HeroPhant

right now dinah would be helping me practice music. She was such a sweet baby. My other babys werent as big of fans. Maggie hated music and charlee tolerated it.

im not even angry. Maybe you are. I know you are selfish and did this for you happiness. Some other person will come and you will get them to do everything for you. Know that you have my cats, and i will always be their father, they will always miss me. I will always be your first husband.

Things will probably be hard for you at first but its been 2 months. I know you werent that into me, but like i cant believe you would go this far. I thought you mom was holding you hostage and you were in danger. were you planning this? Was that post you made months ago a hint? Youtube gave me a video the week before on the tv so maybe you were. i just wish you would atleast have the guts to talk to me instead of wallowing in yourself pitty. I have lost everything. You have lost nothing. You have the home and children. I have a curse of living in a place that hurts me and sleeping in the spot where my grandma died. you win, you won, i even went to jail, what more so you want? I litterally have given my life up countless times for you. Why did you kill me. Why am i still alive. Why am i here. Why cant you be happy with me

i would still take you back, but im pretty sure you dont want me. You must not love me anymore. But i love you and i loved you more than anything. If you told me to i would go to jail for you.