit it but I was catching feelings for this nigga and to be honest I wasn't against the whole idea. Our interactions were just natural.Â
The guy before came back to us and handed my drink then dapped Chris, âI hope you like it and no I didn't put something foreign in itâ He said as Chris laughed shaking his head. âThatâs not funny Chris and thanksâ I said rolling my eyes playfully at Chris. âNo worries ma. Mi Casa is Su Casaâ He said proudly smiling. âGraciasâ I said smiling half way as the guy walked away. âAnyways did you come by yourself?â He asked as I nodded and stuffing my phone into my pocket. âReally. I thought you would of came with your girls or some shitâ He said looking directly at me. âIs that your polite way of saying Iâm a loser?â I asked as I smirked back at him. âNot at all shortyâ He smartly replied as I was thanking God I was talking to him.Â
As the kick back was getting packed the music switched to Migos- Freak No More. âCâmonâ Chris said grabbing my hand and pulling me to the dance area.
 This is too good to be true.Â