Hey! My name is Abhay. I am a introject of the protag of the book we are writing! Like the rest of my system, I am a narc. I like plants and I am a vegetarian (the rest of the system is not, but I don't eat meat while I am out. I don't like the taste). I am one of the members of @radiostaticsmile 's fusion. I'm the one that makes us so chatty
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Put a little lavender in your Earl Grey tea if you're feeling fancy. Do not believe the devil's lies about having to pay like $8 for pre-packaged vegan stuffing; the Stove Top brand pork flavored one is vegan. Everybody who has ever hurt you will either change for the better or die one day. The gender neutral Dracula emoji has cooler hair than the boy Dracula, at least on my phone. Girl Dracula has a little white streak in her hair, but that's always been more of a Bride of Frankenstein thing to me and it feels like stolen valor for a Dracula to have, so I use gender neutral Dracula. đ§đ§đ§
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Question for alters that "began" as ocs and were roleplayed in a variety of settings/different versions/etc before splitting or realizing that they are a present consciousness.
What do you choose to identify as (introject, spiritual identity in a shared body, part/alter of a system, etc.)? How do you feel about each "life" that you've had? Does one feel more "real" to you or are they all a part of your identity? Do you feel homesick for experiences or people or settings outside of reality and how do you cope with this?
I am an introject and an alter! For most of us fictives, honestly theres certain energies or plot points that are most important rather than the entire life nessicarily, (a lot of our fictives of canon characters rp as themselves a lot so they have sort of a similar experience though the order is reversed). So kind of... for me all my lives are canon and not canon. It is what i would do in that situation and shows important parts of my personality, but i dont super feel any of it lile Happened TM. But all of it is important! I'm not really homesick for anything, the other oc i was paired with most importantly is also in my system, and I was conceived as a stand alone oc with no official canon so im used to just being in random situations and this one is just fine with me!
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Text below because its hard to read, followed by every alters blog link
Grimm: Can I rest for five fucking minutes? I can't think of dommy shit to say all the time. I just want to be alone you fucks.
Abhay: I'm sorry Grimm. We didn't realize it was taking a toll. We are just so excited to have friends & don't want to disappoint them.
Grimm: They can cope or they can die. I can't do this every day & we aren't being fair to Unity, stealing their front time.
Kevin: I'm sorry. We have poor impulse control and struggle to not take the opportunity 4 supply & domming. Very bitey
Grimm: It stops being fun if it's and obligation
Abhay: A lot of people have also started to rely on us emotionally... I don't want to not be there if they need us.
Grimm: They coped w/o us before they can manage. Seriously though they are our friends. They want us to be okay too.
Abhay: I'm used to having to give everything I have & then some to be noticed. nobody cares nobody cares
Kevin: Oh shit! You're the one who was saying that. (referencing when we heard someone saying that earlier)
Abhay: I mean, I'm right, aren't I? Nobody knows I exist. No one likes me.
Kevin: They like Alastor. You are a part of him. They would like you on your own too.
Abhay: They like Alastor because he doms them! I can't do that on my own. None of us can!
Grimm: They like Al because he is nice & friendly. That's from you.
Abhay: oh
Grimm: It's me no one would like. They like the dom flavor I add, but on my own I'm just a mean dog. No one wants *bites you* if it's not horny.
Kevin: That also seems wrong. I'm sure people will care about you too. Maybe we need individual attention. We should reveal on alastors blog that we are his components. Get some credit.
Grimm: They wont like us as much.
Kevin: I thought you didn't care if people like us?
Grimm: I do care. A lot. It's just risky to need people. So I try not too.
Abhay: And I try to do everything they want to make them say.
Kevin: While I make us more compulsive. How am I the responcible one here btw?? (in this conversation)
Grimm: I'm plenty responsible!
Grimm: I thought I just needed a break. And I do. But maybe I want credit too. I'm gonna take a day off from being Alastor. But feel free to say hi to Grimm. I may not answer tho.
And we're making Abhay a blog. IDK why he didn't already have one.
Abhay: I would love for people to say hi to me. If you like Alastor, we hope you like us too. We aren't exactly him, but we make him. Like a chemical reaction.
Kevin: And I'm Kevin! You can say hi to me but I'm fine lol
Grimm: He's lying. He needs attention. We probably won't reply right away. I need to rest. But we might say hi.
Abhay: I would like you to get to know us! And... I hope it is ok if we need a break sometimes. We always love you. I am really grateful to everyone for talking to us <3
We are planning to take a day off from being Alastor tomorrow (the fifth) and from talking to people very much. We appreciate people saying hi to us but we may not answer. We thank you for your patience and understanding. We wanted to show you the conversation we had about it so you understand where we are coming from.
We all enjoy all of your company and I do not blame any friends for my burn out it is Abhay for thinking we are not allowed to take a break or everyone will be upset lol. We may take more frequent breaks from now on as I am Enforcing it but that means we will have more energy to talk (or rather Alastor will) on the days that are good for that. We may even end up as Alastor tomorrow no one really controls it and if its a good day for chatty we will but I just know I can't keep up with doing it every day anymore.
To be clear, Alastor really really really likes all of you. I Grimm have just gotten burn out from being in his fusion because I am a loner and my other fusion components Abhay and Kevin are very social making it a social fusion which is making me. Aaaa. We need to like. Draw and play games and not talky talk every day all day. Thanks again for understanding
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there is a huge difference between criticizing an institution and criticizing individual behavior. i can criticize the makeup industry without criticizing the 14 year old girl who uses concealer because sheâs self-conscious about her acne; i can criticize the plastic surgery industry without vilifying the woman who decided to get a nose job after two decades of pointed comments and bullying. it is intellectually dishonest to respond to an institutional criticism as if it were a personal attack; on the flip side, it is cruel and unnecessary to leverage personal attacks in the name of institutional criticism
if i see one (1) more person respond to a perfectly reasonable beauty-industry-critical sentiment with âbut i personally enjoy eyeshadow. why are you attacking people who like eyeshadow :(â or âexactly, all women who wear makeup are miserable and brainwashedâ i am going to climb a tree and bite the top of it