It’s been a while
I haven’t written in here in a long time. I was still pretty annoyed at myself that I let all my blog entries get deleted. I was so careless! Also, I’ve been feeling kind of blah lately. I haven’t had the energy or motivation to write. I’m hoping I can change that during Lent. Maybe I can revive this without my Wordpress blog. Sometimes, I feel too old for Tumblr, but I like the format of this site.
Recently, there have been stirrings in my soul and I’m curious to see where they may lead. Since November or December, I’ve been meditating on the story of Jesus walking on water on the Sea of Galilee. He walked to the apostles’ boat and told Peter to come to him on the water. When Peter began to doubt and be afraid Jesus pulled him out of the water. I’ve been really praying about where God is leading me and if I’m listening. Most importantly though, am I willing to take a risk and trust where He might be calling me? Sometimes, Jesus calls us out of the boat and we need to figure out if we’re brave enough to put our legs over the edge and dip our feet in. I feel like I have one leg over and my toes are testing the water.
Last month during a homily, a priest asked this question- what is your deepest desire? I haven’t been the same since then.
