This torture that I wanted to erase,
Left me a deep scar buried in my mind's bar.
No blood and no skin,
If you focus hard enough you can see through and take a glimpse of where I have been.
Search for my heart,
You will find it rotting in my stomach,
That specific one will lead you to my bloody veins.
Dive in and let your cruise sink in.
Maybe then you will get how the whole clock works.
I do not grow under the rayons of the sun,
Yet I can assure you that my slender body glows under the downpour.
I will prove that my theories are righteous and that is for sure.
You feed on dragging me down while victimizing yourselves like a creepy clown.
Fool around with you and pretend like your words matter is what I will do.
Keep dancing until that marked by sorrow mask breaks.
I do not do words and my current action will show you where it takes.
"No idea" best describes your understanding of me.
"See ya" is what you will read on my lips when I wave goodbye.
And for you, keep hiding forever under that grand lie.
This is where you belong,
This is where you feel protected and safe,
Not my eyes though,
Never them.
Beyond they have seen,
Ready they are to get rid of a hellish gene.
Blame and swear at me all you want.
Whether I make it or this will be the chapter of my body's end.
Just know that my soul will never be under a tiny tunnel made of sand.











