Someone rang the doorbell. The whole family Had gathered and were eating an amazing dinner courtesy of Alfred. Alfred, Dick, Jason, Tim, Damian, Bruce, Selina and Talia were there to celebrate the newly turned 9 year old boy's birthday.
Someone rang the doorbell. Everyone was on high alert as Alfred walked out of the kitchen to answer the door and everyone else followed.
On the other side of the door stood Mariam.
“Ukhti!” Damian exclaimed as he rushed past Alfred and hugged her.
“Mariam?” Talia said, stepping forward. “But you–”
Damian moved aside and Talia speed-walked past him and grabbed her daughter in a hug. “I thought I lost you.” She whispered in Mariam’s ear.
“Mother, you can't be free of me that easily.” Mariam replied, smiling.
“I believe we have a cake to cut, don't we? Let us take this inside, shall we?” Alfred said and they all trooped back into the dining room.
“Where have you been?” Dick asked.
“Somewhere safe.” Mariam replied. “Oh! Least I forget it.” She said, sliding a beautifully packaged box towards Damian. “Happy birthday, Damian.”
Damian slowly under the ribbon on the gift box and opened it to find a sketchbook and a set of pencil colors. He looked up questioningly at Mariam.
“You know, I'm traveling around, trying new stuff.” Mariam began. “I found out I really liked drawing. So I thought you would like it too. I mean, it's practical. It takes up little to no space. It comes easily to us. And it's basically like drawing the layout of a building, but with more details and smaller objects–”
“And more pretty” Selina added.
“Mm-hmm.” Damian said, inspecting the pencil colors. “They are of admirable quality.”
“Well, of course they are.” Mariam replied. “I’m the one who picked them.”
“How exactly did you pick them?” Bruce said.
“What do you mean, Father?” Mariam asked, although her eyes were still fixed on Damian's joyous expression.
“I mean That Talia didn't give you any money.” Bruce continued.
“How would you know that?” Mariam asked.
“Because I told them, daughter.” Talia said.
“Well, can't argue with that.” Mariam said. “But you know, getting money isn't exactly hard. And I have sufficient training to get a job, you know. I mean, I've seen people less qualified than me earning nicely.”
“Well, I agree.” Damian said. He had set aside his gift along with his other gifts. “League education is nothing to be laughed at.”
“Yeah, but still, you shouldn't have to do this.” Talia said with a mocking smile. “Isn't that right, daughter?”
“Ha, ha, ha.” Mariam gave a light laugh. “Walked right into that one, I did. But it's fun. Genuinely, it's a lot of fun.”
The rest of the conversation ended in favor of Damian's celebration. Or “Successful completion of nine years of existence.” In Tim’s opinion.
Afterwards, they all left for patrol. Mariam was wearing a basic outfit of Batgirl's costume with Nightwing as her buddy.
After the patrol winded up, they all met at the rendezvous point on top of the Wayne Enterprises building. All happily looking down at the smoke filled the city with blinking lights clearing up at them.
“Mariam?” Talia said, turning towards her. “Why do you insist on this?”
She turned away from the look and looked deep into her mother's eyes. “Insist on what, mother?”
“Insisting on living on your own when there are two houses perfectly capable of taking you in. You don't need to stay with me, You can stay here with your father if you want.”
“Is it wrong to insist on it if I have a perfectly valid reason?” Mariam asked.
“What is this perfectly valid reason ukhti?” Damian asked her. “What is this reason that justifies you staying away from us?”
“Simple.” Mariam said, moving towards the edge of the building. Everyone saw it and their muscles tensed. “I knew Grandfather was gonna die before he died.”
“I'm the one who killed him. I-I” Her breath hitched. “He was coming after you, Mother.”
“What are you talking about?” Talia asked. “You mean to say that your grandfather was coming after me?”
“He intended to.” Mariam replied.
“You could have talked to me about it.” Talia said, throwing up her hands in frustration, her voice reflecting her anger.
“I'm sorry mother, but it would not have yielded any results.” Mariam said, looking deep into her eyes. “All this while you couldn't see what was happening. Actually, you could see, but you refused to understand it. Grandfather, he was sending you into dangerous missions, treating you so horribly. He would have had you married to somebody in the League But was simply scared that his son-in-law could be a potential threat. A potential heir to the throne. You give up on so many of your dreams. Just do not anger him. And for what?” She scoffed. “Only for you to be thrown away once you have trained your replacement? Once you had trained me? Couldn't you see that, mother?”
Mariam continued. “I couldn't let him take you, Mother. I regret what I had to do, but I will not apologize for it.” She took a small step back and stumbled on the edge. “But I apologize to you all.” She said in a whispered voice that carried through the silent night despite the traffic below. With that, she turned around and dropped from the building.
All those on the roof rushed near her in a desperate attempt to grapple her to safety. She hadn't taken her grapple. But they saw no sign of her.
They all stumbled back near the center of the building. Everyone still reeling in shock. They were shaken out of their thoughts when Oracle’s voice chimed in in the comms. “She just dropped by with the uniform and left.”
“Team head back to the Cave.” Batman said and hence, the night ended.
Mariam's second visit came a day after Bruce's birthday.
They all had come back from patrol and were winding up for the night, when they heard light footsteps. All except Damian drew their weapons and stood ready.
They all waited breathlessly as they saw the shadow of a human coming closer.
“Mariam!” Damian exclaimed.
As she came into proper view, she gave all of them a meek smile. “Happy belated birthday, father.” She said as she stopped walking.
“Mariam?” Bruce asked not believing himself and how could he? After they had made her run away?
“In flesh.” Mariam said, giving a light chuckle.
“Why have you come now?” Damian said, cutting into the conversation. “Why didn't you come yesterday when it was actually Father's birthday?”
Mariam's fingers lightly fidgeted with the ribbon on the gift before answering. “I didn't want to ruin his birthday like I ruined yours.”
“Mariam,” Bruce said. “Never think that you would ruin my birthday. You are always welcome here.”
They all moved upstairs for a nice cup of tea before bed.
“How long are you gonna be staying here?” Tim asked as he happily munched on some chips which Alfred had provided.
“Just a couple of hours. I'll be meeting with Mother afterwards.” Mariam replied.
“There's something I need to discuss with you.”
As they both got up, Damian blurted out, “I wish to go to visit Mother too.”
Bruce said, “It's fine by me. Will you be able to take him with you, Mariam?”
“Yeah?” Dick asked. “Since when did you start saying yeah?”
“I've been traveling. It's fun to see so many people. I picked up some words.” Mariam said before following Bruce out of the dining room.
Later, when they were in his study, he motioned her to sit down and he sat down opposite her. “Mariam, your mother and I have been talking.”
“About the fact that you're not staying with any of us. If there's a reason then please let us know.”
“I–” She said before taking a deep breath in and continuing. “I just want to see what a normal life feels like.”
“If you want a normal life, you can find it here.”
“I don't think I can. Believe it or not, Father, life as a billionaire's daughter does not qualify as normal.”
“There is also another reason. Isn't it?”
Mariam drew a deep breath in. “Promise me you won't tell anyone.”
“My lips are sealed.” Bruce replied, slightly leaning forward, trying to give an encouraging nod.
“Ra’s Al-Ghul was my grandfather. E-even though he treated me and mother horribly, there was still a sense of respect I had for him. Was it because it was ingrained in me or simply a respect for his skills? I can't seem to define it. But what I do know is, deep down, I did consider him f-family. I did consider him my blood. And–” She again drew a sharp breath in. “I can't seem to get rid of the guilt. I cannot wake up every morning and see his eyes in Mother’s and Damian’s. I-I didn't mean to kill him, but he was hurting the people I loved. Even heard from some of his trusted advisors that he was considering-g”
“Considering replacing mother with you?” Bruce prompted.
“Yes, he was considering replacing mother with me. I couldn't risk that.”
“It's alright.” Bruce said, gently patting her shoulder, trying to comfort her. “Everything will be fine.”
Wish I could believe that. Mariam thought but didn't say it out loud. Some secrets are better left unsaid.