religious atheist: İ don't believe in Gd because Hashem commands us to seek truth and dialectical materialism is truth

50% them displacing their own self-hatred and regrets about their own decisions at your age, and trying to retroactively yell at themselves by yelling at you. they aren't thinking about you as a person at all. they are thinking of you as a symbol of "youth" in the context of their own life.

50% them trying to socially reproduce adultist superiority to soothe their own ego. especially if they start falling back on things like "your brain isn't developed (and that's why I'm right and you're wrong!)." adults confronted with a young person standing up to them in any context often become reactively insecure and reach for anything that lets them feel righteous about telling you to shut up, no matter how dubious the claim. they're just bullying you to boost themselves up. they're being an asshole.

today, 6.26.26, i am releasing my most recent album of music, titled “ugly violet sings a song of revelation.” this instrumental concept album of guitar-based music somewhere between the genres of shoegaze, post-rock, drone metal, and prog rock mixes together feedback, distortion, and field recordings to tell the story of a world that is ending over and over again. 

“ugly violet sings a song of revelation” is about bubbles popping and eggs cracking and heads being smashed open. it is about living as an object of disgust and discomfort and inconvenience. it is about how many of my friends are dead. it is about setting yourself on fire and being smothered out again and again. it is about not being listened to or believed no matter how many times you repeat yourself. 

this album is a palindrome, meaning that it sounds exactly the same whether played backwards or forwards. practically, this means that the second half of the album is the reverse of the first half. this is all meant to be experienced as one cohesive piece of music, and can be considered to be either one, two, or six songs depending on how you are feeling. the two halves of the album can be listened to in either order. it was recorded in my basement, and i played all of the instruments. 

may this wretched empire fall soon,

~ willow / weeping witch 

That's what V-coding is. That is why they are so adamant about sending trans women to men's prisons, because sex trafficking trans women within the men's prison system is an essential part of that system. Being misgendered by this isn't even an issue that's on our radar!