Pathetic™

i’ve started replacing “i want to die” with “i feel overwhelmed” in my internal monologue, which is usually more accurate and more productive

95% of my personality is worrying I do everything wrong and that I will inevitably be abandoned because my traumatised ass is too much and simultaneously not enough

traumatized people can’t meditate bc we’re busy dissociating… being present in the moment is not a luxury we can afford in this life

why do people stay longer in my head than they do in my life

mental illness is like you will crave love but never feel comfortable around anyone ever. your welcome

not to be controversial but the feeling of being so thoroughly sleepy that you know you’re gonna pass out the second you get curled up in bed? unsurpassed, baby

i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.