The Threshold

Hello, everyone! It’s been a while since I posted and I’m not sure in which frequency I’m going to put up readings from now on, since I found out I’m an incorporation psychic and started studying and developing in that area. So tarot is going to take the back seat for a while, but I’m thinking of opening private readings once my energy is more stable and I’m more connected to my guides.

But enough about me, in today’s reading we’re looking into something that’s been holding you back. That could be in any form. Maybe you feel like there’s an energy that’s been stopping you from accomplishing something or there’s a part of you that’s been self sabotaging or even something else. Whatever it is, we’re going to look into it. Please let me know if it resonates a go ahead to pick your pile 💜

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How to pick: if you’re having a hard time picking your group, you can close your eyes, take a deep breath, relax your muscles and focus on your breathing. Once you feel your mind clearing and your body relaxing, open your eyes and try to feel which pile you’re drawn to the most. If you’re still unable to chose, you can skim your finger through the screen and see if any of the piles feel any different to you. If you still can’t chose, maybe this reading isn’t for you and that’s okay. Try looking for another reading that matches your energy.

Disclaimer: this is a general reading, so be aware that not everything in your group might apply to you. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t.

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Pile 1

HOLY SHITTTT ok this is big, actually. When this person will arrive into your life you'll actually feel it into your gut. This person will bring transformation into your life. Everything that was there before??? DESTROYED. I both pulled the tower alongside the tower so it won't be easy at all for you, but it's for the better i swear. With the hierophant too, it will hit you right in your beliefs about religion and family traditions, everything will change in your personal life but at least they want something serious with you, even if it's hard and transformative. The old way will be swiped out from your life to make the new way come to you. This person, with the 2 of cups and the judgement, will come into your life like a catalyst but with a big pink ribbon on it (I don't know why i said that but idk, i felt like saying it). They'll love you so much and it will be a true and very long romance into your life, love at first sight too. There seems to be something really special about this person actually. They'll also be a provider for you but just know that things will be slow and won't begin in just a day!! Then, we have the holy ace of cups with the justice rx with the emperor and the 3 of swords rx. Hear me out, I don't feel like it's something negative for you. This person has been wronged by someone else in love, like an ex or previous lover, and they're afraid that something like that would happen again. They're protecting their heart with all their body and authority to not let it be broken again. They just became their healing journey and maybe you'll be their catalyst too!! Btw, have i already said big ass provider and sugar daddy (I don't mean it's a man but i just feel a lot of masculine energy in here) energy????

Pile 2

Someone really difficult will arrive soon into your love life. I don't mean they're a player or a flirt, they're just intense. They've been stuck in their mind for so long, isolating themselves just to be in their head alone. They don't love being with other people this much but they're trying to escape this loneliness. However, during this isolation, they managed to mature and grow, they're way more stable than before and they can regulate their own emotions better than before. This person seems like they've been healing their wounds and focus on themselves more than ever. I wouldn't say that this isolation was bad for them, they really needed it to become the person you'll meet soon. They value stability in their personal life, however, they might run away or hide the moment they feel someone is threatening that stability. They'll offer you something stable once they get to know you and everything will feel mutual and equal between the two of you. The 7 of swords, however, it's like a warning sign about this person. They really might be an avoidant type of person and they might lie a lot to protect themselves from any harm. They might also be isolated by their family, even if they crave that type of love so much. They might also be really shy and struggle with communicating their feelings with others. With the hanged man and the knight of pentacles, they're a really slow building person when it comes with relationships. They need to analyze everything from different points of view and it might be frustrating to you. Knowing them, it might feel easy and fresh at the beginning but, to avoid any internal instability, the better thing to do is to cut them out of your life since they won't give you anything serious because of their childish behaviors towards relationships in general. They crave love but they don't want to give any in return. The 4 of wands rx here is a warning too, they can't commit and they might leave you as soon as a new person might arrive in their life (the fool and the death), they're looking for stability but also for the thrill, they crave stability too but they're also afraid of it.

Pile 3

Welcome group 3!!! Now it's your turn for a reading about the person who's coming into your life!! This person lives his life looking forward to love, but not just a fling, a real, mutual and soul merging true love. They're a hopeless romantic who's diving in the dating world to find the one. They're romantic and very attached to the idea of building a family with their person. Sometimes they're impulsive with their words and jumps in situations where people might take advantage of them. They want to love and give so much that sometimes they over give to people that don't deserve it at all. They love romance and they're a true empath who loves to help people in their healing journeys. I feel like they're the type of person that every night they pray to the north star to give them a love who doesn't destroy his heart. I don't actually think they're lucky in love, but they're still there hoping for it somehow (i would have given up since the beginning so i really admire their attitude towards love life). They're soooo ready to give anything to their lover and FASTTTTT, however they might obsess over a person for a few days and then forget, and this is the problem. They like to party a lot and to have fun but with the 5 of cups here, i don't think they feel good after that. So, will this person be more faithful towards their crush this time or will they move from one person to another again?

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At very special stages in our lives, every now and then, we encounter very special individuals who seem to possess this uncanny ability to change us forever. Sometimes for the worse. Sometimes for the better. But ultimately—hopefully—for the wiser🌾

Well, how would meeting your Destined Person change you for the better though?? After all, this is your The One😉 How would you bring out the best in each other?🎁

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A higher romance leading to a sweet union is all yours for the experiencing! But before a wondrous, fated encounter could take place... Do you dare to evolve in order to match the love and wisdom your Destined Person has to offer?🐛

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film: Butterfly and Sword (1993)

major arcana: XII The Hanged Man, II The High Priestess Rx, VI The Lovers Rx

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what are the shocking things will come in your way before the year ends?

꒰੭. listen to what your heart wants not what your eyes love about.

pile one

what a sweet start, the knight of cups is giving me of someone new is about to come in your way. probably, a new crush? an admirer confession, a new lover, a possible romantic interest or a new friendship, for some, meeting a soulmate is highly possible or for the minority of you, reuniting with an old connection is possible too. i'm sure one of this connection i've mentioned, you'll have it before the year ends. if we will look towards this person nature, this is someone who might be less younger or simply someone who inexperienced than you, they might be popular and loved by many people, this is someone who may have a pisces placements with the mixed of cancer placement as well. someone who is romantic, intuitive, and lowkey flamboyant, if this is an ex-lover or a failed connection, they may lurking with your socials for awhile now. they may have thinking of reaching out and have a thought in mind like, “what if we tried again.” that's not the end, you'll discover a secret, hidden info, gossip or a tea about you because there's a high chance that someone might bring this up to you due that they cannot longer fight/hold their conscience. it's giving, “i know you would not forgive me after this but i can't hold this forever and you deserve to know it.” although, the context doesn't need to be like that though since i'm just giving the energy of what it feels like but yeah expect that confession around winter season? well, maybe for some of you a romantic confession might be happening in mid year.

i can even call you this year as of a year manifested one. you are probably manifesting quietly lately and maybe doubting whether they will ever come in your way but i can't guarantee that all of them will be manifested by the end of the year but expect many blessings will may come. although not all of your manifestation may sprout but expect few of them to grow in the garden you seeded them all, there's also a suprise opportunity here regarding with your finances. well if you are waiting for something like "your application have been approved, congratulations!" whether this is a job application or a next school year application. this is the right message for me to forward that you would likely hear back from that before this year season ends. going back with your finances, you may discover something new to level up your income or for few who may be manifesting of "i attract many and kind clients", this month until the end of year is a must look forward because those silent people who are lurking into your business (physically /online), may finally have courage to buy something from you.

while if you experience being overlooked, neglected or unconsidered by others, that's the end. you are now stepping on a new chapter where people are starting to notice you. what i mean by that is not that "oh they suddenly glow up", no, typically not that but in a way that "ah they do this task better than everybody else. also, you will attract a lot of people who wants to share their story with you, intentional or not like you suddenly have this mini-social bloom before the year ends like suddenly you will have this moment where "why everyone suddenly interested talking with me?". for few of you, this is very specific message wkwkw, if someone ghosted you before they might return again, well it's up to you how will you approach this situation, but here's the advice. assertiveness is the key like honey, know your worth, you got the attention and you attract. it's cutest part and it's a cloud 9 feeling but don't spread yourself too thin okay? know what your worth is. in the other times, you don't have to respond to every message, invite, or even with every flirt actions because sometimes saying "no" to others is your biggest manifestation move.

ahh, i thought it was possible that one person would come on your way but i was wrong because when i pulled an extra card, i got another card that has a person illustration on it. i see this person as someone who is not playing games, mature, possibly older, and may offer protection to you although it doesn't have to be like as lover's connection, you might meet this person through work or at school, they can act as a mentor or a teacher towards you, like they can see your potential and they are willing to help you build and discover those hidden skills.

and then there's a bride, bouquet, and ring cards here coming from the oracle, at first, i thought it was like "dang, someone is getting married before the year ends???" but no, looking by it again. it was giving a combination of someone walking down the aisle in order to claim their blessings. i mean this is you, you are the bride card representing here. it's vows, i am ready to receive peace and love like you are waking through the aisle of your own self-worth, you are now leaving your self-doubt along with those breakdowns. idk what's going with me but i suddenly got here the word "bounce back?" although it's not related to the cards, i feel like those people who betrayed you, make you cry before? may become pressed seeing how radiant you become by the next few months because of the major overwhelming compliments that will melt your heart before year ends, well, maybe for few of you who got s/o you may got an actual commitment like "let's do this for real' or engagement with a ring, otherwise, for the majority of you it's a message that no more half love, no more maybes because this time you are reclaiming your inner child's joy.

before this year ends, you are no longer the person who started this year's, and yeah, every blessing and miracle there is an associated exchange, you are starting to notice people are walking away from you, a consistent habit that you start to lose interest with, or constantly seeing weird signs or experiencing nightmare dreams, except those you no longer need will be thrown at the trash respectfully. if you are looking for a sign to play again, to do silly things, to paint, to learn dance or to eat something that your childhood remind you of. great, this pile is really meant for you. it simply a reminder don't overwork yourself and learn to return your joy, it's no longer "what if it goes, wrong?" because right now, you are in your 'what if it goes right" stage. no more worries it's a turn to build your trust again with yourself, everything will be dropped down from the skies like glitters and confetti. that's the end. i hope you'll like this reading, I also cast a spell on you as a bonus. may you (group 1) spend the remaining months with full of joy, thank you for letting me read your energy, i love you!

(plausible astrological placements): pisces/cancer/taurus/libra/capricorn sun. libra moon or water moon. 2nd, 3rd and 11th house placements. aquarius/capricorn saturn, neptune in the 1st house. libra rising. venus-pluto aspects. mars-neptune aspects. moon 10th house or 4th house. leo/virgo rising. (ps. only if resonated)

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pile two

to begin this reading, i just want to share a small note. if you feel drawn to pile one, there’s a strong chance that some messages there are meant especially for you particularly within the first and second paragraphs, because they may carry messages that resonate deeply with you or reflect your current energy. i feel like the shocking news that comes your way is not a physical/material more come as a spiritual gift.

i feel a strong stalker mode here. there is maybe someone who is lowkey obsessed with you, this can be from a weird stalker/someone who is secretly hate you that is lurking through your account, they don't like your posts, i mean that, they have been studying you like a thesis, this is someone who is giving a sweet girl/soft boy energy, you lowkey trigger their envy nature Imao. i wouldn't be suprise too if you were once a topic of this person's tea to others, these past months you've been fucked up or come across with a super galactic detox maybe you cut people off, you stop seeking validation, or maybe stop chasing the person who does not even texts you back, by the time this year ends, you will be look back and says "hold on, i'm not sad anymore, why i suddenly feel glowing? and ah, here's the revenge part, the people who hurt you? they will feel it, the energy is bouncing back to them.

also, i feel like your ancestors are hyping you up, like, they may send you a random song that feels resonance with your current situation, you may also dream about the people from your past although you didn't even think about them. you might feel like you are losing everything but you didn't know that your ancestors making space for your blessings, and oh, if you are working on something, it's literally says here that your hard work finally pays off". this might be along with recognition like people suddenly pay attention to this, it will melt your heart, i also feel for the small group of you, you will attract abundance from something you really passionately about like your your life turning upside down. this might shocks you, imagine a creative skill or hustle that you love to do give you an opportunity to expand your wealth for the next remaining months. this might be hard to shallow but someone from your family may betray you, like this person? they don't believe in you, they may smile at you when you are present, talk with you nicely, but that's not what i feel behind the scenes because they not only see you unworthy but also, unaware of how mad-person you are when it comes to skill and intelligence, anyone would envy when you have both. you are just low key, calm, and quite all times but you have a lot of plans for the remaining months (you mostly gonna achieve them though). this person they think you are lowclass or just dumb individual who is lucky to have the privilege of their life because of their parents. i think, this might happen around this month? or early november (pisces, aries, and scorpio season) you may hear this tea from someone who is also close with you, from someone who is acting like a motherly figure, the advice here is don't meddle with them, let them talk and focus on your goal, for my scorpio, sagittarius, and capricorn babies, there is something major might happen with your birthday season.

i feel that you are planning to change some of your habits? probably watch what you are eating or change your routine, otherwise, it's you, start transforming yourself physically before the year ends. you were feeding yourself energetically, like less drama, and more peace, less pleasing people and have more self-respect. like you gonna start to nourish yourself like someone you truly love. (i'm proud of you), there's a day too that you'll wake and felt nothing but... blessed. i hope you'll like this reading, i cast a peace of mind spell on you as a bonus. may you (group 2) spend the remaining months with full of love and joy, thank you for letting me read your energy. i love you²

(plausible astrological placements): cancer/pisces/capricorn/taurus sun. scorpio or taurus moon. libra or pisces rising. 2nd, 6th, 8th, and 10th house placements, venus in pisces or taurus. mars in leo or scorpio, mercury in taurus or virgo, neptune in the 12th house. pluto in the 8th house. saturn in capricorn or aquarius. strong venus-neptune aspects. moon-pluto aspects. jupiter in cancer or sagittarius, sun-moon opposition or trine themes, north node in taurus/scorpio axis.

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pile three

i see heavy overthinking in your energy right now. you feel a strong uncertainty about your future like you're over analyzing what will happen next in life, love, or with your career. i see that you don't have a peace of mind, you stressed a lot than you admit. also, i feel things like in your past still bleed and hurt. some things are left disappointment, anger, or grief internally that haven’t been fully processed that stay in the background and disturb your peace. i see stability here, you're finally building the kind of peace you used to chase. heavy capricorn sun here. i see you becoming a whole new soul, like you may focus on cleaning and organising your place. expect something clicks may happen before the year ends. this could be a literal opportunity, most likely a new job for those who are in job hunting, congratulations. you'll get hired. i see last year may not one of your best years like you can count the good things happen to you than bad. last year was really an exhausting year for you. and this things that pushed you through last year? they built you instead of break you.

if you post something in the coming weeks, expect a higher engagement on it. also, i see someone lurking in your story views. you already know who this is. this is someone who has a aquarius or scorpio placements is watching you level up. they’re intimidated but were intrigued too. they realize you're not same person you used to be. besides, you may find yourself handling a lot, juggling things like working on glowing up, healing, and going on your usual job at the same time. what's more, there is maybe a miscommunication from a situationship or someone that made you experience mixed signals but don't show up consistently. this person/situationship made you feel decoding your entire personality. but it's not your fault, it simply the vibes of this situation is giving a solid trial in your life. this trial thought you that you're the prize, that this person can't replace you no matter how many people they tried to meet. i'm trilled to tell you that there's a new wave of love here. this is either a renewed chapter with someone who steps up, or a completely new person who sees your worth immediately. but your ancestors, if you wanted real love. they advised you to fix your boundaries and love yourself first. this person that gonna adore you is someone who'll notice the tiny details about you. expect late night conversations and lovely compliments from them. this is someone who exactly would know if you changed your perfume wkwkwk.

i feel like you were planning to change how you look, starting with your hair. you maybe planning to get those 2 hair color combinations, if my word is right, i think it's called mermaid hair color? since most of your cards are blue, green, and purple. but you don't want to take this if it doesn't resonate much but i'm sure you were planning to change your hair. either way, your confidence skyrockets because that insecurity feeling will be officially retired. we have a nostalgia oracle card here and 6 of cups tarot card here. I feel like you might see or hear from someone from your past. not to reopen old wounds but to finally close them peacefully. you might have more time with family this year, you may appreciate more your family. i see you having a lot of happy days with them before this year ends, or you're you're rediscovering joy through simplicity. you might spend your time with nature, says go outside, ground yourself, play music, bake something, walk barefoot on grass. like you suddenly feels little things become magical again. it's like your inner child healing. you might also meet new people, some stays others are lessons but most importantly, you're attracting souls who match your authenticity. and within winter season maybe around december-february. expect someone with a very younger male. energy or someone playful to have a heartfelt conversation. this connection will reminds you love can be easy again.

i feel like within all piles your group does have a strong love of orbit energy. i'm not biased, okay. i feel like you have many secret admirers than the rest of the group, since i got another person that who's been quiet but watching. this is someone who panics while trying to act cool when you're around. this is someone who is mysterious and hates being vulnerability. if you're single, it can be you meeting someone new through social settings or online. someone who is confident but kind, could have leo or libra placements, charming af, sees you as "different." either way, you're not chasing love but love's orbiting you now. i hope you'll like this reading, i cast a "i attract love" spell on you as a bonus. may you (group 3) spend the remaining months with full of love and joy, thank you for letting me read your energy. i love you³

(plausible astrological placements): capricorn/taurus/virgo/cancer/libra sun. taurus or cancer moon. capricorn or virgo rising. 2nd, 4th, 6th, and 10th house placements. venus in taurus or libra. mars in capricorn or aries. mercury in virgo or gemini. saturn in capricorn or aquarius. jupiter in taurus or cancer. neptune in the 6th or 12th house. pluto in the 10th or 8th house. strong saturn-venus aspects. moon-saturn or moon-jupiter aspects. north node in taurus/scorpio axis. earth and water dominant chart.

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This reading is for anyone who’s ready to step into what’s waiting for them...the abundance, love, growth, and joy that is forming in your life. It’s not about wishing or hoping...it’s about noticing the shifts, seeing the doors opening, and realizing that all the patience, lessons, and small steps you’ve taken are finally paying off. This is about the energy you’re putting out, the alignment you’re holding, and the universe matching that with everything that’s best for you. So grab a comfy seat, breathe, and let yourself soak in this guidance that reminds you, the best is truly yet to come.

You know the drill- choose the pictures you are most drawn too. If you are drawn to more than one pile, you can absolutely read or stay for the other piles too :)

Hello Pile 1 :)

king of pentacles, 2oS, King of cups, emperor, PoS and Lovers

You’ve been standing in the hallway for a long time, haven’t you?

There is this specific kind of silence that happens right before a massive life shift. It’s not a peaceful silence-it’s a restless one. It’s the sound of you pacing back and forth in your own mind, weighing Option A against Option B, trying to figure out if you’re being "realistic" or if you’re just being scared. If you’ve felt like you’ve been wearing a blindfold lately, hovering over a decision but unable to land, I want you to take a deep breath. That tension you feel? That’s not a sign that you’re lost. It’s the tension of a bowstring being pulled back. The further back it goes, the more power you’ll have when you finally let go.Right now, your energy feels a bit "twitchy." You’re gathering information, you’re scrolling, you’re researching, and you’re trying to outsmart your future. You think that if you just get one more piece of data, the path will become clear. But the truth is, you already know. You’re just waiting for permission to be as powerful as you actually are. You’ve been playing the role of the observer in your own life, watching for red flags and waiting for the other shoe to drop. But "the best is yet to come" isn't just a catchy phrase for you; it is a structural renovation of your entire reality. What is headed toward you is a level of stability that you might not even have a reference point for yet. We often talk about "success" in one-dimensional ways-either you have the money, but you’re stressed, or you’re happy, but you’re struggling. The energy shifting into your life right now is refusing that compromise. You are moving into a phase of "The Master."

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Hello Pile 2 :)

7ow, heirophant, 5os, knight of sword, ace of swords and 4oP

Okay, lemme start by saying this- You’re tired of being the strong one, aren’t you?

I can feel the tension in your shoulders before I even start. If you chose this pile, you’ve likely spent the last few months, maybe even the last few years, in a defensive crouch. You’ve been holding the line, protecting your peace, and trying to keep people from overstepping your boundaries. It’s felt like a constant uphill climb, hasn’t it? Like every time you take one step toward your dream, someone or something appears to challenge your right to be there. The "best" that is coming for you isn't just a physical gift; it is the end of the war. It is the moment you get to put the armour down because there is finally nothing left to fight. Lately, life has felt like a series of small, nagging conflicts. Maybe it’s coworkers who don’t get your vision, family members who keep pushing your buttons, or just that internal critic that tells you that you have to work twice as hard as everyone else just to stay level. You’ve been standing on your own little hill, fending off "arrows" from every direction. You’re good at it-you’re resilient, you’re tough, and you’ve got a backbone of steel, but God, it’s exhausting to always be the one who has to hold it all together. You might even feel a bit cynical right now. When someone says "the best is yet to come," a part of you probably wants to roll your eyes and ask, "Okay, but when do I get to nap? When does the struggle actually stop?" I want to validate that feeling. You aren't being "negative." You’re just depleted from being your own one-man or one-woman army. You’ve been dealing with people who play mind games, people who thrive on "winning" at your expense, and those hollow victories that leave you feeling more drained than the actual conflict did. You’ve walked away from situations recently feeling like you "won" the argument, but lost your peace of mind in the process. The "Best" that is manifesting for you right now is a Thunderbolt of Truth. You’ve been trying to solve your problems using the same old rules. You’ve been looking for "the right way" to do things, trying to follow the tradition, the blueprint, or the "proper" path to success. You’ve been looking for a mentor or a system to give you the answers. But the universe is about to cut through all that red tape.

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Hello Pile 3 :)

JUDGEMENT, HERMIT, DEVIL, KNIGHT OF CUPS, 2OC AND 6OC

People reading pile 3, have you felt like you’ve been living in a waiting room for the last few months? Or maybe even years? There is a very specific energy around you right now-it’s quiet, it’s introspective, and it’s a little bit lonely. You’ve been pulled back from the world. Maybe you’ve been isolating yourself on purpose, or maybe the universe just made it so that your social circle shrank, your old hobbies lost their spark, and you were left standing alone in the dark with a single lantern. You’ve been doing the "inner work", and let’s be real, that work is exhausting. It’s messy. It involves looking at the parts of yourself you’d rather ignore and answering the hard questions about why you keep ending up in the same patterns. But I need you to understand something crucial: You weren't being punished with loneliness. You were being prepared for a massive spiritual "Wake-Up Call." For a long time, there has been something "heavy" sitting on your chest. It might be a habit, a toxic obsession with someone from your past, or a self-sabotaging belief that tells you that you don't deserve the "Best." You’ve felt chained to a version of yourself that you outgrew a long time ago. You know that feeling when you keep going back to a situation that makes you miserable, just because it’s familiar? That "devil on your shoulder" has been whispering that this is as good as it gets. The "Best" that is coming for you is the moment those chains finally snap. You are approaching a point of total "Judgement", and I don't mean that in a scary, biblical way. I mean it as a moment of absolute accountability and liberation. You are finally going to see the "Shadow" for what it is. You’re going to look at those old addictions, those toxic exes, or those cycles of "not enoughness," and you’re going to realise they have no power over you anymore. You are being called out of the grave of your past and into the light of a brand-new day. This is a "Phoenix" moment. The old you is burning away, and the version that is rising is untouchable. What makes this pile so beautiful is that after all that dark, heavy "Hermit" energy, the universe is bringing back the sweetness. You’ve been so guarded. You’ve had to be. But the "Yet to Come" part of your story involves a return to innocence. You are going to start feeling like you again, the version of you before the world told you who you had to be. There is a huge wave of "Nostalgia" coming your way, but it’s the healing kind. This could be a literal person from your past returning someone who actually deserves a place in your life, or it could be a passion you had as a child that suddenly starts to breathe again. You’re going to find yourself laughing more. You’re going to find yourself looking at the world with soft eyes again. The cynicism that you used to protect yourself is going to melt because you won't need it anymore. You are safe now.

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You are a walking, talking collection of atoms. But have you ever thought about the effect that collection has? How your physical presence shapes the energy of a room, how your biology filters your reality, and how it all connects to the universe around you? It’s time to explore what you're really made of.

PILE ONE

You were born a sensitive soul, a warrior in the making. You may have often felt like life itself was after you, like the universe had a personal vendetta when it comes to your soul. But that was never the case. Souls like yours get distorted or destroyed in this world, not because you do not have a space here, but because society does not value this virtue. A seed was planted when you came here, and it has been watered along your development. You are a sensitive being, so you needed to build your armor along the way, carrying not only your wounds but the ones that were projected onto you, not realizing how heavy everything was.

On an energetic level, you feel like a tornado, something god-fearing, something raw and untamed. But you are also the calm after the destruction, the stillness that follows the storm. You are a paradox wrapped in thunder.

Your heart was never meant to be closed. The world tried to make you jaded, but it did not work. Underneath every layer of armor you built, the softness remained. This is your greatest strength and your deepest wound. You feel everything. The joy, the pain, the grief, the beauty. You feel it all as if it is happening to you, even when it is happening to someone else.

This is why you carry so much. You absorb like a sponge. You take in the emotions of rooms, the unspoken tensions between people, the weight of collective suffering. You were not built to be numb. You were built to be a vessel. And a vessel that feels everything must also learn how to empty itself, or it will crack.

There is something ancient about you. Something that makes people pause, that makes them lower their voices, that makes them want to confess their secrets or hide their truths. You carry the energy of someone who has seen too much to be fooled anymore. You are not easily impressed, not easily manipulated, not easily won.

To the ones who pretend, you are exposure. To the ones who hide, you are a threat. To the ones who are ready, you are a gateway. Your energy forces people to choose: to look at themselves honestly or look away from you.

Some will lash out. They will call you too much, too intense, too sensitive. They will project their own unhealed shadows onto you and walk away feeling justified. Let them go. They were never meant to stay. Your people will recognize you and welcome you home.

When you pass through a space, you leave behind a clearing. Like a tornado that has swept through, the air feels different afterward. Lighter. Cleaner. The things that were not rooted get blown away. The things that were strong remain, tested and proven.

You are an ancestor in training. You are learning now how to carry weight so that future generations do not have to. Every wound you heal, every burden you release, every tear you allow yourself to shed, you are clearing a path for those who come after you.

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PILE TWO

You were born already fearless, curious. You could be premature for some of you; it almost feels like you could not wait to arrive and get to work. You have often felt like you have a bigger purpose, that you are not simply here to be, but to change the world itself, the collective energy, the minds of the lost ones. Well, you were on the money.

On an energetic level, you feel like abundance, success. It is clear to everyone around you that you were born to reach new highs, to be heard, and to lead. Even if a lot is possible to achieve for you on a personal level, there is more planned for you. You have the power to bring people together and move them.

It is hard to convince a nation to walk forward, to move despite fear, to believe they can fight back, but you do it effortlessly. You are here as a phoenix, the one that sets itself on fire so it can be born again brighter. You keep walking where a lot of people stop. Fear is a fuel and not a constraint. A lot of people wish they could be more like you and embody this energy, to be able to go after what they want so ardently.

When you enter a room, something shifts. The energy is instantly felt. They feel more awake, motivated, almost like a shot of espresso. You restore hope where it seems to have vanished, finding the last spark and transforming it into a bonfire. People are proud to be associated with you, not only for who you are but for what you represent and how you ignite everything you touch. You show people their own potential. You remind them that hope is not lost and that they have the power necessary to get what they deserve. You do not settle for the status quo because you want the best, not only for yourself but for your community, for the world.

To the lost ones, you are a mirror of what they could become. To the fearful, you are proof that courage pays off. To the skeptical, you are an inconvenience they cannot explain away. Your very existence challenges the idea that the world cannot change. You are living evidence that one person can shift the collective.

Some will try to pull you down. Not because they are bad people, but because your light makes them uncomfortable with their own darkness. They will test you, provoke you, doubt you. Do not take it personally. It is not about you. It is about what you represent: the possibility of transformation.

When you pass through a space, you leave behind more than memories. You leave behind momentum. People who encountered you will find themselves thinking bigger, dreaming larger, moving faster. Your energy lingers like an afterburn, propelling others forward even when you are no longer there.

You are not just building a life. You are building a blueprint. You are showing the next generation of visionaries that it is okay to want more, to be more, to demand more from themselves and from the world.

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PILE THREE

You were born with a deep sense of balance already. Your parents could describe you as an easy baby; you slept through the nights and weren't fussing much unless something was wrong or you were uncomfortable. Even growing up, you were probably comfortable in your own energy, having no problem playing by yourself. This is mainly because you were never alone, soulmates and spirits from past lives are acting as guides in this one for you.

On an energetic level, you feel like a teacher, someone reflective, the one with the answers. Simply being is enough for you to change things around you. Maybe you are unaware of the curious eyes that follow you, of the energies that linger around yours, of the pull you exert on others. You feel like an answered prayer, and people often feel inspired by you. You are like a breath of fresh air that tells the other souls that it is okay to be yourself. The natural serenity you embody almost forces the people around you to question themselves; to wonder how come they are not at peace like you. What are you doing exactly to be like this? Some of them try to get close to you, to study your ways, all of this to realize that you simply are.

Your metaphysical print is one of an old soul, someone that has lived many lives and is now in this one to lead by example. You wish for bliss and peace, you act accordingly, treat others with respect, and simply live your life. The people that are at war with themselves get almost erratic around you, incapable of matching your energy. You are the reminder of everything they cannot reach, a mirror of their instability. Being around you makes them naked, vulnerable, and they lash out. Not because you have done anything wrong, but because they could only feel worthy around you if you get to their level and get mad as well. But you do not.

People often think anger is powerful, which it is, but true peace is harder to reach. No matter how bad someone tries to throw you off balance, you will simply get it back. It could be annoying to the restless, but it is inspiring to the open ones, the ones that are open to change and knowledge.

After you leave an environment, some of your energy remains, protecting and balancing the surrounding vibrations. You are an expert in keeping love and peace in your environment, acting like a spiritual diplomat. Whoever gets to be in your close circle is blessed as well, with some of your luck rubbing off on them. The universe will always provide for you, not only because they love you, but also because being who you are is a lesson for a lot of people on this earth. They learn through observing you what is available. They get to see all the ways they have been torturing themselves. You break the invisible chains they have placed upon themselves.

in this pick-a-card reading, we will discover how your person aches for you in the softest, most beautiful ways🤭✨ - how they crave for your voice at the end of a long day, how they replay your laugh in quiet moments, and what they will do to feel closer to you 👀💖. let’s uncover how your presence will be their comfort, and how your touch is their favourite place to belong🫠😳. together, let’s dive into the depths of this reading and find out their truth🫣❤️.

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⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile I ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

you make your person lose control, like i’m not even kidding babe😭. your presence shakes something in them, and they feel like they’re losing their mind over you. every time they think about you, they go crazy. it’s like they can’t think straight, and oh i’ll be honest bub - THEY LOVE HOW YOU GET THEM SO WORKED UP 🤭 👀.

first thing i want to mention is that your partner is a very disciplined and firm figure. they’re not easily fooled or budged. but you just….damn. YOU SHAKE THEM. i swear to god, they don’t even know how to stand on their own two feet when they think of you - BYE IM LIVING FOR THIS TYPE OF YEARNERS. you’re #blessed baddie☺️💖.

your person yearns for you by surrendering themselves to you. they want you to take control. they want you to dominate them. i hear them saying, “tell me what to do, i’m all yours”, and when they say this, there’s a sort of submissiveness in their voice - almost like confirming they belong to you. but one thing i wanted to say is that your person is not the type to melt. they aren’t easy to impress. and they sure as hell won’t be obeying orders. but when it comes to you? they’re on their knees, begging for you to control them.

i’ll be honest, it will take some time for them to show this side of themselves. they might even deny it in secret - brushing all these feelings off as a “one-time-thing”. but you and i know very well that they feel this typa way for you very often 😉✨. (who do they think they’re hiding from, right bestie? 🤫)

once your person accepts how they feel for you, and that they no longer think that this connection is a “one-time-thing” - they’re going to yearn for you in an unapologetic way. they won’t care about their “defensive” attitude anymore, they’re only going to care about serving you and doing the right thing. you have this way of asking and getting the things you want. i don’t know how to explain it, but you naturally make people work in your favour, pile 1. because of your natural tendency to order around, your person might feel a little jealous and anxious, and might see others as a threat. i wanted to mention this part in the beginning, but i felt like it would make sense if i addressed it now - your person feels very anxious towards the connection you guys have. they’re afraid you’ll find someone better, and there seems to be an ego-clash between the both of you, as well as the people around you. due to their jealousy and insecurity, they might tend to argue with you or with the people around you, but this is during the beginning of the relationship. they’ll overcome this, but they need a lot of reassurance. you might also feel exhausted because of how disruptive their behaviour can be sometimes, but it’s very important to address it in a mature and positive way. lashing out on each other will only make things worse, so please be a little mindful. once there is mutual understanding, then you guys will go on a joy-ride 🫣🤭.

your person not only yearns for you physically - but they also yearn for you emotionally. you stimulate them, and they want to worship you all the time. i’m sensing here that they can never take their hands off you, and they want to keep maintaining physical contact with you 😳😙. but again, the power and authority is in your hands - so you can always demand what you want, and they’ll gladly serve you😁🙃💖.

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile II ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

your person is going to yearn for you in the most gentlest yet controlling way - it’s going to catch you so off guard🫣👀. you might not even realise it, but suddenly you’ll see that all your work, all the things you’ve been struggling with and desiring for will be cleared and fulfilled. how you may ask? that’s because your person has been secretly completing things for you and fulfilling your desires. let me give you an example: you’ve been complaining about how much work is pending and you’ve been working so hard to save for a designer handbag that you’ve always wanted. whether you know it or not, your person has taken a mental note of this and has quietly helped you meet your deadlines and has also bought you that designer handbag you’ve always wanted - and here’s the thing, they’ve used THEIR money to gift that to you.

your person is a silent yearner. they’re quiet. you can’t see it, but it’s always there. they yearn for you in secret, and they’re not boast-y about it. their love is not proud and loud. your person does not want other people to know about the sacred bond you share. “it’s none of their business,” i hear them saying while kissing you. they’re not secretive about it because they’re ashamed of what y’all have - NO!! they’re secretive about it because your person is afraid that people will try to pull you guys apart and break what you have.

your person will always have your back. “through thick and thin, through fire and water, through dust and wind, through good times and hard times - my love for you will remain the same,” THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I HEAR THEM SAYING RIGHT NOW. BRB IM GONNA CRY THIS IS SO PURE. i can literally feel the love they have for you through the cards, babe🥹💖. their love for you will never die - and they mean it. they’re going to be with you through all your cycles, lessons, and chapters - through all the good and bad ones. they’re going to be your back bone, and when your legs feel worn and you can’t stand anymore, you can rest on them for comfort.

this connection feels fated. it feels sure. it feels promising. since the beginning of the reading, this connection felt unique. it felt deserved. you guys deserve each other. the universe has pulled your energies together, and this person is your other half🥰❤️‍🔥.

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile III ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

your person is going to yearn for you by putting in their hard-work and building the life you’ve always wanted to live. your person is the type who believes that action speaks louder than words. not only will they yearn for you by spending quality time with you, they’ll also yearn for you by putting in the effort and increasing their finances so that they can support you in the future. your person years for you by being present🤭✨.

your person will yearn for you by going back and forth in their mind about you. they’ll think about you while juggling daily responsibilities and they will try their best to distract themselves, but the thought of you just keeps on popping up 👀🤫✨. this isn’t calm yearning. it’s mentally-active yearning. you’ll be on their mind more often than they would like to admit.

their feelings for you is very calm, almost like a part of them knows that you’re meant for each other. there’s a sense of familiarity, a sense of promise, and a sense of truth. they’ll know that you guys are meant to be way before you would even know it. they won’t admit it, but their actions will confess. you’ll notice that their commitment will feel way too good to be true, but it’s their silent way of admitting that they know y’all are meant to be is what will speak volumes.

they will yearn for you by promising a family, and promising a future together. they will yearn for you by providing emotional happiness, comfort and peace. their attraction for you is not shallow, it’s the kind of yearning where they imagine you guys laughing together and feeling emotionally safe together. it’s the kind of yearning where they want to live in the moment and make memories with you. for your person, your happiness matters more than theirs, and they will do anything to see a smile on your face.

i also got a feeling here that you aren’t the type to pressurise your partner into earning well and building a solid future for the both of you. you’re the type who equally contributes and stands with your person. but your person is the type who will want you to feel at ease and wants to take on the responsibilities of working for you - does that make sense? they don’t want you to feel exhausted from working. in fact, they want you to feel relaxed☺️💖.

however, i did want to mention that your person might tend to be impatient and burnt-out. they might want the results to show faster. they don’t realise that things take time, and it’s completely okay to equally contribute. your person will be too hard on themselves, so please communicate with them. they need to be told that they’re not in this alone, and that together, y’all will be unstoppable.

hiii loves🫶 i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope you are doing well. this reading is much shorter compared to my usual ones because i’ve barely got time on my hands😭🙏. but i hope you enjoy this reading🥰💖 and i would be so glad if you could like my post and re-blog it, and please let me know which pile you picked - i would love to hear your thoughts and know if this reading resonated with you!! take care of yourself, and i will see you in my next reading. thank you for being here☺️❤️

(note - tarot & oracle cards provide guidance and possible insights into what could happen based on current energies, thoughts, feelings and actions. the cards can highlight potential paths or outcomes, but they do not predict the future in a fixed way. this is a general reading so take what resonates!)

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hello and welcome to another pac from me! before i get started, i just wanted to mention that i have opened up my spiritual shop yayyy!! if you're interested in purchasing a reading from me, feel free to check it out! okay now that that's out of the way hehe, in this reading i channeled a message that your future spouse wants to tell you :') i hope this reading resonates with you and pls feel free to leave me suggestions for future readings! much luv xx jas

...I love you and think of you always.

ღ pile one

i miss you. i miss you so much. but there’s a reason why we’re not together right now. we need to be going through this stage of our lives alone so we can grow and learn as people, but please know that i miss you so much.

i’m currently working on my future, building my empire if you say so haha. i’m working hard, it seems like all i do is work. but i know that one day all of my hard work will be worth it. because i can share it with you, my dearest love. it’s a new stage in my life, for sure! i feel like i’m finally where i’m meant to be. i know that this is one of the last stages i need to go through before i meet you. 

do you know that i dream of you often? well i try to connect with you in my dreams. do you remember? do you try to connect with me in my dreams as well? oh i miss you so much, i can’t emphasize it enough.

i know you don’t know me…yet haha but please trust your gut, always my love. i will never tell you what to do, i don’t want to control anything, i just want to reassure you that whatever situation/person your worried about, there’s a reason why you feel like that my love.

do you know that we have a lot of similarities? i know you think you won’t find someone who understands you, but i do. i understand you so completely and you understand me so completely, we’re alike my love and i love it!

sigh i wish i could flirt with you right now, i love flirting with you! i like how you react when i flirt with you haha!

i know it will happen when it will, i know there’s reasons why we haven’t met, but i wish we could be close right now. i wish we could be together already. i miss you my love, but please don’t worry because i know in my heart that one day we will meet. 

don’t worry about me my love i’m working hard for our future!!

ღ pile two

oh how i wish i could kiss you right now. is that too forward? am i freaking you out? ah i apologize if i am ah it’s just i imagine what our future will look like. all our dates, how our home will look, all the fun adventures we will have. i also imagine how it would feel like to kiss you, to feel your lovely lips against mine.

i have always craved a deep, romantic, passionate, relationship and i know i will have it with you, i mean you are my soulmate after all. it almost feels like i manifested you, maybe we manifested each other haha. so what, maybe i have looked up what manifesting is haha. haven’t you, my dear soulmate?

i hope you know that honesty to me is very important and i want us to always be honest with each other, i never want there to be secrets between us. if there’s any miscommunication, i want it figured out right away. i want us to always be on the same page. 

oh my love i know that you have been hurt from the past. hm, did you just end a connection with someone? are you still hung up on someone? hmm… no im not jealous… okay perhaps i am…. a little…hmmm. ah well i want to let you know my love, that that thing…sorry i meant person… i guess… never deserved you. and i hate that that…person… is making you doubt if you will ever find true love.

i am your true love, i am your person my darling. we will have so much fun, we will laugh at everything, i will always make you feel good, i promise. i want you to know that it’s safe to love me, i will be patient with you my love, please don’t worry about a single thing.

i know in the beginning you may not trust me and that’s okay, i understand. i want to prove to you that you can trust me and that i will never ever hurt you. and that’s a promise baby.

oh together we are magic baby and i can’t wait to share my life with you. and i can’t wait to dive into your world baby. please know that i’m working hard.. hm i’ll say i'm pretty successful if i say so myself haha. i know it will be a special day when we meet, until then my darling.

ღ pile three

do you ever listen to music, specific songs, and think of me? because i sure do. sometimes i sing and think of you. i think of how you look like, what your personality is. what i’m sure of is that you're lovely, in every sense.

oh i tend to yap a lot and therefore i talk really fast it just feels like my mind runs a mile a minute. ah would that bother you? ah and you make me so nervous so i don’t even know how fast i’m going to be talking in our first dates. oh god i really hope that doesn’t bother you. oh but if it does, would you tell me? haha i promise i don’t mind.

i guess you could say i’m more on the shy side and only talk to people i trust and well since of course i trust you i know i will be talking a lot. oh i wouldn’t mind hearing your voice and thoughts forever and ever. you can talk more than me for all i care haha.

hm if i have to share with you something about me is that im pretty playful. i mean yeah of course i can be serious but i can have fun! haha i feel like everything we do together is so much fun. and you bring out my playful side even more, more than anyone ever has. you heal my inner-child my love. sometimes i wish we met when we were younger, i know you would’ve been my crush instantly haha. 

i hope i’m worth the wait… i know that you’re worth the wait my love. i mean of course you are, i mean you’re you. you are special in every single way. you consume my thoughts, i think of you all the time. you have an effect on me, you really do.

would it sound weird if i told you i think about how our wedding will be? of course my love, you can choose the location, the decorations, everything! haha but i want you to know that i will be there, supporting you through the process because i heard weddings can be pretty stressful and i want you to feel like you can always rely on me. well if you want me to of course i don’t want to annoy you haha.

i can’t wait to give you millions and millions of gifts, do you like receiving gifts? because a way that i will express my love to you is gift-giving. what’s your love language, my love? god i want to know everything about you. i wish i knew everything about you already.

i want to remind you my love that you are strong, you are powerful, you are limitless. i am in awe of you my dearest. i will support you in everything that you do.

i will be there with you my dearest, i will, i promise. i’m honored to call you mine. i hope you will be honored to call me yours.

You will get in the Tumblr reading:

What forbidden place their mind wanders to

What draws them toward you in that imagined scene

The emotional tension underneath it

The first thing they want from you in that moment

The reason they see you as temptation itself

What will be in the Patreon $2 extended reading:

What stops them from acting in real life

The one thing they want you to do first

What shifts in their body language when they finally close the distance

The moment they lose all restraint

What they think would change between you afterward

The forbidden question they secretly wish they could ask you

Some of the best and most enticing questions are saved for Patreon, because that is where we sink deeper into the emotional pull, the private longing, the things left unsaid, and the moment energy finally breaks open.

Now breathe, soften your shoulders, and choose your pile.

PILE ONE

You are someone who occupies their mind in a way that feels both dangerous and irresistible. When they imagine you, the energy always shifts into something quiet, close, and filled with unspoken tension. The forbidden place their mind wanders to is somewhere dim and secluded, somewhere where two people only end up when they are trying not to be seen. For some, it is a quiet hallway behind a gathering. For others, it is an empty balcony at night, or a shadowed corner of a place neither of you were supposed to explore. The location feels less like a fantasy and more like a waiting room for a truth they have not admitted aloud.

They imagine the air tightening when you arrive. They imagine your breath shifting when you notice how close they are standing. Nothing explicit. Nothing rushed. What they want to do to you first is simply to be near enough to read the smallest changes in your expression. There is a kind of reverence in the way their energy approaches you. They want to lean in, not to take, but to understand. The forbidden part is not the place but the intensity. It is the moment when nothing is happening yet everything is happening. It is the spark that lives between two people who have been circling each other for far too long.

What draws them toward you is the feeling that you see through them. They imagine the way your presence loosens something in them they usually keep guarded. They imagine the charged silence, the feeling that one step closer would shift your entire dynamic. They imagine being the one who finally breaks it. They want to touch your face gently, as if learning it. They want to say something honest, something they would never dare in daylight. You awaken the part of them that wants to stop pretending they are unaffected.

The emotional tension is what obsesses them. It is the slow build. The almost. The hush. The awareness that one choice could change everything. They imagine you looking at them like you already know what they are thinking, like you are waiting for them to step into the truth of it. They replay that imagined moment far more than they replay anything physical.

And for your extended reading on Patreon There is something they want to confess in this imagined scene, something that would shift both of your roles instantly. In the extended reading, we explore the moment they finally give in to it and what they believe you would do next. Available for $2 and linked in my bio.

PILE TWO

For your person, the forbidden place is not just a physical location. It is a mood. A secrecy. A sense of stepping out of the world and into something that is only yours and theirs. When your energy shows up in their imagination, the setting is always somewhere that feels slightly off limits. A quiet library after hours, an art gallery where the lights have already been dimmed, a room in a house they should not still be in, or a long hallway where every sound echoes. The place itself becomes a cocoon where the pressure between you transforms into something slow and magnetic.

They imagine the moment you appear as if they were already waiting for you without admitting it. There is this pull in their chest, like you are the distraction they should resist but cannot. What they want to do first is simply draw you into their orbit, not by touch, but by presence. They want the world to shrink until it is just the two of you standing far too close in a space no one else can enter. What obsesses them is the anticipation. You bring up a version of them they do not show to others. Someone curious. Someone brave. Someone willing to risk being seen.

In their mind, you are the one who shifts the air. They imagine you glancing up and everything inside them tightening. The forbidden part is the feeling that they should look away but do not. They imagine you noticing that held breath, that flicker in their eyes that gives them away. They want to hold your gaze longer than they should. They want the silence to thicken between you, full of all the things neither of you are saying.

Emotionally, the tension is almost overwhelming. They imagine wanting to reach for your hand but stopping themselves, not because they do not want to, but because the wanting itself is so intense it feels like a confession. They imagine being the one who steps closer, slowly enough that you feel it before you understand it. They imagine you leaning into the moment without hesitation. This version of you makes them feel bold and unguarded in a way that scares them a little.

What draws them toward you is your contrast. You are soft where they are restless, intuitive where they are cautious, grounded where they are uncertain. They imagine being pulled toward you like gravity. The forbidden part is that they should be walking away but instead find themselves drifting closer and closer until it feels impossible to leave.

They imagine the first thing they would say to you in this hidden place. Something low voiced. Something that reveals more than they intend. Something like, I should not be here with you right now, but I cannot make myself leave. The truth under their fantasy is that you feel like a risk worth taking, even if they never speak it aloud.

And for your extended reading on Patreon There is one moment in their fantasy where they stop holding back and let the truth slip through. In the extended reading, we explore exactly what they would whisper, why it scares them, and what they hope you do in response. The $2 extended reading is linked in my bio.

PILE THREE

Pile Three, the forbidden place your person imagines with you is less about geography and more about timing. In their mind, it is always a moment that should not happen. A moment that takes place too soon, too late, or when everything around you insists that the two of you should stay composed. They imagine it happening in a hallway during a gathering, in a dark corner behind a curtain, or in a room with an unlocked door where anyone could interrupt. They imagine a setting where the thrill comes from knowing better while wanting you anyway.

Their fantasy always begins with an accidental brush. You pass by. They feel the heat of you. And suddenly the entire world sharpens. They imagine their thoughts stumbling, their breath catching, as if the nearness of you pulls them into a quieter, hungrier part of themselves. What they imagine doing first is not something bold. It is something subtle and charged. They want to stand close enough that your arms almost touch, close enough that you feel their attention even if they never speak.

This person imagines studying your face as if they are trying to memorize how desire begins inside you. They imagine trying to look away but failing. The forbidden part is that they know exactly how they should behave around you, yet the idea of holding back feels impossible. You pull forward a version of them that is honest and unguarded, someone who does not pretend to be indifferent.

Emotionally, there is something undeniable between you. They imagine wanting to ask a question that is not appropriate for the moment. Something like, Do you feel this too. They never say it aloud in their fantasy, but the thought pulses through them. They imagine your eyes answering for you without a word.

You appear in their imagination as someone who shifts their entire mood. When they think of you, they imagine the quiet way you tilt your head when you are curious. They imagine the subtle warmth of your voice. They imagine leaning in to hear you better, even when they already can. What draws them toward you is your softness and your depth, the mix that feels both comforting and dangerous.

They imagine the two of you lingering in that forbidden place longer than you should, neither stepping back. They imagine the hum beneath your silence. They imagine your breath brushing between you. The tension becomes its own space, its own secret room. They imagine wanting to reach for you slowly, as if giving you every chance to pull away. But in their fantasy, you do not.

There is one more detail that obsesses them. In their imagination, you are the one who finally shifts closer first. Even if it is only a small movement, it is enough to undo every boundary they have been trying to respect. They imagine that moment again and again, as if your choice to lean in changes everything they believed they had control over.

For Pile Three, the forbidden place is not a room. It is the moment your energy matches theirs and they realize there is no going back. They imagine wanting to give in, wanting to let the tension unfold, wanting to see what you do when no one is watching.

And for you extended reading on Patreon There is something they want to say when the moment turns private, something they have never admitted even in their imagination. In the extended reading, we explore the first place their mind goes when they finally let that desire rise to the surface. The $2 extended reading is linked in my bio.

PILE FOUR

Pile Four, the forbidden place your person imagines with you is a place that carries silence like a secret. It is not loud, not crowded, not reckless. It is somewhere that feels almost sacred. A place where people are supposed to keep their voices down and their thoughts clean. They imagine you in a quiet library aisle, in the back corner of an art museum, in a softly lit studio where everything is still enough to hear every shift in breath. They imagine you somewhere that asks for calm while their thoughts about you are anything but.

Their fantasy begins with admiration long before it becomes desire. They imagine seeing you absorbed in something you love. The way you focus. The way you move. The shape of your attention when you care about something. It draws them toward you without them realizing it at first. They imagine approaching slowly, almost reverently, as if they are stepping into a moment that matters.

What they imagine doing to you comes from a place of hunger that is softened by awe. They imagine standing close enough to feel the warmth of your presence. They imagine brushing their fingers near yours when you both reach for the same book or the same frame on the wall. They imagine your fingers not pulling away. They imagine you both pretending to keep looking at the object in front of you even while your attention is caught on something much deeper.

Emotionally, this person is overwhelmed by how you make them feel. In their imagination, you are someone who lights up a quiet place simply by existing in it. They imagine wanting to study the small movements you make, the way your eyes widen when something intrigues you, the curve of your mouth when you think. They imagine wanting to understand your thoughts before you speak them, wanting to lean in until your breath brushes the side of their cheek.

Pile Four, your energy feels rare to them. They imagine you as someone who changes the atmosphere without trying. Someone who carries an unintentional kind of magnetism. The forbidden part of their fantasy is not the place itself but what rises inside them when they are near you. They imagine struggling to keep their expression neutral. They imagine feeling their composure slip with every second they stay close to you.

The first thing they fantasize about doing to you is something slow and deliberate. They imagine their hand hovering near your waist, not touching at first, but close enough that your body can sense their intention. They imagine looking at you to see if you lean in. They imagine the moment your eyes lift to theirs, full of knowledge, full of quiet permission.

They imagine the two of you stepping a little deeper into the forbidden place. Maybe between stacks of books. Maybe behind a museum archway. Maybe into a room where the light softens into gold. They imagine wanting to hold your face gently, wanting to see how you breathe when their thumb traces the line of your jaw. They imagine the world falling away as if the two of you do not belong to anything outside this moment.

The forbidden part of this fantasy is that they know they should keep their distance. They know they should admire you from afar. But they imagine you looking at them with the same desire, and that thought alone ruins every boundary they tried to set.

For Pile Four, their forbidden place is always somewhere quiet. Somewhere intimate. Somewhere where their desire for you could echo in the silence if they are not careful.

This reading explores the private, unspoken moment that exists right after separation from the outside world. It is about tension, imagination, emotional proximity, and the quiet electricity that fills a space when privacy finally arrives. This is not about explicit action. It is about what lingers in the air, what their mind replays, and what they quietly hope might unfold.

What you receive in the Tumblr reading

The emotional atmosphere they imagine when the door closes

How their energy shifts around you in private

The first thought that crosses their mind

The role of anticipation, restraint, and curiosity

The symbolic meaning behind the closed door for them

What the $2 Patreon extended reading explores

The exact moment their restraint weakens

What they imagine saying or not saying

The deeper emotional motive behind their desire

How they imagine you responding energetically

The private outcome their mind keeps returning to

The extended reading continues each pile in depth and is linked in my bio.

Pile One

When they imagine the door closing, what follows is not urgency. It is reverence. They see the room as if it has softened around you, edges blurring, sound dampening, the world outside becoming distant and irrelevant. Their attention narrows completely. You become the center of the space, not because you demand it, but because their awareness chooses you instinctively.

They imagine how you move once privacy settles in. Not performing. Not guarding yourself. Just existing in a quieter version of yourself. That authenticity is what holds them. The way you might exhale differently, shift your weight, let your shoulders relax. These small changes feel intimate to them. It feels like being allowed to witness something not meant for everyone.

In their mind, the door closing gives them permission to be present without distraction. They imagine listening more closely to your voice. They imagine pauses in conversation that feel intentional rather than awkward. Silence becomes a language they understand with you. It is not empty. It is full of meaning, of things neither of you are rushing to say.

They think about proximity without urgency. About standing near enough to feel warmth without crossing a line. They imagine the tension that comes from restraint, from letting the moment breathe. For them, anticipation is part of the experience. They enjoy the awareness that something could happen, even if nothing does yet.

Emotionally, this pile reveals someone who associates intimacy with safety. The door closing does not trigger impulsiveness. It triggers grounding. They imagine themselves more honest in private. More vulnerable. Less performative. They imagine noticing details about you they would miss in public spaces. The rhythm of your breath. The way your energy shifts when you feel unobserved.

What they imagine most is not an act but a feeling. Being chosen in the quiet. Being allowed to stay in the moment without interruption. Being trusted with your presence. The closed door becomes a symbol of mutual consent to exist together without outside expectations.

This is someone who fantasizes about connection that unfolds slowly. They want the moment to linger. They want to remember it not for what happened, but for how it felt to be there with you. Undistracted. Unrushed. Fully aware.

And as this vision plays out in their mind, they always imagine the same thing. That neither of you is in a hurry to open the door again.

Patreon Extended Reading Title: The Moment Everything Becomes Too Quiet to Ignore (18+) linked in my bio.

Pile Two

When they imagine the door closing, their thoughts shift immediately toward contrast. Outside noise falling away. Inside awareness sharpening. They imagine the exact second when privacy becomes real, when the air changes and something unspoken settles between you. For them, the closed door is a threshold. Once crossed, nothing feels casual anymore.

They picture the way you look around the room as if confirming you are alone. That small pause matters to them. It feels like a shared agreement. They imagine their own posture changing in response, standing differently, breathing slower, becoming more deliberate with every movement. They are acutely aware of you in that moment. Of how close or far you are. Of how much space exists and how charged that space feels.

This pile carries a strong sense of curiosity. They imagine watching you without interruption. Not in a detached way, but with fascination. As if the door closing gives them permission to notice you fully. The way your energy fills the room. The way your presence changes their internal rhythm. They imagine wanting to understand you in this quieter setting, away from outside influence.

Emotionally, this person associates privacy with honesty. They imagine conversations deepening. Words becoming more intentional. They imagine things being said that would never surface in public. Confessions spoken softly. Questions asked without fear of being overheard. The closed door becomes a container for truth.

They also imagine tension building through stillness. Through moments where neither of you moves, but both of you feel everything. For them, the anticipation is intoxicating. The knowledge that something could unfold, but does not need to rush. They imagine holding eye contact longer than usual. Letting silence stretch. Allowing desire, curiosity, and emotion to exist without being immediately acted on.

This pile suggests someone who craves intensity that is slow and controlled. They imagine restraint as part of the experience. Not because they are afraid, but because they want to savor every second. They want to feel the weight of the moment before anything shifts.

When they think about the door remaining closed, they imagine time behaving differently. Minutes feeling longer. Sensations sharper. Awareness heightened. They imagine leaving that room changed, even if nothing outwardly dramatic occurred. Because the real impact was internal.

In their mind, the door closing is not the beginning of an action. It is the beginning of awareness. Of attention. Of something forming beneath the surface that cannot be undone once acknowledged.

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Pile Three

When they imagine the door closing, their thoughts move inward first. This is not about the room or the setting as much as it is about the emotional shift that happens the instant privacy is secured. For them, the closed door represents safety. A space where they no longer have to perform, explain, or hold back parts of themselves.

They imagine a shared exhale. As if both of you feel relief at the same time. The outside world no longer watching. No expectations pressing in. They imagine you becoming more yourself in that moment. Less guarded. More present. That is what draws them in most. The version of you that only appears when no one else is around.

This pile carries a deeply emotional tone. They imagine the door closing and suddenly feeling brave enough to be honest. Not dramatically, but quietly. They imagine conversations that drift into vulnerable territory without effort. Talking about things that matter. About fears, desires, and thoughts that do not get shared lightly.

They picture themselves listening closely. Watching your expressions change as you speak. They imagine feeling protective of that openness. As if the closed door creates a vow to treat what is shared with care. This person sees privacy as sacred.

There is also a strong sense of emotional intimacy building through closeness. Not necessarily through touch, but through presence. Sitting near each other. Sharing silence without discomfort. Feeling the hum of connection in the background of everything else. They imagine the tension being emotional before it is anything else.

This pile suggests someone who imagines the moment as transformative rather than impulsive. They do not rush ahead in their thoughts. They stay in the feeling. The weight of being chosen to witness a private version of you. The significance of being trusted with that space.

When they imagine leaving after the door opens again, they picture carrying something with them. A feeling. A memory. A bond that did not exist before. Even if nothing obvious changed, everything feels different inside them.

For this person, the door closing marks the beginning of something meaningful. Something that lingers long after the moment ends.

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Pile Four

When they imagine the door closing, their thoughts go immediately to the shift in power and presence. This is the pile of awareness. The moment feels charged because they imagine finally being fully seen and fully seeing you in return. The closed door signals a pause in time. A moment where nothing else competes for attention.

They imagine noticing details they usually miss. The way you move when you are relaxed. The way your voice changes when you are not performing for the world. They imagine the space between you shrinking, not rushed, but inevitable. As if the room itself encourages closeness.

This pile carries a sense of restrained intensity. They imagine wanting to hold themselves still at first, to observe the energy, to let the tension build rather than break it. They are very aware of the emotional weight of the moment. For them, the closed door is not an invitation to act immediately, but an invitation to feel everything fully.

They imagine standing or sitting close enough to feel your presence without touching. Breathing in the same air. Sharing a silence that feels heavy in the best way. This person associates intimacy with anticipation. With the quiet hum that exists before anything happens.

There is also a strong sense of choice in this pile. They imagine the door closing and feeling the importance of consent and mutual awareness. They want the moment to unfold naturally, guided by shared understanding rather than impulse. This makes the fantasy more powerful for them. The knowing. The unspoken agreement.

They imagine eye contact lingering longer than usual. Expressions softening. A sense of being on the edge of something that could change the dynamic between you. Even if nothing physical happens, the emotional impact feels undeniable. They imagine walking away later feeling altered by the closeness alone.

This pile suggests someone who values depth over speed. The door closing represents the chance to connect on a level that feels private, intentional, and rare. They imagine carrying that moment with them long after it ends, replaying the stillness, the awareness, the shared presence.

For them, the door closing is not about what happens next. It is about what becomes possible.

-> "What it is that you need to break free from in order to move forward where you want in life?"

Okay so I'm full into creative transmutation at the moment so I thought this pile could be a fun thing to do. The idea is that we all want to become a better version of ourselves, to shine brighter, be more than what we currently are - and what gets in the way more often than not is ourselves. Therefore I wanted to inquire on what it is that you need to break free from in order to move forward where you want in life.

Part 1 will be about inquiring on the blockage, and part 2 will be about breaking free. Hope these are useful!

Pile 1 > 2 > 3 // 4 > 5 > 6.

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⭐️Pile 1:

I want to tell you something honestly and from the heart, because the energy around you right now shows that you’ve been living with so many mixed feelings like you’re standing in a long hallway and you’re not sure where it ends. There’s this quiet sense that life didn’t give you the picture you once imagined. Maybe you expected deeper emotional stability, more support, more warmth, or simply a kind of comfort you thought would be yours by now. But things turned out differently, and that left you feeling like the distance between you and the happiness you want is bigger than you hoped. Not because happiness is far it’s actually close but because your heart is carrying an old wound, something from the past that didn’t heal cleanly. That old scar makes you cautious, afraid of expecting too much, afraid of attaching, afraid of sudden disappointment. And this creates a kind of blockage inside not from bad luck, not from anything dark but simply because memories are still alive inside you. They resurface every time you try to move toward something new, almost like the past whispers, “Remember what happened,” even though you’re trying to walk forward.

At the same time, there’s a strong light trying to rise within you. Something is pushing hope back into your life, nudging you to smile again, reminding you that your path isn’t blocked and that what you want is still possible.. you just need one brave step. But that step keeps getting delayed, not because you’re unmotivated, but because deep down you’re constantly trying to balance what you feel with what you think you’re supposed to do. You’re carrying responsibilities heavier than anyone realizes whether at home, with certain people, or just with yourself. You keep trying to handle everything, please everyone, and keep every part of your life stable at the same time. And that creates pressure that drains your daily energy and slows your progress. There’s weight on your shoulders, the kind that doesn’t show on your face but appears as exhaustion, overthinking, sleepless moments, the desire to rest but not being able to rest, and the sense that the road is longer than it should be.

Deep inside, you also have a very strong intuition an inner voice that senses things before they happen. But the problem is that you’re not hearing it as clearly as you should. Not because you don’t want to, but because there’s too much noise around you: opinions of others, expectations, fear of making choices based on feeling, and fear of repeating past mistakes. All this creates hesitation. It feels like you’re standing between two paths, one you want to take but it scares you, and another that feels safe but doesn’t fulfill your heart. This isn’t weakness it’s a conflict between your mind calculating, your heart hoping, your past holding on, and your future calling.

There’s also a social and family influence around you not something harmful, just pressure that isn’t openly spoken. Expectations, comments, comparisons, or a sense that you’re supposed to fit into a certain role even if it doesn’t match what you truly want. This makes you feel like you’re stuck between who you really are and who you’re “supposed” to be in other people’s eyes. And this forms a hidden blockage: the desire to break free mixed with the fear of disappointing others or facing their reactions. And in the middle of all this, you have a strong desire to start something new a project, a skill, a career step, or a personal plan.. but things are moving slowly because your energy is spread thin across too many directions, between yesterday and tomorrow and everything happening today. This mental and emotional scattering creates more blockage than anything else. It’s like you’re trying to build a new future while carrying a hundred unfinished stories inside.

The blockages around you right now are very human.. old wounds that haven’t healed, emotional pressure, fear of change, heavy responsibilities, family expectations, and inner conflict between who you want to be and who others think you should be. There’s nothing dark, no supernatural force just tired hearts, deep sensitivity, high awareness, and souls that have been carrying too much for too long. You have so much inner power once you allow yourself to release some of that weight and listen to your own voice again. Your path is open.. you just need to lift the layers that years have placed on your heart. And every single one of these blockages can melt away once balance returns and the emotional load begins to fall off your shoulders.

⭐️Pile 2:

The energy around you right now shows that you’re experiencing very complex feelings, like you’re walking down a dark hallway full of questions and deep thoughts. I can feel that you are trying to understand everything before you move, every step is calculated, and every decision feels heavy on your heart and mind. There’s this sense that you’re trying to create fairness for yourselves, to be just in everything that concerns you and those around you, but life doesn’t always give you the chance to see things balanced or to give yourself the justice you deserve, and this creates a lot of inner tension. You’re feeling confused, like you’re seeing many choices ahead, each one tempting or risky, and this makes it hard to know where to start, as if decisions are heavy and movement feels slow.

At the same time, there is a strong desire to move forward and to experience change. Your hearts are calling out for adventure, but there’s also an inner awareness that you need clarity. I sense that if you don’t think carefully, you might end up in situations or make decisions that don’t truly serve you. The energy around you carries light and hope, encouraging you to see the bright side, but there’s also a hidden fear of the unknown, or hidden emotions that sometimes influence your choices, making you overthink before taking any step.

Additionally, there’s a feeling of a heavy responsibility, like you have to carry more than your share or follow rules and boundaries set by society or family, and this creates ongoing pressure. Some of you are trying to balance your inner desires and ambitions with the reality around you, and that balance isn’t easy, which can create feelings of distraction at times. There’s also a creative energy and a desire to start something new, but movement requires careful steps and patience, and there’s no need to rush.

I can see that the blockages for you in this reading are, confusion and too many choices, fear of making a decision, pressure from responsibilities and obligations, hidden emotions or fears of the unknown, distraction between the desire to move forward and the need for clarity, and inner burdens from expectations or boundaries imposed by society or family. This isn’t magic or ghosts; it’s all connected to your psychological, emotional, and rational sides, and it’s a natural load caused by deep thinking and awareness of your future and your decisions.

Your path ahead is open, but it needs calming your mind, listening to your inner guidance, and easing some of your mental load. Once you take these steps, the blockages will start to dissolve, and your energy will flow more freely, making movement and progress easier.

⭐️Pile 3:

The energy around you right now shows that you are going through a major transition in your lives, like the ground beneath you is shifting and the things you were once confident about are suddenly unstable. There is a strong feeling that something old is ending and something new is beginning, but this transition is far from easy, and every step requires deep thought before you move. A sense of instability is very clear, as if the things that used to feel familiar have become uncertain, creating fear and anxiety about the future and the unknown. Despite all this, there is a strong inner desire to explore, to learn, and to experience new emotions, but at the same time, your inner voice warns you not to rush or make hasty decisions. It’s as if your intuition is constantly saying, “Take your time, focus on what matters, don’t let negative energy control your choices.”

At the same time, there is a deep internal drive to seek a greater meaning in life, a search for emotional and spiritual freedom, and a sense that part of you is not satisfied with imposed rules or traditional paths that you feel expected to follow. This creates inner tension because on one hand, you desire freedom and emotional liberation, and on the other hand, there are responsibilities, obligations, and expectations. This conflict between wanting liberation and needing security generates significant inner struggle. There’s also a fear of losing control or anxiety about losing what you currently hold onto, and this internal burden weighs heavily on both your heart and mind, blocking forward movement. The energy is scattered between the desire for adventure and the need for safety, between the desire to take new steps and the fear of the outcomes, between the heart that craves experience and the mind that calculates every move. All of these intertwined forces are creating a clear blockage on all levels.

I can see that the blockages for you in this reading are.. first, fear of change and the unknown, because although there is a strong desire for freedom, the fear of consequences holds you back. Second, a loss of stability and security, as if everything familiar has suddenly become unclear. Third, the desire for emotional and spiritual freedom conflicts with responsibilities and obligations, creating a sense of mental pressure and confusion. Fourth, internal distraction between what you want and what is possible, between emotion and logic, between adventure and commitment, as if you need to find balance amidst all these changes. Fifth, hidden feelings or fears of the unknown, which sometimes aren’t obvious but show up as tension, worry, or discomfort. All of this is natural, connected to your psychological, emotional, and spiritual self, and reflects a major transitional phase you are experiencing, one that requires patience, awareness, focus, and the ability to listen to your inner guidance.

Additionally, there is a strong internal drive pushing you toward growth and development, a desire to learn new skills, start projects, or try new experiences, but movement is not easy due to the psychological pressure and hesitation present. The path ahead of you is open, but it requires calming your mind, organizing your emotions, and gradually reducing the mental load. With these steps, the blockages will begin to dissolve, energy will flow more freely, and you will be able to face change with greater confidence and deeper awareness, feeling more in control of your path instead of being ruled by fear or hesitation.

This phase is also a big opportunity to re-evaluate your life what is truly important to you? what you need to release? and how you can balance freedom with responsibility? This inner awareness is the key to dismantling blockages, because when you listen to your intuition and lighten your psychological load, every step becomes clearer, positive energy increases, and your future vision becomes sharper and stronger. You will then be able to move forward with steady, confident steps toward your goals.

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PILE 1

Their fantasy of your first kiss begins with warmth radiant, golden, almost overwhelming in its sweetness. With The Sun leading the energy, your future partner imagines a kiss that happens in a moment where your joy and your chemistry collide unexpectedly. They picture you laughing, smiling, glowing in some soft, natural light. Maybe sunlight through a window, maybe the glow of a late afternoon sky. Something about you in that moment feels alive, vivid, irresistible. You look like pure warmth to them, pure brightness, and they crave the moment they get to taste that light on your lips.

But beneath that soft glow, there’s something deeper. The Eight of Cups shows that they fantasize about your first kiss happening in a moment of emotional vulnerability almost like the kiss is a turning point. They imagine the tension building after some quiet, meaningful conversation. Maybe you reveal something personal. Maybe your eyes soften in a way they’ve never seen before. In their fantasy, they notice the shift that moment when your soul opens just a little, when your guard drops, when your softness peeks out from beneath your strength. And in that moment, they move toward you. Not out of lust, though that’s certainly simmering underneath but out of longing, out of ache, out of wanting to soothe something in you.

Then the Queen of Wands ignites everything. In their fantasy, there is something intoxicating about your confidence, your allure, your heat. They imagine the moment before the kiss being charged your eyes locking with theirs, your breath catching slightly, your expression giving away more than your words ever could. They find you magnetic. They think about the way you might tilt your head, the way your lips might part just a little, the way your presence commands theirs without effort. This is where the fantasy becomes undeniably sensual. They imagine wanting to touch your waist, your jaw, your back not to control you, but to ground themselves, because your energy floods them.

And then comes the Four of Pentacles… the hunger. The possessiveness. The desire to hold onto you like they might lose you if they don’t kiss you right then and there. This is where their fantasy gets darker, deeper, more primal. They imagine the first kiss as something they can’t stop once it starts. A kiss that begins soft but quickly becomes needy like they’re starved and you’re the only thing that could possibly satisfy them. They fantasize about your hands in their clothing, your fingertips gripping them, the subtle sound you make when you give in a little.

They imagine pulling you close not forcefully, but insistently. As if your lips were made to fit theirs. As if the kiss confirms something they’ve felt for too long. They want to savor you, but also take you. They want to feel your warmth pressed into them. They want to feel you melt under their mouth.

Their private fantasy is this: Your first kiss is sunlight turning into fire a sweet beginning that burns into an unforgettable hunger.

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Your future partner’s fantasy of your first kiss is electric charged with intention, skill, longing, and control. The Magician shows that they imagine orchestrating the moment in a way that feels perfect without seeming planned. They fantasize about reading your body language flawlessly, knowing exactly when your breath hitches or your eyes linger a little too long. They want the kiss to feel inevitable like gravity pulling you two together. They picture themselves leaning in slowly, deliberately, giving you time to want it, to crave it, to feel the tension tightening between you.

But the Seven of Wands reveals something more primal beneath that confidence: they fantasize about you resisting just slightly. Not in a rejection sense, but in a teasing, playful, charged way. They imagine you pulling back for a moment, giving them a look that makes their blood heat like you’re daring them to chase you. Their fantasy involves the thrill of closing that small space between you, the challenge of your fire meeting theirs. They want your first kiss to feel like passion overcoming restraint, desire slipping past hesitation. The moment when neither of you can hold yourselves back anymore.

Then the Ten of Cups softens everything. Because beneath the lust, their fantasy is deeply emotional. They imagine the kiss feeling like home. Like relief. Like everything in their life quiets for just a moment. They fantasize about the tenderness in your eyes, the warmth in your hands, the softness of your breath right before your lips touch. They want your first kiss to be a merging of energies passion and devotion, desire and safety. They imagine the kiss lingering, deepening, spiraling into a sense of belonging they didn’t expect to feel so soon.

But the Page of Swords brings the spark of curiosity the edge of hunger. In their fantasy, once the first kiss happens, they can’t stop studying you. They imagine pulling away for a second to look at your mouth, your eyes, your flushed expression. They imagine you biting your lip without realizing it. They fantasize about going in for a second kiss that’s deeper, more exploratory, more intoxicating. They want to taste the noises you make, the way your lips respond, the way your hands grip them.

Their fantasy is sensual in a detailed, exact, hyper-focused way. They imagine the texture of your lips, the warmth of your breath, the way your fingers tremble slightly when you’re aroused but trying to hide it. They want to kiss you until you forget your name. They want to make you gasp. They want to feel you press into them as the tension snaps and gives way to pure, raw desire.

To them, your first kiss is this: A spell. A challenge. A promise. A moment so charged you both know you’ll never forget it.

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Their private fantasy of your first kiss begins with Justice a sense of perfect timing, perfect balance, perfect inevitability. They imagine a moment where everything between you feels aligned. Maybe you’re sitting close, maybe you’ve just finished a deep conversation, maybe there’s tension building slowly and quietly. They fantasize about reading you perfectly knowing exactly when you’re ready, when your guard slips, when your heart opens. They want the kiss to feel earned, fated, mutually desired.

The Six of Swords shifts their fantasy into something intimate and quiet. They imagine the kiss happening in a peaceful, private moment somewhere away from noise or pressure. Maybe in a car after a long drive. Maybe walking together at night. Maybe sitting close on a couch. They fantasize about a slow, leaning-in moment, almost fragile. A softness. A vulnerability. They want the first kiss to feel like crossing a threshold from wondering to knowing, from tension to touch, from emotional distance to undeniable closeness.

Then the Knight of Cups arrives like a wave of romance. Their fantasy becomes tender, poetic, almost cinematic. They imagine brushing your hair back, cupping your jaw lightly, whispering something soft that makes you blush. They fantasize about kissing you like you’re precious, like you’re someone they’ve wanted for too long. They want the kiss to be slow, deep, sensual filled with emotion rather than rush. They imagine savoring you, exploring you gently, making you feel desired in a way that hits your soul first and your body second.

But the Nine of Pentacles is where the fantasy turns sultry. Because for as soft as the kiss begins, they fantasize about how intoxicating you become under their touch. They imagine how your confidence melts into warmth, how your elegance gives way to want, how your composed exterior trembles when passion finally takes hold. They fantasize about the moment you kiss them back harder, the moment your fingers curl into their clothing, the moment your breath quickens.

They imagine wanting to worship you with that first kiss. To taste your strength and your softness. To feel you surrender only because you want to.

Their fantasy is dark honey slow, rich, addictive. A kiss that begins with balance, turns into sweetness, and ends with hunger.

In their private thoughts, your first kiss is:

A shift in destiny. A quiet surrender. A slow-burn desire that explodes the moment your lips meet.

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Pile 1

9C, POW, 10C, 5W, QOW, 2C, 10S, WOF

First things first. I instantly thought about “Speed Drive” from Charli xcx and when i went on to play that song i realized that my headphones weren’t connected to my phone. I would take that this pile has a very dreamy pastel like color to itself. Now that i look at the cards it’s so cute haha. I see your aura as either very light blue or a pinkish pastel or even a very watery yellow. I know that the style isnt really embodying what i’m saying here but i see the gyaru style if you know how that looks. Some of you may have some sort of very colored dots on your auras. You are a very friendly individual but you tend to quite keep to yourself. It’s weird but some of you remind me a lot of Luna Lovegood. You are a cute “weirdo”. Perhaps you dont talk a lot. I do see the three aura colorsbeing very similar yet they are somehow different. I feel like you will know which one is yours. The blue auras are very soft spoken and kind but have a tendency to come off as unusual, perhaps you have some aquarius and pisces placements in your charts. The pink auras remind me of pinkie pie but still give off that unusual vibe. They are very energetic and joyful and romantic. All of the colors are very cute tho. The yellow auras are very confident, still very optimistic but they have been through a lot and they love to lead. This pile is incredibly friendly, like i cannot comprehend how this is possible actually. I get such good vibes from you. You could be very empathetic individuals. I told you, you have this happy go lucky vibe to you it’s so cool. I like yalls, i’d like to be a “young” spirit as you are :) I also get that you love your families and that you have a very good relationship with them.

Pile 2

Justice, Empress, 7P, AOW, Emperor, POC, AOS, 5P

For this pile i pick up something else. Your aura is heavy and full of sorrow. Seems to me that you were forced to mature, perhaps went through something very heavy. You remind me of a character from dostoyevsky’s books. Perhaps you dress very dark academia. When i looked at you i heard the Hunchback of notre dame, the piano version. Your aura is like a caravaggio painting, very dimly lit so you can see only the important features, the light. I am not sure what you are going through but i am not a big fan of your aura, youre a bit too serious. I see a dark figure and their body has a fine golden lining and it is warm. You are very intelligent and calculated, no doubt in that, but you lack positivity lets say. You need to let more light in, perhaps pray or write down your troubles. You need to let go of this heavy energy. I see that you are a strong individual and that you value material wellbeing but dont underestimate the importance of spiritual well being. Be kind to yourself more often. You remind me of a gothic church. I see light going through the stained glass but more light needs to enter in order to bring some happiness into your live. In my visions i also saw someone goth and that person was a dark purple but most of the people who choose this pile are brownish when it comes to aura. Some of you might be law students, you are very strong and sturdy and you have a sharp tongue. You need to hang out more. Spend time with your friends as well. Dont keep all the pain inside yourself. You are an old soul and youre hella mature, as i said, be kind to yourself. You did so well so far, keep going but take care :)

Pile 3

Moon, AOS, Judgement, Hanged Man, 5C, AOW, KNOS, 6S

This pile gave such strong mysterious and intense vibes. Maybe some of you have strong scorpio placements. You are very detached and cold and calculated, you have such a misty vibe. As i saw judgement i felt like you might feel quite close to religion and if not, you love the whole dark angel aesthetic. Ya’ll might have heavy 12th house energy as well to be honest. There is this lack of clarity when it comes to you. It’s intense and mysterious but it’s also like fog, it’s like people cant get to see through you but you see through them. You are someone who seems very unassuming at first and then as people get to know you, you show how sharp you can be. Your honesty can hurt people badly and i feel like some of you tend to argue a lot, unknowingly hurting other people’s feelings, making people stay away. I got this random fact in my head, i feel like most of you are either metalheads or like very loud and intense music. If you lack that “crazyness” this might not be your pile. I also get that you are very unemotional and very based on facts, you dont care about people’s feelings, you believe in justice and in truth. You’re not afraid to leave someone behind if things dont go the way you want them to. I wouldn’t call this egoism, i’d say you are just very indifferent. It’s gonna sound weird but your energy reminds me so much of Johan from Monster but not in a bad way, the way your intensity projects itself. This song reminds me heavily of your energy so maybe you can check it out :) You sound exactly like the instrumental version of the song i placed below, heavy focus on the “misty” sounding part (2.26-2.42). As i was about to shuffle for the next reading the judgement card fell once more. You also carry heavy karmic energy and right now i’ve also heard that you might have a similar energy to archangel michael’s just so you know.

Pile 4

KNOP, 3C, Tower, Strength, 3P, Devil, Star, 9P, AOW

Before i start doing anything i just gotta say you remind me so much of that one herbalist from Potion Craft. You have a greenish, nature like aura. Perhaps you might be very interested in gardening and flowers. I also get that you could love medieval stories or even wish you were living in the medieval era😂 i just saw on tv on history a coin from the templar knights times so i guess my intuition is spot on, let’s see the cards. Now that i’ve pulled my cards i see that you are very grounded and you are very interested in exploring. You remind me of a traveler in a way, but not in a young unexperienced traveler type of way, more like someone who is very knowledgeable in the ways of life. You are very knight-like. Grounded, strong, serious, curious. You also give very earthy vibes. I feel like at the moment you might be facing something that challenged your stability and your ability to take care of yourself properly and you are just tired, you want to take a nap under a tree or something, take off your helmet and just watch the sunset. As for aura i see this very light, old kind. An old soul wanting to rest. You’re like a sunset in the distance. I also get that you’re also very worldly. I see a combination of colors, i see green, light brown and so much more, it’s like a painting, very pretty. You bring light and stability to those around you, a sense of security. People feel safe around you. The song i chose for you pretty much sums up how you feel to others in a way. Cautious, very grounded, calm, but full of life. You enjoy eating good, having good sex, hanging out with your friends, you appreciate the beauty of life and you are thankful for everything the Universe has to give. I keep hearing change and it’s at the bottom of the deck so o feel like you hang on for dear life when things take a turn. Even though you are a greatful person, you prefer things to be the way they are now😂

Pile 5

Chariot, Sun, 10C, 9C, POC, Devil, KOC, 7C

This pile is a bit complicated. It’s such a young energy but not the childish kind like pile 1, this one is like a teenage girl that went through a heartbreak for the first time and is now learning to love herself. You are someone who knows what they deserve but let people walk over them intentionally out of love. You are someone very polite and have a wonderful energy overall, it brings back memories of myself when i was younger. You are kind, you love and love and love and you try to be as optimistic as you can be. As i look at the cards i notice how i forgot to write the cards i got at a previous reading so i think that you, just like me, are scatterbrained 😂 you want so much from life and after the things youve been through you’ve finally come to the point where youre happy with yourself. When i look at you i see the kind of person to hang out in cd shops just to see if the store has cd’s from your favorite band. Youre like a breath of fresh air to me, you are so light in energy that you just bring peace with yourself wherever you go. Some of you are funny as well. You are like an afternoon nap when you wake up and the whole room is yellow from the sun setting. You give such a city like energy. You are like a teenage girl that who runs away from home with their friends to go run through the city at night or something like that. Words cant actually describe the vibe you give but this song sure does :3

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(Magnetic Pull Edition)(18+)(part - 8)

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There are attractions that glow softly… and then there are those that strike like a pulse beneath the skin, the kind that doesn’t ask for permission before taking hold. This reading belongs to the second category the kind where longing presses itself into every breath, where desire is not an accessory but a gravity, where two souls don’t simply meet… they collide. Your future spouse doesn’t just want you; they feel pulled to you as if the universe strung a wire between your hearts and tightened it with every heartbeat. What you’re about to read is their confession raw, sultry, magnetic. Not softened. Not restrained. Just desire speaking in its truest voice.

PILE 1

I don’t know how to explain the way you affect me without admitting that you undo me more easily than I care to confess. There’s something reckless about how you entered my life like a spark landing on dry skin but instead of burning me, you woke something that had been dormant for far too long. When I first saw you, I felt something inside me step forward before I even consciously chose to. I told myself I’d be cautious, that I’d keep my distance, that I wouldn’t let myself fall under the spell of someone whose presence feels like both a beginning and a dare. Yet every time I try to steady myself, you pull me forward again. It’s maddening, this constant swing between wanting to run from the intensity… and wanting to drown in it.

I’m not proud of how vulnerable this makes me. You’re the one person who makes me feel exposed without touching me, the one whose absence feels physically wrong, the one who somehow reads desire in the movement of my breath. Sometimes I try to pretend I’m unaffected cold, composed, untouchable but then you smile, or you glance at me from the side, or your voice dips into that soft, dangerous tone… and everything inside me fractures. I want you with an ache that’s almost territorial, a craving that hums beneath my ribs even when I’m trying to think of anything else. I’m drawn to your warmth, your softness, but also the fire you hide behind your eyes the fire that tells me you’re not someone I can ever half-love. You demand the whole storm, and without meaning to, I’m already offering it.

What scares me is how beautiful it feels. How easy it would be to give in completely, to let you unravel me with just your closeness, to let you teach me what it feels like to be wanted by someone who doesn’t hesitate. I imagine leaning into you not cautiously, not carefully but fully, the way gravity leans into the earth. I imagine your hands on me, grounding and igniting in the same moment. I imagine a life where I stop pretending I don’t feel this magnetic pull and instead let it drag me into your arms, your breath, your warmth. I want to be reckless with you. I want to lose myself in the way you look at me like there’s something between us that neither of us can escape. And maybe there is. Maybe that’s why it scares me. Because wanting you feels like stepping off a cliff… and somehow trusting you’ll catch me before I fall.

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PILE 2

From the very beginning, you awakened something I thought I’d buried beneath patience, logic, and restraint. I’ve always been the type to move slowly, deliberately, carefully but you? You turned my composure into kindling. The moment our energy collided, there was this rush, this heat, this dizzying sense that something inside me was being pulled toward you faster than I could process. I tried to reason with myself, to remind my heart that attraction can be misleading, that desire can be blinding. But every time I stepped back, the universe shoved me two steps closer to you. You move through my thoughts like lightning startling, bright, impossible to ignore. And every time I try to breathe through it, I feel that fire again. It’s almost unfair how effortlessly you unravel the distance I try to create.

You have this mix of softness and power that catches me off guard. It’s the way you look at the world, the way you carry yourself as if you’ve weathered storms and learned to dance in the wind. The more I see you, the more I want to understand every layer of you the light, the shadows, the contradictions, the quiet aches you hide behind your smile. I crave the intimacy of knowing you in all your forms. I imagine tracing the thoughts you don’t say aloud, the ones that flicker across your expression for half a second. I imagine learning the exact sound of your breath when you’re excited, the way your voice changes when you whisper something meant only for me. My desire for you doesn’t come in soft waves; it hits hard, sudden, like a force that takes the air from my lungs and replaces it with heat.

What I feel for you is not just want it’s momentum. You pull me forward, not just emotionally but physically. When I picture us together, I see a connection that’s charged enough to make the world around us blur. I see your hands in my hair, your body pressing into mine, a closeness that feels inevitable rather than chosen. I want the kind of intimacy where I know your voice in the dark, where I can read your thoughts through the way your fingers curl against me. I want the slow burn, the breathless edge, the heat that comes from being so close that the rest of the world disappears. I want the comfort after the intensity your chest rising under my cheek, your arms wrapped around me like you’re afraid to let go. I want all of it. And the truth is, I think I’m already falling into you. Not slowly, not cautiously but with the kind of intensity that leaves marks long before lips ever meet.

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PILE 3

You unsettle me in a way I secretly love. There’s something about you that feels like temptation sculpted into a human shape, something that lingers on my tongue like a taste I’m not supposed to crave and yet here I am, wanting more with every breath. You’re not the kind of attraction that glows gently in the corner of a room; you’re the kind that stands in the doorway and makes my pulse stumble. From the moment our paths crossed, I felt a shift in the air, like my body recognized something my mind wasn’t ready to name. And even now, when I try to keep myself steady, your presence tilts my world again. You have no idea how hard it is to act unaffected when everything in me angles toward you.

I want to touch you in ways I haven't let myself imagine out loud slow, exploring, reverent, but laced with hunger. I want to know how your breath feels against my neck, how your body curves when I pull you closer, how your voice sounds when it melts into something unguarded. You bring out a version of me that is bolder, hungrier, less patient. Around you, restraint feels impossible; desire rises too quickly, too sharply, like a spark catching dry wood. But there’s something deeper beneath that fire a fascination, a pull, a sense that you’re not just someone I want to touch but someone I want to understand, someone I want to memorize slowly and completely. Your mystery isn’t a wall; it’s an invitation. And I’ve never wanted to accept an invitation so badly.

The truth is, I feel possessive in ways I can’t easily justify. Maybe it’s the way you move, or the softness you hide under that sharp intelligence, or the way your energy feels both familiar and forbidden. I imagine you next to me not just physically but intimately, emotionally, in the kind of closeness where your heartbeat becomes something I recognize without needing to count. I want the nights where we pull each other closer out of instinct. I want the mornings where you’re half-asleep and reaching for me without thinking. I want the kind of connection that feels like heat and gravity and fate tangled together. And god, I want to taste the way you breathe my name when desire finally cracks open the space between us. You’re the kind of temptation that doesn’t burn me you brand me. And I’ve never wanted to be marked by anyone the way I want to be marked by you.

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