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about me ── my name is max/blade! i'm 16 years old and i use he/him. i'm aroace, alterous, and gay!

i'm a selfshipper and a non-sharing tartaglia (genshin impact) gachikoi!! i selfship with some other characters, but at the moment i don't really talk about it as much . . .

i do art from time to time, mostly fanart! i find passion in the fictional characters i enjoy. i'm trying to start writing again too.

disorders ── i am diagnosed with a few different disorders. i want to share them so that it's easier to expect certain behaviours and reactions from me that are 'abnormal'. none of these are excuses for if i ever do anything bad though!

i am diagnosed with ASD, ADHD, OCD, C-PTSD, severe anxiety, depression and BPD.

do not interact ── t.r.a.s.h., radqueer (only harmful identities, not xenogenders, xenopronouns, or neopronouns!), helluva/hazbin/psychocuties fans (sorry :// bad experiences), heavily religious people, anyone who romanticizes eds, sh, mental illnesses, mental disorders, or addictions)

before you interact ── i'm really bad at socialising due to my anxiety, i'm a darkshipper, i'm a shotacon

i know tartaglia looks bad....

warning, implications of SA, proceed with caution if this triggers you

i finally did the snezhnaya pulling chart!! i'm pretty disappointed with the tsaritsa's design, so i'm not sure if i want her or not. i really like her as a character though.

i'm pretty excited for pantalone though!!

i feel the need to vent about my bpd so bad, but if my avoidance of facing my emotions isn't bad enough, bpd has become such a trendy thing that i feel like a cringy, edgelord, male manipulator any time i try to talk about it.

i wish i never got diagnosed.

i was only recently diagnosed with bpd and all of my other conditions actually, but bpd is the one that has bothered me the most out of them. since it bothers me so much, i've been imagining tartaglia comforting me about it quite often. i hope that everyone out there knows their f/o loves them, not matter what mental disorders/illnesses they have.

i'm a nonsharing tartaglia gachikoi so please dni if your f/o is tartaglia!