here there be monsters

I have spent the entire day crying and learning how to crochet (mutually exclusive) and now it’s 10pm so I ended up on tumblr for the first time in like a year.

I haven't been on +umblr much bc I have three jobs! And a really great girlfriend! And I started going to counseling again! And things are overall good despite old nagging anxieties and pains.. I'm busy but it's summer and I'm doing fun things with someone I love who really loves me and I'm having reaaaally good sex and I'm appreciated at my jobs and I only have time for people I love who are good to me! I did an Oracle card reading last night and it was really positive and hopeful.. I usually make it a point to spend the Solstice outside and we were going to go swimming, but it's been very cold and rainy here.. So instead I had a lovely evening with b and then lit a candle and did that reading and it was a great way to honor the start of summer.. But yeah.. Overall things are just moving along? I still have bad brain days, still have all the fun mental struggles I have had, but my meds have evened out and with counseling it feels like I'm making good changes. And my need to word vomit on here is far less.. And I have so little time to just mindlessly scroll, it's almost like a treat when I can. Anyways. That's the haps.