las estrellas te bajara

I think the basic issue with a lot of media which purports to be about awful, fucked up people is that beyond a certain point it can't just be an aesthetic; you've got to have them actually do awful, fucked up things to each other, or else they're not awful and fucked up, they're just grumpy.

If you're tagging your stuff as "toxic yuri" and I've seen people who were friends in real life do worse shit to each other and laugh it off the next day, you need to step up your game, is what I mean to say.

oh! today is clean reserve acqua neroli, which is pretty lovely but not super special i think. There's a bunch of citrus as the opening and then jasmine and neroli in the middle and I thinkkkkkk maybe orange blossom? something sweeter than just the jasmine. I'm honestly not too sure what the base is on this yet, the jasmine and neroli is still present, but generally all of the clean reserve perfumes have faded on me to something very very light and almost indetectable by the end of the workday, where pretty much every other brand I've tried I can still smell when I'm headed to bed.

I think, actually, I have become obsessed with neroli in humidity. Something about this scent worn in summer heat and oncoming storms becomes so fragrant and indulgent with my skin chemistry, and with the wet smell of the air, I feel perpetually as though I am in a roman bath or a mediterranean garden. This has become a favorite scent specifically in this month of sweat and stickiness

y'know i don't really love how people use "butch" interchangeably with "handy"

*north american approaching lesbian couple* so which one of you is useful and which one of you is the woman

the sexual tension between me and the idea of disappearing forever