not found.

                       she had approached him with intention, she reminds herself. and even if he’s not the friendliest face she could’ve asked for, she reminds herself that could have done a lot worse. besides, she doesn’t know his story, neither of how his day’s been going, and if she were to judge everyone by their first impressions, she’d still be thinking that all her baby sisters were gross little red blobs that cried and squealed when they saw her face.  ❝  i promise it’s nothing too bad!  ❞ or so she hoped. then again, with the last of her chocolate frogs having croaked off with their obviously not chocolatey limbs into the rest of the water house, she wasn’t exactly in a position to say whether or not the situation was alright.  ❝  just the uhm— the water house might have more than just water to deal with in their ponds.  ❞

★: Who inspires them..

Oh god, no one. No one inspires him because he is not reaching to be a better person or better himself.

☼: Favorite season.

All the seasons have their flaws, and he doesn’t have a favorite. Summer he likes because people go on vacation and he can sleep near and use a family’s pool while they are gone for a few days or a week. But it’s also very hot and he doesn’t always have a way to cool off. Not to mention the fact that the heat tends to make people get angrier faster and more easily, so he would get in more disputes and fights in the summer. Fall he hates because it typically rains a lot and then winter is the worst because it’s so cold and he tends to get sick during that time. With little to no way to get medication, he had to suffer longer than one with access has to. So I suppose, by default, Spring is his most liked because it’s the one with the least problems, the air is nice, and he isn’t allergic to pollen. 

 ☁: How they feel about cold weather.

✖: A trait they despise in people.

Disrespectful people. Hayden may be cold and rude, calloused and stand offish, but one thing he will never do is be grossly disrespectful. And I’m not talking people who don’t respect someone for good reason ( ie. they believe respect should be earned ) because he very well is capable of that. I mean in the sense that the person is violating someone’s space, rudely putting someone down for an invalid reason, things like that. So like people who are rude after a woman doesn’t put up with catcalling, a person picking on someone physically impaired, someone getting far too close in someone’s personal space and refusing to back off; this type of stuff really gets under Hayden’s skin and he will start a fist fight with whoever it is if they don’t apologize and back off. 

ツ: A guilty desire of theirs.

I guess it’d be the fact that he, deep down, still wants his mother to love him. And he feels so guilty to be wanting that from a person who has been through so much and never asked for him to be born. But a part of him very much wishes she would love him and they’d be a happy family, but he feels that sort of disconnection she always seems to have with him; like she can never be close like many mothers are with their sons.

☃: Would they build a snowman…

♕: Would they rule, or be ruled?

☠: Their worst nightmare.

I think his worst nightmare is his mother getting hurt. He isn’t there for his mother and though he feels he does more bad than good, a part of him still thinks that if he’s there then he can protect her. But having run away, being gone, and not knowing at all how his mother is doing worries him. He tries not to think about it but sometimes he does. Sometimes he pictures someone hurting his mother and that him not being there somehow makes him to blame for her being hurt. 

☮: How they keep calm.