petra ♡

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖: 𝟚𝟚𝟚 𝕋𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕥 ℂ𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕤: 𝔽𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕠𝕗 𝕊𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤, ℕ𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 ℙ𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕤, ℚ𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕎𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤, 𝕊𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕘𝕥𝕙, 𝕊𝕚𝕩 𝕠𝕗 𝕊𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤

Spirit is asking you to rest. This pile carries the weight of exhaustion and many of you feel like you can’t fight anymore, as though life has pushed you into survival mode. Some of you are still healing from battles already won, yet your body and mind remain in that state of alertness, unable to fully exhale. Spirit wants you to know that you don’t need to keep pushing. Right now your instruction is simple: rest. You are exactly where you need to be.

Spirit asks you to float, not just physically but mentally. Your past has been heavy and your path has been rough, but the current is guiding you toward calmer waters. Allow yourself to step away for a while. Retreat into solitude, even if just for a nap, a quiet afternoon, or a brief escape. Take breaks without guilt. Treat yourself to a weekend away, a night at a hotel, or a spa day if you can. Meditate, breathe, and remember that this is not laziness. This is healing.

Spirit also asks you to tend to your mind. Stop feeding yourself the cycle of harsh thoughts and replace them with affirmations, gentle words that lift and soothe. Release the grip of people who stress you out, or create space between yourself and them. What you need now is harmony.

You may feel like your inner fire has dimmed, that passion, creativity, and excitement for life have slipped away. But this rest is the spark you need to rekindle them. Through rest you are rebuilding your strength, your light, and your spirit.

Be proud of how far you’ve come. You’ve carried yourself to this point with courage. Spirit does not want you burdened by the weight of the past or trapped in anxiety about the future. Spirit wants you here, in this moment, at peace.

When you learn the art of true rest, of giving yourself permission to pause and restore, you will awaken to transformation. One day you will notice everything feels lighter: your environment, your relationships, even your own reflection in the mirror. You will feel happier, more confident, more independent. Your finances and opportunities will flourish. Passion will return. But all of this begins with one sacred act: allowing yourself to rest, to reclaim your peace, and to nurture your fire back to life.

Tending to Yourself After Betrayal and Hurt: When You’re Left Questioning Your Worth

A Tarot Spread for Stress, Depression, and Anxiety

─────── ꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱ ───────

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖: 𝟟𝟟𝟟 𝕋𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕥 ℂ𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕤: 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕄𝕠𝕠𝕟, 𝔽𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕠𝕗 ℂ𝕦𝕡𝕤, 𝕊𝕚𝕩 𝕠𝕗 𝕎𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤, 𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖, 𝕂𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕗 ℂ𝕦𝕡𝕤

Spirit is calling you to turn inward and focus on your emotions. Some of you have been feeling overwhelmed to the point of tears, while others have slipped into numbness and disconnection, drifting through life in a haze of disassociation. You may even find yourself swinging between extremes, flooded with emotion one moment and detached the next.

Spirit wants you to know that every feeling you carry is valid, even when others fail to acknowledge, recognize, or honor them. Give yourself permission to feel fully. If sadness rises, allow yourself to cry, to grieve, to rest in the weight of that moment. If joy appears, allow yourself to laugh, to celebrate, and to soak in its light. As you move through these waves, Spirit reminds you to practice the art of release, to let go, to return to balance, and to gently guide yourself back into alignment with peace.

There are opportunities waiting for you, blessings meant to be yours, but they require emotional balance to receive them. This balance comes through healing: healing from past relationships, from family wounds, from the times you were left out, disappointed, bullied, or betrayed. Spirit asks you to honor these experiences, to give space to the feelings they left behind, and then to gently release them.

Right now your emotions, or even the absence of them, are clouding your clarity. Many of you need to speak up more openly about how you feel. Allow yourself to be vulnerable without confusing vulnerability with weakness. Even if others do not meet your honesty with the comfort or reaction you hoped for, you will stand taller knowing that you honored yourself by speaking your truth.

You may find it helpful to begin tracking your moods, whether through journaling, an app, or even using simple symbols or emojis to capture your daily feelings. Over time you will notice patterns and shifts, reminders that some days are light and joyful while others are heavy and difficult, yet each day brings its own balance. The goal is not to avoid the lows but to learn how to hold yourself steady through them.

Spirit highlights the importance of chakra work, especially the throat and sacral chakras. Your throat chakra helps you find your voice, to speak and be heard. Your sacral chakra helps you honor your emotions, creativity, and pleasure. Of course, all chakras work as one system, but these two are especially important for your path right now.

Remember, emotions are not enemies. They are guides, messengers, and teachers. If something makes you sad, allow yourself to feel it, but also find ways to transform it. Play music that lifts your spirit. Celebrate your resilience in playful ways, even if it means buying yourself a cake with words that mark what you have endured and then enjoying every bite. Allow yourself to find joy again in small rituals and moments of light.

Balanced emotions will become your compass, helping you navigate life with strength, wisdom, and grace.

7 Chakra Tarot Spread

─────── ꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱ ───────

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖: 𝟝𝟝𝟝 𝕋𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕥 ℂ𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕤: 𝕋𝕖𝕞𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖, ℙ𝕒𝕘𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕎𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤, 𝔸𝕔𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕎𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤, 𝕊𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕎𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤, 𝕋𝕙𝕖 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕠𝕥

This pile is ready for change. You are eager to begin something new, to take action that transforms your life. For some, this may mean starting a business or a new job, stepping into a relationship, exploring a new form of witchcraft, joining a group, making a drastic change to your appearance, starting a YouTube channel or TikTok account, or pursuing a fresh creative passion. The fire within you is undeniable, yet Spirit asks you to pause before you leap forward.

You may not be doing the wrong thing or even wanting the wrong thing, but the timing could be off, a detail may be missing, or Spirit may be guiding you in another direction. Spirit wants you to slow down, to breathe, and to be certain that your next step is truly in harmony with your highest good. In the past, you may have experienced situations that began with passion and excitement but fizzled out before they could take root. Spirit does not want this cycle to repeat.

Whatever change you are preparing to make, Spirit asks that you reflect deeply to ensure it aligns with your soul. Use divination, seek guidance from a trusted reader, or sit in meditation. Even in simple silence, whether indoors or in nature, you will begin to receive clarity. Spirit wants you to take a moment of stillness before you act, so that your passion is directed into paths that are steady, lasting, and aligned with your destiny.

Your energy is powerful, filled with fire and determination, but without focus that fire can scatter. What you are being called to build now must be sustainable. Spirit reminds you that you are protected, that angels watch over you, but you must also protect yourself from reckless decisions that could delay your progress.

This is a season to create strong foundations. Strengthen yourself from within, ground your energy, and ensure that all areas of your life support the new path you are about to walk. When you move forward from this place of balance and alignment, your next chapter will not only ignite with passion but also endure, carrying you toward long-term success and fulfillment.

Choice Reflection Tarot Spread

The Choice Tarot Spread

─────── ꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱ ───────

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖: 𝟡𝟡𝟡 𝕋𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕥 ℂ𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕤: 𝕋𝕨𝕠 𝕠𝕗 ℂ𝕦𝕡𝕤, 𝔽𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕠𝕗 ℂ𝕦𝕡𝕤, 𝕋𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕎𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤, 𝕋𝕨𝕠 𝕠𝕗 ℙ𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕤, 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕋𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣

Do you know who you truly are? Because once you know yourself, you begin to understand what you truly need. In relationships, in career, in the home you live in, and in both the small and the life-changing decisions, everything becomes clear when you are rooted in your authentic self. Until then, choices may feel uncertain or misaligned, and Spirit is showing you that this is where your work begins.

Within you there is an imbalance between masculine and feminine energy, and Spirit is asking you to bring these forces into harmony. This inner imbalance may be the reason you feel stuck, restless, or uninspired, as though life is not moving forward in the way you long for. Spirit wants you to return to yourself, to spend time bonding with your own soul, so that you can step into the world with freedom, confidence, and authenticity.

Some of you may have been shamed for simply being who you are. Shamed for the way you dress, the way you speak, the things you enjoy, or the interests that light you up. Spirit wants you to release that shame. Accept yourself fully, whether others accept you or not. As long as you walk with righteousness, stay aligned with your highest self, and honor your own truth, nothing else matters. Spirit wants you to flourish, to rise, to pursue your dreams boldly and unapologetically. But you cannot fully step into this power until you know who you are and bring your inner masculine and feminine energies into union. Spirit encourages you to journal, to explore tarot spreads, and to reflect deeply on your true essence and your soul’s path.

Spirit also guides you toward the song I’m Coming Out by Diana Ross. Listen to it, move with it, even dance to it. Let its words awaken your light, reminding you to shine, to beam, and to radiate your authentic self into the world without apology.

Tending to Yourself After Betrayal and Hurt: When You’re Left Questioning Your Worth

IKIGAI: A Reason for Being Tarot Spread

“Who Am I?” Tarot Spread

Divine Feminine & Masculine Energy Tarot Spread

⋆｡°✩🕷️⊹ ࣪ ˖ PILE 01.

Taking charge isn't easy. Following your passions, doing what you want, is not easy. But you must.

You can't follow along with what everyone else wants, or expects. You will lose yourself. You will lose who you are. You will lose your dreams and your ambition and everything that makes you shine.

You are more than a mirror. You are more than a mold. So why do you keep shaping yourself into everyone else's vision? You know what you want - or maybe you don't, anymore. But you need to figure it out. You need to find yourself again, and you need to nurture everything that makes you you.

Run towards what you want, because there are opportunities that will pass you by if you don't. Take control of your life. It is yours, after all.

⋆｡°✩🕷️⊹ ࣪ ˖ PILE 02.

You're in denial about something. You've been avoiding it, neglecting it, making excuses. I don't know what it is. I'm not meant to know what it is. But you need to stop turning a blind eye to it.

It is there. It is true. And pretending that you don't know what it is will do you no good.

It will keep coming back until you address it. You know this. So stop being afraid of it. It cannot hurt you unless you let it.

Face this battle. You have to. It will hurt, but growing pains are a necessary part of change. You are not alone in this fight, but it is your demons to conquer. Nobody else can do it for you.

Open your eyes and fight.

⋆｡°✩🕷️⊹ ࣪ ˖ PILE 03.

What is the price you pay for ambition? For winning? To get what you want?

Have you truly considered what it does, to achieve what you have? Have you evaluated how you act? The things that you do?

People have been left in the dust. People have been hurt. Continuously, there are trails of pain and sorrow behind the path you have blazed.

And maybe the person that has been hurt the most is you.

It doesn't matter now.

Reconcile. Reconsider your behaviour. Analyze the patterns. Pay attention to everything that has happened. Who and what are you willing to sacrifice to get to your end goal? Is it yourself? Is it the ones you love? Is it none of the above?

You know that you can't keep doing this.

So stop.

⋆｡°✩🕷️⊹ ࣪ ˖ PILE 04.

You have been avoiding. Honestly, there are a lot of lessons that you need to learn, and you have been pushing them all away. You feel like you just can't handle them right now, like you don't have anything left to give, like there's nothing that you could do.

We both know that that's not true.

The journey of healing never ends. Ever. You will never be perfect. There will always be more to do. And it sucks, I know, it's exhausting to even think about, but that's how it is, unfortunately. You are capable! You are not weak, and it will not hinder you.

I understand - you are tired. This is not an attempt to rush you, this is not a message telling you to get a move on. It's an acknowledgement of the trail you have left behind you.

Also, stop giving to others if you don't even have the resources to give to yourself. It is doing absolutely nothing for you except draining you further. You are the priority here.

Pile I.

// pontia protodice & clear quartz //

Song(s): Say Yes To Heaven — Lana del Rey & Rather Be — Clean Bandit (ft. Jess Glynne)

⟡ Cards Pulled: Page of Pentacles, Six of Cups, Ten of Swords, Wheel of Fortune (rx), Nine of Wands (rx), Nine of Pentacles

✦ Themes this Month: cleansing, emotional healing & releasing, inner work, soft discipline, unfinished cycles, glow up

With clear quartz as your crystal messenger this month, you’re being guided to clear the noise and clear any clutter mentally or physically. This stone is about clarity and purification; it helps amplify truth and your own healing energy, and this July it's helping you see the past clearly for what is not what it felt like. It brings light into shadows and allows you to gain wisdom from clarity.  Hold onto clear quartz this month when you are ready to let go of something emotionally heavy, use it to journal your thoughts and emotions throughout the month, or use it to cleanse your space.

There is a glow up happening for my pile I’s. This is the month where you show up for yourself intentionally. Whether it’s waking up earlier, eating more balanced, working out more consistently or even clearing your space, you’re making room for the new. 

Whatever you are working towards, you are becoming more magnetic and confident. You might not feel like you are doing much, but your guides are saying this is transformation. Networking events, hangouts, job interviews, and other opportunities will flow to you easily. This is month where you are meant to be out and about.

You might feel there’s a return to the past— people, memories, or pieces of your inner child asking for your attention. Some of these moments will be pleasant, some will not. The Ten of Swords & Wheel of Fortune (rx) tells me this month you will recognize a cycle that you will have to choose to release, even if it means not getting the closure you thought you needed.

The lessons this month are to rebuild your self worth, nurture your inner child, and release any lingering past baggage without needing every answer. Closure might not have been straightforward, but the cycle has ended to start a new chapter.

ᯓ✦  Channeled Messages(s):

you’re not going backward stop trying to rewrite the past  consistently is louder than doubt you don't have to carry the weight that isn’t yours  feel your feelings & release them  trust divine timing is your best ally you are never alone in your journey  don't underestimate small shifts; they add up keep going, don't look back

⋆˚ʚɞ Messages & Signs: 111, 11:22, birds flying in pairs, “go with the flow”, clocks glitching, sudden mood swings out of nowhere, electronic glitches, 12:21, divine timing delays that are blessings, squirrels, 10:10, 999, 12:34, seeing butterflies with white or pale wings, baby photos, rewatching old shows, mirrors, broken glass or glass reflections, people from your past reaching out

“I grow even in stillness. I heal without needing the final word.”

Pile II.

// morpho & amethyst //

Song(s): Paradise — Coldplay & Titanium — David Guetta (ft. Sia)

⟡ Cards Pulled: The Moon, The Lovers, Knight of Wands (rx), King of Swords (rx), Ten of Cups

✦ Themes this Month: fog before clarity, surrender, divine alignment, shadow work, lack of movement

This month Amethyst is your crystal messenger, it carries the energy to help with intuition, emotional protection, and connect you to spirit—it whispers to your higher self through gut feelings, dreams, and signs when you least expect them. This stone helps walk you through the veil of fog and uncertainty. Sleep with amethyst near your bed or meditate with it when you're unsure. This will help you tune in instead of overthinking or spiraling. July is asking you to move intentionally and listen.

Uncertainty, delayed action, choices, and fog are in the soup for my pile II’s. Don’t be surprised if you feel sleepy, dreamy, indecisive, or closed off this month. A lack of motivation and inspiration could be holding you energetically hostage.

However, your spirit guides and higher self are guiding you to dig inward to make decisions that isn’t logical but felt. The Moon & Lovers shows a crossroad between dream and reality, choices and alignment. It’s a liminal space, where you are told to make an aligned choice. This is choice that is meant to serve you not others.

Ten of Cups shows that fulfillment and harmony are within reach this month. But, only when you stop trying to force your path to look like others and start building structure from within. You are being asked: What do you want? How are you going to make it happen? This isn’t a race, rather a realignment test. You’re told to drop the comparison olympics. Your journey is uniquely yours. Your spirit guides are protecting and guiding you even in moments of doubt.

ᯓ✦  Channeled Message(s):

remember the universe is always working in your favor you were not supposed to stay the same you are spiritually protected  the art of surrendering is trusting the process the grass is greener wherever you are  seasons of rest are sacred as seasons of bloom stillness isn’t delay, its a doorway the answers will come you are worthy of love and happiness you won't miss what’s meant for you even if you hesitate 

⋆˚ʚɞ Messages & Signs: “trust the process”, couples appearing around you, moon phases, stars, black cats, crane fly, “stagnation is movement”, 888, 11:22, 222, 717, 11:11, 828, hearing songs that feel like they’re “answering your question”, rings/circular objects, hazy/foggy weather, purple/pink flowers, soft floral scents, dreams about crossroads/trains/elevators, birds circling or staring at you

“Even in confusion, I trust the path is unfolding for me.”

Pile III.

// swallowtail & tigers eye //

Song(s): Headlock — Imogen Heap & Bulletproof — La Roux 

⟡ Cards Pulled: Ace of Wheels (rx), The High Priestess, Queen of Cups (rx), Three of Wands (rx), The Lovers (rx)

✦ Themes this Month: courage, self-trust, emotional blockage, progress, instability, rebuilding foundations, leaping into the unknown

With tiger's eye as your companion this month you’re being handed the strength to act even when scared or when the path looks unclear. This stone is fierce with clarity, risk taking, and courage. This stone will help you spot opportunities where you saw obstacles and help you move through fog.  Carry tiger's eye when you need courage to speak up, make a decision, or whenever you travel. It will be your spiritual “pep talk” reminding you courage isn’t without fear, but it's the decision to do it with fear.

Stepping into the fire is pile III’s theme this month. Emotional messiness, mixed signals, and a sense of chaos around finances, purpose, and close relations is all in a mixed bag. But, your guides are letting you know this is about preparation & initiation. You are being asked: How far are you willing to go? Can you leap before the safety net appears?

You are being called to act from intuition rather certainty. Because certainty is not guaranteed. You are meant to move even when fear and failure strike. The High Priestess is your own inner knowing peeking behind the veil. You know what you need to do, you're just afraid of it not working out and people’s opinions. (spoiler alert: it never mattered)

The Ace of Wheels (rx) and Lovers (rx) is about rebuilding your path and those you associate with. You might struggle with communicating your needs to others or even yourself. You might have arguments with those who don’t see your dreams. But, your guides want you to know, you do not need a solid foundation to begin. Start messy. Start with shaky hands. Start before anyone claps. And, just when you feel things aren’t moving—unexpected communication, wild dreams, surprising shifts will change stagnation to direction.

ᯓ✦ Channeled Message(s);

free yourself from your past self, you deserve to vibrate higher ask for more, the universe always provides  it all works out you will know its right when it gives you energy fear is not a stop sign, it's proof you’re close to something real it’s okay if you don’t feel ready, perfection doesn’t = courage you radiate confidence, strength, and self respect take a leap regardless on whether you can see the whole staircase or not mastery takes failure you are not behind, you are becoming in your own time

⋆˚ʚɞ Messages & Signs: vivid dreams, dark red & gold colors, clouds, “balance”, bees, red cars, 222, 444, feathers, familiar scents, lavender scent, candles, “believe in your own power”, chills, sudden cramps/goosebumps, 333, 555, 144, tigers, hawks, dropped calls/miscommunication glitches, flickering lights, smelling something burnt or smoky, gold jewelry, ladders

“I act even when afraid. I trust the next step will reveal itself as I take it.”

🔮 All readings and content © @tarotwithcherwi

Please don’t repost or copy without credit. Thank you!! 🙏

Pile 1

Tarot: Page of Cups, The World (Life on Earth), Queen of Cups, The Hermit (The Cosmic Tree), The Chariot (The Spirit Plane), Page of Wands, The Star (The Veil), Four of Wands, Death (Past Lives), Wheel of Fortune (Life Map)

There is an air of being from the energy of the Earth itself. Not necessarily in a grounded way but in a more light way. People definitely think you have a beautiful smile and you have a laugh that almost sounds like bells ringing. I don’t remember if there’s a scene like that in the Tinker Bell movie or if her voice/laugh sounds like bells, but that’s a message. 

They think you’re really connected to Earth, to the energies that be, and that’s something maybe you don’t even notice about yourself. Since I’ve pulled the cards, I had a feeling of “they don’t even believe it” even when they were telling me all these lovely things. This feeling is something I wish for you to feel, and you can! Especially since it’s your energy. 

There is a feeling of familiarity with you. You flitter in and out of people's lives for brief moments, and if you believe in past lives (since energy is continuously recycled), you probably have met a lot of the people you come in contact with in lives before this one. There’s a safety, like stopping by a fire on a long journey. Strangers may get reminded of loved ones when they meet you. 

They see you as a healer. And this may be something you notice about yourself actually. You may get tired easily because it seems like you have to help people all the time or people ask a lot of you. And I do wish you returned this energy to yourself, even if it’s for a small time in the day. Set boundaries. This could also be a reason why you filter in and out of connections with people. 

I also wanna add that this deck was really excited and wanted to be the first in line. People are probably really excited to see you and talk to you. You may have a really bubbly energy and like being a social butterfly. You may also be the subject of friendship crushes, like people really wanna become friends with you.

Pile 2

WARNING: This pile was more on the “negative” side. If negative readings aren’t for you, I would suggest not reading this one.

Tarot: Three of Wands, King of Wands, Queen of Swords, Two of Wands, Eight of Swords, Five of Swords, The Star, Seven of Cups, The Magician

Before I even pull cards, there is an air of seduction. It’s like I made eye contact with a feline in the wild or a snake just slithered in. A large portion of the deck was in my hands but the other half was stuck in the box and fell onto my desk very noisily. You probably don’t give a lot of tells right away and it takes a lot of time for you to show your other self. The air of mystery is what makes you seductive; people want to figure you out. And, from experience, this could drive you absolutely insane because once they figure you out, they leave.

I’m going to be honest, I think a lot of people perceive you as “bitchy.” It could honestly just be because your stubborn and you know what you want, you go for it, and achieve it. A lot of men see you as a threat just because of your strong personality. In some ways, you could be seen as selfish because you won’t bother looking from someone else’s view. If you are an ex-people pleaser, this could be an absolute compliment. You know your worth and you want to achieve your dreams, people being threatened by it are none of your business.

If you are actively being selfish and not bothering to have empathy, well…I would do some self reflection.

Something about this pile seems so angry? There’s an aggression about this reading. Some people could take you as someone that constantly feel like you have to defend yourself, in an angry way, or you’re someone that has a hard time taking accountability. 

I’m getting Kat from 10 Things I Hate About You, “Planet Look At Me, Look At Me.” Some people think you have to be the center of attention. They acknowledge that you definitely can get whatever you set your mind to, but they might not think you deserve it.

There is an air of being very misunderstood, my loves. For the people that don’t mean to come off this way, I feel like you have probably gone through a lot in the past. You’re defensive due to past hurt. You honestly may not even love yourselves and it comes off as anger to others. I couldn’t move on to Pile 3 because I kept over thinking. You may feel really bad with how you react…There’s heartache. I wanted to come back since I felt the need to hug you all. For readers (and you don’t even have to like this series or author), but you give me Nesta vibes (iykyk).  

Pile 3

Tarot: The World, Three of Swords, Five of Cups, Seven of Swords, Page of Swords, The Hermit, Knight of Pentacles, King of Cups, The Star, Ten of Cups

Ah, this is my melancholic pile. People see you guys as troubled, wounded from your past. You are well loved! But I think you have a hard time accepting it or you don’t see it. There is a feeling of always having to fight, sword raised, but you are very tired from battle. I’m getting the image of a knight falling to their knees after a battle is over, some with their heads looking up at the cloudy sky and others with their heads lowered. 

There had been a painful heartbreak where you went into hermit mode. You turned into yourself so you don’t get hurt again. It’s not that you aren’t friendly! But you certainly keep everyone at arms length. You’re constantly looking at the past, at the empty cups, at what you don’t have anymore…I don’t even think you’d even see new and beautiful things and people that will come into your life. You could, unfortunately, have had things pass by you without realizing. 

You are ones to focus on the material world. I don’t necessarily see back-breaking work, but enough to get by. You’re numb and can only exert as much energy as you can. You don’t have any battles with others, more of the battles come from yourself. You beat yourself up. But you don’t realize the potential you have.

There is an older man here. A wise man. This could be someone in your life or someone who has passed…he watched over you. He has so much love for you and it pains him to see the turmoil you cause yourself. He wishes to share the burden with you. He wants you to talk to him and seek his comfort. And honestly, he could offer you very good guidance/advice. 

Decks Used: Ophida Rosa Tarot by Leila and Olive, Ethereal Visions Illuminated Tarot Deck by Matt Hughes, White Numen Tarot: A Sacred Animal Tarot Deck by AlbaBG

Dividers: @inklore

blog name !! important

make sure you fill out the blog name field, this is what will show on the top of all your original posts. to clarify: your blog name is your blog’s url - for example: phantomcodes

responsive sidebar

when the browser window gets too small the sidebar will disappear and become toggleable, the sidebar toggle button will appear on the left side of the headerbar next to your blog url

general notes

many things will not show up if they’re left empty, some examples: if you don't want the fifth info stat leave info 4 blank

reminders

remember tumblr’s customize panel is buggy, toggle the options on/off before saving

Pile 1: Hi there pile 1! You may be experiencing a disconnect within your home life, or not even that but a disconnect to spirituality. There may be a lot of shifts and changes happening in your life at the moment, and it feels as though there’s a lot of tension within you. I’m seeing a box and it keeps folding in on itself, imploding not exploding. All that tension is really sitting within you. I encourage some (I heard bath therapy) so maybe some of you like to take baths with herbs, crystals, and candles. Do that! There may be some uninvited energy around you at the moment. Also some of you need sleep. Rest. Stay off the phone before bedtime, and if you can, meditate! Meditation can look different, for some its sitting in nature, going on a walk, or laying there. There’s a really huge shift here—I don’t think you expected this ending to have happened either with someone you loved or this disconnect either spirituality. I almost feel as if there’s this longing, but also hopeless feeling of: “why? Spirit? Why me?” And I heard: it matters where you are. So, if you’re in an environment where there are people taking advantage of you how can you set boundaries? What do you need? How can you make this process easier for you? It’s likely these people or this place is contributing to your issues at the moment. I also believe spirit wants to let you know that they hear you and are there for you <3 “it matters where you are,” they know, they’ve heard your prayers. If you need confirmation this is it. Journaling can help a ton, there’s a lot of mental energy but in the sense that its squashed. Normally you feel pretty upbeat but it almost feels as if there’s defeat and its a little too silent with all the things you wish to say. Express yourself. Cry it out. I also heard hug it out! So hug it out if you can with a friend, hugging yourself, or hugging a stuffed animal. Yoga may be great for releasing trapped emotions in the body too. I hope you feel better pile 1 <3 thank you for your support and being here.

Pile 2: Hi there pile 2! Welcome! For you I feel as though there’s a lot of green energy around you at the moment. It surrounds you like a garden! I can see your aura with vines, curling up to protect your space and flowers blooming all around. So beautiful! Im also hearing it took a long time to tend to this garden, so you really did take a lot of time to focus on your confidence, healing and transformation. Im also seeing a mermaid emerge from the sea and she’s by the moon. She looks carefree! That’s you. I feel as though you’re learning to vibe with being alone and being okay with being single, although you don’t necessarily have to be. You may be in a position of power in your career now or in the future will be. Im seeing someone grab a book and write down all their ideas and goals—with this determination in mind to make it happen! You may be a fixed sign or have multiple (Leo, Aquarius, Scorpio, Taurus) and suddenly it manifests. This is the kind of success you’ve been building up towards. I also heard this is the success where I feel at peace within myself. Its not necessarily about external factors (although it could be like owning a house—I heard that) its more so the peace that comes with trusting yourself now after all these years. I also see your third eye is open which is revealing to you things that were hidden before. Hidden knowledge. Im seeing spirit is giving you these messages as if its sacred—you’re drinking out of a golden goblet and its this magical juice lmao. Some of ya’ll have very imaginative inner childs and love to concoct stories, so maybe your inner child is out and about! I legit see your inner child dressed like a diva with their sunglasses, sparkly pink kitten heels to slay the day away! So cute. I just feel you have mended that relationship sincerely. You could be a: pisces, pisces 5h/1h, aries, leo, sag, cancer placements. I also see this is an important time for harvesting results. I heard: there is result beyond fear. There is relief beyond fear. On the other side of fear there is joy. So perhaps this has been a mantra for you. I see EFT tapping therapy, so maybe some of you engaged in this. I see breath work, learning to work with your energy. I heard kundalini as well! So some of you may certainly be focused on spirituality and practices. Your inner child is so important—literally hearing their words of awe at the world. Your encouragement means so much to them right now, it’s as if they’re allowing themselves to express themselves again! Thanks pile 2 for being here <3 means a lot to me!

Pile 3: Hey ya’ll it’s 10:10 as I write this so there’s a strong presence of spiritual support! Love that. You guys might be a virgo rising, have virgo placements, virgo 2h, or strong mercurial aspects. An exalted mercury even! I see that for you guys there’s this hazy thick fog. It feels as though your energy is very much guarded and anyone who tries to come in is maybe hit with a wave of confusion. Kind of like they’re stunned. Its kind of cartoonish, and silly. But I see this as a protective mechanism! You guys have been focused on getting your life together especially your finances. You could be budgeting more, spending less, and overall grinding. Keep it on the low and hustling. I also lots of self care so maybe you’ve switched your routine, you’re getting your hair done, nails, lashes, etc. You want to feel your best self and Im literally seeing your spirit team cheer and fist bump. Its like they’ve been wanting you to love yourself and—“finally you got the message,” is what I heard 😭 I’m also hearing “pump it up,” I know its a song, its pop music, really catchy. There’s a lot of happy bright energy surrounding you and I think you’re really feeling yourself. And I think that anyone who tries to disturb your peace I literally see you putting on sunglasses to act like they don’t exist. I feel like you guys are also really funny which people don’t expect—you have a very dry humor and might be great and stand up comedy. I also feel your phone is filled with a bunch of memes to go on the daily. It’s on butt dial at this point. I feel as though you appear intimidating but you’re really funny, chill, and grounded. You may have taurus/Capricorn placements as well. Lots of earth! Maybe all your big 3 is earth. I feel as though you’re being told to enjoy yourself and have fun! Let loose and chuck the ruled aside momentarily. It wouldn’t hurt to let go. I think for so long you’ve been hustling and grinding—so its time to celebrate how far you came! You may attracting suitors or attention is what I heard lol, lots of eyes on you! Especially through this transformation. I see you going from alone to suddenly everyone is around you. So maybe you’re graduating, getting that promotion, it’s your birthday, or there’s an event coming up! This is really going to help you feel your best self <3 Im also hearing euro pop music, so maybe ya’ll are into that. And dream of euro pop blasting in clubs (bring back this era) I dont know if you know Inna and her music. “Hot” by inna is playing! But thanks pile 3 for being here! Sincerely appreciate it all. Your feedback means a lot to me.

Extra