Hazmat Corntail

Shut up.

You’re not cute, or clever, or funny, and the novelty wore off a very long time ago. In fact, it’s hard to remember a time when you were even relevant to the conversation.

You aren’t unique or different. You’re short and average looking. There’s nothing about you that couldn’t be found in a dozen other guys. That’s why people don’t go out of their way to talk to you, they can get along just fine without you.

Go away. If tell you to get out of other people’s lives, but you have such minimal impact they wouldn’t notice if you were gone, anyway. So just disappear a little more.

So please, just shut up and fade further into the background where we can all get on with our lives and you can remainly safely absent.

One of the hardest things I’ve had to learn in life is:

What I want doesn’t matter

What I need doesn’t matter

What I hope for doesn’t matter

Because....

The other person’s wants always matter more

The other person’s needs always matter more

The other person’s hope always matter more

So I’ve given up on the idea that....

My wants will be had

My needs will be met

My hopes will be fulfilled

Because I’m too busy...

Helping others get what they want

Helping others find what they need

I’m tired of being your punching bag. Thank you for beating me down so hard I feel like I have nowhere to turn, and making things suck on so many levels and so many different ways.

I’m tired of trying. I’ll just exist from now on.