BlitzΓΈ's Maturity in Sinsmas
One of my favorite parts about Sinsmas, aside from everything, has to be the amount of maturity BlitzΓΈ displays in Sinsmas, or specifically in his conversation with Stolas.
This conversation really goes to show how one of BlitzΓΈ's best features is his ability to always say the right thing, when he knows the people in his life truly need it.
He did it with Moxxie and Millie:
"Look, I'm hard on you, because I know what you're capable of, Mox. You care too much about what everyone thinks except for... me, because, y'know, my opinion is correct, but just... keep doing a good job. 'Kay? You shoot 'n kill good, you escape things easy... you can be strategic and cold-blooded when you need to, aaaand don't expect any more compliments; I'm maxed out."
"Millie, I have spent too much of my time, energy, and holes into setting this up for us to entertain your bullshit. I brought you into this company for a reason, okay? You're tougher, smarter, and frankly more capable than anyone I've ever met in any ring..."
"Mind if I steal?"
"Today was a lot wasn't it?"
BlitzΓΈ starts the conversation with an ice-breaker to lighten the mood because he can tell Stolas is on edge right now.
"I-I- I know you can't see your kid. And I know you did so fucking much just to save my life-"
There are three things I want to point out:
BlitzΓΈ makes it very clear that he knows what Stolas just lost, he knows he can't see his daughter.
BlitzΓΈ also states that he understands the huge sacrifice Stolas had to make in order to save his life.
BlitzΓΈ knows that what happened is a serious situation, he knows how much Stolas loves his daughter, and he doesn't downplay that loss.
"It's okay. Saving you was the right thing to do. And you have risked your life for mine in return. You don't need to feel any guilt for my situation, it was my choice.Β It was all my choice. I caused all of this."
"She'll understand eventually.Β You just gotta give her time."
Stolas is mourning the loss of his daughter, and is reflecting on the times he's failed her as her father. And I love how BlitzΓΈ states that the simple fact that what Octavia needs right now is time to process things, the same way Stolas needs time to process things as well. And I love how BlitzΓΈ says that, "...she'll understand eventually," because it's true. Octavia will understand, eventually.
I think one important thing to note is the fact that BlitzΓΈ also doesn't undermine Stolas' statement: "It was my choice. It was all my choice."
Because it's true, Stolas did make a choice...
Stolas chose to give BlitzΓΈ the book, thus starting their transactional arrangement.
Stolas chose to give up his own life to save BlitzΓΈ from execution.
Stolas chose love, and that is not a bad thing.
"BlitzΓΈ, she's gone. For one hundred years, she's gone. And after all that time, she'll never forgive me. I'll be a stranger to her."
"Y'know, myΒ twin sister... She hates me too. For something that I did. And I miss her, every day. We were so fucking close, y'know, we- It's a shitty feeling. But, you just gotta keep trying."
BlitzΓΈ, right now, is willingly being vulnerable with Stolas and I think that's beautiful. He encourages Stolas to keep trying to reach out to Octavia, to not give up all hope just yet.
And I love how BlitzΓΈ decided to talk about Barbie, and not Fizz, and the reason is simple...
BlitzΓΈ can't guarantee a happy ending between Stolas and his daughter, he can't promise any of that. BlitzΓΈ states that Octavia will understand him, but he can't promise that Octavia will forgive him.
If BlitzΓΈ were to share the fact that he recently rekindled his friendship with Fizz, than that might be giving Stolas a false sense of hope.
And Stolas, right now, doesn't need a success story, he doesn't need, "Hey, I was able to fix my relationship, so you can too". What Stolas needs right now is reassurance that he's not alone, that there is someone out there that understands his pain.
"Sounds likes, uh... they want me back in there..."
"Go enjoy your Sinsmas, BlitzΓΈ. I'm fine, you don't have to stay here with me... What are you doing?"
"Well, I can't fucking dance with you without- come here, getting inventive."
I love the Full Moon parallel of BlitzΓΈ choosing to stay with Stolas instead of going back to the party. BlitzΓΈ knows Stolas is not fine at all.
And while BlitzΓΈ can't magically make all things better, BlitzΓΈ can at least give Stolas a moment of happiness, a chance to momentarily forget all the pain he just went through, a chance to be with him and him alone.