Omnisticview

Everytime I'm on tiktok I see videos with people arguing which house system is better: whole sign or placidus. And I wanted to join in because I recently discovered something about me regarding that matter. See, I never truly resonated with my placidus chart, it was maybe like 70% correct, but the other 30% would make me question astrology.To add, with my placidus chart it always seemed like it was stuck in the past, like my whole personality was just my childhood (which felt so limiting). It was different with whole sign where I feel completely understood.

But recently I realised that I don't resonate fully with my placidus is because it does represent me but when i was a kid. And it makes sense as when I was a kid I was shy and kind of a perfectionist, the way I wanted to be loved (love language), everything is perfectly explained in this chart(even my parents, sisters etc). However, I grew up and in 7th grade I decieded I don't really like my personality (true story I'm truly not lying) and I changed (now embody the whole sign).

I was just a little girl when it all started, and it went on for about a year or two. During the day, everything seemed fine; nothing seemed out of the ordinary, but every night I’d run crying to my parents’ room. They just couldn’t bring themselves to believe me when I told them honestly that I couldn’t sleep in my room because it was haunted. And OK, I realise how ridiculous that sounds, and that children’s imaginations run wild, but you have to believe me, it’s true.Every night, once all the lights were out and everyone was asleep, I would see ‘shadow people’. They only moved normally when I wasn’t looking at them; I remember exactly how one of these creatures emerged from the mirror. It never stopped, and it was only during the day that everything returned to normal, and I would forget about it until the next night came around.And although, to be honest, I don’t remember how it started, I remember exactly how it ended. I was going through my usual routine of running to my parents’ room when, before waking them, I looked out of the window; at first nothing was happening, but after two minutes I saw four shadowy figures dressed in robes, so that instead of heads, all you could see were large hoods.They were standing by my neighbour’s fence, doing something (unfortunately, I can’t quite remember what). After watching them for a long time, I came to my senses and, as always, asked to sleep in my parents’ bed because I was afraid in my own. As I was trying to fall asleep there, I saw a rabbit soft toy (a tall one) outside the bedroom door, which wasn’t doing anything except waving at me.

And that’s how it ended, and it sounds absurd, but I’m absolutely certain I didn’t dream it. I still can’t stay in that room for long because the air feels heavy and I feel as though I’m being watched.