Niall being terrified of Ruben finding out about his sexuality for DECADES and THIS being the reaction !!!!

benson r u ready to haunt the narrative

slasher benson and final boy randy c:

bellamy & clarke as orpheus & eurydice

— margaret atwood, speeches for doctor frankenstein

richard gadd and the pink multicolor ballpoint pen he used to annotate his scripts while shooting half man

get up, get up ser!

post race, japanese gp 2026

i miss this blonde yoongi

If Niall had betrayed Ruben like that, and then moved on as if it had never happened, that would have been the bigger betrayal. "I could only hurt you as much as I hurt you if it was for the sake of 'the most important person in my life'". Quote unquote. Niall has to convince himself Alby is that person, has to, or else he betrayed Ruben for nothing. The only way for Niall to show his love to Ruben while they're separated all these years is to devote himself completely to the cause he deemed worthier than Ruben's life.