He remembered hearing a sharp bang, and it wasnât long after when he fell to the ground, crashing violently into the mud. Shadows emerged from the nearby woods, all around. He couldnât remember how many there were, he couldnât even see properly, all he could remember was a devastating neigh, the shrill cry from his horse that sends shivers down his spine and is still echoing in his mind. He remember standing up as he was aching all over from the fall, with blood trickling down his forehead through unknown injuries, the pain was paralyzing yet he didnât remember feeling panic. It was as if he had accepted his doom, as if he, as a prey being hunted, had accepted his fate.
Then a bullet scraped his shoulder, and he fell again, not getting up this time.
Herbert woke to a sudden bump and the muffled sound of distant chattering from all around with his head still heavy. As his hearing and sight slowly returned to him, he noticed he was lying down, dragged on a wooden cart. He twitched and turned, noticing a few men glancing his way as they exchanged comments between themselves. He had many questions but all he could manage was a faint groan followed by coughs and hisses of pain between his gritted teeth. He turned to his side, only to tumble back when he felt the sharp pain in his shoulder, he coughed again when he thought he heard a man speak to him. Before he thought to reply, before he could form a coherent sentence, he felt the cart halt and he was then assisted down and led into a large building. He didnât quite catch a sight of it clearly, he didnât know where he was, but he saw the stained glass windows, and all he could think about was that it was a sanctuary.
In there he saw a man, a rather large and graceful figure leant back in a chair, intimidating yet alluring. Herbert dropped to his weakened knees as the man half carrying him released his grip on his unscathed arm, then the figure on the chair rose. He stammered.
âM-monsieurâŚâ Then the man spoke to him, his voice deep and calming, almost sounding like he was amused. Herbert flinched at the throbbing pain and grasped his injured shoulder as the man spoke, he gaze flickering, weak, under the soft light. As his conscious slowly cleared up, he briefly surveyed the hall.
âM-mon cheval,â he finally uttered in a quiet hush, âis he alive?â His mind was still a stirring mess, concern and disbelief compromising his defences. Herbert held no power in that moment, and all words seem to choke him as penetrating gazes surrounded him.
He was tempted to pull away as the mysterious man offered him hospitality, and he would have. He struggled to form appropriate phrases, an expression of gratitude might do, but it somehow seemed off. âSome water would do⌠thank you.â He replied calmly, his voice subtly adrift. He just wanted to lie down, to sleep, to be away from all the trouble. For a moment he wanted it even more than he wanted answers. Distantly, he heard the younger version of himself sobbing.
âI should not stay long.â He straightened his back despite the pain.
Antoine watched the man drop to his knees with an expression of mild interest, his gestures neat as he wiped the majority of blood from his haggard features. With the same air of grace, he handed the dirtied rag to one of the men beside him. Water was provided to Herbert by another of Antoineâs band, and then, with a nod, the great man banished them from the room. The door, heavy as it was, closed behind them firm as a punctuation mark.
Alone, he returned his attention to the gentleman in front of him, who looked, understandably, traumatised. Antoine considered that It shouldnât be particularly difficult to earn his good will. Those steady eyes met Herbertâs, relaxed, completely in control of the situation. Good will or not, there was little reason to lie to him. On the contrary to what many considered, Antoine was not fond of lying or liars, mainly due to the profound effort involved.
âYour horse was shot from under you,â he replied, careful to keep his voice as even and calm as possible. âUnfortunately, it has died. Iâm sorry.â And it was unfortunate. Antoine didnât enjoy killing animals unnecessarily, took little pleasure in it. He accepted it occasionally as collateral damage, but he wasnât above offering a light condolences. âHowever,â he added, with a flicker of a smile, a tilt of his head, âwe can supply you with another.â
âNo tragedy occurs that cannot be weathered Iâm certain youâll find,â he reassured him, âand little cannot be solved without a nightâs rest. There is a cot here that you can have use of. It is an abbey after all.â He smiled again, fleeting, soft, subtle. âA place of safety. But first, we should see to your wounds, should we not?â