aspiring fatass

i need more inches on this belly. so embarrassing that it's not even 5 feet around. increase circumference now

bisous from paris

I remember being very young and having a fixation on this game my dad and i played where he did a pushup and i then knocked out a beach ball he had under his shirt, simulating losing weight by exercising (gives you an idea of how fixated my family has always been on thinness)

I also remember seeing a classmate in school, a chubby girl, struggling to squeeze through a couple of fence posts while we were playing outside. That entranced me at the time

then, i also was interested in myself gaining weight, looking at other boys my age who had a lot of extra weight and imagining how good that would feel. started with the truffle shuffle from the goonies lmao

so then i got into teeangerhood and realized that this was definitely my kink, but because of my fatphobic upbringing, tried everything i could deny it, ashamed of myself and entering all these unfulfilling sexual relationships with beautiful thin women that never felt honest. of course these days im very happy with my big beautiful partner and love to show her off

getting turned on by my own weight gain was terrifying and taboo at first. i was like 19 and had started on a medication with a side effect of weight gain. i noticed a pooch when getting out of the shower one day and went "oh fuck" when i got a feeling of pleasure unlike anything i had experienced at the time.

and since then, its been a nice process of accepting it, getting into the community, getting fatter and fatter on purpose and loving it more and more, and gradually introducing it into my relationship - my partner isnt a feedist, but loves my body type, is slyly aware of my belly as an erogenous crit hit zone, and has even fed me cake and strawberries. i hope to see more of it - i havent come all the way out with it (though she definitely knows), but we have incredible love and trust between us, so ive never felt this kind of freedom and safety to explore. just passed our 3 year anniversary last friday!

im excited to see her react to me gradually surpassing her own weight lol. thats the plan for now. become the elephant in the room

I know, right? very soft

the type of fat that oozes in between your fingers as you squeeze it

the kind made of years of melted ice cream, milkshakes, boost, and heavy cream

shopping for pants is so hard now