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After pregnancy, insecurities begin to take over, and your husband reminds you just how deeply he loves you.

Pairing - Husband! Jungkook x Wife! Reader

Warnings - insecurities, smut, mentions of body fat, licking, eating out, fucking, 18+.

ONESHOT.

The room was a vibrant chaos of plush toys and soft giggles. Jungkook was sprawled across the bed, completely immersed in a world of play with his five-month-old son.

"Hey! Jae! Look at this!" he chirped, his voice brimming with affection. He reached out to tickle the infant’s tummy, rewarded instantly by a toothless grin and wide, doe-like eyes that mirrored his own.

You stepped into the room, the scent of soap lingering around you. Your hair was still damp, and you draped a towel over your shoulders as you took in the heartwarming scene.

"Kook, could you grab some water for me, please?" you asked softly. "It’s nearly time for his feeding."

Jungkook gave a quick, dutiful nod and headed toward the kitchen. Gently, you scooped Jae into your arms and settled onto the edge of the bed. A wave of quiet wonder washed over you as he blinked up at you ---your son, the tiny life you had carried and brought into the world.

A moment later, Jungkook returned, his face splitting into a broad grin at the sight of his two favorite people. "Here you go," he said, handing you the water bottle. He slid onto the mattress beside you, watching with quiet reverence as you began to breastfeed.

He seemed perpetually in awe of how small and delicate the baby was, his gaze softening with every tiny movement Jae made.

You let out a sharp, rhythmic sigh when the baby’s latch grew a bit too enthusiastic.

"Is he being a little too rough?" Jungkook asked, his brow furrowing with concern.

You nodded tiredly and carefully shifted Jae to the other side. Seeing the slight strain in your expression, Jungkook leaned in to press a tender kiss to your cheek, his hand reaching up to affectionately ruffle your damp hair. "You two are my entire world," he whispered against your skin.

You leaned into his touch, smiling. "And you are the best husband and father we could have asked for."

"And you," he countered, kissing your cheek once more, "are the perfect wife and mother."

As the house fell into a deep, nocturnal stillness, the two of you remained huddled together. The conversation drifted back to the whirlwind of the past year—the erratic mood swings, the midnight cravings, and the moments you had sulked over the smallest things. Laughter punctuated the quiet night as you revisited those memories, the exhaustion of parenthood momentarily eclipsed by the simple joy of being a family.

The following day, Jungkook returned from work earlier than usual, the savory aroma of a home-cooked meal soon wafting from the kitchen. From the living room, you rocked a fussy Jae in your arms, watching Jungkook’s fluid movements through the open doorway.

He moved with a practiced grace, a skill he had perfected during your pregnancy when he took over the household chores so you could rest. Seeing him there, so attentive and diligent, warmed your heart. Once Jae finally succumbed to sleep, you laid him down and slipped into the kitchen to offer a hand.

Later that evening, the two of you settled onto the sofa, the soft glow of a romantic film flickering against the walls—a perfect wrap-up to a quiet Saturday.

"It’s been way too long since we just sat down and watched a movie together," Jungkook remarked between bites of dinner.

"I know," you admitted, a small pout forming on your lips. "I’ve really missed this."

He grinned, pulling you closer. Once the plates were cleared, you melted into his side, resting your head against the steady rhythm of his heartbeat while his arm draped securely around your waist.

The intimacy felt restorative, like a balm for the exhaustion of new parenthood. It mirrored those golden days of college when, after a grueling week of exams, he would whisk you away to his place to spend the entire night lost in a marathon of films.

The atmosphere shifted abruptly when the movie took a turn. A heated, passionate exchange between the leads filled the screen, the air in the room suddenly thickening with a different kind of energy.

You shifted slightly, the sudden friction of your clothes against his feeling amplified. Jungkook’s fingers began a slow, rhythmic caress against your waist.

Jae was sound asleep. The house was silent.

The tension rippled through you, your throat tightening as you noticed his breathing grow shallow and heavy in tandem with the steamy scene on the screen.

Feeling a sudden rush of self-consciousness, you cleared your throat and stood up, gathering the empty plates as an excuse to retreat to the kitchen. Jungkook’s gaze followed you, heavy and lingering.

He wanted you. It had been seven long months since you had last been intimate. Throughout the final months of pregnancy and the two months following delivery, he had been the ultimate gentleman, never once pressuring you. He had insisted on waiting until you felt fully healed and ready.

Then, as Jae grew, the nights had become a blur of restless cries and exhaustion, leaving no room for anything beyond sleep.

But tonight, the silence was an invitation.

Jungkook followed you, carrying an empty water bottle and setting it on the counter with a soft thud. You kept your back to him, fiddling with the bowls in the sink to avoid his eyes.

Then, you felt it—the warmth of his chest against your back as he wrapped his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder.

BYour heart thudded violently against your ribs. He gently turned you around in the narrow space, his eyes dark with a hunger he had kept at bay for months. When he pressed his lips to yours, the kiss was desperate and searing.

For a moment, you lost yourself in him, your hands finding the nape of his neck. But as the heat intensified and the reality of his desire pressed against you, panic flickered in your chest. You pulled away, breathless and trembling.

Jungkook panted, his pulse visible in his neck. The kiss had ignited a fire that was becoming difficult to contain.

"Kook... Jae... he’ll be awake soon for his feeding. I need to go check on him," you stammered, stepping back and busying yourself with the faucet.

The rejection hit him like a physical weight. He let out a long, shaky sigh, running a hand through his hair as he tried to steady his breathing. A flash of guilt crossed his mind—were you still in pain? Had he pushed too hard? Without a word, he retreated to the bedroom, the heavy silence of the house returning once more.

After checking up on your little son, you slipped into the bedroom. The air was heavy with the unspoken tension from the kitchen. Jungkook was propped up against the headboard, his gaze fixed on his phone, though he didn't seem to be reading anything.

As you slid beneath the covers, the mattress dipped under your weight, and the silence felt deafening.

"I’m sorry," he murmured, his voice low and thick with regret.

You turned to look at him, the guilt in his eyes mirroring your own. "I’m the one who should be sorry," you whispered, your heart aching. "I shouldn't have pushed you away. I know it’s been a long time, and I..."

"No," he interrupted gently, finally meeting your eyes. "I just thought maybe you were still in pain. I don't ever want to make you uncomfortable."

"It’s not that," you replied, moving closer until your shoulder brushed his. "I’m just... exhausted, Kook. Jae was so fussy all day, and I feel like I’ve run out of energy. I just need to rest."

A visible wave of relief washed over him. He wasn't being rejected because you had lost interest; it was simply the bone-deep weariness of a new mother.

He let out a soft sigh, humming in understanding as he leaned over to press a lingering kiss to your cheek. "I get it. Let's just sleep, then." He draped a protective arm over you, pulling you into the familiar warmth of his chest, and within minutes, the exhaustion pulled you both into a heavy slumber.

The next morning, the house was draped in the pale, grey light of dawn. You rose early, slipping into your bathrobe to prepare a bath. This was your routine—showering before Jungkook left for work so he could keep an eye on the baby’s monitor.

But as the water began to steam, the guilt from the previous night resurfaced, sharper than before. You missed him. You missed the way he looked at you, the way his hands felt against your skin, and the effortless intimacy you used to share. You craved his touch, yet something held you back.

Standing before the vanity mirror, you hesitated. Slowly, with a trembling hand, you let the silk robe slide off your shoulders, pooling at your feet.

You looked at your reflection, really looking for the first time in weeks. Your eyes immediately fell to your abdomen, tracing the silvery, jagged lines of stretch marks that mapped out the journey of your pregnancy.

Your silhouette had softened; your hips were wider, and your frame carried a new, unfamiliar roundness.

"God," you whispered, the word catching in your throat.

Tears stung your eyes as a cold wave of insecurity washed over you. You traced a finger over the marks, feeling like a stranger in your own skin. The intrusive thoughts began to spiral, dark and relentless.

How could he still want this? What if he’s just being kind? What if he doesn't find me beautiful anymore?

Jungkook was sitting on the rug, a picture of domestic bliss as he entertained Jae, when you walked into the living room. The morning sun filtered through the curtains, catching the soft edges of the home you had built together.

"I’ll be taking him to the clinic for his monthly checkup today," you mentioned, your voice slightly muffled by the steam of the coffee you were pouring.

Jungkook looked up, his attention momentarily diverted from Jae, who was currently preoccupied with tugging relentlessly at his father's shirt collar. "Do you want me to come along? I can push back my first meeting."

"No, stay," you insisted with a small, reassuring shake of your head. "It’s just a routine checkup, and the driver will be there to help with the stroller anyway."

You joined them on the floor for a while, the air filling with lighthearted banter and the latest family gossip. It was a rare, peaceful pocket of time before the day truly began.

"Oh, I almost forgot," Jungkook said, standing up and smoothing out the sharp lines of his suit jacket. "There’s a small gathering at my aunt’s place this Sunday. Mom was pretty adamant about us making an appearance."

"Of course," you replied, giving him a supportive smile. You leaned in to press a quick, lingering kiss to his lips. He beamed, waving a playful goodbye to a babbling Jae before heading out the door.

Once the house grew quiet, you retreated to the bedroom. Jae was sprawled comfortably in the middle of the large bed, kicking his legs and staring intently at the ceiling fan. Taking advantage of his good mood, you began rummaging through your closet, pulling out options for the Sunday gathering.

One by one, the dresses you used to love felt like betrayals. Some were too tight in places they never used to be, while others draped awkwardly, making you feel alien to yourself. You reached for your favorite black bodycon—the one that used to make you feel invincible. As you pulled it on and turned toward the mirror, you let out a shaky breath. The fabric clung to your new curves, highlighting the softness of your post-partum silhouette in a way that made your heart sink.

A lump formed in your throat as you stood there, feeling exposed even in your own room. With a heavy sigh, you pulled the dress off and tossed it onto the growing pile of discarded clothes.

Biting your lip to keep the tears at bay, you reached for your phone. Your thumb hovered over the screen for a moment before you began scrolling through a maternity-friendly boutique, quickly ordering something new—something with more flow, something that would hide the parts of you that you weren't ready to show the world.

Shaking off the lingering sting of insecurity, you gathered Jae’s diaper bag and prepared for the hospital visit, putting on a brave face for the day ahead.

°

After the routine hospital visit, you stopped by a nearby CVS to pick up a few essentials. As you stood at the checkout counter, a familiar, high-pitched voice sliced through the quiet of the store.

"Jeon Y/n?"

You turned instantly, your eyes widening with pleasant surprise. "Soora! Oh my god, hey!" It was one of your classmates from university, her face bright with recognition.

Soora’s gaze immediately drifted to the sleeping bundle in your arms. "Is this your little guy?" she whispered, her face melting into a smile.

The two of you migrated to the cafe next door, catching up over the hum of the espresso machine. Soora hadn't changed a bit; she spent the better part of an hour gushing about her new boyfriend and her latest career moves.

"Jae, right? That was his name?" she asked, leaning in to admire the infant’s peaceful face.

"Yes," you replied, a soft, maternal pride warming your chest.

"He looks exactly like Jungkook!" she exclaimed.

You let out a soft laugh. "I know. They match in energy, too—completely restless."

As the conversation wound down, Soora ordered a decadent pastry, offering you a bite. You politely declined, never having much of a sweet tooth.

"Of course, you must be dieting," she said casually, taking a forkful of cake.

"Hmm?" You blinked, caught off guard.

"Well, you look a little... chubby," she added, her tone light and conversational, as if she were simply commenting on the weather. "Pregnancy does that, I guess. It makes sense that you’re watching what you eat."

She didn't mean any malice; she was just stating what she saw as an innocent fact. But to you, it felt like a physical blow. The insecurity you had been nursing since that morning flared into a painful ache.

You forced a tight smile and nodded slowly, but your mind began to spiral. You made a quick excuse to leave, the weight of her words settling heavily in your stomach.

That evening, the house was filled with the rhythmic sounds of Jungkook yapping about his workday. He moved around the kitchen with high energy, setting the dinner table while you finished the last of the meal prep.

"I’m actually not eating tonight," you said, keeping your voice steady as you wiped down the counter.

"Why not?" he asked, popping his head back into the kitchen, his expression falling into a pout.

You swallowed hard, refusing to look at him. "I had some ramen earlier this evening," you lied. You knew Jungkook; if you said you weren't hungry, he’d assume you were sick and try to spoon-feed you himself. A specific heavy snack was the only way out.

"Oh. Well, just one bite of this?" he urged as he sat down.

"No, I’m really stuffed, Kook." You sat beside him anyway, playing the role of the attentive listener as he ate and continued his stories, though your stomach growled in silent protest.

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The next morning, the air was cool and quiet. You were sitting on the bed, gently rocking Jae, when Jungkook stepped into the room. He had just finished his morning workout and was clad only in low-slung track pants. Beads of sweat glistened on his sculpted chest as he tipped back a bottle of water.

You felt a sharp tug of desire in your lower belly. He was breathtakingly handsome—rugged, strong, and entirely yours. Your thighs clenched instinctively as you watched the play of muscles in his back.

Jungkook caught your gaze in the mirror. He wasn't oblivious; he saw the hunger in your eyes and felt an immediate, matching surge of heat. In his eyes, your body had only become more alluring since the birth of your son—softer, more womanly, and utterly captivating. His gaze darkened as he noticed the silk strap of your nightgown had slipped down your shoulder, revealing a tantalizing hint of skin.

After you tucked Jae into his crib in the nursery, you returned to the bedroom. Jungkook had showered and was lounging on the bed, still shirtless, his skin smelling of soap and warmth. You hovered by the vanity, nervously applying your skincare, before finally sliding into bed beside him.

He didn't hesitate. He pulled you flush against him, his eyes burning with a need he had suppressed for far too long. His knees brushed against your thighs, and his calloused thumb began a slow, agonizingly beautiful caress along your collarbone.

"Y/n..." he breathed, his voice a low, vibrating rumble that made your heart skip.

Your breath hitched. You wanted him so badly it hurt, but the voices in your head were louder. What if he sees the marks? What if he thinks I’ve let myself go?

He leaned down, pressing his lips to the sensitive skin of your neck, his breath hot against your ear. He was impatient now, his body hard and demanding against yours. But as his hands began to wander, the panic flared.

Suddenly, his phone on the nightstand erupted into a loud ring.

You jolted, using the noise as a literal shield to push him away. Jungkook’s jaw tightened, a flash of pure frustration crossing his handsome features. Usually, you both ignored the world when you were on the verge getting intimate.

"Answer it," you said, your voice breathless as you scrambled out of his reach. "I... I need to go check on Jae."

"He’s sound asleep, Y/n," Jungkook groaned, his voice thick with unspent desire.

"I just want to be sure."

Before he could reach out to pull you back, you were out the door, your heart hammering against your ribs. Jungkook let out a frustrated growl, snatched up the phone, and answered the call with a sharp "What?" while you stood in the hallway, leaning against the wall and trying to catch your breath.

°

Jungkook let out a jagged sigh of relief, his hand moving with a desperate, frantic rhythm. In the solitary quiet of the bathroom, his mind was a whirlwind of images, all of them centered on you. He recalled the way he had woken up that morning, feeling the soft pressure of your plump lips against his shoulder and the weight of your body pressed against his.

He groaned, the sound muffled by the tiled walls, as he fantasized about the heat of your touch and the familiar, intoxicating mess of a night spent lost in each other.

But even as release finally came, it brought little satisfaction. A lingering ache remained, fueled by the growing worry of why you kept pulling away. It was becoming a pattern, a distance he didn't know how to bridge.

By evening, the tension had been tucked away behind a veneer of elegance. You stood before the mirror in a forest-green dress, the fabric draping over your new curves. Jungkook, dressed casually in a crisp grey shirt and dark jeans, stepped up behind you.

"You look absolutely breathtaking," he murmured, his hands settling firmly on your hips as he admired your reflection. You offered him a small, fragile smile, silently wondering if those words would hold true if he saw you without the artful concealment of the dress.

Before the moment could deepen, Jae’s cry echoed from the nursery. Jungkook pressed a lingering kiss to your cheek and rushed out to tend to him.

The drive to his aunt’s house was filled with a quiet, charged energy. Jungkook found his gaze drifting toward you at every red light. He felt like a smitten teenager all over again, desperate to catch your eye and win your favor.

"Ouch... Jae, gentle," you hissed softly, wincing as the baby grew restless and nipped at you during a mid-drive feeding.

Jungkook glanced over, his hands steady on the wheel despite the sudden surge of heat that flooded his senses. The sight of you, so maternal and raw, sent his pulse racing. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, forced to focus his eyes strictly on the road to maintain some semblance of composure.

By the time the car pulled into the driveway, the ache of desire was nearly unbearable.

The gathering was a lively affair, with the family instantly swarming to dote on the new baby. You watched with a heart full of pride as Jae was passed from one adoring relative to another.

Across the room, Jungkook stood with his brothers and cousins, laughing at their jokes, yet his eyes never strayed from you for long. He tracked your movements with a protective, hungry intensity.

When dinner was served, you took your seat beside him. In front of you sat a perfectly seared steak—your absolute favorite. Your mouth watered at the savory aroma, but the echoes of Soora’s words and the image in the mirror held you back.

"Is everything alright, Y/n? You've hardly touched a thing," his mother noted, her brow furrowed with concern.

Jungkook looked down at your pristine plate and then up at you, his voice a low whisper. "What’s wrong? You love this."

"Nothing, I’m just taking my time," you lied, forcing yourself to cut a small piece of meat and take a bite. To your starving body, it was heaven; to your anxious mind, it felt like a betrayal of your resolve.

Jungkook wasn't convinced. He had noticed your meager breakfast of apple slices and the way you had survived the afternoon on a single cup of black coffee. He didn't know the thoughts racing through your head, and he hesitated to push you in front of the family.

Seeking to ground you, he reached under the table and gave your thigh a reassuring squeeze. You looked up, meeting his warm gaze and offering a small nod of reassurance. He smiled, though the worry didn't entirely leave his eyes.

Your gaze accidentally dropped to his lap, noticing the unmistakable tension in his frame. You bit your lower lip, a wave of guilt washing over you. You had heard his muffled groans from the bathroom that morning; it had taken every ounce of your self-control not to walk in and ease his frustration.

Sensing your gaze, Jungkook leaned in closer. "Eat," he commanded gently, transferring a prime cut of meat from his plate to yours. "You haven't been eating nearly enough lately, and I’m not letting you skip out on your favorite meal."

You couldn't help but smile at his mock-scolding tone, the warmth of his care momentarily quieting the insecurities that had been screaming all day.

°

The soft glow of the nursery lamp cast long, warm shadows across the room. The air was still, filled only with the rhythmic, peaceful breathing of your son. Jungkook leaned over the crib, his large hand looking even more powerful against the delicate frame of the sleeping infant. He adjusted the blanket with a tenderness that always made your heart ache.

"He looks so peaceful," Jungkook murmured, his voice barely a breath as he watched Jae’s tiny chest rise and fall. "He really is the best of us."

"He is," you whispered back, stepping closer until you were standing in the circle of warmth radiating from Jungkook. "He has your stubbornness, though. He refused to nap for even a second this afternoon."

Jungkook let out a low, tired chuckle and finally straightened up, turning to face you. The exhaustion of the long day at his aunt's house was etched into the lines around his eyes, but his gaze was soft as it landed on you. The quiet of the nursery felt like a sanctuary, a world away from the prying eyes of relatives and the loud bustle of the city.

He reached out, his fingers grazing your arm, tracing the line of your green dress. "Finally," he sighed, "some quiet."

The guilt from the day—the skipped meals, the rejected touches, and the silent insecurities—seemed to weigh heavier in the stillness. You looked up at him, seeing the man who had stayed up with you through every midnight cry and who looked at you with more adoration now than he ever had in college.

"Kook..." you started, your voice trembling just slightly.

"Don't," he interrupted softly, sensing the apology forming on your lips. He stepped into your personal space, his presence grounding and solid. "You don't have to say anything. I just want to be near you."

He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a slow, weary embrace. You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady, familiar thrum of his heart. For a moment, the mirror's reflection and Soora's comments didn't matter. In the dim light of your son’s room, held tightly by the man you loved, you felt a flickering sense of peace.

The bedroom was heavy with a suffocating silence as Jungkook collapsed onto the bed. He looked exhausted, his muscular frame sprawled across the sheets as he stared at the ceiling with a hollow kind of longing.

Seeing him like this, needy and frustrated, yet still so patient with your distance made the guilt in your chest become unbearable. You realized that while you were obsessing over your flaws, he was starving for the woman he loved.

Moving with a sudden, quiet resolve, you crawled toward him. Jungkook’s breath hitched as you settled between his legs, your eyes meeting his dark, hooded gaze. Without a word, you reached for the button of his jeans.

As you lowered his zipper, his cock sprang free, already painfully hard and pulsing with a desperate heat. A bead of pre-cum glistened at the tip, silver in the dim light, and the sight of him so ready for you made your own body ache.

"Y/n... what are you—" he started, his voice a broken rasp.

You didn't answer with words. Instead, you leaned down, letting your tongue dart out to lick the length of him, tasting the salt and heat of his skin. He let out a jagged, guttural groan, his head falling back against the headboard. You wrapped your hand around the base of his cock, feeling the frantic thrum of his pulse, and leaned forward to finally suck the velvet head into your mouth.

The sensation was overwhelming. He was so large and firm, filling you completely as you began to move with a slow, rhythmic suction. Jungkook’s fingers tangled deep into your hair, his knuckles turning white as he guided your pace.

"God, baby... you’re so wet and warm," he choked out, his hips bucking instinctively against your lips.

You quickened the pace, swirling your tongue around him, focused entirely on the way his breath shattered every time you took him deeper. He was trembling now, his entire body wound tight like a coiled spring. The power you felt in that moment eclipsed every insecurity; in this room, in this light, you were the only thing he wanted.

"I'm close... Y/n, I'm gonna—"

You didn't let go. You gripped him tighter, your mouth working fervently until he finally broke. Jungkook let out a loud, raw cry as he came, his body shuddering violently with the release he had been craving for months.

When it was over, he pulled you up his body.

The heavy, post-release bliss in the room was short-lived. Jungkook, still pulsing with the adrenaline of the moment, shifted his weight. His eyes were dark with a different kind of fire now—one that wasn't just about his own satisfaction, but about reclaiming the connection he felt slipping through his fingers.

"My turn," he whispered, his voice a low, gravelly promise.

He reached out, his large hands finding the delicate zipper at the back of your forest-green dress. The metallic slide sounded loud in the quiet room. As the fabric loosened, Jungkook leaned in, his lips finding the sensitive curve where your neck met your shoulder. He began to lick and nip at your skin, his hands sliding around to your front to find the weight of your breast through the silk.

"You're so beautiful, Y/n," he breathed against your skin, his touch becoming more frantic, more needy. "I've missed the way you feel. Let me..."

But as his fingers grazed the edge of your bra, the familiar cold spike of panic flared in your chest. The image of those silvery stretch marks and the softness of your stomach flashed in your mind like a warning light. Before he could pull the dress down past your shoulders, you grabbed his wrists, your breath coming in short, jagged gasps.

"No, Kook... stop," you whispered, pulling away and clutching the loosened fabric to your chest.

Jungkook froze, his hands hovering in mid-air. "Baby, what’s wrong? I want to help you too. I can see how much you need this. Just let me love you."

He tried to lean back in, his eyes searching yours for a spark of the passion you’d shown just minutes ago. He reached for the hem of your gown again, his intentions pure and desperate to make you feel as good as he just had.

"I said no!" you snapped, more harshly than you intended. You let out a long, shaky sigh, turning your back to him as you re-zipped the dress with trembling fingers. "I’m just... I’m not in the mood. I told you, I’m tired."

The rejection hit him like a physical blow. Jungkook sat back on his heels, then slowly stood up from the bed. He stood there, shirtless and disheveled, his brow furrowed in deep, painful confusion.

The silence stretched between you, thick and suffocating. He watched you move to the vanity, avoiding his reflection in the glass. His mind was racing, trying to make sense of the mixed signals. Why would you go down on him so fervently—taking his cock with such hunger and making him feel like the only man on earth—only to recoil the second he tried to touch your body?

"I don't understand," he said quietly, his voice laced with a hurt he couldn't hide. "If you're too tired to be touched, why did you just...?"

You didn't answer. You couldn't. You just kept your back turned, terrified that if he saw the tears in your eyes, he’d realize just how broken your confidence really was.

Jungkook didn’t let you retreat this time. He moved from the bed, his footsteps silent on the rug, and sat on the vanity stool directly in front of you. He forced you to acknowledge him, his presence large and grounding.

"Talk to me... Y/n... please," he pleaded, his voice cracking with a mixture of love and desperation. "This isn't you. Something is eating at you. I can see it in the way you look at yourself, the way you’re skipping meals. It’s killing me."

The dam finally broke. A loud, jagged sob escaped your throat, your shoulders shaking violently as months of silent insecurity finally boiled over.

Jungkook didn't hesitate; he surged forward, pulling you off the chair and into his lap. He wrapped his powerful arms around you, tucking your head into the crook of his neck, letting you soak his skin with your tears. He just held you, his hand rhythmically patting your back, a constant, steady force against your chaos.

When your sobs finally subsided into shaky breaths, he pulled back just enough to frame your face with his hands. He used his thumbs to wipe the dampness from your cheeks, his gaze searching yours with a piercing intensity.

"Tell me," he whispered, his forehead leaning against yours. "Talk to me. Whatever it is, we fix it together. Just don't shut me out anymore."

You swallowed hard, your voice trembling as you finally gave words to the darkness. "I... I hate my body, Jungkook," you choked out, fresh tears blurring your vision. "I look in the mirror and I don't see the woman you married. I see the marks, the weight... I see how much I’ve changed. And when you look at me, when you try to touch me... I’m just so scared that you’re disappointed. That I’m not beautiful to you anymore."

Jungkook went completely still, his eyes widening as the pieces of the puzzle finally clicked into place. The skipped meals, the rejection of his touch, the way you had avoided the mirror—it wasn't that you didn't want him. You didn't think you were worthy of being wanted.

"You think I'm disappointed?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper, thick with disbelief. "Y/n, look at me."

He took a deep breath, his hands sliding down from your face to rest firmly on your waist, his grip possessive and sure. "I have been dying to get my hands on you for months. Not because I’m just needy, but because you have never looked more like a woman to me than you do right now. Those marks? That softness? That’s my son’s first home. That is the proof of what you went through for our family."

He stood up, pulling you with him until you were standing in front of the full-length mirror. He stood behind you, his large, warm hands splaying over your stomach, forcing you to look at the reflection you had been fleeing.

"Look," he commanded gently, his lips brushing your ear. "I see a queen. I see the mother of my child. I see the most gorgeous, and incredible woman I’ve ever known. I don't want the girl from college, Y/n. I want you. Right here. Right now.”

Jungkook’s mind raced back through the last few weeks—the way you’d scrambled to cover yourself whenever he entered the room and the untouched plates of food you’d pushed away.

The realization hurt, but it only made his resolve stronger. He leaned down, pressing a lingering, reverent kiss to the side of your neck.

"You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen, Y/n," he murmured against your skin, his voice thick with conviction. "Don’t ever doubt that. Not for a single second."

His words acted like a balm, slowly quieting the frantic noise in your head. His large, warm palms began to move in soothing, rhythmic circles over your abdomen, his touch grounding you. He let out a soft, airy laugh against your cheek. "You really are an idiot, you know that?"

You shifted in his lap, giving him a weak glare through your wet lashes. "You won't find me... repulsive? When you actually see everything?"

"No." The answer was instantaneous, sharp and leaves no room for argument.

"But... things changed. I'm not... pretty down there anymore. It looks—"

Jungkook didn't let you finish. He captured your lips in a firm, silencing kiss that tasted of salt and desperation. When he pulled back, his eyes were burning. "Let me be the judge of that," he whispered, his voice dropping to a gravelly register.

With deliberate slowness, he reached for the straps of your silk gown. You tried to shrink away, your instinct to hide still flickering, but he caught your gaze and held it.

As the fabric pooled around your waist, his breath hitched, coming out in a shattered exhale. He stared at your body, at the soft curves and the silver lines that marked the journey of bringing his son into the world with a look of pure, unadulterated worship.

"Fuck," he swore under his breath, his pupils dilating until his eyes were almost entirely black. "I am so hard."

He pulled you flush against him, his thick, pulsing cock pressing firmly against your hip. You let out a shaky gasp at the sheer size and heat of him.

"Feel that?" he growled, his hands sliding down to grip your thighs. "Feel exactly how much you still drive me out of my mind. You think these marks make you less? They make you a goddess to me. You’re strong. You’re beautiful. You’re perfect."

He began to trail kisses downward, his mouth hot and needy as he explored every inch of the skin you had tried so hard to hide. The way he looked at you—like you were the most precious thing he’d ever laid eyes on—began to burn away the last of your shame, replacing it with a mounting, heavy heat.

Jungkook didn't give you a chance to retreat back into your thoughts. He scooped you up, his powerful arms locking under your thighs as he carried you the short distance to the bed.

He laid you down in the center of the mattress, the moonlight catching the silver of your stretch marks—lines he traced with a worshipful gaze before spreading your legs wide.

"Kook..." you whimpered, feeling exposed, but he silenced you by leaning down and pressing a searing kiss to the inside of your thigh.

"Open for me, baby," he growled, his voice thick with an edge. "I want to see everything. I want to taste how much you want me."

As you slowly yielded, Jungkook moved between your knees. He didn't look away; instead, he stared intently at your entrance, his thumb reaching out to gently part your folds. You were already glistening, a sweet, natural wetness coating your skin. He let out a low, guttural hum of approval, his eyes darkening.

"Look at you," he whispered, his breath hot against your sensitive skin. "So beautiful. So wet for me."

He leaned in, his tongue darting out to lick a slow, agonizing stripe from your bottom to your clit. You arched off the bed, a sharp gasp escaping your lips as the friction sent a jolt of electricity straight to your core. He didn't stop there. He used his fingers to spread you further, exposing the pink, swollen center of your pleasure.

He began to eat you out with a focused, reverent intensity. His tongue was broad and warm, swirling around your clit before diving deep to taste the creaminess of your pussy. He used his spit to lubricate his movements, making every slide of his tongue feel slick and heavy.

"You taste so good, Y/n," he mumbled against your wet skin, the vibrations of his voice making you tremble.

He grew more aggressive, his suckling becoming firmer as he sensed you nearing the edge. He buried his face in you, his nose rubbing against your soft hair as he focused his attention on the small, pulsing bud of your pleasure. You were a mess of tangled sheets and broken moans, your fingers clutching at his hair as he devoured you.

The insecurity that had plagued you for months vanished, incinerated by the sheer heat of his worship. He wasn't just helping you; he was obsessed with you. He drank you in like a dying man, his tongue flicking rhythmically until your hips began to jerk uncontrollably.

"That's it, baby... give it all to me," he urged, his voice a dark command.

As the first waves of your orgasm hit, he slid two fingers deep inside your entrance, mimicking the motion of his cock while his mouth stayed locked on your clit. The dual sensation was too much. You cried out his name, your body shuddering violently as you collapsed into the pillows, completely spent and thoroughly worshipped.

Jungkook didn’t give you a moment to recover. As you lay there breathless, your body still humming from the aftershocks of the climax he’d just gifted you, he crawled up the length of your body like a predator reclaiming its prize. His eyes were dark, dilated with a raw, primal hunger that made your heart hammer against your ribs.

"I’m not done with you yet," he rasped, his voice a low, vibrating rumble. "Not even close."

He hovered over you, his heavy, muscular frame a warm weight that made you feel small and cherished. He captured your lips in a deep, bruising kiss, his tongue sliding into your mouth to taste the lingering sweetness of your own wetness on his breath.

As the heat intensified, the physical reality of your postpartum body made itself known—the stimulation and the surge of emotion caused your breasts to feel heavy, and a small amount of milk began to leak, bead-like and ivory against your skin.

You let out a small, self-conscious whimper, trying to turn away, but Jungkook’s gaze followed the path of the moisture. He didn't recoil; instead, his expression softened into something intensely carnal and worshipful.

"Kook, I—"

"It’s beautiful," he interrupted, his voice thick. He leaned down, his warm lips surrounding your nipple as he began to suck with a slow, rhythmic pull. The sensation was electric, a direct line of pleasure shooting from your chest to your pussy. You let out a loud, unrestrained scream, your back arching off the bed as he used his tongue to lick and swirl around the sensitive peak.

"Jungkook! Oh god, Kook!" you moaned, your fingers digging into his shoulders, your nails leaving crescent marks in his skin. The raw intimacy of it—the way he embraced every part of your motherhood and turned it into something incredibly erotic—shattered the last of your defenses.

He moved lower, his hard throbbing cock rubbing against your thigh, slick with pre-cum. He positioned himself at your entrance, his eyes locked onto yours. "I want to feel you, Y/n. All of you."

He pushed inside slowly, a low growl escaping his throat as your tight, wet heat encased him. He let out a long, shaky breath, hovering there for a moment to let you adjust. You felt stretched, full, and utterly claimed.

"You’re so tight," he groaned, beginning to move in long, deep strokes. Each thrust was deliberate, a slow grind that forced you to feel the sheer size of him. He wasn't just fucking you; he was reclaiming you, his body worshiping yours with every heavy push.

He leaned down to whisper filth in your ear, his breath hot and needy. "Do you feel how much I want you? Do you feel how perfect you are for me?"

You could only sob out his name, your head tossing back and forth on the pillow. The friction against your clit was perfect, and with every thrust, you felt your internal muscles clench around his cock, desperate to pull him deeper. He quickened the pace, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the quiet room, mingled with your loud, breathless moans.

He was relentless, driving into you with a rhythmic power that made the headboard thud against the wall. He watched your face, watching the way your eyes rolled back and how you called for him, his own pleasure reaching a breaking point.

"I love you, Y/n," he choked out, his movements becoming frantic and heavy. "Everything about you... is mine."

With one final, deep surge, he buried himself inside you as far as he could go. You felt the hot, pulsing rhythm of his release filling you, a shared explosion of heat that left you both trembling. He collapsed onto you, his face buried in the crook of your neck, his breath coming in ragged, exhausted hitches as he held you like you were the only thing keeping him grounded to the earth.

Jungkook remained draped over you for a long moment, his forehead pressed against yours as both of your heartbeats gradually slowed their frantic pace.

When he finally shifted, he didn't pull away completely. Instead, he retreated just enough to grab a soft, warm cloth from the en-suite. He returned to the bed and settled between your legs once more, but this time, his movements were filled with a quiet, domestic reverence.

"Stay still, baby," he whispered, his voice still raspy from the screams he’d let out moments ago.

With agonizing gentleness, he began to wipe away the traces of your shared passion. He was meticulous, his touch light as he cleaned the wetness from your thighs and the lingering spit and creaminess from your entrance.

Every stroke of the cloth was accompanied by a soft kiss—to your knee, to the curve of your calf, and eventually, to the silvery lines on your stomach that you had spent so long trying to hide.

"You see these?" he murmured, his thumb tracing a stretch mark with a tenderness that made your throat ache. "They’re like a map of how we became a family. I don’t see 'imperfections,' Y/n. I see the strength it took to carry Jae. I see the woman who gave me everything."

He looked up, his dark eyes shimmering with an honesty that was impossible to doubt. "You’re softer, yeah. You’re curvier. And fuck, I’ve never been more attracted to you in my entire life. You’re a mother now, and it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen."

As he moved up to clean your chest, he paused, his eyes lingering on the skin he had just been worshipping. He didn't shy away or look embarrassed; instead, he leaned down and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to each breast. "I love every single change, Y/n. Because every change happened while you were making our son."

For the first time in months, the crushing weight of insecurity didn't just lighten—it dissolved. Watching him care for you with such unhurried devotion, hearing the way his voice shook when he talked about your beauty, you finally let the truth sink in.

You reached out, your fingers tangling in his damp hair, and pulled him up for a slow, deep kiss. It wasn't fueled by the frantic need of earlier, but by a soul-deep sense of security.

"I believe you," you whispered against his lips, a small, genuine smile finally tugging at your mouth. "I’m sorry I doubted you. And me."

Jungkook grinned, that familiar, boyish light returning to his eyes as he pulled the covers up around both of you, tucking you firmly against his side. "Good. Because I’m going to spend every day reminding you until you’re sick of hearing it."

As you drifted off to sleep, curled into the heat of his chest, the mirrors in the house no longer felt like enemies. You were loved, not in spite of your changes, but because of the incredible journey they represented. And in Jungkook’s arms, you were exactly where you were meant to be.

—nerd!jungkook asking popular!fem!poc!reader to prom <3

—warnings ! - fluff, koo being a lil shy bean, him being whipped and having the BIGGEST crush on reader, reader is confident and extroverted, Tae and Jimin are mentioned briefly,

— hey siri! play right there by ariana grande ! ᥫ᭡

for anyone that knew how high school was, it usually came with its cliques. sure, it wasn’t high school musical level—but it close enough for some.

there were the nerds, the group of football players that walked around the school like a herd of sheep. the cheerleaders, and the “popular” group— the ones that didn’t take school as seriously and used their parents money to buy the next expensive thing they see.

jungkook was considered to be in the nerd category—in a comic collecting, head always in a textbook, marvel movie watching, collecting figurines sort of way. not that he complained, he was happy to be in that position, drew less attention to himself.

that wasn’t the problem though, it was you. you weren’t considered to be in that category, you were in the more popular status of the school. you were always walking around with the other popular girls, girls who thought it was okay to be malicious and judgmental to everyone. and when jungkook first saw you, he assumed you would be just like them.

but it turns out, you weren’t, and now he had one of the biggest crushes on you. he remembers the first interaction you two ever had. it was in a history class you both had together, and you were assigned to work with a partner on a group project. and by some fate of the universe, coincidentally you both were chosen to be partners.

jungkook was overly nervous to put it simply, he didn’t know how you would be as a partner. he assumed he would be the one doing all the work, and the two of you sit in silence for most of the class period. but actually, it was the opposite. instead you came and sat down in the desk next to him with the sweetest smile adorning your face. the second thing he noticed was everything you owned was pink. Pink school supplies, pink backpack, pink water bottle, even a pink pencil case.

“hi! I hope you don’t mind us being partners! I’ll try my best to help, even if history isn’t my best subject”, you spoke with a smile, tucking some of your silk pressed hair behind your ear.

jungkook was stunned momentarily—partly from your kindness and your beauty. the fact that you even said anything to him at all had him stumped—he could even feel some of the popular girls staring their way, judgmental and side-eyed.

before after that, you both found out that polar opposite friendships really do exist. you two fit together so well, it quite literally didn’t make sense to a lot of people. seeing you both walking down the hallway together, eating at lunch together some day, even doing homework together in the library.

jungkook would even invite you over to his house sometimes after school, watching marvel movies together or you watching fondly as he showed you his comic book collection.

you two couldn’t separate even if you wanted to.

a few months into you guys friendship and you still didn’t know about jungkooks growing feelings for you. you were everything he wanted and more. you were kind, loving, confident, passionate about the things you cared for. and you never cared what people thought of your friendship. anyone that would dare to say anything you were able to easily shut them down, even as simple as a glare sent their way.

which is why jungkook finally wanted to ask you to prom. the prom season was near and everyone was already asking their significant others with huge grand gestures to the last dance of the year for seniors.

with the help of his close friends jimin and taehyung, he was able to fully prepare for how he would ask you. a poster inspired by your favorite song, right there by ariana grande and a bouquet of specially picked pink lily’s from a nearby flower shop his mom suggest he go to.

and now here he was, walking down the hallway with the two items in his trembling hands. he gave himself a mental pep talk—pushing up his glasses with his finger as he walked.

“you can do it, you got this”, he murmured to himself, trying to ignore the countless stares he was getting. it was useless attention—which he didn’t want—but it was worth it.

jungkook eventually got to your locker, smiling fondly seeing the outfit you were wearing—a pink cardigan and jean skirt with mary janes. you back was turned, but he didn’t need to see your face, he knew you looked beautiful that day.

before he could even try and gain your attention, one of your friends let out a small gasp seeing what he was holding. “mhm? what’s wrong?”you looked at her with confusion, tilting your head before turning around. you face melted into one of surprise, letting out a small gasp of own.

“hey uh, I-I know it’s sudden but”, jungkook spoke nervously, already feeling his face heating up. “will you be right there and go to prom with me?” he gave a soft, nervous smile as he showed you the poster. it had light pink bows hot glued to the sides, the handwriting neat and pretty. and lastly, the album cover to Yours Truly glued on it as well.

“Oh koo”, you spoke softly, feeling your throat tighten just seeing how much effort was put into something so simple. you didn’t even think he would remember what your favorite song even was.

everyone was looking at the both of you at this point, some with judgmental stares, others simply waiting for what you were gonna say. the fact that he was asking you made them even more appalled.

“I’d love to go to prom with you”, you answer with the brightest of smiles, throwing yourself into his arms as you wrap your arms around his neck. jungkook yelped with surprised, almost dropping the poster and flowers. he soon smiled, returning her hug, even lifting you off the ground a bit.

“God I can’t believe your going with him of all people”, one of the girls complained, loud enough for you to hear. and you knew that was all you would hear people gossip about for weeks—but you didn’t care, you only hugged jungkook tighter. nothing else mattered—because the boy you’ve been crushing on just asked you to senior prom.

“thank you for asking me. I can’t wait to go with you”, you say, pressing a kiss to his cheek as your feet meet the ground. “thank you for saying yes”. jungkook blushes instantly, caught off guard by the sudden gesture.

but he had done it, he asked you, the girl he was falling in love with to prom—and he couldn’t wait to go with you either.

-the end <3