OOC | Chris & Nicole
hi!! so!! chris has some feels for his bff (oops) however!! he! doesnât! want! to! acknowledge! it! for many reasons:Â
1) heâs terrified of loss likE been there done that and so he tells himself that itâll all be fine as long as he doesnât go ~there w their relationship its all good!!!!! he canât be hurt!!! as if it wouldnât hurt him if she were to get get hurt or die rn smdh but as long as he doesnât acknowledge things he tells himself its fine plus ngl thereâs an irrational, subconscious part of him that blames himself for what happened to his parents (âif id been a better son theyâd be alive rn/id have seen the signs/been there when they needed meâ kinda thing) which...obv...no!!! but here we are and so he feels like...A), he needs to punish himself and deny himself bc he doesnât deserve to be happy!!!! since he got his parents killed!!!! (????? footage not found???? but anyway alsdkjfklsjdf) here we are andddd that, B) since he caused his parentsâ death (again???? babe, where you gettin this????) he might cause hers if they were together (in fairness heâs also afraid of this re: his love of his sisters but thatâs another story altogether) so!!! no thanks!!!!! and C) most of all, and this part he is 100% conscious of: heâs no good and, just in general, SHEâS BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM!!!!!!
and then 2) yknow doesnât wanna risk losing her altogether/risk their friendship if sheâs not into it etc etc, again this is a reason heâs fully aware of etc
so!!! thatâs chrisâ over all deal re: nicole & romance...there was another point to be made but ngl im a cocktail in and...its bouncing around in my brain just outta reach but i feel this probs covers the basics and you get my drift: basically, heâs super into her but!!!! he aint tryna make anything happen between them!!!
THAT. BEING. SAID.
he forgets himself sometimes!!!!! like esp if theyâve just been in a hunt and she got hurt or whatever, i def feel like thereâre moments where he just like...is tender in that way⢠while, like, tending that nasty cut on her face and just ends up, like, lowkey caressing her face instead of juSt bandaging it, and like...getting lost in her eyes etc lakjdsklfjdjsf but then he remembers himself and heâs like âlol that was def bestie behavior and not at all romantic!!!!! i mean sure its never happened w theo but thatâs unrelated we just....uhhh...ummm...weâve got...a different relatinship thatâs allâ *sweats*Â
pluS like...they go to a bar...some dude hits on her...chris is instant kill bill sirens laksjdflkjsdfkd but then heâs like *nervous laughter* âyeah its not that i carE yknow its just...sheâs like a sister yknow and...id protect my sisters too in this scenarioâ which like yes 100% true he would buT its different it just iS its different and heâs DEFFO jelly and frankly not even he can deny it (tho he def tries) and smh but at the same time???? he wanTS her to be happy!!!!! and bc of all the above believes it can never be w him, and so sometimes heâs like âyou should give it a try w x personâ bc that person would treat her right but then if she does cue him suddenly!!!!!! remembering!!!! every single not so wonderful moment heâs ever shared w that dude and generally acting weird etc etc smdh boy get some therapy everyone would be happier alksjdfkljdsf but here we arE good luck i apologize in advance lakjdsflkjdjsf
that being said, in addition to having feelings for her, she is 100% one of his best friends, and he is a suuuuuper loyal friend!!! Â whatever she needs, whenever she needs it??? sheâs got it!!! Â he will always support her and always be there for her!!!! Â no matter what does or doesnât happen re: romance w him or w anyone else, for her!!! Â and i feel like theyâve got all these inside jokes and amazing memories and she is one of the v few ppl he trusts 100% and just <33333 hella bff moments!!!!!! Â and that, at least, is one thing he ~is good at being for her <333333

















