realistic medblog

Mine are:

Y'all make my day a little brighter…

We haven’t talked much but y’all are awesome 

@mattmonss @madelynartz @momiji-sohma @imbeccablee @toonist-artist @animaniacswritingrequests @emmabean01 @jellyfishinc @bisexualyakko @poorlydrawnwarners @saltywatermelonart @theregoesthedonniemite @lowkeyhateme

Ok so a couple of you I’ve never spoke to but your amazing ok along with the ones I dO speak to ^^

@madelynartz @bisexualyakko @toonist-artist @totally-insaney12 @imbeccablee @ciervo-robot @thetimelimit @juicygooseeee @poorlydrawnwarners @glitchxperidot @llamsstuff

@its-ya-gay-boi-luigi @schibi12 @release-the-bats-creations @rip-in-pieces-my-last-braincell @cometcrystal @prone-to-idiocy

To the people that are awesome

@los-angeles-toon-patrol @duckbutts69 @momonoki23 @danihapunkt @ray-the-fanatic @aj-the-bluejay @negawingduck @theinvisibledoodlewizard

@whitecatindisguise @sailordiamondkitty @quackyduckydoodoo @sealmonger @ladyzayinwonderland @raeloganthesonic06fangirl right back at you @shadowtoons-arinanon @crystal-moon-101 @darkwolfgoddess @nerdydorkzstan @cinn-a-mum

AAWWWHHHH-

Thank you🥺💛✨

Alright I technically am a mutual with @chaoticgoblin482 on smooth-crimi-mom(which honestly was huge :00000000 for me to find out) so I’ll tag this person here💛

@justanotherhopelessfanartist my best friend my love my sunshine this person brights up my entire day.

@newsies-of-corona I love youuu💛 It’s always nice to talk with you, Lissa 💛✨💛✨

@whitecatindisguise MOM💛✨🥺 lOVE YOU MOM🥺

@quackyduckydoodoo hey lil sister I love you, you’re absolutely precious little hedgehog 💛💛

@cassandrium360 always has great vibes, don’t really talk but get happy to see them on my dash or activity

@sophierose002 checks on me from time to time, love you💛💛 Always happy to see you around and hear from you💛💛💛

@hideerie StudyBuddy who also checks on me sometimes, I love you so much! Oh god it’s been almost a year since we know each other :0

And roleplay blogs, they always manage to comfort me, each one of them😅💛💛💛

Many many others bring good vibes in my life which I’m very grateful for💛💛💛💛

@mirai227 heyy! it’s been a long time since we last spoke but you regularly check on me and it’s so sweet!! i loved talking to you in our little “lessons” last summer... i hope you’re doing ok with exams and all? how’s your language-learning journey going? can’t wait for ramadan ahhhh insha’Allah it’ll be really good this year, as always!

@rainbowsnsunnies havent talked to you in absolutely ages!! how have you been? i hope uni isn’t stressing you out too much... did you manage to come to the UK after all? im guessing with the pandemic and all probably not... but when you do, i hope you have a great time here!! i miss our italian lessons so much! it was so lovely talking to you - really made my sundays so much better! 

@seraphicstudying you’ve been here since the start of my tumblr journey and i appreciate you so so much! long time since we last spoke but i hope you’re doing ok? 

I INITIALLY PLANNED ON WRITING THIS AT THE END BUT I CAN’T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT! THIS BLOG NOW HAS AN INSTAGRAM PAGE SO YOU CAN FOLLOW TO KNOW MY DAY-TO-DAY IN PICTURES! (username - rainbowsnsunnies)

Wait, I am officially 15 DAYS INTO THE CHALLENGE! WHAT?!

Today, I felt what I haven’t in a long time. I felt at peace with myself and today, for the first time in 15 days I wasn’t fighting a battle inside my head about whether or not I’ve been worthy enough of the day. Today, I felt happy and I really haven’t felt that in over a week.

Today, I was trying to understand how it has already been a fortnight of the challenge, and an hour later I still could not understand how it had been 15 days, but moving on! In an attempt to just see how the journey has been so far, and kind of audit the gaps, I opened my tumblr and was going through my posts and wow, I really suck at consistency and keeping up.

And don’t even get me started on the amount of breakdowns that I have had in the past 15 days. But why did it happen? Why have I had the most amount of mental blocks in such a short phase of the challenge which was supposed to completely transform me into a productivity machine?

It happened because maybe I was defining productivity wrong all along.

This is what I feel, if you’re keeping up extremely well with being a machine and absolutely smash the hell out of productivity, well kudos to you! And I’d suggest you don’t read any further, I don’t want to discourage being that kind of person.

But that really isn’t what my mind and soul agree with. At least not at this point. I;m quite a perfectionist and when I don’t achieve what I set for myself, it completely wrecks me to the core. When I told myself I’d study 6 hours, workout 1 hour, meditate for 30 minutes and just be busy all day along, I was shattered when I realised I wasn’t able to do that. I defined productivity as being busy and that is where it all went wrong.

Today, I refuse to define productivity as being busy. Today, I define productivity as studying, then taking a break to have a jam session with my favourite songs, then have a 30 minute workout session, have a shower and read about something new, study again, and then try to develop a new skill! Although, you might think this is still being busy, to me it is not. To me, even the tiny little breaks where I am not trying to be overambitious and move mountains with my achievements gives me that extra time to recharge my batteries and kill my next study session.

So, when I say today was productive, it really WAS PRODUCTIVE!

I studied, jammed to my favourite songs, worked on developing a new skill (which is learning Italian from the most amazing tutor in the world - @hideerie​ ), studied again, sat in my backyard listening to my favourite songs and then had my dinner.   

It was Sunday, so I didn’t workout, but in another news (let’s pretend you don’t know this) *drum rolls* I have an Instagram page now! 

https://instagram.com/rainbowsnsunnies?igshid=70ici7nikenh

I just found it a bit annoying that there were limitations to sharing content on tumblr (by limitations I mean the feature of a ‘story’, that would fix EVERYTHING!). Like I said, I was really happy today and I had this urge to keep sharing every single time when I ticked an item off my to-do list but then realised, you can’t share ‘stories’ on tumblr. Hence why, here comes my Instagram! I’m so excited to share more of my day on there! You can go follow me, if you want to and have a peek into my day and then come at night over here to see me sum it up in a blog post! I’d love to have you over there so please come say hi!

Wow, this is an exceptionally long post but I haven’t felt so content and satisfied in a while now and the bubbling energy really makes me want to write and write. So I am going to end this post here and see y’all tomorrow!

Arrivederci! (I hope I got that right @hideerie​ hehe)

I hope you’re all doing well and are safe where you are! I’ve been stalking the community for quite some time now, and with the current political climate, I knew I needed a space where i could solely focus on my future studies.

i’ve long been inspired by the studyblr community but didn’t there was much i could post (i’m shy) but now i feel like i’ve learned a lot in the last eight years that i could share with everyone. so here’s a post officially introducing myself to the community :)

i’m zia, i’m 21 years old and in my fourth year studying medicine. i love cottagecore, period dramas, nature and historical documentaries, learning languages (i speak 3 fluently, working on arabic), etymology, physics, history, evolutionary biology, genetics, environmental studies, islamic tradition, islamic history and the qur’an. my days are filled with making elaborate notes, reading something that is not going to be there on my exam, adding things to my watchlist and planning for diy projects.