living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

I'm watching Twin Peaks right now

the thing about living with mental illness for decades is that occasionally your brain will be like hey you're useless and should kill yourself and your only real reaction is cmon man right now im in the middle of something

I have a headache because I'm a bad person

can i express any genuine wants & desires or will i be tortured & killed

i feel like im constantly taking damage

[Getting so angry it makes my brain disease worse] people sre supposed to be nice..

they dont tell you this but you carry your upset younger self in you like a parasitic twin

in a way i am my own dead wife