Guiding Light

Hi. How are you? Remember me? The writer of that one fic about Prince Harry in a fake relationship with a mentally unstable famous actress? Yeah. I don’t blame you if you don’t, it’s been a while.

I don’t know how to say this. If you’re reading this, you probably remember that after FIUYMI ended I said I’d start writing again sometime in early 2017 after I graduated university and had time for it. You may also remember I made a poll to help chose what my next story would be, and that after that I actually made a couple of other posts about what I had decided my next story would be.

As it turns out, I was overestimating my readiness to continue writing. I have started five new Prince Harry fanfictions since I finished FIUYMI, and my intention was to start posting as soon as I had a few chapters ready so I could do weekly updates without missing a bit. I started those stories with a light heart, intending to make them short and not as big of a deal as FIUYMI was. And as I quickly found, I don’t know what I am doing.

I got so used to writing FIUYMI for… what was it, five years? That I do not know how to write anything else. I have tried – in one of my attempts I did reach six chapters! But I just can’t pretend I am as into writing these new fic ideas as I should be. Which is probably why they are not coming out as fast as I hoped, and why I haven’t started posting any of them.

I still very much want to write, and I stand by my ideas, but I just don’t know what to do. And I am sorry I gave you hope about these fics – creating the blogs and telling you about it -, but I just have to come to accept that until I can write as I did before, I shouldn’t be telling myself – and you – that a new story is coming in just a matter of time.

TLDR: What I’m saying is, sorry I gave you hope about new fics, but something is not letting me write; I will keep trying to, and as soon as I feel like I can start posting without disappointing you – and me – I promise I’ll let you know. Until then, feel I’m still here on tumblr, feel free to come and chat =)

Hope you’re well. Love,

Hey, kids! I missed ya! How you been?! Hope you’re doing well! 

I am writing to talk about stories, Harry, and just life in general. Let’s start with the boring stuff: I moved to the capital - I am seriously loving it! I got a job on my first week here - not a great job or anything, it’s basically a call center, but I don’t have to call people or sell anything, I just answer the phone and solve people’s problems, which feels nice actually. It pays well enough for a first job and for this field, and the environmet there is cool, so I’m enjoying myself. More importantly, I am paying my debts.

Let’s talk about Harry: He’s dating Meghan Markle! How exciting is that?! She’s such a Jen, I love her! Who thinks there’s an engagement coming??? I do! Hopefully right after Pippa’s wedding!

And now, this: I said a few weeks back I’d start writing a story called What Happens in Vegas, I even made a blog for it you can see clicking here. A lot of you are already following it and I love that you liked the idea! However, I am a bad person and I sort of changed my mind. I couldn’t take another story off of my head and that is usually a good sign, so I must follow my heart. And thus, my next story is called: Guiding light (click here for the blog)! You can check out the details there, but its the story of Caroline, an art teacher who’s moving back to England after studying in Yale. Her father died when she was a kid, and he trained Harry in Afghanistan, so Harry took it upon himself to pay for Caroline and her brother’s studies and making sure they were well and had money to live. This developed into a brotherly friendship, despite the age difference, and now that she’s back, both Caroline and Harry are surprised with how different everything is… too different. She is not a little girl anymore, and doesn’t look at him as a little girl either.

I really hope you give it a chance because I have quite the plans for this story… although it shouldn’t be a long one. I already have a few chapters written, and I’ll try to write more before I start posting so I don’t have to leave any week without updates.