in a way i am my own dead wife

maintaining relationships with people is so difficult for no good reason. what are you supposed to do when you miss someone and want to talk to them more? Say you miss them and that you want to talk to them more? That's all bullshit

suchhh a relief to spend time with other insane people. yes we are fucked in the head. we are both going to make it. i love you

big fan of when a character metaphorically sweeps something under the rug, but you can feel them flinch every time they walk over it and feel the crumbs beneath their feet

hold on i have to do everything

goodbye $200 helloooo 3 groceries

this is how you do it

“what radicalized you” bro EMPATHY

"what radicalized you" well in kindergarten they told me to share things and be nice to people.

🦠 #my crobe

it’s so magical and beautiful that there are sprawling interconnected cave systems carved deep into the earth by various geological forces and you don’t have to go in them. there are miles and miles of stone passageways in total darkness that require you to exhale all the air out of your lungs to squeeze through parts of them and you don’t have to be there. some of these squeezes are underwater and require cave divers to take off their oxygen tanks and push them through ahead of them and me i am above ground looking at the sky as we speak. there are untold subterranean wonders no human has ever seen and i will not be the one to discover them #grateful #blessed

grateful for everything that forced me to love myself more.

fuck, marry, kill: the wound that won’t heal, the past you can’t undo, the ghost that keeps returning

big life tips dont be neurodivergent dont be poor dont get in any sort of situation and dont let yourself need or crave

bug life tips: leaf

this straw? oh, she’s my last

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

isn't that that Tolkien book