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deehpression and mental health problems is crazy im like achieving stuff i dreamt of and applied to with excitement and i now i get the news that it's happenning and only feel dread

meu nome soa estranho na tua boca

like why am i doing any of this if im not a real person anywayzz

did the thing i was supposed to do and the hapiness/ sense of accomplishment lasted me like 20 minutes, now back to :| :| :|

it might not be rn but im pretty convinced that at some point i'll lose something too big over my mental health/divergence that will finally push me over the edge, so to speak, and i've kinda made my peace with that

thinking of using this space again just cause i dont have any sorta-anonymous-enough online spaces left to talk more freely about wanting to d13

and palestine will still be free in our lifetime

e se eu começar a usar isso aqui como blog pessoal em pt-br?