#chryga

Chris 

Something didn’t sit right with me when Kambria came to mind. That night I was suppose to pull up to her crib she was off. I knew shorty was drunk but I don’t know why I haven’t gotten over the feeling she gave me. It was clear to me that something happened but I don’t know what. My mama raised me well enough to NEVER take advantage of a woman in any way. 

“Hey Yellow Crayon” Kade’s voice said breaking my thoughts. I looked at her and smiled at her instantly. Her little comments always made me laugh because she could never allow a light skinned nigga to exist. “What’s up baby” I said then smirking at her blushing her lowkey. “Nothing much. Mal is going through it with Ty so I’m letting them figure that shit out” She said as she fidgeted with her pants. “So if you weren’t busy this weekend would you like to go on a date?” I asked as her smile grew bigger by the moment. “So you mean like a date date?” She asked with excitement. “Yeah lil nigga an official date. You tryna date the kid right?” I asked her being goofy. 

I knew Kade loved my goofy side. “Yes fool. Unfortunately I guess I am available” She said play rolling her eyes. I instantly grabbed her in my arms and kissed her. She allowed me to just shut her up and that made me feel like we were moving in the right direction to us being more than best friends. “Ok ok ! You’re gonna suck my lips off boy” She whined as she lightly pushed me away and smiled. 

“You liked it” I smirked and winked at her. 

I grabbed her hand and started walking us to the gym building. There was nothing that was gonna stop this good vibe we are on. Not even Kambria.  

My phone instantly buzzed in my pocket. I slid my phone out to see a message. 

Kambria

Hey Chris. I really want to talk to you about the other night..

I quickly ignored her text. Why was she still texting me? I hadn’t talk to her since that night and before that. That was like almost a month and a half ago. I just know if I continued to hide this from Kade she’d be more than pissed. I don’t know what I should do. 

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“WAIT! So you’re telling me you pulled up on shorty and she was laid the fuck out !?” Ty exclaimed then busting out in laughter. I shook my head and snatched the blunt out of his hand. I exhaled. “Nigga that’s not the point” I said ashing the blunt in the tray. “I know but when do you plan on telling Kade?” He asked as I passed him back the blunt. “Soon but I need to see what Kambria wants before I do that” I said getting frustrated all over again. 

“Well until then let’s make some music cause this situation is fucking up the vibe man” He said as I agreed. The timing was all fucked up. Things with Kade were just getting better between us. 

Kambria 

I quickly sent Chris a text. I had a weird feeling about the other night. I’m embarrassed that I can’t remember what happened. I tried playing that night over in my head but shit was all too blurry. Was Chris really there? He had to be there right !? No one else knew about our little sneaky link but him. But then again I kinda remember Keeis was suppose to stop by but her never showed up. 

“Earth to Kambria!” Keisha yelled while waving in my face. “What!” I said snapping back at her. “You’re the one who said you need to talk to me so what’s up!?” She said in this cold tone. It was like the only friend I had really hated me. “Look I don’t know what’s going on but Keeis has been a little too friendly lately” I said tryna read her face. “Ok well that’s no longer my problem” She said as she kept her face straight and shrugged off what I said. 

Growing annoyed with her I couldn’t help but to try to see where her head is at. “Nah Kee. It’s your problem because you’re suppose to be my best fucking friend!” I said serving her back the same attitude. “Nah you’ve been moving weird so I can’t say we’ll be friends any longer” She said the turning her back to me and walking away. 

I can’t fucking believe her!

~~~

I needed answers! It’s all bad that because of that night I didn’t even get to talk to Chris. I mean I think I did but I had a weird feeling that Chris wasn’t there but I was so drunk and high that night I don’t know what to think. I was so confused to why my plan to seduce him didn’t work. It makes me so mad! All of a sudden he didn’t want to reply to my text messages !? He was literally trying to kick it not too long ago.

I’m so confused

I had to try to reach out no matter what! Chris is going to answer to me!

~~~

I couldn’t believe I was outside of this boy’s house. It was crazy of me but I needed clarity on the situation because it was driving me crazy deep down inside. I thought Chris really genuinely liked me. How could he just have sex with me and just ghost me like it was nothing. 

As I waited, I started to hear some commotion by the backyard gate. I slowly rolled down my window to get a clearer look. As I waited, Tyga walked out with Chris looking high as fuck. The scent from the marijuana was so strong as they both walked out to the driveway. I slightly ducked so they wouldn’t see me. My tinted windows covered my ass for real. I watched them do their handshake and Tyga get in his car. Chris watched Tyga pull off and turned to walk towards his house. This is my chance to confront him !

I took a deep breathe and open the car door to step out. 

Kadence

My mind was every where. I didn’t know what to think or what should I think all. All I knew was I’m an emotional seventeen year old. Lord knows I wasn’t tryna be like that but the fact he would consider someone else over me killed me inside. At this point it didn’t matter what anyone said to me. I needed to hear from him and hear him tell me I wasn’t good enough to my face. I let out a sigh as my phone started buzzing under my right thigh. I grabbed it and looked at the screen but soon regretting it. Everything in me was screaming to go the fuck off but what was that truly going to solve. Maybe my sanity was going be finally at peace with the truth.

I deeply sighed and exhaled.

“Hello”. “Uh.. Hey can we please talk?” He asked as my eyes rolled in my head and I shook my head knowing damn well he should of asked me this a month ago. “Well aren’t we past this point Chris?” I asked as every word dripped with bitterness. “Kade don’t be like that” He said as his tone changed to a somber tone. “Me? You have a lot of nerve Chris” I scoffed and sucked my teeth. He left out a big sigh. “I was wrong and I just want to make things right between us”. I smirked and blinked as my eyes grew watery. “You were more than wrong Chris. You literally wrote me off for someone you practically don’t even fucking know!” I said raising my voice. “And on top of that! I gave you one of the most valued things I care about and you disrespect me for some new pussy. I’m beyond hurt but does that even matter to you!?” I cried as the tears poured down my face. He remained silent for a few seconds before I shook my head and ended the call.

How was I suppose to act when my best friend did me so dirty? I was still very much so in love with him. 

A knock sounded on my door. I looked at the door and already knew it was probably my mom to check in on me. To be fair Chris was never mine but what we shared was more than titles could give. He was my best friend and I trusted him more than I would any other guy.

“Kay you okay baby?” My daddy’s voice asked. I immediately rushed to the door and opened it. “I’m fine daddy. Just tryna get through this all” I said as he nodded and expanded his arms for a hug. Without hesitation I walked right into his big arms. “You know you might disagree with me saying this but the only way you’ll feel a little bit good is if you forgive him” He said as my tears stained his t-shirt. Daddy was more than right. I had to do it and honestly I didn’t think I was ready for that. “Just think on it and pray on it baby” He said kissing the top of my head. “I will daddy” I mumbled. “That’s my baby girl” He said unwrapping his arms around me. “I love you daddy”. “I love you too baby”.

Mallory

While Kade was dealing with her personal drama. I was tryna figure how to get this appointment with Planned Parenthood without my mom knowing. It’s just stupid the fact I’ll be turning 18 after graduation and she still treats me like a child. I just wanna be safe. It’s not like her tax dollars are going to the shit like this so why not be careful. I sighed and finally clicked the button to make an appointment for Thursday afternoon. This shit is scary but after last week’s scare I know I’m doing the right thing. I’m too damn young to get pregnant. I’ve gone through too many lectures of my cousin Toya getting pregnant and how her life was soon to be over. First and for most that isn’t me. I have goals, aspirations, and shit I’m trying to do. Pregnancy is at the way bottom of the list. 

My phone began buzzing on my bed as I screened the name. 

Thing 1*

I quickly picked it up and sighed. “How’s everything going?” “He wants to meet up and talk” She said. “Well what are you gonna do?” I asked her. Knowing damn well she should go and talk to Chris. “I don’t want to talk to him. I know I should but I’m not up to the task. I’m scared honestly” She said sighing heavily into the phone. “Well Kade if you want answers you should do it. Suck it up and do what you have to do” I said matter-o-factly. She sighed and sucked her teeth heavily. “Why do you have to be right most of the time!” She laughed a little. “Because I’m your best friend and I’m tired of seeing you miserable. Stop self sabotaging your own happiness” I said. “Ugh you’re right Mal. Well I’ll talk to you later. Keisha asked me to hangout” Kade said as I scrunched my nose up. “Alright bye” I sighed and ended the call. 

I don’t know why she would hang out with Kambria’s so called friend. That’s just weird. 

I didn’t have time to try to dwell on stupid shit. I had bigger things to think on for example like deciding on whether to tell Mikey I was going on birth control. It wasn’t a big deal but I didn’t want him to think he could just bust inside of me. I wanted to be more careful and just the fact I wanted to have sex with Mikey as a normal thing. 

Mikey Calling...

I looked at the screen and smiled a little. “Hello” I answered. “Hey babe. What are up too?” He said as I sat on my bed. “I’m just at home doing nothing” I said biting my lip. “Well wanna come over? I kinda miss you” He smoothly said as I grinned. “I could make that happen” I coyly said as I heard him bust up with laughter. “Shut up Mal and bring your ass over here” He said as I immediately rolled my eyes as if he could see me. “Alright. I’ll be on my way” I said then ended the call. 

Something about that boy gives me butterflies. 

Keisha

“She did what!?” I snapped. “Yes girl” She responded shaking her head and rolling her eyes. I just couldn’t believe Kambria would do some fowl shit like that. I swear I don’t even know who that crazy bitch is anymore. “Honestly I’m over it and over Chris” Kadence said shrugging. “Damn well I don’t know the full story and it’s not my business but I would never do that to another female. I have too much loyalty” I said trying to cheer up Kadence. “Thanks for asking me to hang out. I really appreciate it” She said smiling. “Girl it’s nothing. I’m dealing with kinda similar boy problems so I get it. Immediately Kadence’s eyebrows rose with astonishment. 

“And who are you talking to?” She said wriggling her eyebrows and smiling. I belted out laughing at her facial expressions. “Girl bye. He’s nothing I rather not waste energy talking about his fuck boy ass” I scoffed trying to change the subject. “Alright Alright. I was kidding but I get you” She said. “Well what do you think I should do?” She asked as I thought of what I would do in her situation. “I definitely think you should move on to yourself. If a guy can’t realize what he has in his midst than there’s nothing else to say” I proudly responded smiling. She returned the smile and nodded. “Ugh you’re right but the only thing is he asked to meet up and talk” She said sighing and letting her head fall into her hands. “It’s not as bad as it could be. You might as well go and get some closure” I matter-o-factly said. 

A sudden pull of my arm took place as I felt myself falling out my seat. A puzzled look appeared on my face then I looked at Kadence as she stood up. “What the fuck is wrong with you Keeis!” She screamed as the terror showered over me. “Get your fucking hands off of her!” Kadence screamed as she pushed him. I quickly snapped out of my trance and pushed him off of me. “What the fuck Marquis!” I yelled as he angrily tried to grab my arm again. “Don’t fucking touch me! Just leave!” I said as I was grabbing my things and trying to go to my car where my strap was. Before my dad died he gave me his favorite gun to keep in memory of his past life. I swear on my dad’s life I would use it on Marquis if he didn’t leave me alone. I wasn’t giving out threats but solid ass promises. I was tired of bring scared of him and laying low due to him trying to talk to me about how sorry he was. He literally put his hands on me and bruised my body. There’s no coming back from that. 

“I need to talk to you Keisha!” He gritted through his teeth but I’m not trying to hear that “I’m sorry and I won’t put my hands on you ever again” bullshit. I heard that song too many times and I won’t fall victim to it like my mama did. “We have nothing to talk about. Leave me the fuck alone and keep it pushing” I said as I kept walking to my car. “I’m not leaving till you talk to me!” He yelled as I got to the trunk of my car. I popped my trunk open and reached in it reaching for my strap. I silently pulled it out and took the safety off. I turned around and pointed it at him.