ℍ𝔼𝔸𝕍𝔼ℕ'𝕊 𝕃𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕋

an unwished for starter goes to: @haelfire​

“you’re  not  afraid  of  me,  are  you?  worried  that  associating  with  me  will  cast  you  into  hellfire  or  anything  like  that?”  jordan  asked,  trying  to  keep  the  amusement  out  of  her  voice  and  failing,  a  ripple  of  laughter  undercutting  her  words. “just  do  me  a  favor  and  don’t  try  to  do  an  exorcism  or  whatever  it  is  you  do  with  supernatural  creatures.”

𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓪𝓵 .         you don't really try to seduce people  ...  it just seems to happen .   fun loving and free spirited ,   you bring out the inner child in people .   you are spontaneous ,   sincere ,   and unpretentious  -  a hard combo to find !   people drop their guard around you ,   and find themselves falling fast .

        ❛  Me? Steal? Nonsense! Borrowed without permission? Perhaps. But steal? Never. Really, I’m insulted.  ❜ 

𝙾𝙿𝙴𝙽 𝚃𝙾 𝙼𝚄𝚃𝚄𝙰𝙻𝚂.

𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙲𝙷𝙾𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝙽 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙼𝚄𝙲𝙷 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝚁𝚈.      —       you have tried. you have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders and accepted more responsibilities than you have ever wanted, even intended to gain. it isn't crushing - you are strong enough to hold it - but you are choking. you don't know what to do with it. you don't know where it goes, how to move this weight everyone knows you can hold onto, and do you even want to get rid of it? Never. You would not give this to - force this on - anyone else. but you /can't/. but you are choking on it. your body will hold it up even when you lose all the air in your lungs, and your footing, and your courage. it does not mind choking you. it seems almost designed to do so. if you weren't wrung out you wouldn't be doing this thing properly.

𝙸𝚅𝚈 .    ---       hey love ,   seems to me that you’re tired of being told how to be .   everyone seems to think that they know you ,   and they claim to be your well wishers ,   but they never see how restless you feel .   on the outside ,   it might seem like you’ve been dealt with a good hand ,   but you’re still seeking for something that sets your soul on fire .   you’re comfortable ,   but comfort means nothing when there’s nothing to look forward to .   know that you deserve something that lights up your soul and brings back the sparkle in your eyes .

“        get    caught?        do    you    even    know    me?        come    on,    when    have    i    ever    gotten    caught?        ”

—   𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐜 .

you leave an impression wherever you go .   your heart is so strong ,   so determined ,   so willing to go after whatever hole you see in the world ,   whatever wound you need to fix next .   you're there .   you're justice ,   hot red and pure gold ,   fairness incarnate ,   a paladin in shining armor come to protect and cleanse and heal and yet sometimes you wonder if you're the most corrupt ,   dirty being in the world ,   a fraud ,   a monster in hero's clothing .   the world is so intense and you are so small ,   so fragile ,   and no matter how hard you try you're never good enough .   you want to be good .   you want to be good enough .   you try so hard and yet the world is so dark and angry and cruel .   perfection is always just out of reach and you want things to be okay so bad you bleed with it .   you just want things to be right ,   to be good ,   to be fair ,   but you don't know if they ever can be .   if you can ever be .