Creepazoids

really cute fox with big ears is curled up and grooming itself right outside the house. i feel so lucky omg

one time i had a dream that an ice cream shop had limited edition flavours as a collaboration with some movie, but when you went to the website, it didn't say what the flavours were or list the ingredients. it just had clips of the characters doing Cool Fights. and they assumed people would buy it just to support the characters without even caring what flavour it was

i have so many art projects i want to work on but not enough energy to do it. i miss my 12 year old self's ability to draw like 7 pages in one day but also i could only do that because my drawings were shit and i spent no time or effort on them

it's horrifying when you see americans complaining about something you've never seen in your life bc it's a horror unique to their country, only to see it spreading into your country a few years later. DONT INFECT US

in a weird space where i'm neurotypical-passing enough for people to say "you've probably been told you 'don't look autistic'" but not neurotypical-passing enough for anyone to have actually told me "you don't look autistic"

in some ways i am the ideal outcome for a spoiled kid because i spent my whole childhood being spoiled with toys and treats and having more stuffed animals than i knew what to do with and the result of this is that i despise consumerism, i no longer want any more material objects, and would mostly rather give away what money i have to charity

trying to go plastic-free for a second time. (my first attempt was JUST before the pandemic when everything shut down and you had to get stuff delivered in extra plastic packaging. so obviously that didn't work lol.) but the thing is i don't buy anything because i live with my family and my issues are so bad that i can't even set foot in a grocery store. so mostly going plastic-free for me means pestering my mom to not buy anything plastic and then getting annoyed when she inevitably does

i think it would be easier if i hadn't regained my will to live bc the state of the world is horrible and bad things keep happening all the time. now i finally want to live but i don't know how long i'll get to

the other day i was really depressed and i was like hmm i wonder why i feel terrible. is it because i've been spending every day alone in my room not going outside or talking to people? or is it because i'm low on protein and iron? so i ate some beans and turned out yeah i was just low on protein and iron