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Sisters | Violet & Lucy
âLucy!âÂ
The door to Violetâs room had been ajar and she heard her sisterâs familiar footsteps as she passed by it.Â
âCome sit down for a minute,â She said as Lucy came and stood in her doorway. âWhere were you off to today? I missed you this afternoon. I went shopping and could have used the company.â She gestured to the new necklace that hung about her neck.âDo you like it?â she asked.Â
Violet was in a particularly good mood because William Stark had called and asked her to go out with him tonight. There was a new gallery opening up in the city and he thought she might like to go. (Violet conveintantly chose to ignore the fact that it was not unlikely that he would cancel, conveniently forget, or simply decide to cut the evening short).
âI may not be home tonight,â She said, applying lipstick that was a deep shade of red. âDonât wait up.âÂ
âOh, boy,â muttered Lucy. Â For a moment, she stared ahead, down the hall, contemplating walking away -- she hated to be told what to do -- but she stopped. Â Considered. Â Lucy felt a touch guilty towards her sister, just now: she had since theyâd all died, as if there was something Lucy should have or could have done to save her sister. Â This was absurd, of course, and of them all, Violet seemed to be enjoying her new status the most, adding to the absurdity of Lucyâs own feelings towards her, and yet...they were there.
Lucy also felt a touch this way towards her brother, true, but moreso towards Violet. Â Violet, after all, was the only one of them who didnât see their parents as they actually were, the only one who so craved their attention and affection...and therefore, Violet was the most vulnerable to them of the last generation of Alexanders.
Coming inside, Lucy leaned in the doorframe, her brows arched expectantly, refusing to sit for the very simple fact that her sister had told her to, though she suspected this was one of her more foolish rebellions because she felt in her bones that this was likely to become a long and involved âchat,â despite Lucyâs wishes to simply sneak out of the house, undisturbed...or perhaps because of them.
âWhat? Â Canât a girl hunt in peace?â she lied, casually, with a shrug. Â She had not, in fact, been lunching -- sheâd been spending time with some of her friends, but given that they were not vampires, she didnât particularly want to explore whatever Violetâs impressions of them might be.
Despite herself, Lucy found herself abandoning the doorway to come inside and further inspect the necklace. Â If Lucy were being honest, she had always admired her sisterâs style: there was an effortless grace and elegance to the other girl that Lucy had always, always wished to emulate...but had never quite got down. Â Nonetheless, she was not about to admit that. Â So, looking at the necklace Lucy now wished was her own, she simply shrugged. Â âItâs nice,â she said, tone dismissive. Â âThough you might have done a little better with emeralds...give your eyes some color.â
With a groan of displeasure, Lucy rolled her eyes skyward. Â âGod, its not that ass again, is it? Â Come on, Vi, you can do so much better! Â Come on, be the one to cancel on him, tonight. Â Come out with me, instead. Â Thereâs a new bar thatâs opening up where you can really show off that bling. Â Itâll be fun! Â I promise. Â Besides, I bet itâd make him a little bit jealous, and youâve gotta admit that would be fun for a change, right?â
Egregious | Lucy & Nate
âArgh!â cried Lucy in exasperation, hurling herself down on the stoop beside Nate. Â She was clasping her Louboutan shoes in one hand, and gesturing wildly, causing the shoes to whirl this way and that as she spoke. Â âSometimes Iâm not sure who is worse! Â My sister, or her paramour!â Â Lucy lay back where sheâd been sitting, staring up at nothing in particular. Â âBut then he goes and does something like this.â
Lucy hadnât announced that she was coming over. Â In fact, she hadnât really planned on it and was, in fact, still wearing the exquisite gown, the professional hair and makeup, everything sheâd put on for her fatherâs little vampire fete, ostensibly to officially welcome herself and her siblings into the vampire world, but in actually, to broadcast to the community that the recent attack by his wife should not cause the vampiric community to see them as weaker but, rather, as stronger.
Yet, her lack of announcement -- even with these circumstances -- was hardly unusual. Â Lucy was the sort of friend who simply arrived when she felt like it -- and left at the same time, too. Â To be her friend was to issue a standing invitation, for better or for worse.
âHe calls me âchild,â you know,â she added.  This was hardly the most egregious thing heâd done -- even to Lucy, herself -- but she said it as though it were.  She raised her arm in a vague gesture, her shoes rattling in her fist.
âYou know, tonight, Daddy asked him to stand up, since -- you know -- heâs dating Violet. Â Daddy asked him to stand up and gave him a special introduction as a favorite ally, essentially,â she rolled her eyes. Â âAnd that he was so proud, so proud that Will Stark would deign to look at one of his daughters. Â Do you know what Violet wouldnât have given to have Daddy say those things about her? Â That he was proud of her? Â But no. Â He didnât say that. Â And do you know what Willâs response was? Â He said that he was just glad that the Alexanders had finally kicked their embarrassing habit of being attached to their humanity. Â That he never could of dated an Alexander before that, because it reflected so poorly on the vampire community at large.â
With another cry of exasperation, she hurled her hands up. Â âI mean, I know -- I know it was just a powerplay for everyone there. Â But...but he should have said something about Violet. Â Anything! Â Even if it was to break up with her, he should have at least acknowledged her, you know? Â But no. Â He just stood up there looking all superior and proud of himself and snarky, and he barely even looked at her. Â I mean, if I were her, this would be the final straw. Â Iâd have broken up with him right there and then, really. Â But you know whatâs saddest of all? Â I doubt this will even phase them. Â I doubt, even, that it will even occur to her that she ought to question that because, even tangentially, and directing the praise at someone else, Daddy admitted that he was proud of something sheâd done. Â And, you know what! Â This is exactly how all three of us died, and I bet she doesnât even care, doesnât even notice that all we are, all we have ever been, is pawns on somebody elseâs board. Â How does that not drive her crazy?â Â
Finally, she fell quiet. Â She sat up, again, stood up. Â But then she didnât move. Â Sheâd been about to leave, to storm off with her anger, but she turned back to him, half on verge of saying...she didnât know what. Â Maybe a thank you for being one of the only people in their lives who never treated them that way...but the words didnât come. Â She didnât know how to say them.
Instead, with a soft sigh, she sat back down beside him, wrapping her arms around her legs. Â âAnyway, Iâve decided,â she said quietly, at last. Â âWillâs worse.â
It was the closest to a thank you -- or even to an apology -- she could come.
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me, writing lucy: omg what a mess she's such a mess omg
also me: im obsessed with her
lucy: as you should be

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Everyday Adventure | Lucy & Mia
It had started off with the simple words, âI need gas.â
Lucy had never wanted for anything, materially. Â Case in point, as soon as sheâd gotten her license, her father had presented her with a priceless vehicle, just as he had with each of her siblings in turn. Â In fact, it was so rote, he hadnât even shown up to present it: heâd simply left it parked out front and that was that. Â The car was, arguably, Lucyâs favorite possession, largely because it allowed her to escape the looming Gothic shadow that was the cavernous Alexander abode, an escape which today had involved picking up one of the Wilson girls on Lucyâs way from school, to deposit at the Wilson house.
No sooner had they pulled out into the middle of nowhere, however, than Lucyâs meter registered its need for gas, causing her to take the first exit that promised fuel...a move which had led them to a gas station which had clearly been abandoned at least three years prior, and thus threatened to strand them in the middle of nowhere.
âOk, Wilson,â sighed Lucy, sitting on the hood of the car and scrolling through her phone with her thumb, hoping against hope that sheâd get some reception soon. Â âAny thoughts? Â You believe that everything can be an adventure, right? Â How do we make this fun, huh?â
Personally, Lucy wasnât putting much shock by the notion that it could be pulled off, but she did at least want to see if it could even be attempted.
âI think thereâs a good chance weâll be walking the rest of the way,â she sighed. Â âWhich is super lame because I just got these shoes. Â And I was looking forward to breaking them in a bit more...gently than a forced march. Â What about you? Â What have you got?ââ
OOC | Lucy & Violet
togethaaa forevaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! lil vamp sistaaas <33333
ok!! so!!! i feel like this whole family is steeped in crazyyyyy drama and there aint a well adjusted soul in this entire bloodline <3 or, at least, lucy aint it!!!!!!  i think she tries to play normal, yknow? sheâs a bit feral and sort of runs amock but sheâs also out there like âwell yknow im just doing what any girl would doâ *meanwhile thereâs literally blood on her lips but shhh* and kinda sees herself as at once this popular icon and this...transcendant figure bc ofc sheâll still be exactly this way when everyone else is turned to dust so sheâs like âwhy yes im (extra)ordinaryâ in the weirdest way?????? idk how to explain it?????? but also sheâs extra alsjdfkljd anyway!!! im sorry about baby girl!!!!!!
basically, what im trying (and failing) to say is this: i think sheâs really, really struggling to find her place in this world -- sheâs searching, searching for some belonging but doesnât feel like she belongs anywhere, doesnât have any purpose, any basis, and its messing w her big time, and thatâs her underlying problem
itâs def obv that lucy doesnât feel the same blind obedience to their dad!  to the point that i feel like lucy sometimes is just like WHY ARE YOU DEFENDING HIM and like actively calls violet out on it and gets mad at her for her devotion to him, etc., esp bc i do think lucy sees that heâs neveR gonna give violet what she wants, no matter how hard she tries and sheâs basically like âthat asshole will never forgive you for being born a girl and nothing you can do will ever change that enough to make him give a fuck about either of usâ basically and even like âplus, look at nick...do you reaLLy want to trade places w that miserable lump?â *nick, from two feet away* âI CAN HEAR YOUâ ;DDDD but anyway lakdjsflkjs i do think she even picks fights w violet about this bc like...she just CANNOT relate and she feels like their dad is taking advantage of her and like??? in lucyâs mind sheâs helping violet by showing her the truth when in fact im sure she is noT helping but alsdfjkdlsfsd her heartâs in the right place ig?? *grimacing*
and i do think lucy handles a lot of this by being rebellious, too!! so then if violet is interfering thatâs yet another layer on top of the above and lucy will noT react well!!!!!!! plus, of course, sheâs got her own NO ONE CONTROLS ME issues there too so its just alkdsjfklsjdf lots going on there lajsdflkjsldf
omg if she ever voices her opinion that their dad was in the right to murder their mom, lucy will noT being having none of that!!!! i mean, she deffff has mommy issues out the wazoo and she hasnât forgiven their mom for murdering them, either, and sheâs sitll mad af about it but!!!! at the same time!!!! sheâs also mad af at their dad for murdering her!!! and also, instead of trying to assure that his kids were ok etc he made this whole thing -- just like their mom did -- about revenge and about their mom and him and both basically just confirmed that they see the three kids as pawns on their personal chessboard and!!!! basically lucy has hella unresolved feelings about the whole! enitre! thing!!!! ans honestly sheâs not dealing w it in a super healthy way either lkajsklfjkdf i mean, ~she didnât go on a murder spree, so sheâs dealing better than either their brother or dad is buT laksdjflksdjfjkasdjf thereâs def lotsa trauma there to unpack, to say the least hahahah
OOC | Lucy & Theo
so, these two donât have a ton of connections save tangentially, like they both know emma (tho granted they have verrrrry diff relationships w her hahaha) and theoâs bffs w her cousin, xavier sharpe, etc, but i feel like they probs do know/know of e/o for whatever thatâs worth!!!!!! Â obv, heâs a hunter and sheâs a vamp so they might disagree on some things ;DDDDD but yeah!!!! here we are!!!
alkjdsfalksjdfakjldsf omgggg what an intriguing character study!!!! i love that for their dad!!!!! lowkey obsessed w all the plot points this could potentially bring us too MUAHAHAHAHA
(meanwhile, i do think lucy is probs a bit disappointing in that way bc idk that sheâs killed anyone yet -- i do say yet bc i donât think you can realistically live as a vamp, esp early on, and not eventually kill ~someone ~somehow but i do think sheâs terrified of that inevitability but at the same time is honestly probs trying to hide from her family that she hasnât killed anyone yet ngl and itâs a meSS asjdflkjsf)
LYNDHURST MEETS HADDON HALL SDAFKLJLSKDJFKLDS IM SO LJSDFALKJSDKFDSF ACTUAL HEAVEN!!!!!!! THEY LIVE IN HEAVENNNNNN *cue me screaming unintelligibly for six hours straight*
lakjsdfaljksdf anywayyyy i defff feel like chris is hella suspicious and also im laughing bc i feel like they literally ~did do everything but straight up take out an ad in the local newspaper announcing theyâre vamps and im obsessed w it!!!!! anyway, chris is like âso, fun fact, these ppl hang w my sisters so!! i gotta know!!â i do think, like i said in violetâs thing, that he probs feels pr confident the kids ~arenât vamps (whoops) but that the dad ~is and yeah!!! im also not sure what the story theyâve told about their mom is but knowing what the hunters do, that probs has raised some questions too so yeah!! he def wants to check this all out!
and i agree! theyâve probs more or less gone under the radar so far bc they havenât really had a big case ~in hidden falls, but theyâre probs about to be detected, esp since theyâre looking into the grand alexander heirâs six murders *gasp* and things are about to get insanE alkjsdfkajasf
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OOC | Lucy & Violet
togethaaa forevaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! lil vamp sistaaas <33333
ok!! so!!! i feel like this whole family is steeped in crazyyyyy drama and there aint a well adjusted soul in this entire bloodline <3 or, at least, lucy aint it!!!!!!  i think she tries to play normal, yknow? sheâs a bit feral and sort of runs amock but sheâs also out there like âwell yknow im just doing what any girl would doâ *meanwhile thereâs literally blood on her lips but shhh* and kinda sees herself as at once this popular icon and this...transcendant figure bc ofc sheâll still be exactly this way when everyone else is turned to dust so sheâs like âwhy yes im (extra)ordinaryâ in the weirdest way?????? idk how to explain it?????? but also sheâs extra alsjdfkljd anyway!!! im sorry about baby girl!!!!!!
basically, what im trying (and failing) to say is this: i think sheâs really, really struggling to find her place in this world -- sheâs searching, searching for some belonging but doesnât feel like she belongs anywhere, doesnât have any purpose, any basis, and its messing w her big time, and thatâs her underlying problem
ldskjfalksdjfkljsdf i do think that (w the possible exception of nick since heâs currently open) lucy was (or at least FELT) super ignored and neglected as her two older siblings and her two parents, respectively, duked it out which i think is a loneliness that still sticks w her tbh and is part of why sheâs an attention whore ngl lskdjflkjsdf but i also think that some of this is just perception on her part???? bc the v fact that she ~wasnât part of the either of the blood feuds going on in her fam meant that she was the only person who could bond w the ppl on both sides but sadly instead of that she felt left out smh
i feel like she was absolutely E U P H O R I C when violet started paying attention to her and hanging out w her!!!! honestly probs the best time in her life ngl!!!!!!!  i think she felt like god himself had descended from the clouds and sat down next to her and said, âwanna be bffs?â hahaha dalskjfkdsjf omg violet and lucy developing a real and true sisterly bond despite aLL the odds!!!!!!! <3333333333 MY EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!
lucyâs the samE!!!!!! like, obv they have their, uhhh, *rough* patches, but when push comes to shove there isnât anything lucy wouldnât do for her sister and she truly loves her!!!! its just all the baggage that gets (continuously) in the way...also lucyâs chaotic nature in general lbr lakjsdflkjds
lajdfkl;jdsafj ngl violet became lucyâs hero all over again when she was fighting w their mom!!!! and i feel like they probs tag teamed it sometimes too smh i mean i do think lucy loved her mom on some level but she also hated her on lots of levels and alsdjfkjdsf well its a complicated relationship alsdkjflkdsf omgggggg them rebelling together and running out on the town and doing whatever it is they wants was probs a highlight for lucy any time it happened!!!!! lucy sees rebellion for rebellionâs sake as a virtue just on its own little less having a good time, having her own way, sticking it to their mom, and bonding w her sister which are all amongst her fav things!!!!!!! literally delightful!!!! lasjflkjsdf
whatâre violetâs feelings about their mom, now that sheâs gone, the manner of her passing, and their dadâs hand in it btw?

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OOC | Lucy & Theo
so, these two donât have a ton of connections save tangentially, like they both know emma (tho granted they have verrrrry diff relationships w her hahaha) and theoâs bffs w her cousin, xavier sharpe, etc, but i feel like they probs do know/know of e/o for whatever thatâs worth!!!!!! Â obv, heâs a hunter and sheâs a vamp so they might disagree on some things ;DDDDD but yeah!!!! here we are!!!
Yes! I think they would definitely know of each other/would probably be in each otherâs company now and again! I donât know if Theo knows yet that Lucy is a vampire but I do feel like he and his fellow hunters have a pretty good idea that her dad is (if not confirmed) and I think that his entire family definitely becomes people of interest! I think that Theo would see what he can find out about them! I also think that this is a harder job than it is usually since everyone in town knows him/knows of him so itâs not like he can try to impersonate someone else alkdfjalfj so this definitely presents a new challenge.Â
I do think he would actually like Lucy and, tbh, of the Alexander kids I think that sheâs the one he would most easily be able to hang out with (I feel like heâs not a fan of Nick and Violet wouldnât be a fan of his, so here we are ;DDD). I do think he might spend time at the library doing research and could possibly run into her there if sheâs there for school or something??? Either that or see her when she and Emma are in the friendship side of their relationship alksajdflksjfÂ
dslkjafkldjsfj omg now im picturing chris and theo casually crashing a dinner party at the alexander house in order to investigate and [ alkdjsflkjsdf ]
anyway!!!!! that def makes sense!!!!! speaking of which...i mean obv her dad hasnât taken an ad out in the paper reading âi am vampireâ or anything like that, but how far does he really go trying to hide it to those who are in the know/know what signs to look for etc?
i do think lucyâs probs been taught about hunters being a thing etc but tbh i doubt its occurred to her that she knows any unless she knows that someoneâs one for a fact for some reason. Â i do think she feels v safe in that way (def not re: her dad...he did literally straight up murder her mom so...) and i do think she def has this vision of hunters as these nightmarish creatures a la the bogeyman since she was probs raised w stories of them as the baddies etc so she def isnât pegging anyone she knows as a fairytale villain type yknow and alkjsdflkdksjf so if she ever finds that out itll def blow her away in a lot of ways lajsdlkfjadsf
she probs likes him too but probs mostly just thinks of him as that hot prankster geek she sees around from time to time since she sees him in the library and at the wilsonsâ house (news flash, luce: he also sees YOU at the library) anyway!! sheâs kinda a jerk so idk that she really thinks about him the instant heâs out of eyeline slkdfjajklsdf but that might be better for him lbr!! Â that being said, i do think sheâd enjoy his company and will probs enjoy getting to know him better if he does in fact try to investigate get to know her family better ++ i can see them joking around or whatever when they do run into e/o but i do feel like theyâre probs just glorified strangers atp given that her family is vampiric and heâs literally a hunter hahaha
laksjdflkjdlsjf lucy as the easiest to get to know of the alexader siblings which safsdfa lksdjflksdfjdsfl is probs super true ngl but IM SCREAMING lkjalsdkjfkjsdf and CACKLING what a mess this fam is <3 theyâre a dream come true
ooc | Mia & Lucy
Iâm sure these two would know each other what w/ all of the Alexander/Wilson relationships going on!! I feel like Mia would like Lucy, for the most part, but any arguments between her and Emma, Mia would always be siding w/ Emma #sorrynotsorry.Â
Iâm not sure what Lucy would think of Mia?? Like Mia is a very optimistic, energetic, and generally happy person lmao so idk if sheâd be fun to hang out with or if sheâd just be annoying but aslkfjslfj here we are
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mia: *takes emmaâs side*
lucy: *now even madder bc now sheâs jelly violet probs wouldnât do the same in the same situation but sheâs tryna pretend sheâs ~not jelly at all*
but!!!!!! honestly!!!!! i feel like lucy would generally like mia quite a lot, just in general (unless sheâs in a bad mood in which case sheâs like WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS alksjdfakjldasf lucyâs a mess idk what to tell you and im so sorry in advance), but her sticking up for her lil sister makes her like her even more!!!! tho...noT in that moment hahaha honestly lucy @ mia and emma during an argument like
bc just a psa!!!! lucy is alwaYS right ESPPPPP when sheâs being unreasonable!!!!!!!!
but anyway!!!!!! as i sort of alluded, i do think lucy would like mia in general!!!! esp if mia is pr game/up for whatever, yknow, bc lucy doesnât like being alone and loves adventures and distractions!!!!!! plus, mia is soooo diff from her own family situation i feel like hahahah that being said tho lucyâs mood can shift on a dime and so she can go from being YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD to YOU ARE SO ANNOYING GET OUT in no time at all so!!! thatâs fun!!!
also, im 100000000% positive that chris gave all his sisters these rings/brac/necklaces (whatever theyâd most prefer) that contain tons of vervaine and really stressed that itâd be a big sibling issue if they remove them!!! so miaâs one of the few ppl lucy canât ~compel which makes her both fascinating and frustrating to be around and alksjdfkljsdfj have i mentioned yet that lucy is a huge mess???? laksjfkljsdfjk (i know youâre stunned ;lalksjdfasdf ;D)
so yeah!! i can see where lucy is by turns a blast and a buzzkill to say the least so lakjdsflksdf good luck, mia, honestly alsdkfjskldjf
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OOC | Lucy & Theo
so, these two donât have a ton of connections save tangentially, like they both know emma (tho granted they have verrrrry diff relationships w her hahaha) and theoâs bffs w her cousin, xavier sharpe, etc, but i feel like they probs do know/know of e/o for whatever thatâs worth!!!!!! Â obv, heâs a hunter and sheâs a vamp so they might disagree on some things ;DDDDD but yeah!!!! here we are!!!
OOC | Lucy & Nate
i feel like lucy thinks its really cool her bro has a wolf bff!! i feel like the alexanders were probs raised w all the vampire rules and lore etc since they always knew they wre gonna be vamps, etc, and so im surE she knows that thereâs usually no love lost between the two species, but i also feel like she loves to be a rebel so sheâs like HELL Y E S and probs always has been tbh???? sheâs def the one out there making excuses for them so they can meet out wo their dad or his dadâs dad etc etc etc getting up in their grill! but esp w everything being all official now sheâs like âha! see! it changes nothing! vamps can be rebels too!â and i just â *facepalm*
HAHAH I feel like their dad hATES Nate and always has and Iâm confident that Lucy & Nick both arenât supposed to hang out with him but they do anyway :DD
Nate definitely feels that the whole vampire/werewolf feud thing is dumb and he doesnât really get it and definitely thinks that people like the Alexander dad are the problem who just think they are better than everyone else when in reality heâs a complete asshole?!?? Anyway, Nate is also pretty reckless sometimes and I feel like heâs probably said some things to their dadâs face that their dad diD not appreciate and tbh itâs a wonder heâs still alive lmao
Anyway, Nate also kinda has feelings for Lucy and he knows sheâs not interested, but I think heâs definitely tried to ask her out before and is now always kind of half joking/teasing about it but doesnât think anything is really going to ever come of it atp
But he definitely considers her to be one of his friends and tbh he is lowkey a little worried about her and her brother, both, considering whatâs happened to them and he knows that the alexanders arenât people who know how to process their emotions in healthy way but heâs here to help in anyway he can!
honestly the fact that they arenât supposed to hang w him is just encouragement as far as lucyâs concerned aldskjflskjdf she loves to rebel and prove sheâs a free spirit/thinker!!!!!!! esp bc she feels like her whole life someone else has chosen her fate for her -- her father that she was gonna be a vamp (which she doesnât really mind!!!! but she doesnât like that she had no choice!!!!) her mom when it was gonna be (which, again, she prefers this but she doesnât like that she had no choice!!!) plus i feel like her mom was like âthis is what youâre gonna wear this is where youâre gonna go this is what youre gonna say etc etc etc (or at least that was lucyâs perception of how their mom raised them idk if she was objectively right or not hahaha) and sheâs like ENOUGH!!!!!! IM A PERSON TOO!!!!!! and does everything she can to break free yknow? so all that is super important to her!!!!  plus, if nate is a chill person, he probs makes her feel like she can just be herself and do what she wants, etc, which is obv a huge deal to her
so anyway!!! that was all a really long explanation of lucyâs rebellious motives hahaha plus, if nateâs saying stuff like âppl like your dad are the problem!â lucyâs like PREACH lakjsdflkjsdjlf and probs âpls go on say more bad things abt my dad!!!! im LIVINGâ aldsjflksjdf esp if he said it to her dadâs face in front of her!!!! like for a hot second she was probs like DID THAT JUST HAPPEN and then she was right in there w him, got him out of there, and then was like âGUESS WHO JUST OFFICIALLY BECAME MY HERO (but also pro tip you probs shouldnât say stuff like that to my dad im not exaggerating when i say he might straight up murder you)â
also he is so right!!!! to be worried about her!!!! she tries to play it off like everythingâs fine etc but sheâs is noT in a great place rn!!!! and ill talk about that a lil more in the context of how he feels and kill two birds w one stone (dmitrei, are you proud of me)
so!!! how obv do you think he is/was about being into her? Â bc i can def see her either fully realizing how he feels or not, but obv it would change up how their relationship goes
if she knows heâs into her, thatâs def a big boost for her ego and she loves ego boosts!!!!!! so its possible she wouldâve been cool w a brief fling in the past but, if so, its probs long over bc i feel like sheâs in a mindset where like she doesnât do relationships and she wants that clear and esp if he has feelings for her she def doesnât wanna hurt him so she wanted to make that super clear and make v clear delineations, etc.  that being said, tho, if there wasnât any kind of fling before the whole turning/mom murder thing, then there probs wonât be now bc sheâs going through smth⢠and doesnât want anyone trying to connect w her tie her down, yknow?  rn, sheâs just looking to finally feel numb free and that includes sexually/romantically and tbh i do think thatâs all gotten worse/more reckless etc since getting turned and then promptly losing her mom to her dad yknow?  i think sheâs trying to play it off cool but in reality sheâs really spiraling ngl and feeling scared and lost and hurt and guilty and angry and abandoned and betrayed and out of control and everything else but sheâs trying to pretend sheâs noT and its a huge mess and i do think sheâs sliding into self-destructive tendencies ngl but alkdsjfjksdf anyway thatâs another story hahaha
if she doesnât know his feelings are genuine and thinks heâs just been joking around this whole time, tho, she probs teases him about it and continues the joke and #facepalm and just considers it their ~thing and doesnât really think any more of it than that and just sees him as a friend and cue a thousand skull emojis
all that being said!!! i do think she genuinely considers him one of her friends and, depending how long theyâve been friends, probs extends some of the family mantel over him, like he gets defended like a sibling and gets to talk shit AND worry about her siblings and all that kinda stuff which might not seem like a huge deal but it is to her bc i feel like their upbringing was kinda isolationist in that its us vs them -- we great vampires vs those puny non vamps sorta thing -- and as much as she despises and chafes at all of that, it was so hammered into her that theyâre ~different and have to keep their secrets and all that, that she finds it difficult to really connect outside her fam and yeahhhhh its a meSS alksjdfkljsdfj
EDIT: i just reviewed her bio and turns out she ~does know!!!! bc heâs listed as her âfriend/irritant/confusionâ so!!!!! let me therefore elaborate on this whole situation a bit!!!! so, their relationship probs started out as outlined in the âif she doesnât knowâ category, then asp he told her/she found out, they either had their fling or didnât, etc!!! now, i think the âirritantâ aspect relates to if he ever does edge into more ~feelingsây territory, yknow? sheâs trying to run from every single thing sheâs feeling and she doesnât feel like she can handle it so sheâs turning to all kinds of unhealthy coping mechanisms instead :/ the confusion comes from the fact that she really does genuinely care about him tho (which makes him caring about her that much worse!! boo!!) but sheâs not even sure exactly what kinda ways she cares etc and sheâs just a hot meSS basically! and of course the friendship element is obv <3

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OOC | Lucy & Violet
togethaaa forevaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! lil vamp sistaaas <33333
ok!! so!!! i feel like this whole family is steeped in crazyyyyy drama and there aint a well adjusted soul in this entire bloodline <3 or, at least, lucy aint it!!!!!!  i think she tries to play normal, yknow? sheâs a bit feral and sort of runs amock but sheâs also out there like âwell yknow im just doing what any girl would doâ *meanwhile thereâs literally blood on her lips but shhh* and kinda sees herself as at once this popular icon and thisâŚtranscendant figure bc ofc sheâll still be exactly this way when everyone else is turned to dust so sheâs like âwhy yes im (extra)ordinaryâ in the weirdest way?????? idk how to explain it?????? but also sheâs extra alsjdfkljd anyway!!! im sorry about baby girl!!!!!!
basically, what im trying (and failing) to say is this: i think sheâs really, really struggling to find her place in this world â sheâs searching, searching for some belonging but doesnât feel like she belongs anywhere, doesnât have any purpose, any basis, and its messing w her big time, and thatâs her underlying problem
oh my god kate I donât even know about these two alsdfjalsfjalsfj what a mess
okay, so violet has daddy!!!issues!!!
she basically just wants to be her dadâs #1 and honestly just tries to be the perfect daughter (and vampire!) and is constantly trying to prove herself. as the oldest, she feels it is her birthright and I feel like her dad probably even tried to play her and nick against each other and sort of set her up like she was going to be and then was like âhaha oh how cute u thought u were my fav obvi itâs my first born son!â
and yeah, so her relationship with nick is super complicated b/c while he is family, heâs in her way (even if itâs not his fault, she blames him for everything) and itâs just a mess laskjflsajfj
I do think she is probably closer with lucy (overall) but I do think she also gets jealous whenever it seems like her siblings get more attention than she does and then she would pick a fight for literally no reason
She can also be kind of controlling, just, in general, and I feel like she wants things to go a certain way and when people donât follow through with it, she gets upset, and I feel like that would definitely be a point of contention, b/c Lucy seems to be stubborn and probably wouldnât just blindly listen/do everything violent wants her to!!
I do think they probably had a closer relationship when Lucy was smaller if she ever had a period where she idolized her older sister b/c that would have definitely softened Violet to her and she would have been down to take her under her wing/teach her things/etc etc but I feel like Lucy growing up/becoming her own person would have complicated things since they are both so independent
so many healthy family dynamics!!! laksdjflkjdskjf no wonder they all so well adjusted!!! laskjdfkjlsdf i also feel like lucy def knows that, whichever of her elder siblings might be dadâs fav, it sure aint her!!!! and she also hated her mom (which has weirdly made her passing more difficult bc thereâs guilt and thereâs unresolved issues af, etc!!!)  so to her, i do think her siblings are her gods??? but she also lowkey resents them!!!! but theyâre also probs the only real sources of love she feels sheâs ever had!!!!! and its v complicated!!!!  i do think she has a loT of the issues that come w being the baby of the family, too, but she also feels neglected and unloved and she tries to play it off like she doesnât care!!!! but she does!!!!! and its basically a giant messsssss
honestly i defffff think lucy exhibits that precise same behavior of picking a fight w any sibling thatâs getting more attention or even ~giving more attention to someone else alsdkjfajlkdsf their first forrays into the dating world mustâve been fun for everyonE laskdjfksjdf
i defffff think that violetâs controlling tendencies are lucyâs leaST fav trait!!!!!!! thatâs a big part of why she hated her mom bc sheâs deffffffff all âimma free spirit!!!!!! no one controls meeeee!!!!!â ironically, she herself can also sometimes be that way (tho in v specific ways) but itâs ok when lucy does it <33333 itâs everyone else thatâs the problem ;DDDD *cue fire emojis* no, but lucy doesnât see it as controlling when she does it which is adsdfda lksdjflkjsdfkjdsf but here we are.  i think youâre exactly right abt this being thE biggest sticking point in their relationship!!! like, lucy is, as you say, supppper stubborn but also kinda...volitely so???? like, sheâs the sort that, like, even if what violet is demanding she do is actually what lucy ~wanted to do and was gonna do, sheâs like NO!!!! NOW I CANNOT WILL NOT SHALL NOT!!!!!! and is like THIS IS BRIDGE IM DYING ON COME AT ME W ALL YOU GOT THIS IS A SIEGE AND WE ARE BOTH DYING HERE aslkdjfkljsdfjkl i mean, sometimes its fine but only if violet feels like its her choice to do the thing they both want to happen smdh
so i def think she ~did have a big sis idolization period!! i mean, violet is six years older and that much cooler, more sophisticated, educated, etc, and, while eventually that sort of eased off as they got closer in age, essentially, i def think she felt that way in the beginning, esp bc of her abundance of mommy issues, so violet probs stood in, in some ways, in her mind yknow as a female caretaker figure if you know -- like, the lady you go to when you need smth⢠and she probs in some ways ended up (unconsciously) modeling herself after violet which, ironically, is probs also the source of a lot of tension between them smdh so!!! itâs complicated!!!!!
ultimately tho, lucyâs of the mindset that she can mess w her siblings as much as she wants, and they can mess w e/o too, but if anyone else tries it, sheâs going for the jugular!!!!! Â she adores them more than anyone in the world and she would quite literally kill for them if she had to, no matter how much they might be fighting atm, yknow? Â so lksjdfakljsdf thereâs a lot here laksjdfjksdf
OOC | Lucy & Violet
togethaaa forevaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! lil vamp sistaaas <33333
ok!! so!!! i feel like this whole family is steeped in crazyyyyy drama and there aint a well adjusted soul in this entire bloodline <3 or, at least, lucy aint it!!!!!!  i think she tries to play normal, yknow? sheâs a bit feral and sort of runs amock but sheâs also out there like âwell yknow im just doing what any girl would doâ *meanwhile thereâs literally blood on her lips but shhh* and kinda sees herself as at once this popular icon and this...transcendant figure bc ofc sheâll still be exactly this way when everyone else is turned to dust so sheâs like âwhy yes im (extra)ordinaryâ in the weirdest way?????? idk how to explain it?????? but also sheâs extra alsjdfkljd anyway!!! im sorry about baby girl!!!!!!
basically, what im trying (and failing) to say is this: i think sheâs really, really struggling to find her place in this world -- sheâs searching, searching for some belonging but doesnât feel like she belongs anywhere, doesnât have any purpose, any basis, and its messing w her big time, and thatâs her underlying problem