* 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 / 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓭𝔂 !

quick family background: so as the media loves & adores them, the carson’s are really just your everyday money moguls that started from old money, but eventually ventured out into all forms of business. from models to entertainers, to clothing line owners, the carson’s have really managed to cement themselves into the modern day world. from being powerful influences through social media, to being a high contender in leading the next hottest trend, it’s near impossible in this day & age to go through any sort of news outlet & not see one of their faces !

TW: MENTIONS OF — eating disorders & body dysphoria

w that in mind tho onto my gorl here !! 

adopted by the carson’s in a closed adoption before she was born, she rlly lucked out considering she was adopted by some real rich folk ksjdf

but growing up as one of the babies in a ver, ver rich family of six kids, charlie’s life was p much ... the Ideal ?? w adoring parents n everything she wanted at the tips of her pink polished nails, she rlly was ur modern day new york princess !

n to even better fit the stereotype, ofc she grew into the image of a ballerina w pre-ballet classes from as young as three ! which at first, ofc she adored !! but as time went on .... uhhhhhh things began to downspiral p damn fast ( ~ :

bc listen ... as much as she loved her classes n th fact tht they taught her how to grand jeté & plié, she rlly .... didn’t love the part where they also taught her how to watch her weight, never failing in making herself feel inadequate as they pushed her to criticize & compare herself to those around her ))) ~ : 

n so w that kind of mentality in mind ... she rlly kinda grew into looking at those in her classes as ... competition, which then led her on the desperate hunt for perfection tht she would spend the next ten yrs of her life chasin ... 

w attempting sabotage & being sabotaged in return ... by fifteen charlie was rlly in a bad bad mental state. w having an awful relationship w food & the way she viewed her own body, she had an increasingly deteriorating mental state & emotional stability as the expectations only piled up around her

n as much as she did her best to hide it from those around her, the truth eventually began to crack down around her as more & more opportunities slipped from her

from turning to sex, drugs & other unhealthy coping mechanisms to deal w the crisis of her everyday life, it wasn’t until all of her messy shit started to really pile up tht she got her head on straight

w ballet named as the main catalyst to her downspiral, though the retirement from the art came as a shock to rlly ... everyone, char was smart enough to realize just how unhealthy her relationship w the sport was

without ballet now tho, she’s rlly just hit this wall of ??? bc she has no fckn clue wht she’s supposed to be doing now seeing as ballet had just been ... It for her ??

but personality wise ... she’s rlly just the sweetest peach ?? ur average choatic bi ??

she’s got a big heart & can be frustratingly easy to influence at times ... but she’s got a good head on her shoulders !!!! ( or so she likes 2 think ) 

can obviously be p materialistic considering her upbringing ... but she tries her best to be a good citizen n stays in her fckn lane ?? sometimes is a lil ))) ~ : bc she’s scared tht she won’t amount to anything now tht she’s lost her one talent she was known for

pls jusst lov her i swear she’s a Good Soul n if u feel some of her wanted connecs i will ... lov u sm thank

ok so im ngl but pax is lowkey based off ao3 yoongi ksdjf

tho if ur not into bts n tht just sounds like nonsense ... pls ignore me (( ~ :

anyWAYS ... so for all that the media & news outlets like to paint paxton ‘ pax ‘ park as the wild child fckboy who has a new piece of candy on his arm each week, who’s constantly dripping w luxuries & fuckin it up w the big bucks ... his beginnings rlly aren’t so grand !!

brought up w next to nothing & considered dirt poor, his family consisted of a deadbeat dad who turned to the bottle after losing his job when pax was ten & a housewife momther who turned to the arms of other men for comfort until she eventually ran away when pax was thirteen

case in case ! pax had a pretty litty shitty childhood & therefore doesn’t enjoy talkin about it .. ever ... at all

w only the scars left behind to remind him of those awful times, he ... rlly likes to keep the past where it belongs ( ~ : in the fckn past 

but after escaping his father’s terrors at 16 by becoming a high school dropout & runaway, pax made it on the streets by busking where he could & working odd jobs where he couldnt

being something of a musical genius, he eventually got scouted by a record label during one of his street performances & went on to working w them as a producer by the time he was nineteen

after that ... it was rlly only a matter of time before his first few collabs were dropped ; becoming instant hits & chart toppers as his popularity only continued to rise !

by twenty one,  he’d already made a name for himself in the music industry, & after dropping a few collabs with some big name artists, he’d been rolling in the big bucks ever since !

ofc, w that came the sudden interest from those around him who would’ve looked twice before but y oinks ... welcum 2 the life of the riche n famheaus pax

but personality wise uhhhh my boy doesn't rlly give a fck abt much ?? growing up w such an awful fam  gave him a p cynical view of the world n after realizing just how much ... easier n kinder the world was to u just bc u hav some money rlly ... fcked him up a bit ?? like even more than he already was dkjf

but he’s also kind of a gigantic hypocrite bc now tht he’s rolling in money he’s terrified of going back to a life without so he’s kind of a huge workaholic  too y iKES

but at the SAME time he’s a huge partyer money lover n vainglorious bastard bc wtf is money except meant to be spent ?? 

so he like ... spits on the idea of the rich bc theyre biased n have it easy in life n they set up the poor for familiar but he also skjf can’t live without money n he’s just ... conflicted n messy n awful to ppl 99% of the time !  ( except 4 waitstaff n those who work in customer service bc he gets it !! like he’s a notoriously big tipper my buoy ! )

but yeah so even tho at heart he’s rlly just a music maker recluse that has too much money n not enough friends ... the media have taken to depicting him in this lowkey justin bieber-ish way of being this bad boy who makes bad decisions n fcks up w every breath he take ksjf ( which idk ... justin biebs kinda does so ... ( ~ :

but yeah so for plot ideas i had a couple so hmu if any of them catch ur eye !!

an ex who dated pax before he got rich ! they were super in love at the time n pax rlly thought they were the one ?? but when they were given an ultimatum between pax n their trustfund ... well ( ~ : pax learned tht love hurts n he wrote many a good love song for this person.

i’d also love a kinda mentor figure to pax who took him in under his wing after pax suddenly shot up in net worth cause damn my boy def moved to scarsdale looking like real big tryhard !!